Enlightenment Through BDSM

Kneeling there topless as Emi walked in wasn’t that different, honestly. I’d already been seen topless by over half a dozen people the last few days, and I still had managed to keep my last bit of modesty for all those people, save Kalia of course. I mean, Dreck might have seen something when I emerged from the brush the first time, but I was pretty sure that bush covered my lack of one. All in all, it was just one more person that had seen my boobs, so no biggie, right? 

No, doesn’t really work that way. I doubted it would ever be that easy, and I was already dealing with the teasing Kalia was doing, embarrassed at stripping away all my clothes with what was essentially magic to me, all at her direction, all because of the vow I’d made to follow her orders. Wait. 

Emi stared at me, Kalia stared at Emi, and I was stuck in the middle, my one hand still grasping my leggings, the other grasping that incorporeal space, pulling them together, still burdened by Kalia’s last command. The pants disappeared, leaving my completely bare in front of the shocked Emi. 

I let out a shriek, covering myself with my hands a couple seconds after they disappeared, finally in full control of my body again now that I’d finally completed Kalia’s task. 

“Right then, good talk,” Emi said, closing the tent flap. 

“Get back in here!” Kalia said, already starting to stand up, royally pissed off. 

“No, don’t do that!” I screamed right as Emi’s hand appeared through the flap. 

Kalia looked between me and the hand, realizing the conundrum. “Damnit… Get out and stay out then! I’ll deal with you in the morning, you rat!” 

“I’m not a rat! I’m— You know what, fair play; I’ll be off now.” 

Emi’s hand disappeared back into the night, leaving just a mortified me and a cross Kalia. “I knew this was a mistake. Are you okay?” she asked, kneeling next to me and placing a hand on my shoulder. That felt so… I didn’t even know, but me kneeling there, covering myself up with her hand on me felt so right at the time, so comforting. I had half a mind to play it up, get any extension of that I could, but I knew I needed to be truthful right now.

“I’m fine.” I started lowering my hands, sitting back down on my heels again, more relaxed, though I could still both feel and see the flush of embarrassment across my body. “It was mostly just surprising, I guess.”

“Right, I’m sorry, I… I should’ve told you to stop. I was surprised too, didn’t think about it.” She looked so guilty, like a dog that had chewed up the couch while her owner was gone. It didn’t feel good seeing her like that, honestly, in a way that kind of made me feel guilty too. I mean, she was supposed to be the owner, me the pet, right?

But I knew that wasn’t how it could be all the time, so I smiled at her, placing my hands on hers atop my shoulder. “It’s okay, really. I realized what was happening, but I didn’t say the safe word. If it was something I really hated, I would have.”

She managed to smile back at that, twisting her hands around and taking one of my own in them. We’d held hands before, walking through the city and stuff, but this time felt different, like we were really doing it together, just to hold hands instead of leading me cause I didn’t know how to navigate the town.

“So you’re really alright?”

“Yes, but there’s one thing…” I instantly felt guilty as her eyes widened, but not too guilty.

“What’s wrong?”

“I just… wanted to know if I was a good girl, for completing the task even though someone walked in.”

It was fun watching her face squirm as she tried to hide her amusement and get back into serious “play” mode. “Yes, you were a very good girl.” Even though I was mostly just teasing before, hearing those words still activated something in me, had my tail swooshing through the air and ears standing up at attention. “I think you just might deserve a reward. What do you say?”

Every bone in my body wanted to scream yes, but the my brain, horny-addled as it was, knew better. “Only if you think so, Lady Kalia…”

“Very well,” she said, slipping back onto the bedroll. “It’s obvious that you have something you want to be doing, considering the glistening on your lips right there.” God, being naked in front of her wasn’t that bad anymore, but comments like that still pierced right through any mental defense I could muster, made my mind like putty in her hands. “Am I right?”

“I, uhm… Yes, Mistress.”

“Yes, Mistress, what?”

I could tell she was goading me, but I was also actually confused about what she was getting at. “Yes, Mistress, you’re right?”

“No no, tell me what I’m right about. Tell me what you want, everything that you want.”

Oh. Yeah, that was worse. It was easier when she was controlling me, when I could pretend I didn’t have a choice in the matter as long as I didn’t say the safe word. This wasn’t even really a command either, not her using her skill, which she could apparently choose when and where to activate. This was her forcing me to admit my desires, not because I physically couldn’t stop myself, but because I couldn’t bare to not tell her.

“Oh, and no touching yourself until you do tell me everything.”

My hand froze. That was a real command, one I had to obey until she told me otherwise. It was so cruel, that I didn’t have to tell her, but that I couldn’t get any release until I did. I hadn’t even noticed my hand was creeping towards my pussy until she’d said anything, and now felt my other arm moving away from my breast too, the one I’d already been unconsciously rubbing. What if Emi had walked in then instead? I squeezed my legs together at the thought, desperately needing more, completely incapable of giving it to myself.

“I want to touch myself,” I started. “I want to see you naked, and I want you to touch me. I want to fuck myself, spread my spread my legs wide for you, for Emi to walk in while I’m doing it, Elash, and Edelin too, and… Fuck, I want the whole town to see!”

My hands were free, and they went to work immediately, one pinching my nipple, hard, the other vigorously rubbing up and down my slit as Kalia sat there stunned. 

“Well, then,” she eventually said, watching me wriggle and writhe as I went at myself. “Some of those things may have to wait. Getting the whole town to see you at once will require some prior scheduling, making sure everyone’s calendars are clear.” God, I can’t believe I actually said that. Did I even actually really want that? I’d said it, and my hands weren’t free until I did, so…

“And I’ll be damned if I let Emi see you naked again without giving her a stern talking to about personal boundaries. And you’re already touching yourself, so that’s another want taken care of. I think that leaves two left, really? You want to see me naked, and you want me to touch you?”

“Yes,” I said, hissing the last letter as I panted through my teeth.

“Well then, I did say you deserve a reward for being a good girl, right?”

“Yes, Mistress!” God, I really should’ve been focused on being quieter.

“That’s what I thought,” she said with a devilish smile, one that I knew was about to precede some form of torture she had in store for me. “Well, you’ll get your reward, but that certainly sounds like two rewards to me. So, which would you rather have?”

“Huh?” I said, brain trying to reformulate itself into something that could communicate, pull its thoughts away from my arousal for just one second.

“You were a good girl, a very good girl, but I can’t go spoiling you, can I? So, pick one. Me naked, or me touching you.”