chapter 47
47 – Lawless Land Requitas (7)
[Sirien Ilencia]
“It’s okay. “Because you’ve always liked white.”
“Really? “Then I must buy this.”
It was when I bought a pure white dress and a hat.
As Isha was about to choose one or two more clothes for her to wear, the owner of her clothing store coyly tempted me.
Since I think I will buy a lot, am I going to start a business?
I was planning on rejecting him right away if he said anything bothersome.
“Lady. “I’d like to brush your hair at least once, but would you like to sit over there for a moment?”
“Hair? There’s no need to go that far…… “
“I will take responsibility and decorate it for you. So much so that the man who came with me was surprised.”
“Razen was surprised…… ?”
“Don’t you want to hear from a man that you’re pretty? “Let’s make it so that we won’t be able to do it without doing it.”
“Yes, it’s pretty… ….”
When she came to her senses, I found myself sitting in her chair, following the hostess.
Before I knew it, two clerks were there and combing my hair.
When I was young, the maids always combed my hair every morning.
Warm water, a towel, and fragrant oil. The maid decorated my hair and I walked around the castle like a fully prepared knight.
In the cabin, I leaned on the touch of henna. After breaking up with Henna, I had to deal with it myself.
There was no time to worry in the forest. Even after that, I could only comb my hair by myself.
She showed Rajen too much of her matted hair.
Is that why? Men on the street have negative feelings for me even if they only look at my face for a moment, but Rajen has never shown me that side of me.
I don’t want my treasure to be the same as other men’s.
But what if it’s because I’m not attractive enough? What if I can never be seen as a woman in Rajen’s eyes?
Just thinking about that question made me feel sad.
The hostess smiled brightly.
“Do you usually wear that style?”
“Hmm?”
“I think you like clothes that are not irritating and calm. “It’s the same with the clothes you were wearing when you first came here.”
“I’m embarrassed to show my bare skin… ….”
“Then I guess you barely showed it to the man?”
Showing your bare skin to Rajen.
Her head bowed.
It wasn’t that I didn’t necessarily like her.
If another man saw my bare skin, it would be disgusting and unpleasant, but she felt different if Rajen saw it.
But I didn’t want to do that yet. Just a little slower. So that I can prepare my heart.
Are you ready? What?
Suddenly, my face felt hot. It was difficult because my heart was beating wildly.
I couldn’t figure out why I was doing this either.
This has been a problem for the past four years.
I had to make Rajen fall in love with me, but when I stood in front of her with that mindset, her body and mind did not listen to her.
No matter how determined I was, it was an instant. My heart broke so easily that it creaked like a broken doll.
“Well, that is.”
“The response I just gave was enough of an answer.”
“Ugh.”
“Isn’t that a good thing? Men are weak to women’s transformation. “I’m sure you can make it go away.”
The hostess winked somewhere.
Then, a clerk brought a whole stand nearby.
“I brought things that I thought would go well together. Would you like to try one of these on first?”
It was a black evening dress. The area above the collarbone must be clearly exposed.
It was also clothes I would never choose under normal circumstances.
As expected, I felt aversion to exposure and could not wear clothes that made it difficult to move.
“Trust me just once. How many men and women I have seen in this requitas. “When it comes to men’s hearts, I know better than anyone else.”
I couldn’t win against the witch’s temptation.
“Oh my god. Oh my god. “You’re the type that looks skinny when you wear it.”
“Ugh. “Don’t touch it.”
“I’m sorry. It’s been a while since I’ve seen such a pretty body. Her skin is also really beautiful. Do you know that this is my first time seeing such clean skin? How many women in this Requitas make a living based on their looks? How did you manage it?”
“Ta, really?”
“They say the world is unfair. “It would be best not to say that anywhere else.”
The feeling of the underwear constricting my chest was slightly strong.
I didn’t dare look down at my body.
Has it become a habit? I kept trying to lower my head in embarrassment, but when I did, something was waiting for me that I couldn’t handle.
Where did it all go wrong?
I only took off my clothes briefly to change, but the hostess suggested that I try changing my underwear.
Since she had to buy Isha’s anyway, she answered that she would like to see a few pieces, which was a problem.
I had completely forgotten that this place becomes an entertainment district at night.
So, among the underwear the hostess brought, there was a mixture of obscene things that made my eyes water.
Even though other underwear were not that good.
Undergarments that were as provocative as they were provocative were lined up before my eyes.
The hostess even said there were some that would look good, so she had selected a few.
It was unacceptable.
That must be stopped!
“Even if you don’t show it, you should always pay attention to your underwear. “This is like a woman’s secret weapon.”
“Secret, weapon?”
“A face hidden by cotton thread looks more mysterious than a face that is clearly exposed. The same goes for underwear. “It may not be today, but someday something unexpected might happen.”
What came to mind in her words was the sanctuary forest. It was a cave on a rainy day.
My clothes got soaked, so I had to hang them on one wall to dry.
At the time, I was so young that all I felt was shame.
Looking back, I felt like slamming my fist somewhere.
Does Razen also remember that day? You shouldn’t remember.
I will definitely erase your memories.
“At times like that, the underwear worn with care takes away the man’s soul. It’s a mysterious space that isn’t shown to men. “Are you going to fall in love with her?”
“Are all men like that?”
“Of course. “One hundred?”
Suddenly, Rajen imagined her blushing.
It wasn’t easy for me to think of her, but somehow I felt excited.
This time, when I came to my senses, I was already wearing the underwear that the hostess had chosen for me. It was a crushing defeat.
If she pulled down the hem of her black dress with her hands, it seemed like she would be able to see her white inner skin.
I adjusted her collar several times on the way to Rajen, wondering if I might be seen.
Wouldn’t it look strange?
Isn’t it okay to laugh at someone for doing something pointless?
If Razen reacted like that, she would cry unsightly.
“Huh, what do you think? Is it still a bit empty? Since I can see all of her shoulders, it feels so empty…… “If you don’t like how it looks, you can change into other clothes right now.”
What are you saying? You talk too much.
Don’t hesitate and speak straight. It’s not like me.
But when Rajen continued his words. I couldn’t stop the corners of my mouth from rising.
“No. No. Are you okay. It’s pretty. Goes well. Huh. It suits you really well.”
“Is that so?”
On the way back after buying all the clothes.
Not a single word was exchanged between Rajen and me.
However, I held out my hand first, and Rajen held my hand as usual.
So, it was somewhat unexpected timing that Rajen stopped.
She just passed by an ordinary bench. There was no foreshadowing in Razen’s actions.
“Sirien. “Would you like to sit there for a moment?”
“Huh?”
“It only takes a moment.”
Rajen knelt down in front of me and took out a red box from her arms.
It was a luxuriously packaged box. So much so that you knew right away that what was inside was a gift.
No way.
No way.
My heart began to flutter.
“La, Rajen?”
I don’t think I’ve ever given you a gift that was so insignificant. “It’s not that expensive, but I picked one up.”
A pretty silver and red bracelet was taken out of the box.
Rajen personally took my arm and led me, and even put it on her wrist.
The sparkling bracelet looked unrealistic to my eyes.
Could it be that I am dreaming?
I was so happy that I had no sense of reality. Time suddenly seemed to pass slowly.
People walking around. The refreshing breeze blowing from the street. All of that very slowly added to my happiness.
The bracelet presented by Rajen sparkles in the sunlight. The rubies seen everywhere seemed to me to be a treasure that could not be found anywhere else in the world.
I did not like to show off my treasures. But for now, any place would be fine, so I wanted to scream loudly.
Look at this.
I have the most beautiful bracelet in the world on my hand.
I wondered if something this good could happen to me.
I was even anxious, wondering if I would suddenly wake up.
If it’s a dream, please don’t wake up. I hope this moment is repeated forever, so I hope this is reality.
“Fortunately, it suits you well. Do you like it?”
“Huh, huh…… “Black.”
Ah, it was a big deal. You shouldn’t cry.
My vision is blurry. I need to capture this moment in my eyes even a little more.
Like a fool, I burst into tears and couldn’t control them.
My body moved without me knowing.
Now that it was like this, I decided to enjoy this moment while being held in Rajen’s arms.
Only the warm body temperature told me that this was reality.