Before Prying Away the Small O

Yun Wan has always been confident in appearance, she does meet the requirements, but…

Is this the time to say this? !

What are the conditions that make it look like recruiting? ! !

Yun Wan’s chest rose and fell for a few moments, and then said sympathetically, “Then do I still want to thank you for your compliment?”

You Chenxing is very generous, “No thanks, you deserve it.”

“…”

“…”

Yun Wan turned her back and ignored him.

It doesn’t make sense, it’s not better than the skin, what else to talk about, there’s no need to talk, what about love!

Besides, she is beautiful, and there are not many omegas in the younger generation who are better-looking than her. What’s wrong with liking her? You Chenxing doesn’t suffer. She is twenty-eight, and the woman is one year older than her!

If you really want to talk about it, it shouldn’t be her if you want to feel inferior.

snort!

When You Chenxing interrupted like this, the awkward atmosphere between the two of them dissipated like smoke.

Yun Wan’s whole mind was too busy to get angry, and he didn’t have time to be embarrassed.

After sitting for a while, Xiaoying came back after painting the sand painting. They paid the boss to frame it and stuffed the little girl into a small backpack.

Halfway through itinerary, You Chenxing glanced at his watch, then glanced at Yun Wan’s ankle, and said with Xiaoying, “Look, your little backpack is so heavy, it can’t hold much more things, time Well, it’s too late…”

“I said before, let’s go and leave, remember?”

Children are all playful, and this is the reason. After all, I was a little reluctant to give up. I glanced at the other half of the market that I had never been to, and nodded with nostalgia on my face.

But You Chenxing didn’t want to leave immediately, “Since you remember, let’s walk towards the school from here for about half an hour. The outside of the school is also in the market area, so you can play for another half an hour, okay?”

Xiaoying’s eyes lit up, “Sister You, you are the best!”

Rubbing the child’s soft head, You Chenxing said, “Go, we’ll be behind you, what you want to play and what you want to buy, call us if you like it.”

“It’s the same sentence, don’t go too fast, or you won’t be able to find you today if you lose it.”

“Yes.”

Xiaoying happily ran in front of the two people again.

After waiting for people to choose dolls in front of a booth, Yun Wan couldn’t help but sigh, “It’s so nice to be a child, it’s easy to satisfy.”

The eldest young lady was finally willing to talk to herself, and You Chenxing followed suit, “Yes, it’s not that complicated, you need to consider so much.”

Maybe the atmosphere is so good tonight.

It may also be that the chat like a friend just now made Yun Wan comfortable.

Or maybe it was because he knew that the other party liked him, and he had to raise his guard from time to time in getting along, and he unconsciously let go a lot.

Regardless of the reason, Yun Wan followed Xiaoying and said, “I always wanted a child before…”

“After my mother left, I felt that the feeling of home had changed. My father was a scientific researcher, and he was very busy. Don’t talk about taking care of me. You can eat three meals in the morning and noon on time, don’t stay up too much late, remember to go The apartment allocated by the scientific research institute is very good for a good rest.”

“I was basically taken care of by my aunt afterwards.”

“A person grows only once, and it is impossible to become smaller.”

“I just thought, if I can have a child, take on another identity in a new family, and watch the child grow up well, maybe I will regret it in disguise.”

Yun Wan smiled lightly, “You know, children are always very active and talk a lot. Having a child at home will be extraordinarily popular and lively.”

Yun Wan wanted a warm home.

Even if she can’t get any smaller, maybe she can realize this vision as a mother.

Her past cannot be changed, at least, her children’s family in the future is complete.

He bowed his head for a moment, and his tone became a little sparse, “Shen Li’s mother persuaded me not to be too obsessive, saying that children are fate, when I was young I didn’t think so, just… always thinking that I was of such a high level. omega, shouldn’t…”

“As a result, the one who broke the family is also a child. I don’t know if he has answered the old saying. The more you want to force something, the more you can’t get it…”

At this point, realizing that he was talking a little too much about personal things, Yun Wan coughed lightly, waved his hand, and quickly said, wanting to shake off the unpleasantness that was entangled in his body.

“I just saw Xiaoying and felt it. I didn’t mean to have a bad atmosphere. I…”

“I know.” You Chenxing interrupted Yun Wan’s hasty explanation with three words.

“It’s okay.” In the night, the woman’s voice contained an infectious peace, “It’s a good thing that you are willing to say it.”

“The more taboo you are, the more you don’t want to talk about it. If you can say it, it proves that your heart has been slowly resolved. Isn’t it a good thing?”

In the thousands of lights, You Chenxing turned his head and his long hair was blown up and down by the night wind.

The eyes crossed, and the corners of the woman’s eyes and brows seemed to contain a faint smile.

Strangely, Yun Wan did not feel ridiculed, but felt a different kind of understanding.

It seems that You Chenxing really understands…

After being stunned for a while, the eldest lady nodded lightly and said softly, “Yes.”

After visiting the market, Xiaoying got a backpack of toys, not counting, and finally passed a stuffed doll stall, Yun Wan also bought Xiaoying a bear that was as tall as hers and gave it to her.

You Chenxing’s own affairs are finished, Yun Wan knows that they won’t be able to stay for a few days.

Before leaving, I want to give Xiaoying a gift to express my feelings.

When I got into the car, my backpack and stuffed bear took up the space of a seat. A trip to the market was a rewarding experience.

When the car arrived on the way up the mountain, the lights, the crowd, and the hustle and bustle receded one by one, and Yun Wan yawned before feeling exhausted.

“Is it half past nine, I really don’t feel it at all in town.”

If it wasn’t for You Chenxing calling for the return trip, Yun Wan would still think that he could continue shopping at the market~

After getting into the car, I realized that I was so tired.

“There are many people and the lights are turned on, so I will be more excited.” You Chenxing said without surprise.

“Xiaoying, what do you think…” Turning her head to see the scene in the back seat, Yun Wan laughed and shook her head at You Chenxing, “She fell asleep holding the bear.”

“Children, it’s all like this. You’re crazy when you play, and you sleep the fastest when you’re tired.”

“Ok.”

After thinking about it, Yun Wan said, “Are you sleepy?”

“Fortunately, the unit physical training intensity is very strong, today is nothing.”

Looking at the road ahead, Yun Wan suddenly became curious, “Everyone said that you are a military academy that was supported by the state and planned to study in Beijing. Can you choose a university major? Or do you want to obey the arrangement?”

“By the situation.” Yun Wan asked, You Chenxing didn’t hide it, and said generously, “The first year of the Alpha and Omega participating in the support project is a unified teaching, in the basic course, Alpha will have an additional physical fitness test, and Omgea will have one more. an intelligence test.”

“The first year is over, and the students with the highest credits have the right to make their own choices, and the rest are subject to the arrangements of the state.”

Yun Wan: “Your grades are not bad, you should be in the group that has the right to choose, right?”

“Well, it’s not a head start, but fortunately, the level is taking advantage of it.” You Chenxing pointed out, “After all, it is an S-level alpha, so there is always some advantage in the physical test.”

Yun Wan felt that what she said was too subtle, and looked at You Chenxing, “Is there only some? Your pheromone is so special that more than one academy wants it?”

You Chenxing smiled, without any positive denial, but continued, “Anyway, after the final evaluation, the school suggested that I either enter the scientific research field, or become a special military branch, and then have some special tasks in the future.”

“As you can see, I entered the National Security Bureau.”

Yun Wan was surprised, “Is it still recommended that you enter the scientific research field?”

You Chenxing didn’t answer, “Didn’t you also say that my grades are not bad?”

But how can this be the same.

Even if You Chenxing couldn’t tell the difference, Yun Wan had a scale of her own in her heart.

It’s okay to have good grades in junior high school and high school here. After all, the overall educational resources are not good, but when I arrived in Beijing, my grades were still good, and I was even suggested to choose a scientific research major. This data is compared horizontally, but the AO who has the top educational resources in Shangjing since childhood is short. In just one year, not only can I catch up with the children of the noble family in Shangjing, but I can also achieve top-notch…

You Chenxing’s learning ability must be extremely powerful.

“How much did you measure your intelligence?”

The intelligence test has a score of 200. Generally speaking, the default range is 80-120 for normal people, 120-130 for superior intelligence, more than 130 is called supernormal, and above 140 is called genius.

According to the survey, excluding the highest and lowest, the intelligence range of Beta is mostly distributed between 80-130, Alpha is between 105-130, and Omega is between 110-130.

According to the statistics of the National Bureau of Statistics of China, the average intelligence of alpha in the country is 113, and that of omega is 123.

You Chenxing did not answer directly, but asked Yun Wan, “How much are you?”

When asked about Yun Wan’s strengths, “133.”

When the words fell, You Chenxing glanced at Yun Wan in surprise.

Yun Wan raised his chin and raised his eyebrows, “No way, intelligence is basically determined by genetics. You know that my parents are both from scientific research institutes. My intelligence is high, doesn’t it conform to the laws of genetics!”

You Chenxing smiled, “Indeed.”

“What about you? Don’t worry, I won’t laugh at you. The average intelligence of omega is higher than that of alpha…”

“135.” You Chenxing said before Yun Wan finished speaking.

“.”

Oh, Excuse me!

Seeing Yun Wan’s stuck appearance, You Chenxing’s smile widened.

The unpleasantness of being compared only lasted for a very short moment. After thinking about what You Chenxing’s 135 meant, Yun Wan was also shocked, “Then it’s no problem for you to choose scientific research, isn’t it bad for scientific research, why are you… …”

After a pause, Yun Wan was thinking about how to describe You, and You Chenxing took it for her, “Why did you choose a special military service that is more tiring and unpleasant, right?”

“It’s not to say it’s unflattering, just… I heard that when you do missions abroad, there will be casualties, is that so?”

The omega’s biggest understanding of struggle in the peaceful era is limited to internal fighting within the unit. As for the **** battle and the dead, that is too much.

“Yes.” You Chenxing drove slowly, Yun Wan asked, she was rarely interested in chatting, and said, “Except for a few specific areas of the National Security Bureau, when it comes to foreign missions, usually let them enter the bureau first. new employees on assignments, do you know why?”

“Young, quick response?”

“On the one hand, the bigger consideration is on an emotional level.”

You Chenxing took a deep breath, “Different places have different casualty rates, I don’t say the three places are the highest, but in the middle, it is certain that when newcomers are sent abroad, young people do have good physical functions. When he and most of the colleagues in the bureau are not so familiar yet, everyone will not be too sad.”

Yun Wan was silent.

This is a world she doesn’t know.

You Chenxing was also aware of this, so he waited for Yun Wan to digest it himself without urging him.

After a while, Yun Wan whispered, “Isn’t it better to be in a research institute than this kind of life-threatening work?”

“Although you can’t close your eyes for a few days when you are busy, at least, while you can achieve success, you are safe and sound, and there is no danger to your life, right?”

You Chenxing did not deny it, “Yes, the work of the scientific research institute should also be what many AOs aspire to.”

But she asked Yun Wan back, “But peace has never come by begging. If everyone goes to the scientific research institute, who will go to the National Security Bureau? Someone has to be at the forefront, right?”

Yun Wan suffocated.

You Chenxing’s demeanor was calm, he didn’t mean to condemn Yun Wan, and only calmly expressed his thoughts.

“There is a saying that – truth is only within the range of artillery fire.”

“The country needs the most cutting-edge weapons, technologies, and medicines developed by scientific research institutes. It also needs people like us to become invisible and protect the country’s shield.”

“The battle in the open is a matter for the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, and the battle in the dark is left to our group of people.”

Yun Wan hesitated, feeling that his thoughts were too selfish in comparison, but at the same time he couldn’t help but say: “So, is this the reason why you chose to be a special military branch, think, dedicate yourself?”

“No matter what industry I choose, this is my constant underlying logic.” You Chenxing turned the steering wheel, “But what prompted me to choose the latter between scientific research and special military services is because I am more suitable.”

“Look, I’m an S-level alpha, and I’m the best in terms of physical fitness. Although it’s only one level worse, it’s incomparable to an A-level alpha.”

“Again, most importantly, my pheromones are special.”

Thinking of something funny, You Chenxing really laughed, “You must not know, when I finally chose the direction, the two academies almost quarreled about it, right?”

“?”

“The scientific research side thinks that I am intelligent and innovative, and should go to them; the other side thinks that I am an S-class alpha, and S-class alphas are almost all special military services, and there are few, so why waste it? Do research.”

After a moment of silence, Yun Wan admitted: “It’s something that every school in our school can say.”

You Chenxing: “At that time, people from both sides came to me every day. It was very annoying, and they were all teachers, so I couldn’t see them.”

“What about the last?”

“Finally, on the special military side, the dean came to me once.”

You Chenxing can still recall that conversation now.

“Did he tell you that going to a special military service will give you the best benefits?”

“That’s not true, he just analyzed it with me.”

You Chenxing: “Because there is water in the air, my pheromone smell is equivalent to invisible to the human sense of smell, and it has the ability to suppress normal S-level alpha. In the case of a small amount of release, it has the additional attributes of detection and tracking… “

“Analyze the role of your pheromones?”

You Chenxing shook his head, silent for a moment, and said: “Analyze if I join a special military service, and the soldiers who are assigned the same mission as me, face the same danger, the casualties can be minimized to the greatest extent.”

– “The special military needs you.”

The words that the dean said when he left are still in his ears.

“When I enter a special military service, the difference in my abilities and pheromones can play the biggest role; but when I enter the field of scientific research, first of all, I am not an alpha from a family, and my family background does not provide me any advantages. Second, compared with intelligence above 140 A-level alpha and omega, I have no room to play at my level.”

“I think the dean is right. I should choose the place that suits me the most, so I joined the special military.”

“Finally, after three years of special training, I was assigned to three divisions of the National Security Bureau.”

“During the mission, my colleagues did not have any casualties, except…”

Not knowing what to think, You Chenxing’s voice condensed, her long eyelashes opened and closed for a few moments, but she skipped the topic, “Except for the last time.”

In just six words, the voice was lowered several degrees.

The woman didn’t choose to expand, and Yun Wan subconsciously didn’t ask more questions, thinking that it should be something the other party didn’t want to recall.

When they came back late, Aunt Meng called You Chenxing at the market, and said that the truck that occupied the road before, the family also pulled the goods today, and there were two more vehicles, and asked her if she needed one. car road.

Yun Wan’s ankle was much better, You Chenxing asked her and finally said no.

On the last section of the road, as expected, several large trucks blocked the front, and the off-road parked at the very front of the house.

After estimating the distance, You Chenxing said, “About fifteen minutes of walking time.”

Xiaoying slept too deeply and played too crazy today, so she didn’t wake up, and You Chenxing carried it back on her back for the last part of the road.

The giant doll couldn’t hold it, so he threw it into the car. The kid’s backpack was bulging, but not heavy. Yun Wan helped Xiaoying carry it.

“Wow, there are so many stars here.”

After getting out of the car and looking at the sky, Yun Wan sighed.

You Chenxing glanced at it, “Yes, in summer, the vision is also wide.”

More than that, compared to the night in Beijing, it is not an exaggeration to say that the sky is full of stars.

Yun Wan couldn’t help but keep looking up, You Chenxing was afraid that she would fall, so several reminders didn’t work, so he shook his head and said helplessly, “Forget it, this road in the village should also be repaired, maybe it will be fine when I come back next time. gone.”

“Before I left, I talked to the village chief to see how the municipal government planned. If you can’t do it, donate some more. Since the road is going to be built, we can simply go together. It will be easier for everyone to come in and out in the future.”

You Chenxing’s words made Yun Wan ask what he had always wanted to ask, “Is the first money you donated to the school a reward for military exploits?”

You Chenxing was surprised for a moment and nodded, “Yes.”

“You have donated, aren’t you afraid that you have no money to spend?”

“I have a salary.”

The salary is only a few dollars, which is not enough to pay a down payment for a house in Beijing. Yun Wan’s point is, “Aren’t you thinking about your own?”

You Chenxing was silent for a moment and thought for a while, then said to Yun Wan, “Our starting point is different, Yun Wan.”

“You haven’t suffered, you don’t know what this place was like when I was a kid.”

“Of course, I didn’t say that you are embarrassed. On the contrary, I hope that there will be more and more people like you, and that children can grow up prosperously, which means that our country is getting better and better.”

“But when I was a kid, here, high school was the highest degree.”

Yun Wan was surprised, “How could it be possible, even if it’s not AO, the state has something for poor students…”

You Chenxing lowered her head and smiled. She didn’t know how to explain it to the eldest lady who didn’t know the hardships. Even for a few moments, she actually didn’t want to explain. It wasn’t that she despised Yun Wan.

But maybe the atmosphere was so good today that he still said, “There are support plans, I know.”

“But have you ever thought that their family can’t wait?”

“The education level here is like this. When the subsidy is not as high as the AO, and the students can only be forced to finish university, perhaps their parents will think that instead of studying, it is better to work early and give back to the family. What is the reality? “

Yun Wan was speechless.

It suddenly occurred to me that You Chenxing could go to university because her second aunt would deduct the other party’s state subsidies.

The level of poverty here is indeed beyond her imagination.

“The previous situation was even worse, because this place is located at the junction of the edge of District 1 and District 5. If you go there, the other end is about to enter the desert. Many blasting experiments will be arranged at the base in that direction. The work around is either for high-precision scientific research personnel, in the base of the desert, or in our village, where high school is the highest degree, and the family thinks that studying is expensive, and in the end, the ancestors are trapped here for generations, a vicious circle. “

“Of course, it’s not that no one goes out, but there is nothing here, and those who go out will basically not come back.”

“I grew up and received a lot of gifts from everyone.”

“When I was a child, my neighbors would help me. After my grandfather passed away, what grievances did I suffer in my second uncle’s house. The uncle and aunt next door saw me as pitiful, and they would leave me for dinner and let me finish my homework at their house before going back.”

“My ticket to Beijing came from my high school. There are few children in college here. Due to geographical restrictions, there is no other way to get rich. There is only one elementary school, junior high school, and high school. The teachers know that they do not study. No, but I can’t persuade everyone…”

Looking down, You Chenxing’s voice was very soft, “Actually, what I can do is very limited.”

“I don’t know what I can do to help here…”

“But the educational resources have become better, and more people are always willing to send their children to study. For those who have the conditions to go to college, the high school will subsidize them a little more, and there will always be more families who are willing to let their children go out… “

“I can’t think of how to develop here, but if more and more people go out and raise the base, will there be more people coming back? I can’t think of a longer-term vision, but One day someone will find out what everyone can do on this mountain, even if we are still in the three-no-touch zone, can we slowly live better?”

At this moment, Yun Wan felt that You Chenxing’s eyes were shining.

“Of course, taking a step back, even if there are still very few people coming back, it’s not as good as I thought, but it’s good to raise the average education level here from junior high school to high school, and the average education level will be higher.”

“The higher the education level, the more books you read, the more ways you can always think of.”

“What do you think?”

Facing You Chen’s starry eyes, Yun Wan was speechless, and after a while, she nodded lightly.

You Chenxing sent Xiaoying back to Aunt Meng’s house, and put the schoolbag aside for Xiaoying. Aunt Meng saw so many things, and she was embarrassed to say that You Chenxing wasted money, and at the same time wanted to give You Chenxing money.

How could You Chenxing accept Aunt Meng’s money? He skipped this topic and left Aunt Meng’s house.

Back at their temporary settlement, Yun Wan finished washing up, still thinking about what You Chenxing said.

Then she thought of another sentence that You Chenxing asked her at the market.

“Then what do you think of me?”

For those who couldn’t answer at the market, in the car, on the road, after hearing what You Chenxing said twice, a new outline was blurred in his mind.

In general, You Chenxing was completely different from what she thought before.

She’s… actually pretty good.

Various aspects.

Even talking about the latter, Yun Wan felt that she shouldn’t have asked like that at the beginning. With the consideration of You Chenxing’s answer, the starting point of her question seemed to be very narrow and selfish.

After washing her hair, the internet in the living room was connected, You Chenxing took the laptop to the living room and was waiting for something to download.

As for washing, she always moved fast, and when Yun Wan came out, the woman was already working on documents.

Before returning to the room, Yun Wan held on to the door for a long time, and finally called out to You Chenxing.

The woman looked up and raised her eyebrows.

Yun Wan’s heart was stunned, and in the end she felt that she should say, and said, “I’m sorry for what happened before.”

“Although I know now that your mind is not on promotion, but I’ve put you together, I’ll say sorry anyway.”

“Excuse me.”

He lowered his head and apologized in a low voice, really embarrassed.

You Chenxing lowered his eyes for a moment, to Yun Wan’s surprise, the woman’s expression was a little helpless.

With a light breath, You Chenxing said, “Actually, from your standpoint, I can understand your behavior.”

“Shen Li, I have something wrong with me.”

“Actually, I’ve always wanted to ask you, but I always feel that it’s hard to speak…”

“?” Yun Wan raised her eyes.

It took a moment for your eyes to meet with You Chenxing, and You Chenxing finally asked, “Yun Wan, Shen Li and Tang Xing, it’s not wrong to hide from you, but it seems that it can’t be said to be right.”

“The things you said on rainy days… Indeed, I know what happened between them…”

“It doesn’t matter if you didn’t know it from the start…”

“After that time, I’ve been wanting to ask you, since you already know, then you…”

After another small pause, You Chenxing asked her in a very soft voice, “Do you want to know from me what happened to Shen Li and Tang Xing?”

You Chenxing: “If you want to ask, I’ll say it.”

“The choice is yours.”

The woman looked good under the light, but Yun Wan felt a chill down her spine when they looked at each other.

Reason knows that he should refute, saying that this is the case, and he does not want to know.

But the emotion stuck to her throat again, so that she couldn’t say anything to refuse no matter what.

After a long silence, You Chenxing saw it through, “Understood, you want to know.”

Yun Wan couldn’t refute it.