Chapter 82 - Gu Hai\\\'s true feelings are revealed
Gu Hai hasn’t come to class for five days.
Bai Luoyin has a lot of Gu Hai’s stuff here, a new homework book, test papers, sports props, a letter to parents …
During the second class in the afternoon, Shan Xiaoxuan passed a note to Bai Luoyin.
“I heard Gu Hai is going to transfer, isn’t it?”
Bai Luoyin lingered for a moment against the note. For the first time, he replied to someone else’s note and rubbed it after reading it.
“How did you know?”
Shan Xiaoxuan passed over again.
“Going to the class teacher’s office today, it looks like I heard her and other teachers talk about it.”
Beloin didn’t reply anymore, and he was distracted for the whole lesson.
“Dad, I’ll go out.”
“Where are you going so late?” Bai Hanqi chased out, “Aren’t you going to eat?”
Beloin had turned his alley by bicycle.
Gu Hai lives in the most prosperous part of Beijing. The hutongs where Bai Luoyin lives are two different atmospheres, one is the authentic old Beijing flavor, and the other is full of modern commercial atmosphere. Cycling across wide roads, all eyes are luxury cars, gold collars, beautiful women, successful people …
Ringing the doorbell, a dignified middle-aged woman opened the door.
“Excuse me, does Gu Hai live here?”
Middle-aged women looked up and down on **** with a little suspicion and censorship.
“Who are you?”
“I’m his classmate.”
Middle-aged women saw that Beroin was young and had a childish face on her face. It was unlikely that she was a liar, so she took him to the private club downstairs.
Gu Haizheng was lying in bed enjoying the thoughtful service of a masseur.
His life is extremely healthy and boring now, soaking in the gym every morning, staying in the club house in the afternoon, doing massage at night, and occasionally asking a psychiatrist to ease the mood.
“Mr. Gu, someone came to you. He said he was your classmate. Excuse me, is it convenient for him to come in now?”
Gu Hai was lying on the massage table, his eyes were still open, and his voice was a little lazy and indifferent.
“come in.”
Two minutes later, Beroin was brought in by the middle-aged woman.
I didn’t meet for seven days. When Bai Luoyin saw Gu Hai again, he felt that the distance was so wide.
After hearing no sound for a long time, Gu Hai opened his eyes narrow a slit and saw a familiar and unfamiliar cheek. The mouth that had just healed in my heart was instantly torn, and the words of the psychologist were thrown behind my head. The original comfortable massage service suddenly became painful.
“What are you doing?” Gu Hai said coldly.
Beloin took a deep breath and tried to make his tone sound normal.
“I’ll give you something.”
Gu Hai threw an arrogant and scornful look on Bai Luoyin, “Do you think I need those shit?”
Such an attitude is undoubtedly piercing the heart of Beroin.
Gu Hai doesn’t need to open his eyes, he also knows what kind of expression of Beroin, he is pained and happy.
“It’s up to you if you need it. I’m just sending it over by the teacher. You don’t want to throw it away.”
Gu Hai didn’t speak for a long time.
“Things are left here, I’m gone.”
Gu Hai listened to the footsteps disappearing little by little in his ears, feeling that the flesh in his heart was taken away piece by piece.
The sound of the push of the door sounded, Gu Hai suddenly stood up and shouted, “Bai Luo Yin!”
Beroin stopped.
“Give me back!”
Desperate, Beloin reached out and twisted the doorknob.
Gu Hai jumped off the massage bed, rushed to the door a few strides, dragged Bai Luoyin’s clothes and carried him back.
The masseuse bowed and left.
Gu Hai panted, his cold eyes stared at Bai Luoyin.
“Can you only treat me like that now?” Gu Hai asked.
Beloin tidy up his clothes, looking back with a cold face.
“What do you want me to do with you?”
I put aside all my faces to see you. For the first time, my **** violated my principles. I was worried about you and wanted to see how you were doing. How about you I haven’t looked straight at me from beginning to end! Are you qualified to question my attitude?
“Is there anything different?” Gu Hai asked softly.
Beloin gritted his teeth and didn’t speak.
Gu Hai hissed, “Bai Luo Yin! Look at me carefully, is there anything different between me now and before?”
Beroin’s face was stubborn.
“Don’t you be the one to sentence me to death? Isn’t I the one who treats you nicely?”
Gu Hai’s cold and stern face was like a knife-like pain. He couldn’t hide his emotions. He dragged Bai Luoyin into his arms and held it tightly. He drained all the thoughts of the week and his tears It fell so indisputably.
“Beroin, I didn’t cry for anyone except the day my mother left.”
Gu Hai choked words, listening to the heart of Beloin’s ears like a knife.
Why didn’t he feel that Gu Hai was good to himself? From childhood to age, he lived so foolishly with Bai Hanqi. The first person in his life to lace his shoes was Gu Hai; the person who quilted him countless times every night was Gu Hai; the one who ate ramen and put the only two pieces of beef in his bowl was Gu Hai Hai … Gu Hai spoiled him without restraint, let him, he couldn’t help but feel a little wronged. The difference this week made Beloin feel that he had lost the love of the whole world.
The air stopped flowing at this moment, and Gu Hai’s breathing gradually stabilized.
“You go.”
Beloin stood still.
Gu Hai pushed Beroin out of the door, “Go!”
A beauty salon on the corner is playing the old song of Teresa Teng, I only care about you.
If not met, you and I will be there.
How is your life going and should you cherish it.
Maybe know someone and live an ordinary life.
So I beg you not to let me leave you.
I can’t feel the slightest affection except you.
Beloin’s eye circles suddenly turned red. He remembered Gu Hai’s contempt and ridicule when he sang the song that night. At this moment, he suddenly wanted to listen to Gu Hai sing again …
When Beroin returned, the lights in his grandparents’ room were already on.
Bai Hanqi was sitting in Bai Luoyin’s room, staring at Gu Hai’s stuff, and when he heard the door rang, he got up and walked out.
“Why come back so late? Where have you been?”
Beloine faintly replied, “Send something to your classmates.”
Just as Bai Hanqi was about to step out of Bai Luoyin’s house, he felt like he had something to say. He stopped at the door and stopped talking.
“factor.”
“Ok?”
Beloin packed the books needed for class tomorrow.
“Hasn’t the sea been here for a while?”
Beroin’s movement stopped and he bowed his head and hummed.
Bai Hanqi sat beside Bai Luoyin, stared at his face and asked, “Honestly tell your dad, aren’t you awkward with the sea?”
“No.”
“Why don’t you come to our house without him?” Bai Hanqi was anxious.
Bai Luoyin perfunctoryly, “He also has his own home! The condition of their home is so good, what is the name of this broken place in our house?”
When Bai Hanqi heard this, he felt that there must be something wrong.
“Factor, I can tell you, there is nowhere to look for such a good child in the sea. We don’t want to settle for others, so we say you Zou Yue, how much effort is there in the sea? I ca n’t find it Such a good boy who is righteous and enthusiastic! It is common to have trouble between classmates and buddies. You must be open-minded as a guy, big and small, and you ca n’t leave such a good buddy for such a trivial matter. What a worthwhile job! “
Bai Luoyin put down his schoolbag and looked at Bai Hanqi gloomily.
“I really can’t open this up.”
“He is a child, what can I do to be sorry for you?” Bai Hanqi smiled indifferently. “He robbed your girlfriend?”
“No, it’s his father who robbed your daughter-in-law.”
Bai Luoyin was also cut out. In order to avoid Bai Hanqi from mentioning Gu Hai again, he simply told him the truth.
“What do you mean?” Bai Hanqi was thinking slowly.
Beloin sighed, and it was difficult to speak.
“It was his father who married my mother.”
Bai Hanqi froze, and it took a long time for him to calm down.
“This … did you know about it in the first place? Or, he kept hiding from you … He approached you with a purpose? … You, what do I want to say? Why am I confused?”
“Neither of us knew about it at first. My mother came to me two days ago and happened to hit him. I only knew it.”
Bai Hanqi face was extremely shocked and unacceptable.
“Cooperating with the two of you didn’t know this at first?”
Beloin nodded.
“That’s too coincidental!” Bai Hanqi patted himself *, “What do you guys call this? Fate, is fate right? Isn’t that a good thing? Kiss and kiss! See you later Mom, you can watch him again. “
Beloin instantly petrified.