Chapter 55
Jung Ilhan nodded his head, saying, “I guess that would be better.”
“I just lack stamina. I’m healthy. I’m not so surprised that I need to go to the hospital……”
“Hmm. I’ll talk to Jeonggon hyung.”
“…Yoochan hyung?”
This kind of treatment is troubling. I’m not a piece of glass that shatters and breaks into pieces when dropped. It seems like the aftereffects of the status abnormality penalty are hitting me too hard. How do the members see me?
“Hyungs.”
Four pairs of eyes turned to me at the same time. It’s a bit burdensome…… But I have to say what I need to say.
“I don’t want to be seen as weak. But if I keep going to the hospital, my fans who love me will definitely find out, and they’ll worry, just like you hyungs are worrying about me.”
Yoochan hyung seems to have caught the meaning of my words. “Ah……” He let out a small sigh. After giving him a wink, I continued speaking.
“I’ll tell you if I’m sick.”
I placed my hand over Jung Ilhan’s hand, which was firmly gripping my right arm. Overprotectiveness can be inconvenient at times, but it felt good. It’s proof that they value me so much.
I know this because my younger brother was often sick when he was young. My mother was always by his side. She would watch him with worried eyes even if he had a slight cough, and she would take him to the hospital right away if he had a slight fever. When his fever went down, she would praise him just for that. She would prepare a lot of his favorite foods.
It was so easy to get praised. Everything was difficult for me. That’s why I cherished every word of concern they had for me.
But I had something else that I wanted most.
“I want everyone who likes me to be happy. Rather than worrying and distressing over me, I want them to be able to smile comfortably when they see me.”
“I’m happy when I see you.”
Jung Ilhan smiled. “Me too,” Seoho replied, rubbing his arms with goosebumps. In contrast to Seoho, Jung Ilhan had a very bright and clear smile. It seems like he likes this kind of thing, so I should do it often.
“Ah! The atmosphere is getting cheesy!”
As usual, Seoho makes a sarcastic comment when others are trying to be serious. I intentionally made the atmosphere heavy because I didn’t want to argue about the hospital issue. After all, it’s obvious that I’ll be diagnosed as “healthy” if I go to the hospital.
“I think it’s better for him not to go to the hospital, too.”
Kanghyun hyung took my side. Yoochan hyung nodded his head.
“Alright. But promise me this. Be honest if you’re sick. Not just you, Haon, but all of you. Got it?”
“Hyung! I’m hurt here!”
Seoho thrust his elbow out. It was the spot where he had bumped into me when he fell earlier. I felt embarrassed by Kanghyun hyung’s fake cough.
“Oh. Did our Seoho get hurt a lot? Should we go to the hospital?”
Yoochan hyung jokingly responded by rolling up his sleeve. It’s so unblemished that I feel embarrassed. Even though he bumped into it quite hard, there wasn’t a single bruise.
“Where does it hurt? Here? Here?”
As Yoochan hyung poked him, Seoho laughed loudly, “Hahaha!” That laughter gradually spread, and we were all laughing at the time.
“Kids, I’m sorry. Did you wait long?”
The manager hyung came in, opening the driver’s door.
“I was worried, but I’m glad the atmosphere is good. You all worked hard today, and there was a minor accident at the end, but it doesn’t seem to be a problem.”
“Yes!”
As Jeonggon hyung fastened his seatbelt, he looked back and checked each of us.
“You must have been very surprised. Let’s stop by the hospital and get some sedatives prescribed.”
For a moment, we made eye contact with each other. Another round of laughter came out. Jeonggon hyung looked at us with a puzzled expression. I don’t know why I’m laughing either. What’s so funny?
“Hey, kids? Let me laugh too……”
“Hyung, we don’t need to go to the hospital. We’re all fine.”
“…Well, that’s a relief.”
Even the manager hyung, who had been watching us started chuckling. Why is he laughing? Oh, what do I do? It’s getting funnier!
“Haon-ah.”
“Heh, yes, yes.”
I answered, desperately trying to stifle my laughter.
“Don’t give excessive service to a specific fan in the future. And from now on, don’t go down from the stage without prior discussion. It’s all dangerous behavior. Nothing happened today thanks to you, but you have to be careful.”
“Yes, yes, I already heard from Yoochan hyung.”
“You did?”
“Yes, yes.”
The manager hyung drove the van, saying, “Well, if that’s the case.” After wiping the tears that had formed at the corners of my eyes with my index finger, I steadied my breath, which had become rough. I laughed so much that my cheeks and stomach hurt.
[Breaking News 1] Sculpture ‘Bowl of Dreams’ at Entero Plaza Falls During Debut Showcase of Rookie Idol Group
The ‘Bowl of Dreams’ sculpture, installed in the center of Entero Plaza, fell into the fountain during the debut showcase of a rookie idol group.
[Photo from the scene: The ‘Bowl of Dreams’ sculpture and a partially damaged railing. It shows the danger of the situation at the time.]
[Photo from the scene: The large fountain at Entero Plaza where the ‘Bowl of Dreams’ sculpture fell. An official stated, “Since we need to import the materials for the fountain from overseas, it will take a considerable amount of time for repairs.”]
voz*** I knew this would happen someday lol
lol*** Isn’t that the fixed spot for TOP homies?
zeq*** Whoa, did someone fall?
lov*** It had a grandiose name for a dish
col*** I offer my condolences to the deceased…
┗ has*** No one died;;
[Video] Rookie Idol Group DIAS “Please Come Down, It’s Dangerous” Prevented Disaster
rea*** I was surprised that there were no injuries or deaths, but now I know the reason
moo*** Who’s the one talking?
┗ yon*** It’s Jin Haon! He’s 18 years old, the main vocalist, and the maknae!
zqp*** It was their debut showcase? But why do they look like that?
┗ kim*** What’s the problem?
┗ zqp*** No, they’re really handsome
pas*** Does anyone know the song? It’s my taste
┗ yon*** It’s a song called “Winter Sea” by Kwon Se-hwa, his self-composed song!
┗ pas*** I can’t find any information when I search for it
┗ yon*** Haon heard it when he was busking, and it’s his self-composed song I heard it live too
┗ pas*** I see… Do you happen to have the full version of the song?
┗ yon*** Our Haon sang it! [link]
┗ pas*** Thank you!!
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People keep asking why.
(Haon making eye contact while singing♥.gif)
This is why.
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I’ve saved all the PDF files of people insulting our baby.
My becoming a dedicated fan isn’t a reason for our baby to get insulted, right? You know how to deal with malicious comments, right?
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[Title] A dedicated fan has become dedicated to Haon… (999+ comments)
They announced they’ll be taking photos of a rookie idol group from now on
Their username changed from something like “dedicated fan of boy groups”
Ah… I’m not laughing……
Does this mean we won’t get photos of our idols anymore?
[Comments]
─ ?????? What did you say???????????
─ They used to share photo shoots
─ Yeah, they produced a lot of dedicated fans…
─ What? A 5-year dedicated fan became dedicated? Did they find a new bias? Who?
┗ DIAS Jin Haon
┗ Who?
┗ A rookie
─ He’s cute… After seeing the eye smile GIF shared by the dedicated fan… ah, it’s so reasonable that I can’t say anything
┗ 2222
┗ 3333445555
─ Wow, I didn’t know I was dedicated to the dedicated fan… As a dedicated fan of many years… I’ll become dedicated too… well…
─ I just saw it, but it seems the dedicated fan was the one who climbed onto the sculpture based on the angle;;;
┗ What?
┗ [news link] They were the lifesaver
┗ Oh… this is a valid reason to become dedicated;;
[Title] I’m dedicated to DIAS Haon (45 comments)
First of all, who is Haon?
He’s this guy!
(Haon waving and smiling like a fairy.gif)
DIAS’ main vocalist!
First of all, his smile is so pretty…
I was completely captivated,
And I was fawning over him.
When Haon sang without accompaniment,
He came down from the stage!
So I was like, “Huff, huff! I’m going crazy! Huff, huff!”
Fairy! Huff, huff! I was breathless!
I was so flustered that I didn’t take any pictures
I’m such a mess
Haon kept teasing me
It’s not my fault, it’s just
Ugh, what is this? What is this?
[Comments]
─ Looks like you had a proper dedicated fan accident
┗ Yeah, they wrote it like a stream of consciousness
─ Did you switch biases?
┗ No… I was a 5-year dedicated fan on a hiatus… But I want to become a real fan, so I bought the album
┗ Lmao
─ Congrats on finding your new ultimate bias
┗ Thanksㅠㅠㅠㅠ I keep staring at the photos and videos ㅠㅠㅠ What if I drown in drool…
[Title] Business Notice) Fans who like the maknae on top, wanna be DIAS fans with me? (325 comments)
I had a major dedicated fan accident after watching DIAS’ debut showcase….
Am I the only one who sees the chemistry here?
Leader Park Yoochan ♥ Maknae Jin Haon
(Park Yoochan_Jin Haon_back hug best spot.gif)
Rapper Jung Ilhan ♥ Sturdy Maknae Jin Haon.
(Sturdy_maknae and_look at the wrist thickness difference.jpg)
(Ilhan rapping while only looking at Haon.gif)
Kanghyun protecting the maknae ♥ Haon relying on his hyung
(Hyung steps up in dangerous situations.gif)
(My heart flutters when his wrist is grabbed.jpg)
Fake maknae puppy Lee Seoho ♥ Real maknae Jin Haon
(Puppies nuzzling faces so cute I’ll die.gif)
(The hyung has a low mental age, so he’s the official cutie. Seoho, what if you fall over?.avi)
Why not stan?
Let’s be DIAS fans together, it’ll be fun
[Comments]
─ Ilhan isㅋㅋㅋㅋ being called a sturdy maknae with those twig-like armsㅋㅋㅋㅋ
┗ Rightㅋㅋㅋ I cracked up at that momentㅋㅋㅋ
─ Hwani dragged Ilhan and made him stand next to Haonㅋㅋㅋㅋ He’s seriously my laughing buddyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
┗ Rightㅋㅋㅋ His expression was so funnyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
┗ But Ilhan… Look at us while rapping, don’t just look at Haon
┗ 22222
┗ He looks fierce but relies on a maknae half his size, so cute…
─ Why no mention of Yoochan? His aegyo impression was so cute and funny!!!
┗ RGRG I seriouslyㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ He was so bad at itㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
┗ He can’t do it but he’s so confidentㅋㅋ
┗ I thought he was having a dedicated fan moment when he got embarrassedㅋㅋㅋ
┗ He looks like the top student council president, but gives off a funny vibeㅋㅋㅋ
─ I especially loved Seoho and Haon! When he dissed their low mental age but acknowledged them as the official cuties, their confused look was so cuteㅠㅠㅠ
┗ Pure retriever puppy Seoho ㅠㅠㅠ
┗ I feel like they’ll bicker a lotㅋㅋㅋ
┗ I hope soㅋㅋㅋ
┗ Since they’re idols, there will definitely be some, right? Please…!
─ My laughing buddy was Kanghyun’’s bunny danceㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ He was seriously dancing like a sculpture in the Louvre Museum with a serious face, and I couldn’t help but laughㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
┗ But he was actually good at dancingㅋㅋㅋ
┗ Rightㅋㅋ I just laughed without resistanceㅋㅋ
─ Take a look at Kanghyun’s reflexesㅋㅋㅋ (Insane_reflexes.gif)
┗ The retriever puppy rolled over!
┗ His reaction speed is 5G levelㅋㅋㅋㅋ
┗ Wasn’t this when the accident happened? Using that for business, are they going viral or are the fans just sharp-eyedㅋㅋㅋ
┗ Why?
┗ The dish sculpture… fell…
┗ You’re being too sensitive. No one got hurt anyway
─ But the comments are more deliciousㅋㅋ
┗ Here you go! (photo)(photo)(photo)…(photo)(photo)(photo)
┗ That’s enoughㅋㅋㅋㅋ Stop!