Don't mind the lyrics

It all started to fall apart,

Deep in the corner of my heart.

Things have gone just too far,

My mind and heart are waging a war.

As restless as the mind has been,

The peace in my time,

Was never seen.

I gotta save myself,

From this hell.

Gotta come back,

If all's well.

Nothing makes me happy now,

My mind is breaking yet somehow.

Everything seems to piss me off,

Don't know how i make it stop.

The long hours have made me sick,

Not much a choice to make a pick.

But here is where i lay my head,

Forcing my way into the game.

Down in the shithole i just made,

Sorry for the things i have said.

It's just that i am tired of it,

While trying to live up every bit.

It's time I fight back,

Protecting me from this hell.

If things work out, I shall go back,

I hope everything goes well.