A Heroine Who Can Never Be Abandoned

4 – Haerin Kang (4)

Haerin Kang (4)

This time I opened the door.

There was no point in keeping the door locked as long as he knew that her existence was not an illusion.

“Did you have a good school?”

Haerin Kang smiled.

It was so bright that no ominous enemy eyes could be seen.

You look so innocent when you smile.

“Voila-“

Porridge and side dishes were in her hands.

“I saw yesterday that there were only ramen and milk kits piled up. I didn’t do it myself, I bought it on the way home.”

She wore the apron accustomed to it.

Her slightly curly hair was tied up high.

A hairy neckline was revealed.

Just by looking at the hair, it is thick and plentiful and healthy.

“Eating a meal like that is making my body weak. I feel responsible as a girlfriend. I’m sorry I couldn’t take care of you as a girlfriend.”

Kang Hae-rin used a mix of short speech and respect.

bubbling.

She warmed up porridge and side dishes.

Other than that, there were a lot of things I bought. Some went into the refrigerator, so it was pretty bustling, but I was good at it.

She looks like a lady from a noble family (and that’s true), but she was all-round, even at home.

It is an impossible ideal created by my delusion.

It looked like the food I just bought, but if my novel had materialized as it was, my cooking skills would be excellent.

As a writer, I can say this.

It’s a dish that makes you pick up a spoon knowing it’s poisonous.

“I’m busy with work today, so I don’t think I can stay for long. I’m really sorry. When my boyfriend is sick, I can’t take care of him, I can’t cook him a porridge, and my girlfriend is disqualified.”

beep-

Turning off the light on the induction stove, she grinned.

beautiful.

But it’s scary.

‘I’m busy at work.’

Would that be murder?

Knowing the true identity of Kang Hae-rin, I was stiffened by her cute and angular impression that contradicted her perfectly curvy body, and her delicate yet protective voice.

‘It wasn’t a dream. What am I going to do now?’

I violently closed and opened my eyes, but Kang Hae-rin did not disappear like a mirage.

Every kill she has.

Seeing as she refers to ‘yesterday’, our last night is an undeniable fact.

At that moment, the loading message of the laptop came to mind.

‘The novel has become a reality.’

I realized that something surreal had happened that would have been hard to believe had I not been a web fiction writer.

And this ‘introduction’ is based on my failed study of trying to give Kang Hae-rin the most perfect ending.

The ending of that ending is my death.

“What were you doing?”

Haerin Kang asked.

“……..”

It seems Kang Haerin was the one who put me in bed yesterday.

Of course, she wouldn’t have thought that it was because of her that I fainted.

At this point, it was summarized that there were quite a few ‘events’ between us.

“are you okay? I feel like I’ve been very empty lately.”

She caressed my forehead.

If this situation is based on my novel, and if it reflects the novel’s introductory, blunt summary, then she knows my constitution too.

She knew that I had a mental illness and that I had a bad family situation.

“Were you writing a novel?”

Kang Hae-rin walked towards the laptop.

lively.

A light stride as if it would sound like that.

Before her hand touches the laptop.

I suddenly came to my senses and blocked it.

“Ah, Haerin, Haerin… I’m ashamed of this.”

“Failed to catch the gap.”

She stuck out her little red tongue.

It was such a lovely expression that a normal lover would want to hug him because he was cute.

Who would think that this woman is a murderer?

“The tight security is a bit disappointing, but it can’t be helped.”

Kang Hae-rin, who said that, went to the kitchen and put the porridge in a bowl as if she really had no regrets.

“Slightly seasoned.”

It was porridge with ginseng and chicken.

Side dishes were also brought out in turn.

“I know your taste best.”

“… thank you.”

“What is it? I should cook my own food for my fellow citizens, but I’m sorry I couldn’t.”

She took off her apron.

“Is there another class later in the afternoon? have a good meal I have business to see. Will you come back later?”

Haerin Kang gave me a light kiss on the cheek.

A kiss from a beauty like Kang Hae-rin was too stimulating for me, who had never received affectionate skinship from even my own mother, let alone a girlfriend.

No, it exceeded the degree of stimulation, and it only vaguely felt unrealistic to me.

How can people’s lips be so moist?

It is soft and moderately cushiony.

‘I wrote all of them, but…’

I thought as I watched Kang Hae-rin step into the black bootee she wore today at the entrance.

Also, it suited her a little student-like now better than the sharp pumps.

Whatever you wear, you will immediately make it your own.

Tiririk.

After she disappeared, I sat down in a daze.

“…it was dangerous.”

After a while, I murmured.

In the study, which is thought to be the background of the current situation, I was an ‘artist’ almost similar to the real me, and Kang Hae-rin did not know that and loved me.

In the end, the whole truth is revealed, but Kang Hae-rin realizes that she is Lee Dong-min’s creation, and thinks that ‘Lee Dong-min’ did not love her.

He considers himself to be fooled.

Shocked, she decides to kill me.

And it actually kills me

In tears that have never been seen before.

“…you can’t get caught.”

Remembering the ending of the novel, I sighed.

I thought about telling everything straight away, but like novels always do, Kang Hae-rin, who is governed by probability, would be enough to kill me.

#

Haerin Kang is a reality.

Then how will I be?

While listening to the afternoon lecture, the stories about the Korean literary world in the 20s, about feminism, the works of Louise Glick, and the works of Peter Handke were scattered before reaching my ears.

I think someone was talking to me, but I don’t know.

I was half out of my mind.

There was no specific message.

Kang Hae-rin is sincere with Lee Dong-min, but to be precise, it feels more like a pet than love.

Later, it turns into love, and in the end, he realizes that he really loved Lee Dong-min.

Basically, the obsession isn’t too bad.

‘Not yet.’

Well, she must be busy too.

for killing

‘It’s okay if we keep this distance…’

Even when I got home, I was still in a daze.

If you have this distance, even if you find out that you are a character in a novel, you may not feel ‘betrayed’ and threaten to kill me.

maybe even snorting.

‘Am I a character in a novel? Isn’t that normal?’

One thing is certain.

If she loves me as she does now, not as a pet, but as a lover with more meaning, then, in one way or another, it will be catastrophic.

“I don’t want to die.”

I muttered.

“Now happiness is about to begin.”

There was no way I could sleep well in such anxious thoughts, and I slept and woke up all morning repeatedly.

Tadat, Tadat.

And at a time when I couldn’t even guess what time it was, I found that the laptop turned on by itself.

“… please.”

The laptop was typing alone.

I stared blankly at it.

It would have been a blessing to me, too, if the magic notebook was typing just fine.

You can make money just by posting self-written posts.

However, this is ‘copying’ reality.

No, are you creating reality?

No, are you copying reality?

Anyway, this novel was too closely related to Lee Dong-min’s reality and Kang Hae-rin’s reality.

You can’t upload something like this.

[… Kang Hae-rin woke up in a cool room. Her body was like a ball of fire that even she could tell.]

I sat down in front of my desk.

[…it wasn’t painful. This is just a state of frustration that comes on a regular basis. Rather, the mind is as clear as a window that has just been cleaned. All she wanted was one thing. Lee Dong-min’s embrace.]

One thing is clear.

That laptop was linked to Haerin Kang.

“driving me crazy.”

I muttered and continued reading.

[… When I visited him a few days ago, he gave up because he was in poor condition, but now she can’t imitate the old lady anymore. “I am also at my limit.”]

“What are you holding back?”

Judging from the state of the description, Kang Hae-rin expects ‘something’ from Lee Dong-min that only a lover can do.

‘s*x.’

That was the only thing that came to mind.

“… did we?”

Wanting to monopolize Kang Hae-rin’s body and mind, I included a s*x scene with her in my study.

I, a virgin, described it, so I don’t know if it’s realistic, but I put my heart into it.

Kang Hae-rin and I were the first to each other.

The problem is what happens after that.

Before and after mixing their bodies, Kang Hae-rin’s obsession with me has changed beyond comparison.

If he was treated as a cute puppy to be taken care of before, he will be treated as a ‘husband’ in the future.

The union of the body and the union of the mind go hand in hand.

It’s not that I don’t want to indulge her voluptuous yet innocent contradictory body.

I’ve been agitated since she first appeared in front of me, when she called me ‘baby’.

“…but still can’t.”

Once you’ve done that, you’ll have a relationship with her that you can’t separate from, and then the content will flow as the ending follows.

I mean, anyway, Kang Hae-rin would go crazy if he knew that I was the author who created him.

It’s just a planned development.

‘I can’t get any closer.’

I packed my laptop and went out.

The cold air woke me up.

I took a taxi and went blindly.

“… thank you.”

Late-night surcharge came out, so I paid more money than usual and got off at the house of my older sister, ‘Idami’.

Fortunately, she was awake.

Of course, I only said that, but in fact, it is highly likely that I woke up while I was sleeping after receiving a call.

#

“So Haerin Kang came to visit you?”

My sister smiled brightly.

But the eyes don’t smile.

I folded my arms tightly and tilted my head slightly.

She was wearing a sheer beige silk slip and a cardigan on the outside.

It was a stylish nightgown that was open around her thighs, revealing her immaculate skin whenever she walked.

I don’t know much about fashion, but I’m a grown-up type, so I look at it with longing eyes without even realizing it.

“If it’s Kang Hae-rin, is it the main character of your novel?”

I try to speak as kindly as possible, but my eyebrows are subtly tilted down, showing concern.

My half-sister Lee Da-mi’s impression is, in one word, a ‘cool girl’, but I don’t think so.

At least she was weak to me.

I think it’s to the extent that I myself think like this, so I think it will be more obvious when others see it.

I’ve seen it once with my sister’s friends, but while she went to the bathroom, the sisters said.

‘Dongmin-ah, doesn’t your sister do strange things to you?’

‘Oh my gosh, look at me, you must be crazy-! What’s wrong!’

As a high school student at the time, I didn’t quite understand what it meant, but I remembered the nuances.

They were playing pranks on me, and the woman pretending to stop me was also very amused.

‘No, I’m sorry, sisters. Would you like some more cake?’

‘You’re really cute. Dami deserves it.’

They were very nice people.

When I see people like me being called cute.

“Has the character in the novel become a reality?”

Sister repeating my words.

I regretted coming to my sister’s house.

why not

Even if I think about it, now I was pouring out unrealistic delusions to my sister.

He was like a thirteen-year-old boy digging into his parents’ bedroom, confusing nightmares with reality.

“… no, sister. Sorry. I just came to see you. Haerin Kang was my hope. I think it would be nice to have a girlfriend like that. embarrassing…”

Eventually I added an excuse.

“… Really?”

My older sister looks at me suspiciously.

“then. It can’t be. How does the main character in the novel come out of the monitor? It’s stupid.”

I said with a bright smile.

“… It makes me worry.”

My sister stretched out her arms to me.

I held her in her arms as always.

“Okay, don’t worry. really.”

While I buried my face in my sister’s chest, I heard her trembling voice from above the top of my head.

Now I was bending over.

Even though she was large for a woman, she had to be in this uncomfortable position to be held in her arms.

Still, it was nice to have my hair stroked.

“Let’s go, I will sleep with my sister today.”

my sister said

#

The next day, I woke up early.

Since I’ve caused a nuisance, I was getting up to prepare breakfast, but my phone vibrated.

There was a missed call.

“… hello?”

[Baby, where are you?]

It was a calm, yet pleasant voice.

The way he talks is lively.

When contrasted with her older sister’s slightly subdued and matured voice, that characteristic became more palpable.

This tension from early morning is amazing.

So it feels more artificial, but this may be because of my prejudice against her.

“… I’m at a friend’s house now.”

[I see. I’m at my house now I came because I missed you so much, but I was out. I fell asleep at my house while waiting, what is it?]

“… Sorry. I didn’t know to come.”

I didn’t really blame Kang Hae-rin, but I apologized for getting stabbed by myself.

She let out a bright laugh.

[I’m sorry. cute. So where is your friend’s house? If it’s okay, I’ll go see you now.]

Kang Hae-rin has a favorite horse.

red mercedes bunz 56amg

There are a few other teas that I love, but these are the ones she uses ‘regularly’ and that I’m proud to say are the ones that suit her best.

The energy is suppressed from financial resources.

If a girl like that says she likes me, I won’t believe her even if she’s not a character in a novel.

“… No, I’ll go.”

I said looking at my sleeping sister’s face.

I can’t put her in danger.

I didn’t come here in the first place.

I left a letter to my sister on a post-it note.

“Aren’t you eating breakfast?”

My older sister, who I thought was asleep, said.

“… Ah, sister, are you awake?”

“Have you already made friends? It’s really good from early morning. Are you trying to make your sister a little jealous?”

“Ji-jealousy, sister…”

“Aren’t you supposed to be my girlfriend? Is it a little early?”

My sister was standing in the doorway, wearing the same beige silk slip she had fallen asleep on yesterday, with her hair tossed back.

“My girlfriend… not. just…”

Actually I don’t know.

It’s true that Kang Hae-rin treats me as a boyfriend, but can she and I actually be lovers?

I have no memories of being together.

If I had to ask, it would be the content of my novel.

“Good friend. Let’s be friends.”

She smiled as she raised her head.

His eyes are narrowed as if he is a little sleepy, but his eyes are long and refreshing, so they don’t look stuffy at all.

According to my sister’s friends, I look just like her, but to be honest, I’m not sure.

If I had been as beautiful as my sister, and if I had been confident, would my life have been so messed up?

she patted my head

“Understand?”

“… Yes, older sister.”

“I’ll take my laptop and go.”

My sister nodded.

#

Haerin Kang was in the shower.

“… crazy.”

No matter how boyfriend or girlfriend they are, they come and take a shower in the early morning like this?

It was unacceptable to a Confucian boy like me.

Where the hell have we gone?

In the study, while I was lying down with a fever, Kang Hae-rin suddenly attacked me and made my first relationship.

It’s not something I would do against a sick person, but I, who was mentally ill at the time, had such a fantasy.

s*x in a confused state.

A truly morbid fantasy of wishing that the other person wanted me desperately without consideration.

“……”

Seeing how I feel like kicking off the covers, can I say I’ve gotten pretty good compared to back then?

“Dongmin, are you here?”

At that time, Harry’s voice was heard over the sound of the water.