Chapter 37 - Gradually (with first kiss)
Chapter 35 The First Kiss
“Of course I don’t want you to rush to change the status quo.” Yu Jingxuan’s hand gently cupped Miao Xingyao’s face and said, “But if you want to change, just do it boldly, don’t worry too much, I am your biggest backing.”
“Senior…” Miao Xingyao called softly, looking at Yu Jingxuan’s eyes twinkling, “If you say that, I will misunderstand.”
“What’s the misunderstanding?” Yu Jingxuan laughed, “I’m your husband, who will give you a sense of security if I don’t give you a sense of security?”
“Thank you.” Miao Xingyao lowered her head and said.
Yu Jingxuan lifted Miao Xingyao’s chin lightly and said, “Why do you say thank you again?”
“Ah, I…” Miao Xingyao didn’t know what to say, she felt that Yu Jingxuan’s eyes were a little hot, so she had to look elsewhere.
Yu Jingxuan smiled and said, “Why don’t you dare to look at me?” It’s so cute.
“I don’t.” Miao Xingyao was stubborn.
“But you didn’t look at me.” Yu Jingxuan’s tone was a little low.
Miao Xingyao had to look at Yu Jingxuan, but found that Yu Jingxuan’s handsome face was closer, and said in a panic: “I…”
Yu Jingxuan lowered his head to seal what Miao Xingyao was about to say. He couldn’t explain why he had this urge. He thought that blushing Miao Xingyao was cute and kissing his wife was legal. Although his wife was a little shy, It’s her fault for being so cute, and readers who don’t kiss Fang Ze will think he’s not a man.
Yu Jingxuan left just like a little bit of water, Miao Xingyao’s eyes were so shocked that they kept staring wide.
“Hello.” Yu Jingxuan found that Miao Xingyao was not breathing, grabbed Miao Xingyao’s shoulder and shook it gently with one hand, and asked, “What’s the matter with you?”
“Ah.” Miao Xingyao hurriedly lowered her head, she just realized that it was too embarrassing, it was too embarrassing, her face was so hot now.
“You…is it your first kiss?” Yu Jingxuan looked down at Miao Xingyao’s face.
However, Miao Xingyao’s face became lower and lower, and she did not answer Yu Jingxuan’s question.
“I can’t see you anymore, raise your head.” Yu Jingxuan said softly.
How dare Miao Xingyao, Yu Jingxuan had no choice but to use force to force Miao Xingyao to look at himself. Seeing her blushing face, he basically understood that his wife was really shy.
“I’m sorry, it’s my fault.” After thinking for a while, Yu Jingxuan said, it was his failure to say hello that scared Miao Xingyao.
Miao Xingyao glanced away and said, “I just don’t know what to do, it’s not your fault.”
Yu Jingxuan hugged Miao Xingyao with a move, pressed her head on his chest, and said, “Is this your first time?”
“Yeah.” Miao Xingyao replied gently.
After a pause, Yu Jingxuan asked again, “Have you never had a boyfriend before?”
“Well.” Miao Xingyao bit her lip, she really never had a boyfriend.
Yu Jingxuan stroked Miao Xingyao’s hair and didn’t know what to say for a while. He felt this way at the beginning, and when it was confirmed, he was not only surprised, but more delighted. Miao Xingyao’s conditions are good, it is impossible that no one pursues her, but why she has never been in love, Yu Jingxuan does not know, and also guesses that it is related to Miao Xingyao’s overly strict tutoring.
“Then can I kiss you now?” Yu Jingxuan’s voice sounded above Miao Xingyao’s head.
Miao Xingyao pushed Yu Jingxuan away at once, and said in a panic, “You, you, you didn’t ask just now, why, why are you asking now.”
Yu Jingxuan looked down at Miao Xingyao’s eyes and smiled, “Because I didn’t know it was your first time just now, so I was a little sloppy. Now I want to ask your permission.”
“Then… what if I don’t agree?” Miao Xingyao looked up at Yu Jingxuan secretly.
“I don’t agree.” Yu Jingxuan deliberately paused and said, “It’s useless to disagree.”
“Then why are you asking me!” Miao Xingyao said angrily.
“In order to prevent you from being frightened and suffocating yourself to death again.” After Yu Jingxuan said this, he lightly raised Miao Xingyao’s face and grabbed Miao Xingyao’s lips at once.
——
Yu Jingxuan felt wrong, opened his eyes quickly, let go of Miao Xingyao, and said, “Xingyao, breathe.”
Miao Xingyao half-opened her eyes and began to breathe slowly, Yu Jingxuan breathed a sigh of relief and hugged Miao Xingyao.
“Xingyao, you have to learn to breathe when kissing.” Yu Jingxuan said helplessly, if he kept doing this, he wouldn’t be interrupted all the time.
Miao Xingyao did not answer Yu Jingxuan, but just pouted aggrievedly.
Yu Jingxuan chuckled lightly, leaned into Miao Xingyao’s ear, and whispered, “Do you know?”
Yu Jingxuan’s breath blew randomly in Miao Xingyao’s ear, Miao Xingyao had to avoid and nodded.
Seeing Miao Xingyao’s appearance, Yu Jingxuan knew that it would take a while for Miao Xingyao to get used to intimate contact, and sighed and said, “I will be gentler next time.”
Miao Xingyao looked at Yu Jingxuan in horror and asked weakly, “Is there a next time?”
Yu Jingxuan smiled and pecked Miao Xingyao’s delicate red lips, and said, “Of course, we are husband and wife, and kissing is the most common contact.”
“Okay.” Miao Xingyao lowered her head and muttered.
Chapter 36 Gradually
That night, Yu Jingxuan did not kiss Miao Xingyao again, but the two embraced each other for a long time.
Yu Jingxuan went back to the company the next day after finishing the last bit of work, and began to officially enjoy his vacation.
But he found a very bad phenomenon, Miao Xingyao began to avoid himself.
At first he thought it was his own illusion, but on the new day, Miao Xingyao went to the hospital early and didn’t come back until dinner. During dinner, he kept his head down and didn’t look at Yu Jingxuan. Yu Jingxuan deliberately didn’t enter the study. Miao Xingyao, who was staying in the living room, walked unnaturally to the bedroom and never came out again.
Just like the day before, Yu Jingxuan pressed his head, Miao Xingyao did not come back to the study, but went back to the bedroom very early to sleep.
Yu Jingxuan ruffled his hair. He thought he could have a closer relationship with Miao Xingyao, but he didn’t expect it to backfire. What’s the point of Miao Xingyao hiding from him?
After thinking about it, Yu Jingxuan got up and knocked on Miao Xingyao’s door.
Miao Xingyao opened the door a little and asked, “Is something wrong?”
“Didn’t you say you want to watch “Volleyball Boys” together?” Yu Jingxuan made an excuse.
Miao Xingyao said, “You can see for yourself.”
Yu Jingxuan feigned anger and said, “Didn’t you say I want to call you? How come you go back on your word?”
“I didn’t.” The crack of the door opened a little, Miao Xingyao hurriedly explained.
“Then come out and see.” Yu Jingxuan said.
“But…” Miao Xingyao was reluctant to move.
Yu Jingxuan said, “Are you avoiding me?”
“I don’t.” Miao Xingyao guiltily denied.
“Really?” Yu Jingxuan raised an eyebrow.
Miao Xingyao had to open the door and muttered, “Can’t I come out?”
The TV at Yu Jingxuan’s house is Internet TV, which can be directly connected to the Internet, but he rarely watches TV and has to rely on Miao Xingyao to play with it.
“You’re familiar.” Yu Jingxuan chuckled.
Miao Xingyao said embarrassedly: “I didn’t know it at first, I slowly explored it.” He almost revealed that he often watched anime on TV.
“Well, we can watch a movie together next time.” Yu Jingxuan said.
Miao Xingyao paused and asked, “What movie to watch?”
“What kind of movies do you like?” Yu Jingxuan asked.
Miao Xingyao smiled and said, “Basically, let’s see.”
Yu Jingxuan smiled and said, “Then we’ll decide together next time.”
The anime is starting to play, but…
“What are you doing so far from me?” Yu Jingxuan said helplessly, “Am I going to eat you?”
“Hehe.” Miao Xingyao smiled embarrassedly and said, “Then let me sit closer?”
Yu Jingxuan patted the seat next to him and said, “Come here and sit.”
“No need.” Miao Xingyao said and shrank back.
Yu Jingxuan said, “Then I’ll go over there.”
“Why do you have to sit together?” Miao Xingyao muttered.
Yu Jingxuan said sternly: “Is there any problem with my wife and I sitting together?”
“Of course there is no problem.” Miao Xingyao lowered her head.
Yu Jingxuan compromised and said, “I won’t kiss you, can you come over?”
Miao Xingyao looked at Yu Jingxuan before sitting down beside Yu Jingxuan.
Yu Jingxuan looked at the tense Miao Xingyao and said with a smile, “Relax a little, you’ll get used to it sooner or later.”
“Well.” Miao Xingyao responded, really relaxed a little, just a little.
Yu Jingxuan sighed and continued watching TV.
Maybe the plot is too fascinating, Miao Xingyao is not so nervous anymore, and slowly relaxes, and will take the initiative to say something to Yu Jingxuan.
“Ahhhh, Oikawa-senpai is coming out!” Miao Xingyao suddenly pointed at the TV and said, “It’s really handsome here, I fell in love with him the first time I saw him.”
Yu Jingxuan asked, “Do you like him so much?”
“Yes! He is my destiny!” Miao Xingyao said happily, looking at Yu Jingxuan.
“What is your destiny?” Yu Jingxuan raised his eyebrows.
Miao Xingyao didn’t know why, but seeing a dangerous signal in Yu Jingxuan’s eyes, she turned her head quickly and said quickly, “It’s the person I like the most.”
“But he’s just an animated character.” Yu Jingxuan said with a bit of jealousy, and it was a little different to hear Miao Xingyao say it himself.
“In their world, they are all living people, and there are many people who fall in love with paper people or even get married.” Miao Xingyao said seriously.
Yu Jingxuan frowned and asked, “Do you also want to fall in love with or even get married with the paper person?” Although he didn’t know the specific meaning of the paper person, he probably knew what it meant by contacting the context.
Miao Xingyao shrugged and said, “I would like to if I can.”
“Ah?” Yu Jingxuan did not expect such an answer, and asked incredulously, “Then why did you marry me? Wouldn’t it be better to marry your senior Oikawa?”
“Mr. Yu, I’m just joking. I’m not crazy to that extent. Reality and fantasy are still separated.” Miao Xingyao said helplessly.
Yu Jingxuan said in surprise: “What did you just call me?”
“Yu… Senior, what’s wrong.” Miao Xingyao changed her words in time, thinking that she was a little too relaxed, so she brought her habit of chatting with friends.
“It’s almost time for you to change your mind.” Yu Jingxuan just said lightly.
But when Miao Xingyao heard this sentence, her chest began to rise and fall violently. What did she want to call him? Jing Xuan? Or Axuan? Or… Xuan?
No, no, Miao Xingyao shook her head, no matter which one she couldn’t say.
“What’s wrong?” Yu Jingxuan asked.
“No, no.” Miao Xingyao said hesitantly.
“Yeah.” Yu Jingxuan stretched out his hand and took Miao Xingyao into his arms, letting her lean on his shoulder.
“Senior, this is not very good.” Miao Xingyao struggled to remember.
Yu Jingxuan said: “That’s it, I’m just holding you, I won’t do anything else, just the degree of hug you can’t accept?”
Miao Xingyao didn’t move after thinking about it, but she should get used to the degree of hugging. Yu Jingxuan has decided to follow her own pace, and she has to make efforts to get used to being in close contact with Yu Jingxuan as soon as possible.
Thinking of this, Miao Xingyao raised her head and glanced at Yu Jingxuan, it was a perfect jawline, and further up was Yu Jingxuan’s thin lips.
Miao Xingyao lowered her head abruptly, she recalled that night, she must be very embarrassed, she knew nothing, Yu Jingxuan would feel like he was kissing a piece of wood.
At this time, Yu Jingxuan rubbed Miao Xingyao’s head and lowered his head to kiss Miao Xingyao’s hair.
Miao Xingyao raised her head and asked, “Don’t you say nothing and do nothing?”
“Sorry, I just wanted to do this suddenly, don’t you like it?” Yu Jingxuan said.
“Neither… nor.” Miao Xingyao bowed her head shyly.
Yu Jingxuan smiled and kissed Miao Xingyao’s hair again, and continued watching TV.
After an unknown amount of time, Miao Xingyao’s steady breathing came from Yu Jingxuan’s ear. Looking down, Miao Xingyao was actually asleep. Did you give her enough security?