Chapter 54
Mu Yixi couldn’t remember how he got out of Mu Yixuan’s room.
Mu Yixuan had however reassured him that she would never mess with Qin He while she was still young. Since he did not have an excuse to clean up Qin He, Mu Yixi smiled and nodded reflexively, not knowing where to go.
Then Mu Yixi came out and saw Feng Weiming standing outside. Mu Yixi and Mu Yixuan were a boy and a girl, and it was not good for them to be in the same room alone after closing the door, so they didn’t close the door when they were chatting just now. If Feng Weiming had been here all along, he would have heard all the words said between the brother and sister.
Mu Yixi looked at Feng Weiming blankly for two seconds before barely pulling up the corners of his lips and passed him on his way back to his room.
On the way, his left foot stumbled against his right foot, and he stumbled and almost fell.
Feng Weiming moved faster than his thoughts, and immediately walked over to support him, Mu Yixi looked up at him, and his blank eyes slammed into Feng Weiming’s heart.
Feng Weiming sighed secretly, and he said softly, “Mu Yixi, hold on.”
Back in his room, Mu Yixi seemed to have recovered, and said embarrassedly, “Hey, I let you see a joke, I’m fine. Thank you, Mingming…”
Feng Weiming held his hand silently.
Mu Yixi was stunned for a moment, then the expression on his face faded little by little.
Silence spread between the two.
After a long while, Feng Weiming said, “A Xuan cares about you…”
“I know…” Mu Yixi smiled bitterly: “I just…” I didn’t expect Mu Yixuan to see it.
In his new life, Mu Yixi’s goal was to be nice to Mrs. Mu, Mu Yiqi and Mu Yixuan, and to do everything to make them happy and avoid any possible harm towards them. He thought that he was clever, that he did not leave a trace, and that everything was well concealed. Unexpectedly, even a thirteen-year-old girl could read his mind. Since Mu Yixuan could see it, what about Mrs. Mu?
Mu Yixi felt that he had been stripped of his face.
What was especially frustrating to him was that he couldn’t help Mrs. Mu for the time being, but Mu Yiqi and Mu Yixuan already had their own ideas and felt disapproval and resistance to his interference. Mu Yixuan’s words were very pleasant, but they couldn’t hide the meaning of “Brother, don’t worry about me, take care of yourself first”.
He was single-mindedly devoted to their purpose in life and still did not gain their approval.
But if he didn’t make atonement to them for the mistakes he once made, what was the purpose of his rebirth?
The goal set since childhood had failed, and Mu Yixi was unprecedentedly at a loss.
“Don’t you have anything else you want to do besides surrounding Mrs. Mu, Mu Yiqi and Mu Yixuan?” Even Feng Weiming couldn’t help but ask.
To be honest, Feng Weiming was also awakened after accidentally listening to what Mu Yixuan said to Mu Yixi.
Feng Weiming knew Mu Yixi better than others. All along, he took Mu Yixi’s actions in his eyes and knew that he had deep feelings for Mrs. Mu, Mu Yiqi and Mu Yixuan. But Mu Yixi’s dedication to them had always given him an indescribable sense of dissonance. What he did was often very meticulous and careful, but the starting point was very strange. Preventing an adolescent younger brother from falling in love was quite unbelievable. Feng Weiming couldn’t understand why Mu Yixi had to be so careful.
Mu Yixuan’s words made Feng Weiming suddenly enlightened.
Mu Yixi’s feelings for Mrs. Mu, Mu Yiqi and Mu Yixuan’s were not as simple as simply caring, it was almost paranoid, and he imposed what he thought was right on them – although so far, the facts had proved that he was correct, but what about later?
He protected them so tightly, as if he wished to contain them in glass bottles. In the future, when Mu Yiqi and Mu Yixuan grew up, how will they face the complex and treacherous society? How would they take responsibility for their own life?
Besides, where did he put himself? Was the meaning of his life all in others? What about his own life?
“I want them to be happy…” Mu Yixi said babblingly. For the first time, he confided his heartfelt thoughts to someone.
Feng Weiming felt that Mu Yixi was stupid at this moment: “Mu Yixi, they like you, they love you, and they also want you to be happy…” Feng Weiming really felt that this was the most disgusting thing he had ever said in his life.
Mu Yixi looked at him and shook his head: “You don’t understand.” Feng Weiming didn’t know what he owed Mrs. Mu and to them.
“Why don’t I understand? I know what it’s like to like someone.” Feng Weiming said lightly, looking deeply into Mu Yixi’s eyes: “It’s all the same, I hope to see the person I like happy and not suffering any hurt…”
Mu Yixi looked at him in shock, because he saw the shallow but unquestionable affection in his eyes – for him!
“Mu Yixi, I dare to say that I like you. Do you dare to accept it?”
“Who do you like?” Mu Yixi was so surprised that his voice changed!
Feng Weiming lowered his eyelashes, tilted his head to touch his lips, and asked calmly, “What do you think?”
Mu Yixi was petrified.
“Mingming, are you kidding…?” It seemed like half a century had passed before Mu Yixi found his voice. He was used to seeing Feng Weiming’s face looking choked and annoyed. Just now, just now… Feng Weiming was playing tricks on him, right?
He put so much effort, at most, it would just have made Feng Weiming not hate him, but like? Or this kind of love? He and Feng Weiming were both men!
“Do you think I want to like you this much?” Feng Weiming raised his eyebrows slightly as if he was very reluctant to say it.
Mu Yixi looked at him blankly.
“What’s so good about you? You’re not as handsome as me (Mu Yixi’s eyes were out of the window, Feng Weiming actually thought he’s handsome!), not as good as me in studies, do not have as high an IQ as me, are treacherous and cunning, and always think of people as fools, I don’t know if I’m a fool too…” Feng Weiming’s tone contained a touch of resentment. Falling in love with such a person, he was also very depressed, okay?
Originally, he thought that his attention to Mu Yixi was because of Mu Yiqi and Mu Yixuan, but now, he couldn’t deceive himself.
He was not happy when he looked at other girls, and he didn’t want to see him so tired and burdened for Mrs. Mu, Mu Yiqi and Mu Yixuan. He allowed him to be close to them, and would even let him run around for them without resisting, but he also wanted him to care more about himself, so he spent his time and energy in giving him helpful suggestions…
If this was not liking, Feng Weiming didn’t know what liking was.
When did this start? Feng Weiming was also puzzled.
Mu Yixi never dreamt that his opponent from his previous life would confess to him!
Of course, he didn’t hate Feng Weiming, but this kind of love?
Mu Yixi unconsciously licked the lips that Feng Weiming touched just now.
On Feng Weiming’s snow-white cheeks slowly appeared a touch of red, which made him look unbelievably beautiful.
For a moment, Mu Yixi forgot Mrs. Mu, Mu Yiqi and Mu Yixuan, and only heard the pounding sound of her heart.
He whimpered and hugged his head: “Let me think about it, let me think about it…”
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T/N: Out of the blue confession….
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