Chapter 204
Chapter 169:
Liang Shi never thought that Xu Qingzhu was still a girl.
But in retrospect, this trend did occur before.
She is very fond of Xu Qingya and Sheng Yu.
It’s just cold on the face, not obvious.
Let’s delve deeper, it is Xu Qingzhu who protects his shortcomings.
No matter what, protect your family first.
Liang Shi silently ordered a wax for Zhou Yian in his heart.
She just watched the interaction between Zhou Yi’an and Su Meiqi from the inside, and always felt that there was something unclear between them.
With Zhou Yian’s character, she will not be so patient with people who are not interested.
“Do you still hate Zhou Yi’an?” Liang Shi opened the car door for her and teased: “Mr. Xu holds revenge?”
“I don’t remember.” Xu Qingzhu got in the car: “I usually report it on the spot.”
Liang Shi: “…”
“She was very bad at first.” Xu Qingzhu said: “I really hate her, but after thinking about it, I also put her together.”
Liang Shi remembered that time, she and Xu Qingzhu partnered.
“It will be better to know that she is RT’s new designer of the year.” Xu Qingzhu’s voice is still cold, just talking to Liang Shi, so his voice is much softer: “Maybe it is the talent filter Mirror. We’ve worked together for so long now, and I quite appreciate her work style.”
Liang Shi understands.
I like the work style, but I don’t like her.
“What if Maggie really likes it?” Liang Shi asked.
Xu Qingzhu said, “I like it then.”
She turned her face to look at Liang Shi’s side face, it happened to be a red light, the car stopped, Liang Shi also turned her face to look at her.
Fight eyes.
After a while, the car restarted and merged into the traffic.
Xu Qingzhu’s voice was lazy and casual, and she lengthened her tone when calling her name: “Mr. Liang~”
“Huh?”
“I casually said you took it seriously.” Xu Qingzhu chuckled: “Am I that kind of bad guy?”
“What if you dote on?” Liang Shi teased.
Xu Qingzhu held his temples with his fingers, “There is also a degree, and things like feelings can’t be stopped.”
“Like when I insisted on getting married, my parents didn’t want me to get married, but… First, it was put there by the company, and second, it was because I wanted to do it. Even if they did not agree , I will do it too.” Xu Qingzhu slowed down his voice: “If you can’t go through the bright road, you can still hide Chencang in the dark. A little girl in love usually has a bad brain.”
Liang Shi: “?”
“Who are you talking about?” Liang Shi asked.
Xu Qingzhu looked straight at him, and said softly, “Me.”
Liang Shi: “…”
“Ow.” Liang Shi was amused by her: “Then are you in love before or are you in love now?”
Xu Qingzhu thought for two seconds: “Before it was love brain, now it is…”
She paused for a long time, and then slowly said, “Fall-in-love-river.”
//
I have to say, Liang Shi has been teased.
When she went back in the evening, she put Xu Qingzhu against the wall: “How many books have you read?”
Xu Qingzhu’s eyes flickered: “I didn’t see much.”
Liang Shi had a look of disbelief.
Xu Qingzhu defended: “We can all draw inferences.”
Liang Shi bit her lips, “Then let’s draw inferences from other facts.”
Provocative.
Sweep away.
I only felt the slightly cold temperature for a moment.
But it became hot in no time.
Too many mixed feelings.
Liang Shi was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head slightly and looked at Xu Qingzhu.
Xu Qingzhu’s fingers tapped lightly on the back of her neck, detached.
Then slowly leaned in and kissed her on the jawline.
One touch again.
Liang Shi felt that his body suddenly became hot and dry, and his hands around Xu Qingzhu’s waist tightened.
I regret provoking Xu Qingzhu.
But there is a little bit of joy and pleasure in addition to regret.
Gurgling is the majority.
Liang Shi stared straight at her, still insisting not to move, as if to test her results.
The corners of Xu Qingzhu’s lips were slightly hooked, and she pursed her lips lightly.
The lip color changes in an instant, from pink to white to dark pink.
In a few seconds of silence, I could hear the sound of traffic downstairs, and I could vaguely hear the conversation of pedestrians on the road, but they were all background sounds.
In this quiet and small space, Xu Qingzhu’s back was against the wall, and Liang Shi was in front of him.
The back is cool and the front is warm.
Xu Qingzhu’s laughter slowly expanded, and then he couldn’t hold back, and chuckled softly.
It was so light that Liang Shi had just reacted, and she kissed Liang Shi’s throat.
All of Liang Shi’s words were swallowed up.
At that moment, the brain seemed to be flashing white light, and the string called reason suddenly snapped.
The sound seems to be in my ears.
Accompanied by the heartbeat.
The touch between the neck makes people feel numb like an electric shock, and the numbness flows through the limbs and bones.
It makes me forget to breathe.
Xu Qingzhu let go after realizing that she was not breathing, and her voice was cold and hoarse, “Breathe.”
It’s like suddenly flicking a switch and everything around me flows.
The light and shadow float, and the air is full of charm.
Liang Shi lowered his head and approached Xu Qingzhu.
In her chuckle, she slowly approached her lips.
Liang Shi’s hand fell on Xu Qingzhu’s waist.
Liang Shi gently protected her.
After the kiss, Liang Shi asked Xu Qingzhu in a low voice, “Do you want to have a new wedding with me?”
//
This question was not raised on a whim.
It can only be said that the atmosphere gave Liang Shi more courage, but before falling into those eyes, she raised this question.
Xu Qingzhu only hesitated for a second before kissing her again, and agreed simply: “Okay.”
If the most touching part of Lin Luoxi and Sally’s wedding was, Liang Shi felt that the two stood in front of each other in their wedding dresses, stared at each other affectionately, and made a sincere promise to each other.
That is a sacred thing.
Even doing that on weekdays will feel disrespectful or deceiving.
But not at that moment.
Liang Shi is looking forward to experiencing such a scene with Xu Qingzhu.
Xu Qingzhu is married, but not with her.
It’s a wedding, but it’s not grand, and it’s not with her.
She just wants a wedding with Xu Qingzhu, isn’t it wrong?
No.
Liang Shi convinced himself.
Liang Shi has just started his career and has nothing.
So Liang Shi thinks it can be done when the baby is older.
But re-propose before the baby is born.
Liang Shi made a detailed plan while Xu Qingzhu was sleeping, and then went to sleep.
When lying down, Xu Qingzhu arched into her arms, like a cat.
After a small year, all the days in the future are fast.
Liang Shi and Xu Qingzhu went back to Xu’s house for a meal, and met with Liang Xinzhou again.
But after all, there is Qiu Zimin in the middle, and it is not easy for Liang Shi to get close to Liang Xinzhou and the others during the festival.
So only one appointment.
Ling Dang and Sheng Yu are on winter vacation and occasionally come to stay for a day.
Rainbow went abroad with her mother as early as the holiday, saying she was going to see her father.
When she was at Liang Shi’s house, Bell called Rainbow and asked her if she was having fun abroad, and when she was coming back, did she plan to go back to kindergarten?
Rainbow answered falteringly.
Sheng Yu leaned into the camera and snorted softly: “Hey, you have no conscience, the bell is still crying.”
Rainbow bowed his head: “I’m sorry.”
Liang Shi, who was listening on the side, felt that something was wrong, and after they hung up the phone, they asked Zhou Li to find out that Zhou Li had quit her job in Dongheng, and she would have to live abroad with Rainbow for a long time.
Rainbow’s father’s laboratory abroad, Zhou Li did not elaborate, Liang Shi guessed that it was work like a scientist and needed to be kept secret.
It’s a pity.
Zhou Li said that she should return to China after Rainbow’s father’s work is over.
Just don’t know when.
Zhou Li only smiled bitterly and said, “Their affairs are often three to five years, and in the long run, maybe ten years.”
Liang Shi told Rainbow to eat well and sleep well.
Rainbow asked Liang Shi quietly, “Is Liang Wenxuan still crying?”
Liang Shi shook his head: “No, she has the character of a child, and it will be fine in a while.”
Rainbow sighed and puffed out her cheeks, “Goodbye Sister Liang.”
Liang Shi smiled: “When I’m free, I’ll find you to play.”
I saw Rainbow purely as a friend, and even when I told her about the bell, I directly separated her from the bell.
As if she was the same age as Rainbow and Bell was another.
Rainbow and Bell are actually a kindergartener.
Staying at home goes by very fast, occasionally coaxing children, occasionally coaxing Xu Qingzhu.
However, upon closer examination, Xu Qingzhu coaxed her more often.
The main reason is that Xu Qingzhu always provokes her, and will coax her later.
Liang Shi was never really angry, but sometimes she was tickled by her provocation. When she was so angry, she bit her collarbone. Xu Qingzhu had to wear a high collar when she went to work the next day. shirt.
Xu Qingzhu would open the bathroom door and say to Liang Shi when he was applying the fan seal or strawberry seal: “Fortunately, it’s still winter, you can’t do this kind of thing in summer.”
“If you don’t bully me, I won’t do it.” Liang Shi said.
Xu Qingzhu: “…”
Xu Qingzhu called out, “Where did I bully you?”
Liang Shi walked over and pinched her face, “You know it yourself.”
Liang Shi was helpless and pinched her waist, “Is this not bullying me?”
Xu Qingzhu was very proud, “This is a loving kiss.”
After that incident, the two of them got along more and more naturally.
No one took the initiative to mention the nightmare. Occasionally, when they chatted, Xu Qingzhu bit Liang Shi’s arm and blamed her: “It makes you bad.”
Liang Shi apologized to her in a muffled voice.
However, such times are rare, and those days were also very difficult for Xu Qingzhu, so she did not mention these things too much.
Those boring days are directly turned over here.
When Liang was at leisure, he would occasionally tell Xu Qingzhu about his time in that world as a bedtime story, but he always avoided the important.
Once they talked about being kidnapped when they were kids.
Liang Shi said: “I don’t know why I was so stubborn when I was a child. In fact, it’s just a sentence when I think about it now.”
“Now let you do what you won’t do.” Xu Qingzhu said firmly: “Because this is Liang Shi.”
“No.” Liang Shi said, “When you were kidnapped by Chen Liuying, I was quite…”
“No, no, no.” Xu Qingzhu said, “That’s because the person who was kidnapped was me, but if it were you, you would definitely not do that.”
Liang Shi: “…”
He was probably stabbed in the dead end, Liang Shi was speechless for a while.
After a while, Liang Shi smiled and said: “In the past, many people said that it is easy to break, but I have been grinding my temper for so many years. I think I can bend and stretch. Grandma told me before. Me, the most important thing is to have self-knowledge.”
“It’s not the one you use to scold people now. She just said, only you know what you are like, others say that you are not the real you, so it doesn’t matter what you say, You can be yang and yin, you can be flattering, but you have to know that it’s not right, that’s enough.”
In the middle of the night thinking of her grandmother, Liang Shi also had a dream that she took her grandparents to the beach and fulfilled their wishes.
After waking up, tears wet half of the pillow, Xu Qingzhu stared at her beside her, and was very distressed.
Xu Qingzhu handed her the paper was not enough, and on a whim, accompanied her to the outskirts of the city to see the sea.
These days are peaceful and warm days for Liang Shi.
Every day is bright and memorable.
I spent this year at Su’s house.
Because Xu Qingzhu was coming to Su’s house, he brought Sheng Linlang along with them.
Now that Xu Guangyao has stepped down from the company’s decision-making position, he has been traveling with Sheng Linlang for half a year. After returning to Haizhou, he began to pick up his old business again, designed a whole set, and I’ve been banging around at home all day, planning to make a set of jewelry.
It is said to make up for the regret of the hasty late marriage with Sheng Linlang.
This year is much busier than usual.
Xu Qingzhu also announced her pregnancy during the reunion dinner.
Everyone was shocked and more than happy.
So that night, Su Zhe and Xu Guangyao got so drunk they even called themselves brothers.
Su Zhe drank too much and didn’t have a door on his mouth. He complained about Sheng Linlang’s parents. He was slapped on the back several times by his wife and didn’t wake up, but the conversation changed, “The two of them It’s not a thing, but it’s strange, the children raised are not bad, if that kid Sheng Qinglin is alive…”
Mrs. Su is serious: “There are mosquitoes.”
Everyone: “…?”
But Su Zhe finally stopped.
But the three words Sheng Qinglin were heard by everyone present, and they were all silent.
Especially Sheng Linlang and Su Yao.
The eyes of the two met in the air, and both saw the other’s red eyes.
Xu Qingzhu walked over and asked Sheng Linlang, “When are we going to pay homage to my father?”
Sheng Linlang was startled for a moment, realizing that she had changed the title.
Sheng Linlang burst into tears, she responded with a smile, and then said, “The fifth day of the first year.”
Sheng Linlang and Xu Guangyao were a little sad about Xu Qingzhu’s change of the name, but they didn’t say anything.
I should call them aunt and uncle.
Xu Guangyao also hinted at it twice before, but Xu Qingzhu skipped them all.
In this reunion night, Xu Qingzhu finally changed his mouth.
After Sheng Linlang asked her if she wanted to change her name, Xu Qingzhu shook her head: “It has been used for so many years, and there is no need to change it, everyone knows what my name is, wait for my child, in the future Change it back to her.”
In the future, this family will still be named Sheng, so it doesn’t matter.
In fact, it’s just a name, a code name.
But sometimes the burden on your shoulders is heavy, and there are many fetters, and you will feel that the surname is particularly important.
When I left Su’s house after the reunion dinner, there was a lot of traffic on the road, the city was as bright as day, and the whole world was like a huge and gentle cocoon, wrapping them in it.
After getting away from the hustle and bustle, people will have a huge sense of loss.
I feel lonely no matter where I go.
Liang Shi turned on the car music, which happened to be the “Lone Bird Syndrome” that Qi Jiao recommended Chen Mian to listen to.
The singer’s voice is very gentle, with a little hoarseness, it is a very classic voice for singing love songs.
“What is the end of the universe
Have you ever been
We made a wish to the same sky
What did you promise then?
I peek at you
I forgot to make a wish
…
Your life is not so bad
And me and you
Lonely birds can find company
…
I will remember you
If you forget, the lonely bird will bring you my expectations
Even if it is destined to separate
…”
Xu Qingzhu leaned on the car and hummed along.
Liang Shi said suddenly, “This is a song that Qi Jiao and Chen Mian like very much.”
“I like it too.” Xu Qingzhu’s eyes turned to the side, and he could see the noise outside along Liang Shi’s profile.
The whole city is buzzing with fireworks.
Liang Shi said: “I heard it once and fell in love.”
Just as the song came to an end, Xu Qingzhu suddenly asked, “Liang Shi, are you alone?”
Liang Shi was startled: “Huh?”
“Stop pretending to be stupid.” Xu Qingzhu said: “Do you want to find your family? Just like Gu Xingyue found her mother, like me and my mother recognized each other. In fact, I think What you comforted me at the time was right. As long as we are not at the age where we need our parents, we can choose not to and still have a splendid life. But at times like this, I often feel that you are lonely.”
Liang Shi: “…”
It’s a moment of time.
Even if there are crowds around, but nowhere is home.
It’s better now, and I know that there is Xu Qingzhu and their small family.
This feeling was especially obvious when she was separated from Xu Qingzhu. She ran to Zhao Xuning’s place, and occasionally couldn’t sleep at night and looked at the lights of thousands of houses, and she would have an unrealistic fantasy.
In this huge city, is there a lamp specially lit for her?
Someone is waiting for her to come home.
No matter how old she is, people will treat her like a child.
This emotion is actually needed after being absent in childhood, but people tend to hide this need, which seems to reveal a little bit of vulnerability.
As time goes by, this desire will be hidden deeper and deeper.
Yes, this emotion is not necessary at their age, but if there is, it is really icing on the cake.
Xu Qingzhu leaned there and said: “Before today, I didn’t have such a deep feeling, I would think it was unnecessary. But thinking about it today, I seem to have a kind of strength in the past six months. . As far as I know, I have someone to protect, and someone is protecting me. Just like… my mother, I know that if there is someone in this world who will pay for me unconditionally, she will be the first.”
It’s very important, I feel like I’m not afraid of anything. Even if… I mean, even if our relationship really comes to an end one day, I won’t feel that it’s meaningless to say that I live in this world, because they are also One of the meanings of my existence.”
Liang Shi’s hand holding the steering wheel is shaking.
The car just arrived downstairs, but no one moved, the lights in the car were still on.
Xu Qingzhu looked at her: “I was thinking, it would be great if someone could give you such confidence, and it would be great if someone could love you like this, not only I love you, not only I’ll give you that confidence alone.”
Liang Shi’s tears suddenly fell.
She closed her eyes and opened them again, raised her hand and touched Xu Qingzhu’s head: “Why are you so sad?”
It can also sparkle.”
Liang Shi: “…”
“What nonsense.” Liang Shi pinched her face, “You want to live with me to be a hundred years old.”
Xu Qingzhu unfastened his seat belt and nodded: “Okay.”
When the two got out of the car, Liang Shi suddenly said, “Then let me try.”
Xu Qingzhu smiled and nodded at her.
“What if she doesn’t want to recognize me?” Liang Shi asked: “Or like Liang Xinran, although she is loved by her parents, she is rejected by her brothers and sisters. What should I do?”
Xu Qingzhu was stunned for a moment, then walked to Liang Shi firmly: “Please, you are my teacher Liang, who wouldn’t like you? Liang Xinran was like that because she was restless and wanted to Too much, and we don’t want anything. Are we short of money?”
Liang Shi: “…”
I heard a sense of richness.
Xu Qingzhu said: “We don’t lack it. If they lack it, we can borrow some of them. But I still have a selfishness.”
“What?” Liang Shi asked.
Xu Qingzhu held her hand and dangled slightly in the air, “Let’s find them first, the initiative and the right to choose are in our hands, then how can you judge your parents Not looking for you? Instead of letting the accident come to you, let’s turn the accident into an expectation first.”
Liang Shi: “…”
The layout is open.
For a long time, Liang Shi said: “I was thrown outside the Shi’an Hospital, in a state of dying.”