ALL NOVEL Chapter 883 - Love again in the next life
“Many times, you need to compare before you can understand.” He spoke softly, “If Chen Zihan hadn’t been with Yu Lingling, he wouldn’t have found his love for Xia Xiaolan.” His words were plain, as if they were saying. Someone else’s business.
“Huh…” I chuckled, “I think it is because Chen Zihan lost Xia Xiaolan that Xia Xiaolan was good.” In many cases, only when you lose can you understand and cherish. Just like when I lost my godfather’s love for me with Wang Qingshui, I realized that I already had him in my heart.
“This reset, I will join you in the world again.” He stretched out his hand and took my hand on the table, “I won’t find any more mistakes, I will find you…”
I looked at the hand that held me, it showed a warm golden color in the sun: “Why do you need to reset if you want to enter the world?” I turned to look at him, his eyes quietly falling on my face I also watched him quietly, “I can do it anytime.”
“You can’t bear those children.” From his mouth, Chen and them are just children.
I smiled: “I love them. Even if the time is reset, I will still love them!”
“They may not love you again.” He smiled, and the corners of his lips were raised slightly, but his eyes were bright, “When the time is reset, they will forget everything like me, or be “fascinated” by the woman in front of them…”
“Will it really be like this?” I asked, “Did they fall in love with others in the world you reset?”
He was slightly startled, and I don’t know where the confidence came from, but judging from their “sex” in this lifetime, I didn’t realize that in the world before, they would fall in love with others as he said.
He was deep in thought, more like a memory, with a “confused” expression on his face, and a hint of puzzlement in his eyes.
“Isn’t it?!” I turned to look at him, he slightly twisted his eyebrows, pursed his lips and nodded.
“Heh…” I laughed, laughing dumbfounded, Chen and they didn’t look for me for life after life, but they never loved anyone for life after life, and when they met me in this life, they fell in love with me.
And he keeps saying that the whole world is looking for me, but the other woman is the one he loves throughout the world, until he meets me in this life, he is still with others first.
“Why?” He asked me instead, and I looked at him funny: “Yes, why?”
He became puzzled, and I withdrew my hand from his hand, but he raised his eyebrows: “Next life, I will only wait for you.” He looked at me seriously, and his eyes were deeply attached to me.
I put away the two souls that he gave me: “Let’s wait for the next life, I will slap my own face at the end of the time!” I stood up, and he immediately took my hand: “Xiaolan, have you ever liked me? “
“Of course!” I turned to look at him. The first love in my heart was naturally different. It was the love carved in the deepest part of my heart. Even though I was healed, I saw no waves at the end when I saw Chen Zihan. But when he said that he loved me, the seal of my heart How can it not break? Too much suffering overflowed from the bottom of my heart, “Zihan, I have secretly loved you for three years, knowing that you will not love me. When you are with Yu Lingling, you will naturally not care about my feelings, but I really It hurts, it hurts. I can’t tell anyone about this kind of pain. I can only bury it in my heart. That’s why I left you and stopped contacting you. You should have let me go, but why did you admit you again? I found that I didn’t like Yu Lingling but me! Do you know that this hurt me the most!” At this moment, I and him are not the Eye of the Sky and the Eastern Emperor, nor Xia Xiaolan and the Eastern Emperor, but the mortal Xia Xiaolan A conversation with Chen Zihan, a fellow mortal.
“I’m sorry…” He turned his face slightly, “You know that I’m surrounded by girls. I’m used to girls like me, and I’m used to being with girls. I don’t know what love is like. With Yu Lingling , It’s not like it, but she said she wanted to try with me. I didn’t realize that you are important to me at that time. Just try and try. Until you stop contacting me, I start to miss you day and night. I thought I was just missing my friend, but when I was kissing Yu Lingling, it was only you in my mind that I knew what I liked. Xiaolan.” He raised his eyes to look at me, and restored the peace of the true god. “I don’t understand love, but after this life, I understand love. Chen Zihan should thank Yu Lingling. Without her, he would never be able to perceive his own heart.”
“Why, do you still want to make her a god?” I sneered.
He immediately got up and lowered his face: “She will leave it to you. When the time is reset, I can erase her directly.” His voice was so cold that they didn’t blink when he erased Emperor Nuwa, let alone. It is to erase a mere mortal.
Yu Lingling taught him how to recognize love, but he immediately erased it coldly. He wiped Yu Lingling not because I was jealous, but because of himself. He felt that Yu Lingling had become a gap between me and him, so he wanted to erase it, just like a man in the world has done something wrong and just wants to avoid erasing it. But we women know that the gap can never be erased.
I suddenly understood that the Donghuang didn’t understand love, but that he hadn’t grown up yet and he was immature. He could grow up comfortably under the guardianship of the ancients throughout his life. Thinking about it, I knew that he would live a comfortable life, glory, wealth and beauty. Surrounded, he has not experienced frustration, nor pain, and knows no suffering, how can he know love? Even if he is reincarnated for generations and generations, without experiencing wind and rain, he still has nothing to grow.
In this life, he has grown a little bit, but I can see that he still doesn’t understand love, and he doesn’t know love. Now he is like a simple boy from a wealthy background. He dreams of staying with the person he loves and watching the sun in the morning. Come out, watch the worry-free life of the sunset in the evening.
Chan wants to join the world in order to know where the mortals hope. At this moment, I think that it is the Eastern Emperor who needs to join the WTO more, and he needs to go through hardships.
Maybe… I can reset time and space…
“Yu Lingling will follow you.” I withdrew my hand, his eyes were cold, I continued to look at him, “I’m going to participate in the election of the Lord God, before the time is reset, this world is mine!” My eyes are burning. .
He smiled: “Okay, have fun. I will go to see your Lord God election, I won’t miss it.” His eyes were doted, as he looked at the small eyes with gentle eyes.
He raised his hand and stroked my face: “Small eyes…” He whispered, his eyes gradually deepened, he slowly bent his face, and the hot palm “plugged” into the base of my ears. I turned my face slightly and took a step back: “I can’t do it in this life.”
“Are you still mad at me?” He retracted his hand.
“Yep.”
“Okay, love again in the next life.” He let go of me, and gradually disappeared in front of me. For the gods, life after life is just a white horse, just like today and tomorrow, he found me for life after life, and he didn’t care about waiting any longer. I am, because, I admit, I like him.