ALL NOVEL Chapter 81
Chapter 80 – 80
? But before her loss could last long, Bai Xiying in front of her suddenly changed her mind.
??Bai Xiying: “I suddenly changed my mind again. I think getting engaged is good.”
?? Lin Xingzhu was puzzled: “But you just said it was too early.”
“But I have a sense of crisis, and I am worried that one day you will run away.” Bai Xiying picked up the empty coffee cup in front of her, turned around and began to wash it with clean water, and her voice was distorted under the influence of the water flow : “You tied my stomach with cooking skills, but what should I tie you with?”
??Bai Xiying asked herself that although she is not an extremely intelligent person, she is by no means a stupid person who doesn’t know the truth when she sees it right in front of her eyes.
?? If she noticed something unusual from the conversation between Lin Xingzhu and Wen Lin in the fitting room yesterday, then Lin Xingzhu, who always loved to share with her afterwards, covered everything up. The 70% suspicion has turned into 90% certainty.
?? “Engagement is a new stage that means that our relationship is closer, and it has also become an invisible bond that binds the two of us. This bonded relationship is looser than marriage, but more than a couple relationship Stronger.”
??Bai Xiying put the cleaned cup aside, then picked up her own and continued to rinse, “You are so good, I also want to tie you tighter.”
??Lin Xingzhu has a high moral cultivation and is a woman with a strong sense of responsibility.
??If they get engaged, Bai Xiying feels that she has an extra layer of protection in her heart.
??No one knew the anger in Bai Xiying’s heart when she was painting last night.
??She once tested whether Lin Xingzhu came from the same world as her, and got a negative answer. It was precisely because of this negative answer that she indulged herself, almost threw away all the shackles and indulged in the gentleness that belonged to Lin Xingzhu, and fell in love with her.
?? But now, someone suddenly came to tell her that although she and you are not from the same place, she knows everything about you.
?? Lin Xingzhu probably knows all the absurd and nonsensical things she experienced in her previous life.
?? Not only she knows, but Wen Lin, who has changed her name, also knows.
?? No, maybe not just the two of them, maybe more people know.
??Last night, after Bai Xiying painted a complete painting with suppressed rage, she saw a full screen message from Lin Xingzhu.
?? Every word and every sentence is proof that she cares about her.
??Bai Xiying’s suppressed emotions eased a bit.
It happened to be drawing for several hours in a row, and she was also hungry. She took out the cake that Lin Xingzhu specially made for her in the refrigerator, and Bai Xiying nestled in the living room and turned on the TV to show a movie casually.
??The night is full of stars, but the curtains in the house are drawn tightly, only the TV shows some light.
?? When a small four-inch cake was almost eaten, Bai Xiying realized that she had played a sci-fi movie with a plot that overlapped time and space.
??At that moment, Bai Xiying suddenly understood something.
??Dual space-time world.
?? She came back from the past and changed everything, but the essence still exists in this world. And Lin Xingzhu is an existence outside of her time and space, a visitor of this world.
?? This is something that science cannot explain.
??But Bai Xiying thought of her own rebirth, thought of Lin Xingzhu, and felt that it was ridiculous for her to mention science at this time.
??She herself is already an existence that breaks science.
?? But because of breaking the scientific boundaries, her existence has extended to another mysterious and unprovable unknown direction, and the panic makes people fall into the abyss.
??She is like this, and so is Lin Xingzhu.
??She can’t explain Lin Xingzhu’s origins with words, words, and the truth, just as she won’t be able to use words and words to figure out whether she will leave again.
?? At this moment, all the inferiority complex, anger, depression… could not overcome her fear of losing Lin Xingzhu.
??Bai Xiying sat in the living room all night.
??When the dawn light penetrated the heavy curtains and brought a dim light, Bai Xiying suddenly calmed down slowly.
??She restrained all the outward emotions one by one, and pressed them down in the depths of her heart properly and meticulously, without any trace on her face.
?? But Lin Xingzhu is someone who knows her well.
??The exclusive tentacles that captured Bai Xiying’s emotional points moved, Lin Xingzhu got up and looked at her from behind: “Bai Xiying, what’s wrong with you?”
??Bai Xiying lowered her head, and put the clean cups neatly on the shelf, and didn’t return to her immediately.
?? After putting it away, she looked at the two pairs of cups that were leaning quietly together, and smiled with curved lips.
?? At this time she said, “I praised you, isn’t it right?”
?? Lin Xingzhu sullenly did not reply.
??Bai Xiying sighed, and turned around: “Actually, I have a sense of insecurity. I need to get engaged to you to fill my insecurity.”
??Lin Xingzhu shook his head and pointed out the problem clearly: “The problem now is not about the engagement, but where your anxiety comes from.”
??Bai Xiying looked at her: “The source of my anxiety is you.”
?? “Me?” Lin Xingzhu frowned thinking about the memory, “I…didn’t do anything else recently?”
??They have always been very harmonious, almost never quarreling, and what is said to be a dispute is just a dispute about sweet and spicy at the dinner table, but that is at best a running-in relationship between couples. Interesting, will not create uneasy emotions.
??Bai Xiying: “Think again.”
?? Lin Xingzhu thought about it and turned to the phrase “too excellent” that Bai Xiying just said, and she frowned.
?? “…This is impossible.” Lin Xingzhu said.
??Bai Xiying looked at her with a smile.
??Seeing this, Lin Xingzhu frowned and said: “You are also a very good person. I believe that my own ability will only attract your favor and make you interested in me, instead of making you think Uneasy.”
?? “Otherwise, we wouldn’t be together in the first place.”
?? Lin Xingzhu still remembers the verbal confrontation between her and Bai Xiying when they tested each other. She still remembers that the other party never concealed his intelligence and transparency, and he never felt inferior because of confrontation with others.
??It may be normal for this kind of emotion to appear on others, but it should never appear on Bai Xiying.
?? Seeing her determination, Bai Xiying smiled: “Didn’t you say that sometimes you like to go to temples to burn incense when you feel like it? Then you should have heard that Buddhism emphasizes that there is no desire to be strong. Asking is suffering, If you don’t want to be strong.”
??Lin Xingzhu was startled slightly.
?? “Sorrow arises from love, and fear arises from love. If you are away from your lover, you will have no worries and no fears.” Bai Xiying murmured to herself, “When I didn’t like you, I was naturally confident and strong. But when I have feelings for you, my heart will be out of control.”
?? No matter how powerful a person is, he can’t say he can get away with his feelings.
?? Lin Xingzhu suddenly.
?? “…It’s still me?” She said shyly.
??She never thought of making Bai Xiying feel uneasy and apprehensive in this relationship.
??Bai Xiying looked into her eyes that were not cloudy: “Yeah, just seeing your reaction now, I’m a little upset again.”
?? Lin Xingzhu: “?”
?? She looked at her puzzled.
??Bai Xiying: “Why do I feel uncontrollably uneasy because I like you so much, but you have nothing?”
?? Don’t you like it? Wouldn’t that mean that you can pat your **** and leave at any time?
?? “…” Lin Xingzhu swallowed, facing Bai Xiying’s suddenly unkind eyes, speaking for himself: “I think I know the reason.”
?? “What is it?”
?? “It’s because you are in good health. I worry about whether I will be drained every day. It seems that I don’t have the heart to think about anything other than work.”
?? Lin Xingzhu said: “Our bed affairs are so intense, it’s hard for me to have the feeling you mentioned.”
??Bai Xiying: “…”
?? A moment of silence.
??Bai Xiying raised her eyebrows: “Oh.”
?? Lin Xingzhu smiled, and then restrained his smile and became serious again, “Your anxiety is real, maybe my existence itself cannot make you dispel this emotion, but what I can do is to try to satisfy you Ask, fill your heart.”
??Bai Xiying asked: “Really?”
?? Lin Xingzhu: “Really.”
?? “Then you tell uncle that you agreed to get engaged.”
?? “I’ll tell him.”
??Bai Xiying bent her lips and smiled: “But yes, although I promised, let’s talk about the engagement after I finish the competition.”
??Lin Xingzhu agreed on everything.
?? After solving this matter, Lin Xingzhu still did not forget the doubts in his heart. She asked, “When did I make you uneasy?”
??Bai Xiying didn’t answer directly: “You guess?”
?? Lin Xingzhu did not make a sound. She watched Bai Xiying kick off her slippers and lie on the sofa, and she already had the answer in her heart.
?? from yesterday.
??All the abnormalities yesterday have answers.
?? What is the origin of these anomalies?
??The truth has been placed in front of her, it is Wen Lin who came uninvited.
??Lin Xingzhu took off the same style of slippers, hugged a pillow and lay on the sofa with her, picked up the remote control and turned to ask, “Want to watch a movie?”
??Thinking of the unpleasant movie-watching experience last night, Bai Xiying frowned: “No.”
?? She changed her position and lay down, stretched out her hand to clasp Lin Xingzhu’s hand, and said, “I didn’t have a good rest yesterday, so lie here to catch up on sleep.”
?? Lin Xingzhu let her hold hands, just asked: “Do you want to go back to sleep in the room? Sleep comfortably on the bed.”
??Bai Xiying refused: “No, I just want to catch up on the sofa.”
?? Seeing this, Lin Xingzhu didn’t persuade her anymore, and let her find a good posture and hold her hand to brew sleepiness.
?? I just don’t know if she sleeps comfortably in this position?
?? With his free hand, Lin Xingzhu picked up the book he forgot on the coffee table yesterday, and continued to read it.
??During this period, she wanted to go to the bathroom, but the hand held by Bai Xiying hadn’t moved twice. The sleeping Bai Xiying was like a milk cat protecting food, and she held her hand tightly again.
?? Lin Xingzhu felt the strength and gave up helplessly.
??She can still bear it.
??The left arm has been kept in such a position, and soon Lin Xingzhu felt it go numb.
??Her eyes pulled away from the book again, and fell on Bai Xiying’s sleeping face. She had been holding her hand tightly for a while, and the outstretched hand must also be numb.
?? But even so, she has not let go.
??Lin Xingzhu sighed, there were so many pages of words that some couldn’t read them.
??Bai Xiying didn’t sleep like this before.