Chapter 50
Chapter 44 Demented
After a while, little snow particles began to float again.
Under the dim light, the night is endless, and the fragrance of winter plum spreads faintly in the freezing air.
The benches they were sitting on were surrounded by a few trees, and an off-road vehicle was parked in front of them. The location was very hidden, and occasionally people who came and went could not see it.
Thank you, sitting next to her, eyes drooping slightly, looking at the spoon against her lips.
After a while, he opened his mouth obediently.
The dumplings are not hot, just warm, the same temperature as her body.
Xu You feeds him without talking. Seeing his bulging cheeks, he chewed one and swallowed, then handed the next dumpling to his lips.
Later, the lunch box bottomed out and everything was completely eaten. Xu You changed his sitting position, lowered his head and put the spoon in place, took one side of the lid and closed the lunch box.
“Are you full?” she asked.
“full.”
“Oh…..”
Thanks to the words, the eyes are dark, and the thin coat is sprinkled with a sporadic layer of hoarfrost, which is unmelted snow.
Then it was quiet again.
After being silent for a while, she turned her face, glanced at him and said, “Are you angry with me?”
I don’t know if the thanks were deliberately avoiding her gaze.
This awkward feeling is actually hard to say clearly. Thinking about it, there seems to be no contradiction between the two people that can be said, and there is no reason, but they know that something is separated, and they are stuffed in my heart, but I don’t know where to start.
Just drag and torture each other like this.
On a windy and snowy night, the cold wind was rustling, and human bones and hair hurt on the frozen ground.
“No.”
He unconsciously turned the lighter with his right hand, replied perfunctorily, lowered his head and took out a cigarette, ready to light it.
I don’t know why. Seeing the appearance of thank you, Xu You suddenly felt a weak irritability in her heart, and she didn’t know what to do. She doesn’t like to lose her temper to others, and can’t say anything hard.
She didn’t understand why the thank-you speech happened so suddenly, guessing that maybe he was tired of this relationship with her…
Xu You was very confused… remembering what Song Yifan had said. Then another word came to mind.
Like the new and dislike the old?
probably…..
Sit quietly on the bench for a few seconds, then get up. After Xu You walked a few steps away, he stopped and turned his back to him and said, “Then you go home early.” Then he walked forward without looking back.
The pace is very light and slow. The sky was dark in the distance, and snowflakes fell a little bit by the top of the lamp.
The lighter was thrown onto the bench, rolled down twice, and hit the dirt on the ground with a muffled sound.
The thanks hugged her from behind, her arms wrapped around her.
Xu You was taken aback, struggling, and he clasped his arms a little bit tighter.
She blinked, and the scene in front of her was a little fuzzy.
“Don’t go.”
As soon as he spoke, his voice was dumb like a piece of sandpaper.
Xu You breathed softly and softly, his heart loosened a little tightly. Belongs to a teenager, clean and thin body, close to each other.
Unknowingly, he and her fingers seamlessly held each other, clinging to each other.
“I’m sorry.” Thanks and apologized.
I don’t know why, but I just watched her walk away from the back. For the first time, he felt a sense of trepidation. The unwillingness, grievance and anger that were unclear before disappeared, leaving only his heart as if he was tightly gripped.
Anyway, there was only one thought left in her mind, and she couldn’t let her go like this.
Xu You’s heart hurts like a twitch. She turned her head and looked into his eyes, “You didn’t feel sorry for me, I just want to know what’s wrong with you.”
The thank you speech was about to open his mouth.
The phone in his pocket rang. Xu You interrupted him, hurriedly freed a hand and took out his mobile phone: “Hello?”
“Azai, why haven’t you come back?”
In the middle of the night, Chen Xiuyun couldn’t help but worry as she watched her go down for so long.
“mom.”
Xu You’s hand was still being pulled, she brewed with a guilty conscience, and quickly said in dialect: “My classmate is alone. I will accompany ‘her’ around for a while, and she’ll be nearby, and I’ll be back later.”
Chen Xiuyun disagreed, “It’s so late. What are the two girls going shopping? It’s too unsafe. You bring your classmates home.”
“No.” Xu You was choked himself. After a pause, she made up the reason casually: “‘She’ is in a bad mood and has something to tell me. Mom, don’t worry. I brought the key and the mobile phone. Now, I’ll be back later.”
“Where are you now?” Chen Xiuyun asked again.
“Near… the school…” Xu You secretly got a headache when he heard the follow-up question.
She didn’t dare to say that she was in the community, lest Chen Xiuyun would ask her to go up directly or come down to look for her.
“school?”
Xu You was anxious and walked back and forth on the spot, her hand being caught. She raised her eyes and glanced at the remarks, and he was also looking at her.
“There are other classmates who just contacted…”
He hesitated for a long time before he ordered: “Don’t make it too late.”
Xu You agreed, and remembered again, “Where’s Dad? Has my aunt gone?”
Chen Xiuyun said: “I just drank some wine, now I am asleep, and my aunt just went home.”
“Okay, I see, call me if you have anything to do.”
“By the way, there are boys among your classmates?”
Xu You pretended to be calm: “There are no boys, they are all girls.”
Chen Xiuyun seemed to be relieved, with a ‘um’.
After the phone was hung up, Xu You realized that there was a thank-you note beside her, and she was suddenly embarrassed. Then he reacted again, the thank you words should not understand what she said, and he breathed a sigh of relief.
The night was getting colder, but a thin layer of sweat broke out behind her.
“Are you going to walk with me?” Xu You put her phone away and asked with her head up.
—-
The snow melted and the water on the road was slippery.
Xu You left the thermos barrel in the security room and resigned from the community with Xie.
They just wandered down the road on the side of the street.
At this time, there are few pedestrians on the road, only the street lights are lit lonely.
She wanted to say something, but still didn’t know how to speak.
I don’t know how a person’s emotions can become volatile. She seemed to be ignorant of answering just now, but now she took her hand and refused to let it go.
Xu You is a little uncomfortable. He used to talk more together before, but now he doesn’t speak, and the two people seem to have no conversation.
Passing a 24-hour convenience supermarket, he stopped.
Xu You looked up at him.
Thanks and said: “I want to buy cigarettes.”
“How old are you, why don’t you smoke?”
Xu You frowned, grabbed his arm and walked a few steps forward, “Don’t buy it.”
He stared at her back and smiled silently.
After another short walk, Xu You didn’t notice it, and didn’t know what was thinking in his thanks. He continued to chant, “My father liked to smoke when he was young, but afterwards he was in poor health. My mother always told me to quit. Lost……”
“You don’t care about me again.” The thank you speech was expressionless and faint.
Xu You stopped and looked back at him. There was a pause for two seconds before I realized that the word was poor.
“I think you are getting more and more weird now.” She said.
Thanks, his eyes lowered, and he looked at the hands of the two people holding together, “What’s weird.”
“What’s the matter with you, can you tell me directly, I didn’t care about you, nor did I ignore you, I called you, but you didn’t answer, I thought you were okay, and then I stopped calling.”
After listening to her long series of words, her brows frowned, “When did you call me? Obviously took the initiative once today.”
At this moment, a tentative male voice tentatively called out: “Xu Yo?”
Both people looked back at the same time.
After Shenyang was sure that it was Xu You, he smiled and waved to her, “It’s really you. What a coincidence, why are you here.”
As he approached, he discovered that there was a boy standing next to Xu You. Shenyang was stunned, his eyes turned around on his thankful face.
this is not……
Xu You didn’t recognize his face, and had no impression of the person in front of him. I searched my mind carefully, and barely remembered, he seemed to be a classmate in the new class. Out of politeness, she smiled at him and asked casually, “Why are you out there?”
“Just went to buy something.”
Shen Yang turned his gaze to the side, hesitatingly asked: “This is your brother?”
“Huh?” Xu You was stunned.
Thanks for being tall, standing on the steps again, condescendingly looking at Shenyang, his eyes became more and more indifferent. He stretched out his hand and put it on Xu You’s shoulder, and asked with a smile, “Who are you?”
Xu You looked at the thank you speech, and felt that his mood was a bit wrong, but she didn’t think much about it.
Shenyang, who was standing not far away, no matter how unresponsive he was, he understood that the relationship between the two was unusual. He smiled and said to Xu You: “Then I’ll go first, and see you back to school.”
After watching Shenyang go far, Xu You cleared his throat, turned around and explained with thanks, “He’s my classmate… just split into classes…”
“—I know.” He turned away and interrupted her nonchalantly.
Xu You felt that he was back to the beginning, the mood was extremely unstable and awkward.
It was quite normal just now, and I didn’t know who I was sulking with.
“You have a good relationship with him?”
After the meeting, thank you in a low voice.
Xu You didn’t answer. Because she was still thinking about why he was angry, she lost her mind for a while and didn’t hear clearly what he asked.
This appearance fell in the eyes of the thank-you speech, which was a acquiescence, and he was even more annoyed, “Because he has good grades?”
“What are you talking about?” Xu You replied, “Who do I have a relationship with?”
“The man just now.”
She finally reacted and waved her hand hurriedly, “I don’t know him well.”
“You go home together every day,” he said.
Xu You caught the point, “Go home together?” She was speechless, with a strange expression: “When will I go home with him?”
It was quiet again for a long time.
She watched him not speak for a while, and asked again, “Did you misunderstand something?”
At this time, the thank you speech finally spoke, “I will pick you up from school, and you will go with him every day.”
—-
After the results of the assignment came out, the thank-you speech was indeed the last one to know that Xu You had gone to the Rockets class. This was actually expected, but he didn’t know why, and the whole person was inexplicably irritable. This anxiety reached its peak in an instant when he waited for Xu You to leave school and saw a boy talking and laughing next to her. He stuck in his pocket, leaned against the wall without making a sound, silently watching them walk away.
It’s been like this for a few days in a row.
He didn’t want to ask, as if he had taken the wrong medicine, deliberately torturing himself. Every time I waited at that position, watching Xu You and the boy go out of school, and then walk away.
Later, Song Yifan and the others asked him out to play. In the bar, the thank-you speech was half drunk, and the person leaned heavily on the back of the chair.
The person next to him saw it, and Li Jieyi asked, “Who is Aci having trouble with? This is.”
Song Yifan didn’t know, and after some inexplicable meeting, he said tentatively, “Isn’t it the fall in love?”
Probably.
Li Jieyi thought for a while, then turned to thank you and said, “Dude, don’t be disgusted and broken in love, this is too much of a loss.”
“But, let’s just say it.” Li Jieyi and Xieyi have been confused for so many years, and they have been speechless. “What a good girl, you don’t seem to have any other advantages except that you look a little more handsome. Think about it carefully. Oh yes, there is still some money, but it still feels a bit worthy…”
The words are not finished.
“Fuck. Are you.” Thanks for taking an object and smashing it over.
Li Jieyi reacted quickly, tilting his head and hiding.
After reacting for a few seconds, he patted his chest with lingering fear, “Fuck me, you become angry from embarrassment.”
Obviously, the thank you speech is in this state, and you can’t poke the painful spot. Li Jieyi was still stupid and bumped into the muzzle.
Song Yifan silently moved his **** aside.
This fucking, Li Jieyi is stupid. I don’t know if he lost his mind or ate shit.
—-
Now Xu You is really embarrassed. She knew she had misunderstood the words of thanks, but she thought for a long time but didn’t know how to say it, and where to start.
“I have a very ordinary classmate relationship with him. I don’t know what his name is, but sometimes he will ask me questions for self-study next night. He likes to argue with me, and you may have seen it.” Xu You honestly To be honest, “But I don’t know why you think I go home with him every day.”
She was standing on a high level with her eyes just enough to meet him.
This was a slightly brighter place, and she realized that her cheeks were red and her black eyes seemed to shine. He was already fair-skinned, so it was even more obvious when he looked at it.
“Why are you so red?” Xu You frowned.
“It’s angry,” he replied, eyelashes drooping uncomfortably.
“…………”
“Obviously you misunderstood.” She said softly.
“I know.” Suddenly remembering what I didn’t finish just now, he thanked him and asked: “When did you call me? When did I stop answering.”
Xu You said quietly, “I was on holiday the night.”
He twisted his eyebrows, carefully observed her expression, and seemed to be unable to remember.
“You are on holiday…” Thanks again after thinking about it, “On the day of the 9th class party?”
“Correct.”
“Fuck.” The thank you speech was impressed, and he reacted instantly, “I was drunk that day, and the phone was taken away…”
“Ok…..”
Xu You was absent-minded and obviously didn’t want to continue struggling with this issue. She went up another step.
He wanted to explain his thanks, but he was taken aback.
“You squat down a little bit,” she said.
Then he stood on tiptoe slightly, held his face in both hands, pressed his chin against his forehead, and muttered to himself, “It seems a bit hot…”