I Became Famous in the Matriarchal World

"It looks like you're enjoying your life, Shirou. Or I should say, Shamim." 

My heart skipped a beat the moment I heard that name. It was a name that I wanted to forget after coming to this world. Why does she knows that? Why? I don't wanna. I don't wanna. I don't wanna. 

I don't want to hear that name again. I started to feel scared of her and asked her timidly,"H-h-how did y-you know?" 

She didn't reply. She just stared at me and smiled. 

*Doki *Doki 

*Doki *Doki 

*Doki *Doki

Ugh.. what's happening? Why is my heart beating this fast? Why do feel headache so sudden? What's happening. 

"W-who are you?" I asked while being scared.

She didn't replied again. But this time, instead of replying, she stood up and came toward me.

She stood in front of me and smiled,"You want to know who am I?" 

*Doki *Doki 

*Doki *Doki

I swallowed my saliva and nodded.

*BAM *BAM

"Ouch, it hurts." 

She punched twice on my head. It really hurts. Why the hack am I getting beaten by this lady?

"You insolent fool, I don't mind you remembering your past memories. But how dare you forgot your own mother?" She said in rage.

Mom?

"Eh!?????????" I leaked out in surprise.

What the hack is going on? She is my mom? Why? I mean, Miyuki-san said that my mother works in a company or somewhere and I was sure that she is not much of a big deal. Then why does she is saying that she is my mother? Besides, she just look like she is a young lady. Who would believe that she is my mother. She is joking. 

"How can you forget me after that passionate night? What would happen to me?" She said with worried expression. 

Passionate? Night? 

She is telling me that she is my mother. Then what's that passionate night she is talking about? 

Wait, she is fucking joking? Ah, my head hurts. I can't think anymore. She is fucking confusing me. 

"You can't fool me just because I have an amnesia. Like hell, I would believe that you're my mother? You're so young and pretty. There's no way, my mother will be this young." I replied with confidence.

She went silent after hearing my words. 

"Ara! Seems like you know how to make a lady fall for you." She replied with a smile and started slapping my back."That's like my son." 

"What the hack is going on? I don't really understand. Besides, what do you mean by passionate night?" I asked while feeling really confused.

"It was the night when you passionately sucked my boobs." She replied with red face.

What the hack? Am I not virgin anymore? What the hack is going on? Please someone, at least tell me what's going on. I am fucking confused. 

"When did that happen?" I asked with confusion.

"15 years ago." She replied instantly.

"Wasn't I, a child back then?" I gave her a tsukkomi.

"It was really passionate for me." She replied with red face while touching her both cheeks. It's as if she was remembering that day. 

"We were hugging each other, obviously naked. It was amazing." She replied. 

"Don't put it that way. Besides, are you really my mother?" I asked while being suspicious.

"You have a mole in your butt. It enhances the beauty of your butt." She replied instantly. 

"I understand. I am sorry. Please stop." I lowered my head as I really feel tired after talking to her for few seconds. 

She went silent for a second too. After that, she suddenly hugged me and muttered,"Thank God, you're alright. We were really worried about you."

It might have been only few words for some other person. But for me, it was a word that means more than anything else. More than my life. I can happily give my life now. 

In my past life, I was an unwanted child. I know how it feels when your own mother says that she hates you. You should have never been born. 

I know how it feels when your father beats you over every single topic. I know how it feels when your family holds a party and you're not even invited. 

I still remembers that my parents kicked me out of their home for a night just because, I would ruin their new year party if I remain in the home. 

So, when she says that she was worried about me, it soothed my heart. I don't know what's this feeling. It's something new to me. It's warm and beautiful. Just the the sun rays in the winter. 

Her warmth reached my heart. Her scent reminds me that it's really familiar. It's as if I was hugged before this way. But I can't seem to remember anything. It's kinda fuzzy. But her warmth really gives me a sense of security. She really is my mother in this life. I really don't doubt it. 

"Arre!? Why am I crying? Even though I am so happy?" 

Before I knew it, my eyes filled with tears. I don't know why. I am really happy. Then why am I crying? 

"I am sorry. Mama was really careless back then. Because of me, you have to go through such a trauma." She muttered. 

Ah, I really love her. She is my mother after all. These kind words are really enough for me to love her. I don't need any more reasons. She is kind. 

"I love you, mama." I muttered unconsciously. 

"I love you too, my son. I love you very much. I know that it was mama's fault for not being careful back then. But still will you forgive your mama?" 

"Umm.. It's not Mama's fault to begin with. Besides I don't even remember that incident." I replied. 

"Good. You don't have to remember that. You just have to be happy from now on." She replied. 

After that, she kissed my forehead and sat beside me. 

"I am happy that you're trying to enjoy your life. It makes me really happy. Seems like sometimes remembering the memories of past self's is not a bad thing. 

"Yeah. I do think I am enjoying this world." I replied with a smile. 

"By the way, what did you imagined while masterbating in the bath last night?" She asked while a smack.

"W-wait, how did you know? I was making sure that I locked up the bath?" I replied in surprise.

"Well, mama knows everything." She replied proudly.

"I will contact an electrician." I replied.

"Wait, no. There's no way I would put a secret CCTV in the bath. I swear, I haven't put more than 100 CCTV camera in your apartment." She replied in panic.

"Don't tell me, it's still 100?" I asked while starting to become mad. 

"Ah, seems like there will be rain today." She tried to divert our topic. 

"Like hell it will, I have seen the weather forecast today." I shouted.