Best Actor Wants To Stay With Me

Xia Siyu drove the car, leading him all the way forward. Originally Qingcheng Apartment was in the center of Yancheng, but Xia Siyu directly took him west and north, and got on the expressway out of the city.

Along the way, Xia Siyu was also silent. You don’t need to look at Xia Siyu’s navigation and positioning, just look at her face, look at her expression at the moment, you know where she is going and who she sees.

The car went farther and farther, and at sunset, the sun shone from the winding mountains in the north. It was autumn, and the maple leaves on the mountain were all red. With this **** sunset, there is a particularly desolate feeling.

After getting off the highway and walking a small road, the car stopped in a parking lot not long after driving. Bo Yan got out of the car and, as expected, arrived at the destination-“Yancheng Cemetery”.

I want to know that Xia Siyu is usually heartless and accustomed to it. Even if she was suppressed, she didn’t react much. But there is only one person who can touch her mind-her mother.

No wonder this guy burned incense and took a bath last night, and he didn’t eat meat and fish today, just to see her. So this guy wanted to take pictures before, and took pictures of the two trophies he won, just to show her mother.

Speaking of it, they have been together for several years, but Xia Siyu never took him to see her mother, and she didn’t even mention it during the long period of their reunion. This doesn’t mean that she doesn’t care, it’s precisely because she cares the most, that’s why she doesn’t want to share it with others. Even mentioning it is considered blasphemous.

In addition, she herself was “unsatisfied” back then. After ten years in the industry, I only got the female partner the year before, and only this year the female lead. For the previous eight years, it was a complete mess. Some people will say that some celebrities have been in the industry for 20 or 30 years, but they still can’t get half of the award.

This can only be said to pursue a difference, Xia Siyu’s goal, and only his mother. Until now, she didn’t think she could surpass her mother’s ability back then. After all, my mother was a genius who took two queens before the age of 30, and can also win the gold medal for dancing. If it hadn’t been for the public opinion storm, maybe she would not retreat, maybe she could continue to shine, and perhaps the achievements would have been limitless.

This is also the reason why she hasn’t come to see her mother for several years, because she feels embarrassed to see her. Until today, after taking two pictures on her own, she felt that she should be qualified to see her, so she dared to come over.

Bo Yan walked in with her. Today is not a weekend, nor is it a day like Qingming Chongyang, so there are not many people in the cemetery. Especially now it’s close to dusk, and it’s even less traveled.

The entire cemetery is surrounded by mountains and rivers, with winding mountains to the north, and not far away, the moat flows slowly. Feng Shui is good, but the people in the tomb can’t enjoy it. No matter how good it is, it is for the living.

When he arrived at the location, Bo Yan knew why Xia Siyu said that he didn’t need to buy flowers.

Because there were no tombstones at all, Xia Siyu planted a tree in the place of the tomb.

The tree selected is the green pine, and the year of the transplanted tree also happens to be the birth and death year of the mother. In the past few years, the trees are growing well and they are very green. Although Xia Siyu hadn’t had a face in the past few years, she had always been taken care of very well. There are dedicated people who trim and fertilize, and they don’t have the gloomy sense of horror in the general cemetery, but a little more solemn.

The piece of land Xia Siyu chose was not bad, just at the highest spot of this hill. The trees are proudly independent, overlooking the cemetery area at the foot, if it is the position of the tree canopy, you can also see the edge of the city.

The environment is quiet and there are trees, so there are a lot of birds in this area, and the sound of birds is constant. Autumn is the season when the pine cones mature, and there are even squirrels jumping between the branches and leaves.

Xia Siyu took a step forward, and Bo Yan followed her forward. I have been observing her expression, afraid that she will be angry or sad. Xia Siyu walked under the tree, reached out and touched the trunk lightly. The bark has a moist and rough texture. She raised her head and looked at the green pine needles on it all the year round: “Actually, I also violated my mother’s last wish. She felt that people died when they died, burned to ashes, and sprinkled them in the rivers. On the mountain, how did you come and how to go back. She didn’t want to see the other people in the Qin family, including my father. Anyway, at the end of life, she experienced everything. There were times of suffering and times of happiness. In the end, she only hoped that I was well. I don’t want to be a burden to me, and I don’t want to make a special trip for her every year.”

In fact, she understood that her mother didn’t just want to see those who didn’t want to see. My mother retired because of “**”‘s discredit, and later was looked down upon by the Xia family for a long time because of this incident. Although she didn’t say anything on the surface, there must be a grudge in her heart. If this happened to Xia Siyu, she would not feel ashamed at all. Instead, she would call the police backhand and send the person who wanted to spread her private photos to prison.

But my mother is different. After all, she is still an older generation, and she is so strong, so she can’t let go of it.

In other words, Xia Siyu’s attitude of disregarding black fans is because of her mother’s experience. It was a mistake that made her a firm character no matter how she was scolded in the entertainment industry for many years. Otherwise, she has fallen into a trough twice and has been overwhelmed by darkness for many years. The average person is not strong enough to withstand it, and she may not be able to wait for the day of “redress” and she will be devastated.

Bo Yan was silent. There are many painful experiences that take a lifetime to heal. It cannot be cured in a lifetime, and it may fall to the next generation. Xia Siyu’s strange personality stems from her childhood. Although her parents love her very much, they can’t give her a complete family. The life of the two countries has increased her sense of separation in her personality. The mother’s experience also warned her, just be yourself firmly. No need to care about other people’s comments.

So she is confident and inferior, arrogant and sober, enjoying a lot of love but lacking love.

But all the way to the present, she seems to finally understand that one’s life should not be limited to the shackles of childhood. Her world can actually be very broad. Ms. Tong’s family, whom she hated very much, and the Xia family, who had little affection, regarded them as mortal enemies. But when I look at it now, I suddenly feel that those people are a bit ridiculous.

Everyone talked about benevolence, righteousness, and morality, but in the end they broke the blood in the fight for property, why bother?

Competing with these people is her price.

In the same way, she also found her goal in her career. Not only is a PK with Shang Feier, she also wants to stand higher and farther. Let people from generation to generation remember that there was a particularly awesome actor in the past, she is a Chinese national, the daughter of Wen Qunxiao, her name is Xia Siyu!