chapter 134
Episode 134. It’s wrong for you to be s*xy!! (Note the illustration)
-Shoot.
After returning to her bathroom, Mary Lynn took time to catch her breath by submerging her body in her cold water bath.
Using her magical power, it was easy to shake off foreign matter from her body, but cooling down the heat inside her body was impossible to do on her own.
‘Go, let’s wash together. Why on earth would you say something like that…!’
Of course, she often s*xually harassed him as well, but she did so because she had the initiative.
Since this was the first time she had made a request for herself on the other side, even her usual light-hearted jokes could not help but be viewed with caution.
If she’s not careful, she might end up crossing the line between him and her, something she’s always been wary of.
‘…Calm down, Mephisto. It’s because I was a little embarrassed. Because he’s not in a normal state right now.’
She came to her senses to some extent due to her previous shock, and her own explanation became somewhat understandable after that.
If he is the way he is now, he will definitely be able to endure it well until his treatment is completed, and if that happens, it will never happen that he has a relationship with him.
‘If I remain faithful to my heart now… I may not be able to continue the same relationship as I do now.’
Even if you have always been looking forward to mixing his and her bodies, it is something that must be done gradually over a long period of time.
If you ignore that and let yourself be swayed by your own impulses, you might end up destroying him horribly with your own hands…
‘Still, a little bit….’
With that conclusion, Marylin gets out of her bathtub with a firm resolve.
Her excitement subsided as her body took in the coldness of the bathtub, but even so, inside her calm mind, there was something that could be called a very small wish.
‘There is a possibility that someday, it may be concluded…….’
Not right now, but if you are given the opportunity someday.
Based on that hope, I think it would be acceptable to at least check it out a little, given the current situation.
***
“Ah, Ms. Marilyn. You washed up and came out…. “Wow!”
With that in mind, as soon as he left the bathroom, an expression of astonishment burst out of his mouth.
Afterwards, his body stiffened as he stared at him, but at least he didn’t look like he was going to rush at him again like before.
Have you been instinctively frightened by the previous counterattack, or has your resistance to the force increased to a certain extent and you are able to withstand it?
“Hey, Ms. Marilyn. Clothes…….”
“Shh.”
In either case, if you can exercise self-restraint to the extent of not rushing towards yourself, you will be able to confirm your wishes.
With that confidence, Marylin soon approached the bed where he was waiting, and immediately placed her own body somewhat in the center of it.
Hair with moisture remaining that hasn’t been cleaned yet.
As the water droplets flowed down the curves of the body, his gaze, which had been following them, suddenly became fixed on the lump of flesh hidden in the black underwear.
“… Mr. Hyosung.”
I suppressed it as much as possible, but I was able to understand it right away just by not avoiding eye contact.
What I feel from the gaze glaring at me at this moment is an emotion that can clearly be defined as ‘desire’.
No matter how much he doesn’t look like a demon, this is also one side of him, and he feels that his love is lusting after him.
“How do you feel about me now?”
The moment she sensed that, Marylin avoided her gaze as the heat rose again.
After she wiggled and placed her hands on her knees, she asked without confidence towards him.
“Does my body look okay?”
-Gulp.
The moment when saliva is forced down her neck, which is blocked by her tension.
Afterwards, he looked at himself with his trembling eyes, then quickly looked away and started pressing his hand between his legs.
As if he was worried that his current ugly appearance would be revealed.
“… “That, Ms. Marylin.”
A voice that seems to crawl away at the end.
The stiff muscles of the body showed an effort to calm down the mind that had been messed up by the curse.
“You said you would treat me from now on, right?”
“Yes. As I said before, I learned how to extract the power of demons during my travels.”
Actually, as a demon, he is skilled in manipulating the power of demons, but he has not yet revealed his identity to his opponents.
It may be revealed someday, but not now.
“But, you don’t necessarily have to dress like that for treatment… ….”
“If you still want to do it.”
Marylin, hiding her true identity, cupped her breasts with her arms and began to cast her gaze dangerously towards him.
“If Hyosung finds it difficult to endure……. Liberating that desire as much as possible can be a method of treatment.”
If other demons saw it, they would probably think it was ridiculous.
Demons are a treacherous race that plunders what they want, and dominates others except themselves or temporarily pretends to serve them for their own benefit.
“Ha, but that’s not for treatment…” ….”
“You already know. “How do I feel about you?”
But she has already acknowledged her feelings.
The heart pounding I felt at this moment was clearly an emotion that could be defined as love.
If the fruit of those feelings is to be face to face with the person you love, it would be natural for you to long for a relationship with him in order to be faithful to that desire.
“You knew from the moment we met again that we wanted to be like this all along.”
“… ….”
“… So, if Hyosung wants, he can do it. “If you don’t mind this or that.”
Marilyn shyly removes her arms that were covering her body and reveals herself nakedly.
In her heart as she took that action, two emotions coexisted and were fighting with each other.
On one hand, I have a desire to be in a relationship with him.
And the other side is afraid of not being in a relationship with him.
“…… Sorry.”
In the end, he bit her lip to tell Marylin, who was trying to see the possibilities in this tightrope walk, that she was rejecting him.
“I’m sorry. If only I had waited a little longer for you….”
A doctor who is absorbed in her desires and refuses even though she shows a naked body that stimulates his desires.
But Marylin was not disappointed.
I guessed from the beginning that he wouldn’t rape her.
All I wanted to know was whether the apology she revealed at this moment, her desire to prioritize her first lover, and her lingering feelings for herself really coexisted.
“… “No, it’s okay.”
Yes, you just can’t put yourself first.
He clearly sees himself as the opposite s*x, and he is truly sorry that he was not able to form a relationship with that person.
That alone should be enough to know the possibility of becoming a relationship with him in the future.
“I was the one who asked you to forget me in the first place… That would have been the best thing for Hyosung at the time.”
“But Ms. Marylin risked her life for me…….”
“On the contrary, I feel fortunate now. “The fact that someone other than me was connected to you.”
On the one hand, it was disappointing, but more than that, something called relief began to feel great in her heart.
In the act of retracting my outstretched arms and wrapping them around my body, a part of the fear that had caused such feelings was revealed at a glance.
“I have never felt happiness for a long time, so I wonder if I am qualified to receive happiness… …. “If you are given the opportunity to achieve that too quickly, it may even ruin your current relationship.”
“… “Marilyn.”
“So, it’s okay not to feel too guilty. “Because I’m fine.”
It’s just not now.
From now on, just like before, I will stay by his side, win his favor, develop my presence inside him, and aim for the right time.
Once I get used to that situation and can control my desires to some extent, I will finally court him.
“Just a little… ….”
The moment when you think that is enough and are about to pass on.
Soon, he closed the distance and tried to hold on to his hand that was about to be withdrawn.
“Can you give me a little time?”
“Time, huh?”
“I want to be in a relationship with two people….”
“… ….”
“… “That’s what I’ve been working towards.”
Love that directs its resolute gaze towards you even as you squirm with desire and guilt.
Just by facing it, Marylin could feel how straight and clear her sincerity toward him was.
“To be able to protect the people around me, even in a world like this. And to gain the qualifications to be okay with being in a relationship with anyone.”
That’s because I’ve been watching it so far.
As she risked her life in front of her eyes and went through many hardships, it was clear that what she had revealed was not just a whim or bravado.
“So… …. You don’t have to push yourself too hard, Ms. Marylin. “If you really think I deserve it, and if our feelings for each other are still there by then, I will come and woo you.”
I can feel the tremors from the hand being held gradually subsiding.
Desire and guilt still coexist in the gaze toward oneself, but all of that has been neutralized through expectations for the future rather than grit.
Even if he couldn’t achieve it right away, he was also looking forward to something that would happen in the future.
“… Fool.”
A clear voice leaked from Marylin’s mouth when she realized that.
“Hyosung is an idiot. Playboy, lewd… ….”
“… Ah, there.”
“He proudly said that he would straddle the line, knowing clearly what he thought… ….”
“Ah, hahahaha. “Was this too much?”
“I still like it.”
She fell in love with such a man.
The man who saved me from infinite bondage.
A weak and greedy man who does not turn away from the future that will be with him in the future even though he is one step behind, and even though he is already with someone.
“I like it, so I’ll wait. “The day you come to me.”
You yourself are a being who lives by desire, but how can you scold the person you love for having great desires?
Rather, at this moment, she thanked him for teaching her that she, too, had a chance, and he responded with a smile, shaking off her guilt.
“Can I ask you to get treatment soon?”
“Yes, please take off your top and sit facing me.”
Yes, there is no need to rush.
It’s just not now, but I’ll be able to have a relationship with him someday.
-Smurf.
With such thoughts, Marylin gradually gathers strength into her hands.
In response to her will, her power mixed into his body, and soon the magic of s*xual desire encroached inside her began to be drawn into his body.
A power so powerful that even a weak person would become a person just by accepting it.
If you accept the force directly into your body, you will be affected to a large extent, but enduring it itself was not difficult.
Once I absorb the magic power of s*xual desire into my body, gradually neutralize it and release it to the outside, everything will be resolved.
‘Mr. Hyosung…..’
Marylin, who pulled all the power encroached on his body towards me, began to fixate her gaze on his body in the process of trying to control that power.
‘Was Mr. Hyosung’s back this wide?’
A body that moves slowly and unconsciously and two eyes that open clearly.
As my eyes followed each and every scar on my body, including the sweat-soaked muscles of my chest, I felt that what I could call reason was gradually disappearing from my mind.
That corresponds to a variable that she herself was not aware of.
The power of madness that formed her source mixed with the s*xual desire accepted into her body at this moment, resulting in paralyzing reason.
“Hey, Ms. Marilyn. Wait a minute, what… ….”
“I’m sorry, Hyosung. “I know it’s wrong, but I also can’t stand it.”
What’s more, what’s in front of me is a being that can be called the source of desire.
With him lying defenseless, there was no way he could control the desire surging inside him.
“Still, please don’t blame me too much. This is all Hyosung…….”
“It’s because Hyosung is so annoying~♥”
“Now, wait! aaah!”
I tried to run away screaming, but by then it was already too late.
-Boo!
Even the remaining bottoms were torn apart by my grip.
The devil’s grip began to stretch on the object standing upright in that empty space.