Chapter 35: How Do You Feel?*
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*Contains sexual content
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Bea hurried away from the mat where she and Seraphine were fighting before. She quickly took a shower and thankfully avoided meeting with Seraphine. After that she basically ran back to her room and sat down on the ground, with the door to her back.
'You're so stupid! What were you thinking, that she would like you? Why would she? You're nothing compared to her!'
Bea couldn't escape these thoughts and while drowning in her self misery, tears began to fall from her face. Bea spent maybe a minute or an hour on the floor crying, she didn't know or care.
'Why did you have to ruin it! Maybe with given time she would've felt that way as well, but now it's all ruined. You fucking idiot! I hate you!'
While having these thoughts, Bea didn't hear the knock on the door. She only heard it when a whispering voice called.
"Hey, Bea... are you here?"
It was Seraphine. 'Oh god, she can't see me like this!'
"Uhm... I'm not feeling well... Could you please go away...?"
There was a sigh behind the door then Seraphine spoke again.
"Could we perhaps talk about what happened in the gym?"
'Fuck! She knows or maybe doesn't and just curious? Let's pretend!'
"I-I don't know... What you mean..."
'Great job you dumb bitch! Very convincing!'
"Please, just let me in to talk or the whole corridor will hear our conversation."
'Oh god! I forgot about other people who could hear us speaking!'
With a sigh and trembling hand she reached out and unlocked the door. In the next minute Seraphine stepped in. She was as gorgeous as ever. Bea looked to the mirror and saw her miserable self and immediately blushed.
'This was a mistake, all of it!'
Bea went to the bed and sat down looking only at the floor. From the door Seraphine said.
"Your room looks really nice, mine is much smaller." Seraphine tried her hardest to keep her talking.
Bea only said "Leader privilege" and stayed silent. The mattress suddenly moved which startled Bea and she accidentally glanced into Seraphine's magnificent golden eyes. There was some pity and sadness in them, but Bea quickly looked away.
Suddenly an arm was over her shoulder and she was pressed to Seraphine's side. Bea looked at her face for a bit longer this time, Seraphine smiled at her, then looked away.
They stayed like that for a long time, just enjoying the silence and each other's company. After a while Seraphine asked the question that Bea dreaded so much. She said in a very easy, silky smooth voice.
"Bea... Why did you ran away...?"
Bea looked at her and said with a pout. "I didn't run away... I just... Had an urgent appointment..."
Seraphine laughed at that, which brought a smile to Bea's face as well.
"Okay, so you didn't ran away. But then let me ask you this, what do you think of me?" Asked Seraphine with a hint of fear in her voice.
'What is she so afraid of to hear?'
Bea looked away shyly as she said.
"I think you are probably the smartest, most beautiful and most amazing person I have ever known. Everyone would be happy as your friend or partner..." The last part was barely audible, but in the silence of the room Seraphine easily heard it.
"Are you included in that everyone as well?" Now the fear was quite clear in her voice.
Turning towards her she saw Seraphine's face looking at the floor and her hands were trembling. Bea decided and grabbed her hands, which startled Seraphine.
"Of course I am... The bigger question is... How do you feel about me?"
'There I said it! She can decide what to do with it.'
But never in her wildest dreams was she prepared to what came next. Seraphine looked into her eyes for a couple of seconds, then leaned in and kissed her on the lips.
'Oh my god... her lips are so hot and soft... I couldn't get enough of it till the day I die.'
The kiss was a couple seconds long, then Seraphine broke it and Bea already wanted more. But she also knew, to hold back until she made sure if Seraphine wanted it as well.
As they looked at each other Seraphine whispered to her "I hope this answers your questions..."
She couldn't finish her sentence because suddenly Bea attacked her mouth, there were no tongues involved and she had to hold herself back with all her willpower. Bea couldn't stop getting enough of her but after a couple of minutes she stopped.
Seraphine was lying on her back and Bea was on her. There was only a few centimeters between them. They were both breathless from the long kiss and were looking at each other, when Bea asked.
"Seraphine, are you sure about this?"
Bea was still a bit hesitant when she asked, but the bright smile on Seraphine's face told her everything she needed to know.
"Yes, and please... call me Sera."
That broke everything that still held her back and she attacked her mouth with renewed ferocity. And in the next second a tongue tried to enter her mouth, rising up to the challenge she used her own tongue and they battled. In the end she won and began exploring Sera's mouth with it.
Her lips were so soft and Sera's tongue exploring her own mouth, it was an amazing feeling, perfect even. Bea started to feel hot and began pressing her lower body against hers. All the while she began kneading her breasts and ass through the clothing.
Sera's own hands were exploring her back under her shirt. She pressed Bea closer onto her and Sera was about to push one hand into her pants and onto her own butt. Then suddenly a knock came at the door and a voice called.
"Hey Bea, are you ready to go out? We're starting to run low on meat and need to hunt!"
They broke the kiss, a saliva bridge still connected their mouths. Then with a lot of reluctance they stood and went to the door.