ALL NOVEL Vol. 1 Chapter 3.1 - The Dog and Wolf's Time (1.1)
After escaping from Ian, Si-wol immediately gave a name to the shocking incident that had just occurred.
“To call it a masturbation service would have been dangerous for my sanity…”
In order to protect his fragile mental state, it had been an unavoidable choice.
“Yeah. I’ve decided! Let’s call it the Crazy Show from now on.”
Clutching his fists tightly and trying to steady his wavering sanity, Si-wol had to endure the subsequent agony that followed after showing Ian the masturbation show.
For example, things like this:
“
Heuk
, bad guy. Saying things as if you’re just going to watch and then doing as you please.
Heuuk
…”
Being unexpectedly abandoned after receiving his masturbation service and having to deal with it alone in the bathroom. Or the overwhelming sense of injustice that erupted like a volcano.
“
Euuh
! Please, get out of my head.”
“Are you talking to me?”
“
Aht
, no! Not at all!”
“Then who are you talking to? I often see you mumbling to the air. Is that normal for a half like you? Do you frequently have hallucinations or something?”
“No! I-It’s not like that… I was just talking to myself. Please ignore me and go about your business.”
Occasionally, Si-wol would unintentionally mutter and end up receiving unnecessary criticism while recalling the times when Ian touched his penis.
“
Haa
, why does it keep coming back… Forget it, forget. Si-wol, please!”
Thinking back on the night of the moment, when he pleasantly ejaculated in front of Ian, he felt as if he were going to cry.
“I really hate it, I hate it. I hate it so much… No, wait. If I keep expressing my hatred, reality will only become more dreadful, right? Wouldn’t it be better for me to force myself to think positively for my own sake? Yes, that’s right. Now that I think about it, the sensation itself felt surprisingly good—
Ahh
!”
He must be going crazy! He must have definitely lost it…!
The unfamiliar sensation of being touched on his penis resurfaced, making him want to die, but then he started to reflect, ‘Wasn’t it not as bad as I thought?’
Whenever faced with such absurd situations, Si-wol would struggle in agony. And this torment would relentlessly repeat even during the broadcasts. Si-wol, who had become even more emaciated from days of sudden and unexpected waves of self-loathing and shame, looked into the camera.
“Everyone, if you were in a situation similar to the character in the game right now, how would you feel?”
Without pausing his gameplay, Si-wol asked the viewers. On the monitor, there was a scene when the main character was caught taking a shower in a strange posture by his crush.
Due to Si-wol’s somewhat abrupt question, the viewers were completely taken aback.
≫ It was a good life…☆
≫ I should check the temperature of the Han River.
≫ㅎㄷㄷ
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