Chapter 62: They want to protect us
Hours passed, and the sun began to set. I hadn't moved from my spot, my mind still racing with thoughts of Yura and Karen and everything in between. The manor, usually a place of comfort and love, now felt like a labyrinth of secrets and uncertainty. I knew I couldn't avoid Yura forever, but I also needed time to process everything.
As night fell, I realized it was time for dinner. Reluctantly, I left the library and made my way to the dining room. The servants were already there, setting the table with their usual efficiency and grace. The smell of freshly cooked food filled the air, but my appetite was nowhere to be found. I took a seat at the long dining table, waiting for Yura to join me.
The servants finished their preparations and quietly left the room. The grand table, adorned with silverware and fine china, felt almost too formal for the tense silence that hung between us. I stared at the empty plate in front of me, my thoughts still a jumble.
A few minutes later, Yura entered the dining room. She looked tired, her eyes red and puffy from crying. She didn't say anything, just nodded in acknowledgment as she took her seat across from me. The distance between us felt vast, even though we were only a few feet apart.
Dinner was served, but the silence between us was deafening. We ate in near silence, the only sounds coming from the clinking of utensils against plates and the occasional rustle of the servants moving in the background. Every now and then, I glanced up at Yura, but she kept her eyes down, focused on her meal.
I wanted to break the silence, to reach out and bridge the gap that had formed between us. But the words wouldn't come. The hurt and confusion were still too fresh, and I didn't know how to start the conversation that needed to happen.
As soon as dinner was over, I stood up and left the dining room, heading straight to our bedroom. The weight of the unresolved tension between us was almost too much to bear. I needed to be alone, to try and sort through my thoughts and emotions.
In the quiet of our bedroom, I lay down on the bed, staring up at the ceiling. The events of the past day replayed in my mind, each moment adding to the storm of emotions swirling inside me. I loved Yura deeply, but the secrets and lies were tearing us apart.
Morning came all too soon. I woke up to find the other side of the bed empty. Yura had already left for work, leaving behind only the faint scent of strawberries that lingered on the sheets. The room felt cold and empty without her presence.
I got up and went through my morning routine, trying to push aside the thoughts of our strained relationship. But it was impossible. Every little thing reminded me of Yura and the uncertainty that now defined our relationship.
As I made my way downstairs, the manor felt eerily quiet. The servants were busy with their morning tasks, but their usual cheerful chatter was absent. It was as if everyone could sense the tension between Yura and me.
In the dining room, breakfast had been laid out. I picked at my food, my appetite still nowhere to be found. My mind was too preoccupied with thoughts of Yura and the secrets she was hiding. I knew I needed to talk to her, to try and understand what was going on. But how could I do that when she wouldn't even tell me the truth?
After breakfast, I wandered through the manor, trying to distract myself with various tasks. But nothing seemed to hold my attention. My thoughts kept drifting back to Yura and the message from Soo-Min. Why was she looking for Karen? What was she hiding from me?
A few minutes later, I heard the familiar sound of the front door opening and closing. Min-Seo, Yura's mother, had arrived. She always had a way of bringing light and warmth into any room, and today was no different. She entered with a cheerful smile, but as soon as she saw my face, her expression shifted to one of concern.
"Jiyeon, dear, you look troubled," Min-Seo said as she approached me. Her voice was gentle, filled with maternal warmth. "What's wrong?"
I tried to muster a smile, but it felt weak. "It's nothing, Min-Seo. Just... a lot on my mind."
Min-Seo shook her head and guided me to a nearby sitting area. "Sit with me for a moment. Let's talk. Sometimes sharing what's on your mind can help."
I sighed and sat down beside her. The room was filled with soft light from the large windows, casting a calming glow around us. Min-Seo took my hand in hers, her touch comforting and reassuring.
"Now, tell me what's bothering you," she said, her eyes full of concern.
I hesitated for a moment, unsure of how much to reveal. But Min-Seo had always been kind to me, treating me like a daughter. I felt a surge of gratitude for her presence and decided to open up.
"It's Yura," I began slowly. "There's something going on with her, something she's not telling me. I found out she's looking for Karen, but she won't explain why. It's... it's driving me crazy, Min-Seo. I don't know what to think."
Min-Seo's expression softened, and she nodded understandingly. "I see. It's never easy when the people we love keep secrets from us. But Yura loves you deeply, Jiyeon. I'm sure she has her reasons, even if they seem unclear right now."
I bit my lip, trying to hold back the frustration and hurt that threatened to spill over. "I just don't understand why she can't trust me with the truth. It feels like she's shutting me out."
Min-Seo squeezed my hand gently. "Sometimes, people keep things to themselves not because they don't trust us, but because they want to protect us. Yura has always had a strong sense of responsibility. Perhaps she thinks that by keeping you in the dark, she's shielding you from something painful."
I sighed, feeling a mix of emotions. "I just wish she would talk to me. I want to be there for her, to support her, but how can I do that when she won't let me in?"
Min-Seo smiled softly. "Love requires patience and understanding, Jiyeon. It also requires communication, and I'm sure Yura will come to realize that. Give her time, and continue to show her that you're there for her, no matter what."
Her words brought a measure of comfort, but the ache in my heart remained. "I hope you're right, Min-Seo. I really do."
Min-Seo glanced at the bandage on my arm, her expression turning to one of concern. "How is your injury? May I take a look?"
I nodded, grateful for the distraction. She gently unwrapped the bandage and examined the wound. "It's healing well," she said with a reassuring smile. "But you need to make sure you rest and take care of yourself. You don't want it to get worse." Discover magic on m_v_l_e_m_p_y_r
I nodded, feeling a bit better under her care. "Thank you, Min-Seo. I promise I'll be careful."
She patted my hand gently. "Good. Now, let's talk about something lighter, shall we? How about those flowers in the garden? I noticed the roses are in full bloom."
We chatted for a while about the garden and other pleasant topics. Min-Seo's presence was soothing, and for a little while, I was able to forget the turmoil inside me. She had a way of making everything seem a bit brighter, a bit more manageable.
As the conversation flowed, I found myself relaxing. The tension in my shoulders eased, and I felt a small smile returning to my face. Min-Seo was a master at lifting spirits, and I was grateful for her visit.
"Thank you, Min-Seo," I said sincerely. "You always know how to make things better."
She smiled warmly. "It's my pleasure, Jiyeon. You and Yura are like daughters to me, and I want nothing but happiness for both of you."
Her words touched me deeply. "We'll get through this," I said, more to myself than to her. "Yura and I have been through so much together. We'll find a way."
Min-Seo nodded. "I believe in you both. And remember, I'm always here if you need someone to talk to."
With that, she gave me a comforting hug, and I felt a renewed sense of hope. Maybe things weren't perfect, and maybe there were still secrets and uncertainties. But with time, patience, and love, I believed we could find our way back to each other.