chapter 197
197 – Side story) Seok-hyeon has been strange lately (3)
I can’t clearly guess how the day went by.
“Seokhyeon, sleep well then.”
“Uh, yes.”
When I came to my senses, Meili was next to me, saying good night, and we were in the same bed, and the lights in the room were turned off.
If you look at it one by one, it could have been strange, but overall, it was not a very strange scene. Because Meiri used to sneak under my blanket every now and then.
‘Yes, that’s right? ‘It’s not strange.’
Control your second self as much as possible through constant self-justification.
It’s not like something like this hasn’t happened over the years, it’s just that it has evolved from just waking up with Mei Li to the point where she sleeps with him.
‘Then what did you do when we were sleeping together? Did you hold hands unconsciously? Did you hug? I think the distance was quite close when I woke up…’
It’s confusing. The f*cking libido wasn’t helping even the moment she remembered it.
A piece of trash that only produces the desire to hold her hand and clasp her. That’s where my libido is right now.
“This is the first time we’ve slept together like this from the beginning, right?”
“Uh…Yeah.”
Mei Li turns her head towards me and speaks with a grin.
Sniff.
The sweet smell of shampoo tickles the tip of her nose.
This is my favorite scent.
‘Made in Dongdaemun…’
The scent of the earth was created not to miss, but to remember.
A smell that I can never smell here flows into the tip of my nose.
It was dark outside and the moonlight was carefully transmitted through the window, and my eyes adapted to the light and captured everything in the darkness.
And there you were, the brightest one.
“…I love you.”
So the truth came out suddenly.
“Huh?”
You were embarrassed. Yes, it has to be that way.
However, after overcoming that embarrassment, I expressed my feelings once more.
“I said I love you.”
Once the sincerity came out, it poured out endlessly like a collapsed dam.
For a while, I felt like all s*xual desires, which I had thought of as agony, were meaningless.
“…It’s very late.”
Meiri laughed bitterly as she said that. I also laughed along with that smile.
We had a truly incredible first meeting. There was really no comedy in seeing a relationship that had been punched in the first meeting come all the way to this point.
After that, we went on a few dates, and each time I pushed you away.
I’m afraid that the same thing will happen again, that everything I do will eventually come back like a boomerang and pierce my heart.
The days when everything I held dear died, I rejected and pushed away everything that was warm.
And now, looking at you like this, I realize how meaningless that was.
“Seokhyeon, you’re so… Slow?”
“I did it as quickly as possible, but I ended up being late.”
He smiled deeply while slowly stroking your hair.
Ah, yes, this is what I forgot.
Love is something that comes out of nowhere and pushes your emotions to one side.
Just like back then, no, even more than then.
A step forward, not a substitute for someone, a replacement, or a process of changing the gears of memories.
I loved you, love you, and will love you.
“Seokhyeon, are you crying?”
“So you don’t like it?”
“No, okay.”
Confused emotions become clear and clear. I had a hard time saying the words “I love you,” So I made excuses like s*xual desire and other things.
You have never once been cold to me or pushed me away.
Memories intersect and all the memories of time spent with you pass by.
After saying thank you for cutting the food into bite-size pieces, you chewed the food with your small mouth.
You made a flower crown in a flower field, put it on your head, and asked if it looked good on you.
And even though it was a somewhat hasty confession, you accepted me even though you were crying while confessing.
Page.
Emotions start from words and change into actions. I gently place my hand on your cheek and kiss your lips.
“…I hate you because you seem to have a lot of experience.”
Mei Li touched her own lips as she kissed her.
Then.
Page.
This time, Mei Li kissed her.
That was the beginning.
Page.
On the side.
Side by side…
The gap between their lips became shorter and shorter, and soon her lips stopped moving apart.
“Ugh…Ugh…”
Exchange your breath by mixing your tongues. We had just been brushing our teeth side by side in the same bathroom while looking at the mirror, but now we were face to face and our tongues mixing together.
The bridge of the nose brushes, the lower lip and upper lip overlap, and saliva is exchanged. Sometimes we kissed wrong and ended up licking our teeth or biting our tongues.
Everything was so immature and fresh that I laughed for no reason.
“What should I do to stop hating you?”
“First of all…”
Hug me tight.
Kkook.
As soon as I said that, Mayri jumped into my arms.
What is the height difference between me and Meili?
In the past, there was quite a difference in their heights, but Mei Li has grown so much that now there is only a difference in her height by one face.
When she slightly raises her head or tips her toes, the tip of her chin touches her lips, a cute difference.
Since the beds are sleeping spaces next to each other, the difference was not a problem.
We continued to hug each other, exchanging tongues.
“…Because I did this, I take responsibility, Seokhyun.”
“Of course.”
If I didn’t plan on taking responsibility, I wouldn’t have started in the first place.
While saying those words, he slowly took off Mayri’s clothes while looking at her rabbit-like eyes.
“…I’m the first, so I’m definitely loyal.”
“Huh?”
“Oh, it’s nothing.”
I couldn’t hear Mei Li’s muttering properly, but seeing that she was nothing, it didn’t seem like she was that important.
In fact, she was doing something more important than that, so even if she spoke loudly, there was a high possibility that she wouldn’t have heard it properly.
Tuk, Tuk, Tuk.
Every time the button was undone, it felt like the shell of my heart was breaking one by one.
Slurp.
Like a fairy in her silk clothes, as each layer of her clothes disappears, Mei Li’s appearance for the first time in her life comes into view.
Mei Li, who was expressionless most of the time and did not show her emotions, had a bright red face.
She was so adorable that she curled up and tried to hide her bare body as much as possible, it was like she was going crazy.
“…Stop taking it off and hug me and do it for me.”
When she was acting cute from time to time, I really couldn’t understand how I could endure May Lee’s cuteness for so long.
I only crossed a line, but the relationship changed, the person looked different, and I fell in love with you.
“Okay, then.”
Anyway, the night is long and we will meet for a long time without being apart for a long time.
Breathe deeply, overlapping your skin to the point where you can’t even hear the sound of grumbling.
When skin touches skin, there is a sound of rubbing, and the naturally formed sweat makes each other more sticky.
We spent a long night holding hands like that.
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The morning we woke up with each other hugging each other tightly.
While she was fetching water, afraid that Mei Li might say that she was thirsty, she heard Mei Li’s voice.
“Seokhyun, I’ll turn a blind eye to the fact that you’re popular. I was thinking about that anyway.”
Phew.
“Kolok, kolok… What does that mean?”
“I said this while preparing in advance for something that would have been obvious even without looking at it. Because I plan to become more generous from now on.”
I squirted out the water I was drinking at once. But May Li nodded her head with a look on her face that seemed to have realized something about her.
She had a complex look on her face that was neatly organized.
“Seokhyeon, carry me.”
“Huh?”
“Thanks to someone, I no longer have any strength in my back, and her thighs are shaking so I won’t be able to walk if I don’t carry her.”
“Ah, ah…Ahhh…Uhhh.”
Carrying Mayri was one of the things I repeated a lot.
Today, after doing that, I don’t know if I was carrying it, but it felt really strange.
‘I’m even carrying Meili, who’s not wearing anything…’
While her emotions were fluctuating, Mei Li bit my neck and started shaking.
I don’t think I told you about this yesterday, but I don’t know if I realized it instinctively or what, but Meiri’s leaving marks has been going on for quite some time.
Jjook!
When she looked in the mirror after the obvious sucking sound was made to the end, there was still evidence on her neck that anyone could see that she had done it.
At that time, I had no idea how this kiss mark would be used. And this complacency threatened me with great karma at the academy a few hours later.
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Squeak.
“Huh?”
“Seokhyeon, you slept with me.”
The sticker she put on to cover up her kiss mark is torn off, and May Lee, who tore it off, explains the situation.
“…Meili?”
“Yes, why? Tell me you love me again like yesterday?”
“Oh, no, that’s…”
Why on earth are you saying that so openly?
Attention is pouring in.
The place where Mei Li opened her mouth was inside the academy’s S classroom. I couldn’t tell if she was doing it by chance or on purpose, but all of my acquaintances were gathered here.
How can you think of announcing it at a time like this? And why do the pouring gazes become increasingly stinging and hot?
‘Ah… We’re in big trouble.’
In fact, I knew why all the attention was pouring in, and I was able to understand what my fate would be in the future.
And one word from Bellos that perfectly summarized this situation completely penetrated my heart.
“In the end, I chose something other than a burger. Woo Do-hyun, give me the money, I won the bet.”
“Wow, Seokhyun, you’re really cool. I never thought I’d lose the bet.”
Not only Bellos but also Woo Do-hyun also offered a word of help.
Really, it was nice to have good friends.