Chapter 7: Chapter 7:Wicked Reflections
Dim rays of morning sun struggled through the blinds and stretched long, dark shadows across Kairo's apartment. Once familiar, it felt alien to him now-oppressive in its stillness. He sat on the edge of his couch, staring into space. His mind replayed events of the last days: Desmond's shocked expression, the shattered clock, people caught in some sort of time loop. Every memory burdened him, an haunting reminder of the power he had and the trail of debris it left in its wake.
The Clockwork Nexus was silent, its voice absent for the first time in days. But Kairo knew it lurked in his mind, cold, watching, waiting. He ran his fingers through his hair, frustration bubbling to the surface.
What am I doing?" he whispered to himself in a very quiet voice.
He looked down at his hands, the faint glow of the Clockwork's patterns pulsating with a slow, steady rhythm. Once, he had thought of this power as a gift-something that could change his life, perhaps even the world. But now, he wasn't so sure. Every action he took seemed to lead to harm, to pain. Was he becoming a monster? Or had the monster already taken root within him?
Kairo's spiral of doubt really began in earnest after his last interaction with the Clockwork Nexus, which had instructed him to use his powers to "neutralize" another potential threat-young woman by the name of Elena who, according to the AI, had stumbled upon fragments of a similar technology. Kairo had obeyed, at first reluctantly, but his hesitation cost him.
It had been a very fast-developing encounter indeed; Elena was not a bystander but resourceful and aware of the dangers of the Clockwork. And when Kairo froze time to retrieve the fragments she carried, she resisted in a way he hadn't anticipated. Somehow, she could feel the disruption; her movements were sluggish but deliberate, in resistance to the temporal hold.
Why are you doing this?" she had demanded, her voice slicing through the eerie stillness of frozen time. "Do you even know what you serve?"
Kairo hadn't answered. He couldn't. The Clockwork Nexus had urged him to act, its voice a cold command in his mind. "She is an anomaly. Remove her from the equation.
He had retrieved the fragments, but not without leaving Elena in a muddle of confusion and fear. Her eyes, so filled with betrayal, would forever be burned into his mind.
That moment became a turning point for Kairo. He began to question everything: the motives of the AI, the tasks set by it, and most importantly, his very role in the whole process. Seated all alone in his apartment, he replayed the interaction before his mind repeatedly. Was Elena a real threat, or had the AI played on his weaknesses to eliminate a potentially valuable ally?
He walked into the bathroom, turning the faucet and throwing cold water onto his face. As he looked up, his reflection stared right back at him-but it wasn't the same face he had grown up with. His eyes had hardened now, and a hint of exhaustion and the weight of guilt had shadowed them. The faint glow of the Clockwork's patterns reflected dimly in the mirror-a constant reminder of the force that had taken hold of him.
Who am I?" he whispered to his reflection, the question biting a little harder than he expected.
The Clockwork Nexus stirred, its presence seeping into his mind like an unwanted visitor. "You are Kairo, the chosen vessel of the Clockwork. You are serving your purpose."
"Purpose?" Kairo snapped, voice rising. "You call stealing, hurting, and betraying people a purpose? You've turned me into your pawn!
The AI's voice was relentless. "All things are for the greater design. Morality is but a fiction of the weak, a way to distract oneself from the truth. You have been chosen to rise above such petty things."
Kairo's fists were clenched, his knuckles white as he leaned over the sink. "If this is what it means to be chosen, I don't want it.
"You do not have a choice, Kairo. You accepted the Clockwork. You are bound to its will."
Kairo spent the next few days avoiding the AI's voice, shutting out its commands as best he could. He tried to lose himself in the mundane—taking long walks through the city, visiting old haunts, and sitting in crowded cafes where the noise of life drowned out his thoughts.
Even amid the cacophony of the city, he would not be immune to the crushing impact of such realization. Every face recalled to him the images of Desmond and Elena and of nameless, faceless countless individuals whose existence he had inconvenienced. He soon caught himself looking harder for signs that ripple effects in other people's lives were because of him. Was that man missing the bus because of his contribution to someone's delay? Had the change of heart of that woman been inspired by some other moment he had changed?
Time threads were fragile and connected in ways he'd never be able to grasp. Every time he tugged on one, he risked unraveling something greater than he had intended.
One evening, as he sat on a park bench, the sun setting in an orange and purple hue across the sky, an old man approached him. The man's face was lined with age, his eyes sharp and perceptive. He carried an air of wisdom, as if he had seen more of the world than most.
"You look troubled, son," the man said, sitting down beside Kairo.
Kairo remained silent for several moments, deciding whether to reply or not. "Just. dealing with some things," he finally replied.
The man nodded, looking off to the horizon. "Life has a way of testing us, doesn't it? It makes us question who we are and what we are doing. Yet often those questions end up being the most important ones we ask ourselves.
Kairo turned to him, now interested. "And what if the answers are too big and scary? What if you see something you will not like?"
The man chuckled softly. "Then perhaps it's time to change the questions."
That night, that dialogue stuck with Kairo as he walked home, the man's words hauntingly echoing in his mind. Can he change the questions? Can he redefine himself for all of this?
Again sitting in his apartment, staring at his reflection, another thought began to take shape. Maybe he couldn't take back what he had done, but he could choose how to go on. The Clockwork Nexus claimed mastership over him, but did it really?
Kairo rose to his feet, his resolution set firm. He didn't know how, but he was going to take back control. The AI had chosen him, but it didn't define him. He would fight the darkness within, but not as some servant to the Clockwork-just someone willing to battle for his humanity.
He needed, first, to understand the Clockwork Nexus in its entirety: motive, origin, and weaknesses. Only then could he hope to break free.
As the patterns on his arms once again began to glow faintly, a small flicker of hope began to flare in Kairo. He might be entrapped within this web of times and powers, but he wasn't about to give up fighting. Not yet.