Great Novelist

Me, others, and friends (3)

Do you want to go get some ice cream?

He asked.

Spring gives me a nod. And I felt relieved. The streets were crowded and cluttered. Spring was so relaxed that he thought he might not have heard his slightly neurotic remarks.

He went to the convenience store and bought ice cream.

“An expression of remorse for making you angry. ”

I didn’t miss it. Spring bows without a word. Again, I look bad to him. You shouldn’t be doing this. My calm stomach just started to rumble again. It was difficult for me to stay calm with him. His face is so peaceful in front of him.

“What’s the matter? ”

“I’m a little dizzy because there are so many people. ”

“Let’s take a walk somewhere quiet. ”

“Yes.”

All you have to do is tell a lie. Spring covered my mouth with ice cream. The sweet taste spread on the tip of my tongue.

I wonder how long it took. By the time they had finished eating all the ice cream, there was a small playground. He pointed to the place.

“Let’s take a break over there. ”

“Yes, it’s been a long time. ”

The two of them sat on the swing. When he sat next to the spring, he flew quite far compared to the mild rolling of his feet. Spring’s head shifts to the right and to the left, following him. Every time Australia rises high, the wind blows.

“Good riddance. ”

And compliments come out of her mouth in a habit.

“You can do it with a little foot roll. ”

She laughed.

“You want a ride? ”

“No, it’s okay. ”

The wind blows. It is rather hot. I think it was spring a little while ago. Spring is also fragile.

Spring looked at him. In fact, it was a question of why I summoned myself. If it were clothes, it would have been better to come pick them with Seongwang or Baron. There was a reason, a reason to call her by her name.

He slowed down. The swing has stopped.

The instant he opened his mouth, I felt the spring. This atmosphere. This air. It was as if something was ending as if it were the season.

“Actually, there’s a contest you want to go to. ”

He said casually.

“You wanted to write another book. ”

He approaches to end the spring with a relaxed tone.

“I could have used it better in school centuries. You don’t want to take out the trash, either. ”

He told her with a stiff expression.

“This hat is also corny. ”

Spring is thinking.He’s sharp. It was easy for me to see a lot of things around me. He already knows about himself. The character, Juho, would have already noticed the intermediate distance between Sunhwa and herself.

So Spring decided to turn itself in.

“I’m used to it.”

A more bold voice came from my mouth than I thought.

“I’m used to what? ”

“Not doing what you want to do. ”

I was used to taking out other people’s garbage and seeing other people’s eyes.

“There’s nothing special. I just looked at the adults, and I looked at the world, and I thought that other people were more important than me. I’m weak, so I can’t live on my own. So I’ve been naturally dependent on others. ”

Spring was a word with a self-made smile.

“Have you read the book” Bird Trace “? ”

He nods quietly.

“Kites out there are scared of birds. So I ran away into the night. They give up sunlight and open their eyes at night without birds. ”

Spring blurs. I was thinking of something.

“I was terrified. That book is scary. I realized once again how cruel a choice is. I don’t have the courage to live through the night, or the will to overcome the horror. It’s too much for me.”

Choosing is giving up something. She gave up her symbol instead of relying on others.

And…

Giving up on her instead of running away. I remembered a purple lantern flower that I had once seen in his head. Spring and sunshine.

“You chose to be a sunflower and a stranger. ”

“· · · · · · · · I didn’t mean to. ”

They were not friends.

We use each other as tools. It’s easier not to see people as people than I thought. All you have to do is think about yourself. Think only of your own interests. Animals may not be friends with tools. We just use it. If we don’t need it, we throw it away.

You have no idea what this meant under your choices.

“But here’s the thing. Running is a choice, and relying on others is a choice. After all, you’re responsible. ”

And now, he is here to help her. If you don’t have the courage or the will, borrow it from someone else. Like the writing says, we can’t live alone.

Spring said with a gloomy face.

“Why do you have to do that? I just want to stay put. ”

“That’s your life. Your life that Mr. Moon can’t live for. ”

Spring bit my lip. Then he spoke in a suppressed voice.

“I’m afraid to put myself before others. Then I’m the only one who knows. ”

I had a moment. A slight hot wind passed between the two of them.

He opened his mouth.

“Every story has an end. Just like the bird tracks. ”

Spring asked. The end of the bird trail varied from interpretation to interpretation. Every reader can accept a good ending or a bad ending.

“I’m transferring to Shenzhen. ”

Spring opened its mouth. Nothing comes out of the mouth. Really? Why? Far away? Just me?

He doesn’t take his eyes off her expression.

“That’s a lie.”

“What?”

“That’s a lie.”

Shenzhen’s transferring. He said in a casual voice. Why, Spring asked.

“Why, did you lie like that? ”

“What were you thinking? ”

He answered with a question. The shivering eyes, the thoughts that remain at the end. Looking at the spring so far, it was roughly expected.

We need to find someone else. We need to find someone else to replace her. I need to find someone to choose for me, someone to help me when I’m in trouble, someone I can depend on.

The white face tells me the correct answer.

“How long will I be seduced by others? ”

That’s what I said to Sunhwa. Similar words.

“Are you going to do it again? ”

“I don’t know. I don’t know. ”

She looks tired. He said.

“You still have to choose. If you don’t want to get naked.”

“· · · What would you do? ”

He looked up at the sky for a moment. I can still see clear skies. It was far from the end of the day. I also had a similar word in my mouth this time.

“Ask yourself, ”

I lowered my head a little in spring. For her, Lord spoke comfortably.

“If you want to stay this way, that’s fine. That’s your choice, too. I’m not gonna say anything. I won’t hate you. I’ll be the only one left with Sunhwa. Let me be your friend instead of Sunhwa. So you’re going to kill two rabbits, a friend and someone you can count on. Good.”

Spring bit my lip. I couldn’t figure out why. I’d like it if he’s right. I stay this way and become friends with him. I don’t want anything more.

But…

I see a red hat above his head. It’s corny. It’s so corny, it makes me laugh. I even found a hat like that.

“No.”

I hated myself for being swayed by Lord’s lies. You are who you are. Self-dependent. I hated it now.

“Why?”

He asked why. Spring answered.

“I want to be friends with you. ”

“What are you giving up? ”

He asked again. If that was her choice, she had to take responsibility.

The wind blows. It’s a little hot. Hot breath flows from her mouth.

“There is no substitute for a friend. ”

He smiled quietly.

Spring is over. Unfortunately, I don’t cry. Spring is back. Everyone knows that.

He nods. And I saw time.

“Let’s go meet Sunhwa now. ”

Spring rose from its place. The swing was shaking alone.

“I want to write a letter. ”

He said.

“Then use it. ”

Spring prompted me to take a step right away. Bought a letter from a stationery store, bought a pen.

To Seonhua, at the head of the horse beginning with, he turned his eyes to the sky. This is something that needs to be resolved between the two. I hope you don’t notice any more meddling.

The local children stared at the spring when they sat on the playground and wrote letters. Spring didn’t care.

He listened to the notebook in his arms. I knew this day would come. I knew that it wouldn’t be so hard for Spring and Sun Hwa to become friends.

I met the two of them at the gate.

He wrote one sentence on the notebook.

Writing is what you write.

*

Sunhwa got a call from Australia and entered a cafe in the neighborhood. It was a familiar shop, but I had never been inside. It was warm. I sat by the window and had a drink first.

I waited a little longer for a warm tea to come out. A warm tea that I would never order if she likes something cool. It wasn’t even cold, but a cup of tea wrapped around both hands melted my hands. This cold fingertip is proof that he is nervous.

“Ha.”

Seonhua sighed deeply. Now, soon, he will bring spring.

The door opens. The doorbell rings. I heard two people talking.

“It’s too hot. Spring is over now. ”

“The seasons are fast. ”

The two people who looked good together picked up a word that the line had been waiting for. Spring.

Spring always lowers itself. It was the same in the book of pertussis. Thanks to that, Seonhua won the prize. He didn’t say anything. I know that, and I’m with Spring. It’s a good thing someone’s broken down and won a prize. That’s how we were taught, and that’s how we grew. It is common sense to prioritize results. As always, Seonhua only looked at the results and was so self-absorbed.

So it was too late. At that time, the chicken grew in size over time. It’s stuck firmly, so it doesn’t come up or down.

After speaking with him under the oak tree, Seonhua read his writing. Pretend you didn’t see it, pretend you didn’t see it. It was just a stupid story. I didn’t even have to wash my eyes and look for it.

That’s why all the compliments that he gave at that time were written on his mouth. What’s so funny?