Chapter 35 - get along
After returning from the hospital, Yu Jingxuan went home and took a shower and fell asleep. He was so tired that he had tossed around to get Miao Xingyao’s luggage before returning home.
Only when Miao Xingyao realized that Yu Jingxuan was so tired, she instantly felt full of apology, because she didn’t notice Yu Jingxuan’s tiredness at all because of Su Hanyu’s affairs. He must be very tired, and he was tossed and tossed by himself after a busy night.
In the evening, Miao Xingyao went shopping for food and came back to find that Yu Jingxuan had woken up.
The two of them didn’t talk much, they just ate something casually.
“Knock knock knock.”
Yu Jingxuan put down the book in his hand and said, “Come in.”
“Senior, do you want to eat fruit?” Miao Xingyao asked in a low voice, she was afraid that it would affect Yu Jingxuan’s work.
“Eat.” Yu Jingxuan stood up.
“I’ll bring it in.” Miao Xingyao came in with the fruit and put it on the table before going out.
“You can eat together too.” Yu Jingxuan called to Miao Xingyao.
Miao Xingyao asked, “I won’t bother you.”
“I’m not working.” Yu Jingxuan smiled, no wonder Miao Xingyao looked cautious.
“Well.” Miao Xingyao stayed behind.
Seeing that Miao Xingyao had been standing, Yu Jingxuan picked up the fruit and walked to the center of the study, and said, “Come here.”
“Well, thank you today.” Miao Xingyao sat upright.
“No.” Yu Jingxuan said, “This is what I should do.”
“But you’ve been busy all night, so you must be very tired.” Miao Xingyao said with some distress.
Yu Jingxuan said seriously: “Xingyao, I’m your husband, I hope you can rely on me a little more, this is nothing.”
“Well.” Miao Xingyao nodded lightly, but it wasn’t that she didn’t want to rely on someone, but it was too difficult for her.
Yu Jingxuan seemed to have seen through Miao Xingyao’s thoughts, and said softly: “We can take it slow, at your pace.”
“Thank you.” Miao Xingyao smiled.
“I hope there is a relationship between us that doesn’t require any thanks.” Yu Jingxuan smiled, “Can we work hard from now on?”
“Senior, I’ve been thinking, is it really good to choose me?” Miao Xingyao thought for a while and said.
Yu Jingxuan was puzzled: “Why do you ask that?”
Miao Xingyao took a deep breath and said as if determined: “Because you see, you are the boss of a game company, and your family is a chaebol, and I am just an ordinary person who is nothing, even the word excellent. I don’t have anything to do with me, the only value I have for you seems to be that I am a woman who can marry you.”
“Xingyao, it’s me who chose you, I never regret it, I’m even glad.” Yu Jingxuan stood up and said, “Can I sit next to you?”
“Ah, of course.” Miao Xingyao was a little flattered, except that they hardly ever sat side by side in the car.
Yu Jingxuan sat down, looked at Miao Xingyao, and said, “You are not worthless. On the contrary, you are a person worthy of my life. If you do not have the will to leave, I will not let you go.”
“But I’m just an ordinary person.” Miao Xingyao and Yu Jingxuan looked at each other.
Yu Jingxuan smiled and said, “I’m just an ordinary person.”
“You are so good. You were the prince at the top when you were in school, and I was just a clown duck.” Princes are always with princesses, but she is not.
“I’ve never thought about it that way. I also have someone I want to be with, not someone else who matches me.” Yu Jingxuan said frankly, he never thought that Miao Xingyao had always had this kind of unease in his heart. , is his problem, his attitude from the beginning to the present did not give Miao Xingyao a sense of security, but he is not the kind of person who is good at expressing.
“Is that so?” Miao Xingyao lowered her head and looked at her restless fingers.
“You also have many advantages. For example, I like the articles you write. I don’t say how beautiful the words are, but they are very delicate and fascinating. I often take them out and read them.” Yu Jingxuan said with a smile.
Miao Xingyao raised her head and said incredulously, “Do you often watch it?”
“Yes.” Yu Jingxuan nodded.
“My article doesn’t have the depth that people can read over and over again.” Miao Xingyao lowered her head again. She likes writing very much, but she doesn’t have this confidence. She is even afraid of seeing other people’s comments. The reason is very simple. Dengman denied her such talent early on, and her classmates also felt that she was only a little better at writing, not someone who could become a writer.
“Be confident in yourself.” Yu Jingxuan said, “Don’t always deny yourself, isn’t this your ideal?”
“But this is very unrealistic.” Miao Xingyao said.
“When I first started making games, others thought it was unrealistic.” Yu Jingxuan slowly began to tell his own story, “But I persisted even after I kept hitting the nails, because I thought I only had one life, and I wanted to do what I really wanted to do. Things, I don’t want to be dominated by others, even if my family gave me a very good bargaining chip, I have never asked my family for help.”
“Have you never taken money from your family to start a business?” Miao Xingyao’s eyes widened and she said in shock, she always thought that Yu Jingxuan had some family to support him, he was still so young, “Then how do you solve the problem of funding? “
“When I was in college, I participated in professional competitions and earned the first pot of gold in my life.” Yu Jingxuan said, “Later, I joined a joint venture with my classmates.”
“When you were a professional player in college?” Miao Xingyao asked.
“Well, I will retire a year after I graduate from college.” Yu Jingxuan said.
“It’s amazing.” Miao Xingyao murmured.
“It’s the same for you.” Yu Jingxuan smiled, “Take a little courage, and you can achieve what you want. I’ll take care of you if it’s a big deal.”
“I don’t want it.” Miao Xingyao said.
Yu Jingxuan held Miao Xingyao’s hand and said seriously, “I’m serious, I have no intention of letting you work outside for a lifetime.”
Miao Xingyao looked at Yu Jingxuan and asked, “Why?”
“You have to worry about the housework again. As you can see, I can hardly do housework. In the past, my aunt came to help me clean. Now you are too tired to do housework and work again.” Yu Jingxuan said.
“But I don’t want to be a housewife.” Miao Xingyao said, she knew too much that being a housewife would reduce her horizons.
Yu Jingxuan stroked Miao Xingyao’s broken hair behind his ear with one hand, and said with a smile, “I didn’t want you to be a housewife, I just feel sorry for your too much work, if you have something you want to do, of course I will support you very much. Do.”
“I’m still very satisfied with this job. I don’t have this option in my mind for pursuing my dreams.” Miao Xingyao smiled. This is the truth. She is not that radical in the first place. Problem, she’s happy with the status quo.