A Heroine Who Can Never Be Abandoned

41 – Haerin Kang (41)

Haerin Kang (41)

“What did you and the aunt talk about?”

Haerin Kang asked.

“… saw?”

“then.”

“… Just wondering if you live here…”

“She seems like a talkative lady.”

I passed through the middle gate of Ganghaerin’s house.

After passing through the hallway and reaching the living room, one wall of which is a study, the entire house was filled with abundant light pouring in from the large window and ceiling.

Trees throughout the house were so full of life that one strong person could not manage them.

It was much more beautiful than I thought.

Most of them, including the numerous collections placed in the living room, were able to grasp the intention or meaning.

Even things others may not know.

The high percentage of original books reminded me of my settings that Kang Hae-rin is fluent in foreign languages.

It was an abnormal and surreal ability and specs for a woman in her early twenties to have.

Kang Hae-rin saw me snooping inside before entering the kitchen and smiled.

“Isn’t it pretty?”

“Yeah… that’s right.”

I said it innocently, forgetting that I had come to find out what Kang Hae-rin was hiding.

“Be comfortable. Because all of these things were given to me. You are also the owner of this house.”

Having said that, she went to the kitchen and began rustling around in the refrigerator.

I put it on a cutting board and put on an apron.

“This is very fresh.”

“……”

I was thinking of something else.

‘The owner of this house is also me…?’

It wasn’t wrong, but all I did was describe Kang Hae-rin living in a rich family, and that she had such income and ability.

A sentence that takes less than 10 seconds to write.

It would be an absurd leap to say that I am the owner of this house just because I wrote it.

The leap was so severe that I became uncomfortable enough to feel it as a subtle criticism against me.

Of course, please numb.

Of course Kang Haerin must have said it as it was.

But it is also true that I, who made her fortune, her life, her looks, and her personality, made them all for myself.

So, I wasn’t honest.

this is not for her

It’s not something I ‘give’ to her.

Sizzle.

The kitchen smelled of grilling meat.

Somewhere the wind blew and sucked it away.

At first glance, it didn’t look like they were cooking anything special, but it looked like they were seasoning it properly with salt and various seasonings and then grilling it right away.

Knock knock.

The sauce was made and soon the table was set.

The browned meat was placed on a plate with a kitchen towel on the floor and steamed white rice.

Kang Hae-rin held the meat with tongs and cut it with scissors, but before that, it looked like pork neck.

It was round and thick, but flat overall.

Snip, snip.

Haerin Kang cut it into pieces several times.

Green onion kimchi and several side dishes were placed next to it.

Is it a side dish left at home?

I knew Kang Hae-rin had a talent for cooking, but I couldn’t believe that she was a ‘person’ who prepared a box of side dishes to eat.

Come to think of it, I didn’t even see her eating.

He always gave me prizes.

“eat.”

As always, the cook sat across from me, sipping water, and smiling.

I ate the meat as instructed.

The properly grilled meat burst with juice as soon as I chewed it, but honestly, there was so much oil that I felt a little greasy.

I thought it would be too tough to cut it with my teeth if it had been cut into chunks.

However, it was well seasoned and had a different taste.

I also had a bit of an anti-slaughter feeling.

“delicious?”

“… huh. What kind of meat is it?”

I couldn’t tell you what you were up to, so I couldn’t say I was here to spy on you, so I naturally turned to the food.

Haerin Kang just laughed.

“why?”

I asked.

“What kind of meat do you think?”

“… pig?”

“… Ding.”

“… cow?”

“Ding!”

“……”

The meat I have eaten is pork, cow, chicken and duck.

Not the first two, but certainly not the last two, so I lost my way.

I’m not a gourmet enough to be able to tell the difference by texture or smell, so I quickly got tired of this kind of food guessing game.

“what’s the matter.”

I said while watching Haerin Kang smile.

“Why are you laughing? What kind of meat is it, yes.”

I put down my chopsticks and said.

Perhaps it was because the fact that I came into Kang Hae-rin’s house, which I didn’t want to come to, gave me a sense of defeat, so I didn’t calm down more than usual.

To be honest, I also harbored a grudge against Kang Hae-rin.

She is beautiful enough to be envied by anyone, but it seems that humans are cunning, and when they crave affection, they reject it.

And perhaps my discomfort with her stems from the fact that only I, the writer, can know that she was born to kill someone.

“… It’s not funny, this kind of joke.”

I said.

Kang Hae-rin always wanted me to control me.

No, it was a way for her, like me, to recover her self-esteem through the ‘game’ of murder, who was always in a passive position after receiving memories of abuse as a child.

The problem is that it has become so attached to her that it has formed her own identity.

Even when I was out, it was clear that I was trying to bet the game from the upper hand, just like when I was looking at my prey.

It was the same method that caught my weakness by making Park Se-young, Baek Yu-ram, and my sister impatient.

I felt somewhat repulsed.

“What kind of meat is it?”

So childishly, I asked.

“self.”

However, Haerin Kang did not answer that.

I just asked a strange question.

“PD-nim Banyuri, have you seen it?”

“… what?”

I jumped to my feet in surprise when I saw the name of a completely unexpected person mentioned.

“How do you know?”

“You’re the PD in charge of ‘that work’. He is someone I have a deep connection with. is not it?”

I sat back awkwardly.

What were you thinking?

I looked at the meat dripping with a lot of fat on the plate with a disgusted heart.

No matter how strong he is, he won’t eat cannibals.

Have you ever been forced to eat cannibals?

The thoughts didn’t go well in my head.

Why am I suddenly short of breath?

“… Yes, there is a relationship. But why?”

“Haven’t you ever actually met PD-nim Ban Yuri?”

“huh.”

“Who do you think you are?”

“… Kang Haerin.”

I couldn’t stand it and said

“Stop playing around like this. Why are you suddenly talking about class PD? Aren’t you eating meat?”

“huh?”

Haerin Kang tilted his head.

“What does meat have to do with class PD?”

“……..”

I was stingy.

While taking a quiz about what kind of animal the slowly-cooling meat is from, I suddenly started talking about PD Yoo-Ri Ban, so I made a strange connection without even realizing it, and I felt embarrassed for imagining it.

I’m sure he’ll feel bad even if he’s strong.

“… no.”

“say it. what were you thinking?”

“…because it’s not.”

“say it.”

“……..”

Haerin Kang suddenly stood up from his seat.

I could see her pupils flashing.

Once again, I felt that her eyes looking at me were so sublime and gentle.

The eyes now… were afraid.

She forced me to answer.

“Can I tell you? What was he trying to say?”

Haerin Kang pointed to her phone and said.

[PD Banyuri PD] was written on the call log.

The date was already a few days ago.

Three days, no, four days ago…?

By the time Kang Hae-rin suddenly goes to sleep…

“… uh?”

I was delayed in grasping the situation, so I stared at Kang Hae-rin’s face with my mouth wide open.

“When he left his phone, he got a call from this person. He said see you He is the PD in charge, and he seemed to have something to say about the contents of the work.”

“……..”

“I said see you. me too. But this person said he would only talk to the writer. alone.”

“Isn’t it obvious? Because I am a writer.”

I said.

My heart was pounding, but I pretended to be calm.

“Then did you mean to be there too? That doesn’t sound like much. When the writer and the person in charge meet to talk about the work, it’s strange for a girlfriend to go.”

“What do you think of homemade chocolate?”

“what is that?”

“Is it normal for the PD in charge to give you homemade chocolate?”

“… What are you talking about. When Ban PD-nim…”

I stopped talking.

Haerin Kang’s expression was strange.

Her features, which were always harmonious, did not seem to be balanced by any emotion.

Took.

She took out the box and placed it in front of her.

Inside, there was a little melted chocolate in a gift box.

“Pan PD-nim was trying to give him away.”

“… Kang Haerin!”

I jumped up and ran at her.

“What did you-!?”

I tried to grab Kang Hae-rin’s shoulder, but at that moment, she grabbed my wrist and threw it back with force.

thud.

If someone lived downstairs, it wouldn’t be strange to come up, but this is Kang Hae-rin’s single-family house.

I had pain all over my hips, spine, and back.

Did Song Yeon-woo feel like this?

Of course, I thought it would hurt more because that person was bare-bottomed, but I never thought Kang Hae-rin would carry me on her back.

“Aww…”

I groaned and shouted at her.

“What have you done? To Ban PD! Why did Ban PD-nim contact you? why!!?”

“It’s a simple hacking technique. I fixed it so that it is this way after receiving the call first. What followed was simple. They are all talents given by you.”

Kang Hae-rin said calmly, then cleared her throat.

“Ah, PD Banyuri? I heard from Harry. Yes, it’s okay to meet. I’ll text you the address, so can you come over?”

Surprisingly, what came out of her mouth was the clear voice of Kang Hae-rin, somewhat lower than usual, but I, Dong-min Lee, who is immature for a man.

“Kang Haerin, you…”

I felt my limbs tremble.

I was suddenly disgusted.

She hadn’t said anything yet, but I didn’t want to let her speak any more.

If I hear that, I can’t stand it.

“Oooh…”

When he looked up, Kang Hae-rin was neither angry nor smiling, but had a strangely sad expression.

“What kind of meat do you think it was?”

“shut up!”

“Didn’t you say you’ve never seen PD Ban Yuri?”

Kang Hae-rin started to talk.

“I mean, ‘alive’. That woman, her breasts, were very large. Wouldn’t it be a G cup? It’s almost like me. He didn’t seem to be as pretty as me in shape, but he might be closest to his ideal type in terms of size… Besides, he said he’s a huge fan of himself… He discovered himself…”

“Oops…”

I ran to the bathroom

I felt sick to my stomach.

isn’t it?

does this happen in the end?

I grabbed the toilet and emptied my stomach.

“Uwueek…”

I thought of Kang Hae-rin’s hands cutting round-shaped meat that felt soggy and especially greasy.

Juicy that bursts in your mouth.

If it wasn’t for the seasoning, the meat would have been delicious.

The flesh of something that is not a cow, pig, chicken or duck.

I hope that’s it.

With the momentum to regurgitate what I ate in the morning, I emptied everything until I vomited.

“Ha, ha… ha…”

Kang Hae-rin followed me behind me, who was breathing heavily, and stood leaning against the bathroom doorway.

She crossed her arms and spoke in a cruel tone.

“I was born like this. yes? because of whom. A body that has no choice but to live like this.”

I rinsed my mouth several times.

I put my hand on the sink and tried to calm myself down by inhaling and exhaling, but with little success.

“Ahhhhh-”

I ran to Haerin Kang again.

She leisurely stepped out of the way and grabbed his arm.

After bending behind his back, he knelt down and pressed himself with his body.

When the articulation kicked in, I couldn’t resist even 1 cm.

It felt like my bones would break if I did that.

I had no motor nerves.

No matter how much I thought about it, I didn’t think I would win Kang Hae-rin, but I couldn’t stay still.

My heart was beating fast, my eyes were dark, and my vision was shaking so I couldn’t distinguish my surroundings.

Ban Yu-ri PD?

“Is it because I don’t know how precious and precious that person is to me? For me… how hard he worked, but for someone who had nothing to do with it, why!”

I bit my lip.

To stop crying until the blood bursts.

I knew that crying here wouldn’t be an atonement for her, and I was afraid that crying here would be a declaration of defeat against Kang Hae-rin.

I felt the string of reason being cut.

Dying wasn’t scary anymore.

Like a flood dam breaking, all fear and anxiety about death disappeared and overtook me.

“Why, is that the case! why! How hard I tried to keep you from killing people!”

I cried out and said,

He hit the floor hard with his forehead.

Kang Hae-rin coldly laid on my body and crushed me, but did not make any excuses.

I couldn’t see her face.

“Baby, help me.”

Then, her voice was audible.

“… I’m scared.”

The voice that seemed to fade away was scattered without meaning before it reached my ears.

… Help me?

… scared?

what the hell

What is scary?

Can Haerin Kang be scared?

can i help her?

Those words drove me into a rage.

“You made me like this.”

The afterword was more spectacle.

It’s like putting the blame on me.

Continuous gaslighting of me.

Of course, I did something wrong, but when I heard that bad habit of trying to relate my actions to me in everything, I felt the string of rationality cut off.

“Again, again, that sound!”

I cursed.

“Crazy b*tch, after killing people, what? You just want to vent your anger. It annoys me that you’re not human, so I want to vent my anger like a child.”

I wrote evil.

“If you were going to do that, you should have been angry with me! Why did you touch a normal person, an innocent person-!”

I inhaled.

I felt my breathing quicken.

It was dizzy and the ground seemed to shake.

“A person died. Are you okay with killing people? What if it’s not okay? If it’s not okay, you’ll die. A much nicer, kinder person than you are dead. An innocent person who gave me grace is dead, how can I be okay!? you won’t understand this Yes, you are a psychopath!”

“……..”

“Why did you do that, why did you kill PD-nim!!”

“…you made me like this…”

“shut up!! f*ck you, stop gaslighting. yes, i made you but what? If you’re going to listen to me like that, shouldn’t you have done what I hate? Why did you kill Ban PD-sama, why!?”

“……”

At that time, the strength in Kang Hae-rin’s hand, which was holding me behind my back, was released.

I lost my balance and hit my face on the floor.

It didn’t hurt that much.

In that state, I chose to breathe for a while.

I felt like I would pass out if I woke up suddenly.

I just wanted to avoid passing out here.

Kill that demonic woman, and I will go to hell too.

It should have been like this from the beginning.

It was just that thought in my head.

“Kill.”

At that time, Kang Haerin said.

“……..”

I looked at her.

Looking up, she held the blade of a kitchen knife and handed it to me.

In a way, I could feel sympathy, but when I thought of what she had done and could not be undone, I was overcome with an irresistible urge again.

I snatched it up.

“… kill me.”

She spread her arms and closed her eyes.

“Kill? Do you think I can’t kill you?”

I breathed and said.

My face flushed and my muscles swelled and I felt like I could move harder than ever.

I thought as I held the knife close to my body.

When stabbing, attach it close to the body and the handle…

Coincidentally, I remembered the contents of my own research to describe Kang Hae-rin’s murder scene.

You ended up killing Kang Hae-rin that way.

I felt sentimental for a moment, but I firmly grasped the knife, thinking that I couldn’t delay any longer.

Sister, I’m sorry.

Guys, I’m sorry.

and…

barrel, barrel.

Then, from somewhere, footsteps were heard and stopped.

“… Kyaaa-”

A woman’s scream came from behind.