I Left the Non-virgin Party

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“I am Xerxes, the lord who transcends worldly ethics in order to become a lord!

Ren was extremely nervous from the moment he heard this. I had heard of Kwonma through rumors. I heard that he is one of the strongest on the continent. It must have been a difficult opponent even with the head of the family, mother or father. Still, I wasn’t too worried until then. Because the magic skill that Jain showed up until recently was amazing.

“They’re all dead. In this arena built with magic stones.”

It was when he heard the story of Ma Bong-seok that Ren began to get nervous in earnest. It was a hot drink. Ren, who was sitting in the audience seat, bit his lip hard. If the other side came out like that, it seemed that there was no need for this side to be faithful either.

Whether to break in, bring a weapon, or find a way to escape together, Ren was soon discouraged. It was because the level of the two people’s confrontation was high enough that there was no room for anyone like himself to intervene. Surprisingly, Jain was fighting Kwon Ma and Hogak even with his fists. Ren had a hard time following the flow of the fight.

“Zin! No!”

It was in the middle that I realized that the flow was going badly. It was because Jain was hit with Kwon Ma’s fist and was nailed to the wall of the arena. Fortunately, Jain soon got up from the pile of broken stones. However, the condition did not look good. His left forehead was severed, his hair soaked in blood, and a stream of blood dripped from his lips.

i need some help Ren jumped up from his seat and ran outside. The sword that Jain threw away because he was tricked by Kwon Ma. It was to pick it up and hand it over. The opponent was Kwon Ma. Rather than fighting with a sword and fists, fighting with a sword seemed several times better.

So I was outside, so I didn’t see the progress of the fight after that. When Ren rushed to pick up his sword and entered the arena, a huge wind blew up and ruffled Ren’s bangs. When he overcame the wind and stepped into the arena, the kwon horses were already scattered as dust.

“ah!”

Ren let out a cry of joy and ran to Jain. And I was shocked. It was because Jain, who was always cheeky and relaxed, was seriously injured. Her bangs were dripping down enough to cover her eyes, soaked in blood, and her clothes were torn everywhere. His right arm was completely broken, revealing his collarbone. His shoulder was dislocated and he was even drooping. With tears in his eyes, Ren carefully took Zain’s hand.

“Good job. It was great.”

“Is that so?”

Even in that state, Jain’s voice was calm. In order not to worry, I thought I was pretending to be Taeyeon. Ren held her hand tightly and said.

“Then let’s go back now. Go back and get some treatment. I have an elixir. My parents gave me to use it if I thought I was going to die. When I get back, I’ll treat you with it…”

“Okay. You write it later.”

Jain let go of his hand and walked away. However, this was not the direction Ren expected. Zain was walking to the other side of the arena, where the Succubus Queen was waiting. Ren was confused and asked.

“Where are you going?”

“Succubus Queen, get rid of it.”

“No, no way, stop it!”

Jain has already accomplished a great feat just by taking the horse here. In Ren’s eyes, the body had already reached its limit. In that state, fighting the Four Heavenly Kings, who must have been stronger than Kwon Ma, was arrogant. I was so worried that I couldn’t take it.

“Wow, the arm looks like that! Let’s go back!”

“Huh? Arm? Oh, aren’t you used to printing?”

Jain looked at his droopy right arm, as if he had only realized that he had lost his arm. He kicked his tongue and just hit the dislocated shoulder with force. Soon with a rumble, the shoulder returned to its place. Then he strode towards the succubus queen’s bedroom. Ren followed worriedly.

Soon the two arrived in front of the magnificent bronze door. It was a bronze door engraved with the naked body of a lewd woman and lavish floral reliefs. Beyond this, the succubus queen would be waiting. The one who stopped in front of him and grabbed the doorknob spoke to Ren only then.

“Open the door. And I’m waiting here.”

“Si, I hate it.”

Ren clenched his fist and refused. Jain didn’t even look back. And again, he asked in a serious voice.

“Ren, open it.”

“No! With that body, alone, where are you going…”

Ren hugged him tightly. It was to remove it from the door that looked like the execution table. As I got closer to my body, the smell of blood and sweat mixed and blew me away. But Jain didn’t even move. Ren stuttered, trying his best to somehow get Jain away from the door.

“That’s enough. For now, let’s go back, let’s all come back together. It’s dangerous.”

“This guy is a coward, so if he finds out that Kwon Ma is dead, he will run away tomorrow.

“Why, why are you doing this…”

In response to Ren’s crying question, Zain sighed and said.

“approximately.”

“What?”

“The essence of the succubus queen is the medicine that cures your disease. So you have to grab it.”

It was an unexpected answer. Ren, whose hair had turned white, stammered.

“Are you doing this because of me?”

After all, it was From the time he collapsed from arteriosclerosis, when Jain saw it, the party’s strategy had suddenly changed. By somehow catching the succubus queen quickly.

Ren buried his face in Zain’s back. I didn’t know what to look like. The two arms that embraced Jain gained strength. Ren hugged her back tightly as if she was about to explode, then made a decision.

Raising her face again, she smiled faintly.

“If that’s the case, that’s fine.”

“It’s not okay.”

“Let’s quit quickly and go back. This disease has been a part of me since I was born, so I’m already used to it. I’ve known for a long time, so I’m neither afraid nor afraid of dying. I’m more afraid of you going wrong. I’m happy enough…”

“lie.”

Ren was speechless. It was because the large Jain’s hand was stroking his head.

“ah…”

“Sometimes lean on someone else a little.”

Then, he grabbed Ren’s hand, which was dazed by being stabbed, and brought it to the bronze door. The door began to open with a rumble.

Ren lost strength in his legs and collapsed. An incredibly dense magical energy was pouring out from inside the room. It was suffocating.

Zain squatted in front of Ren, biting his thumb and bleeding, and started drawing the guard. It was a protective group that protected Ren from those waves of magic and from monsters that might come. When he drew a circle of letters centered on Ren, a white pillar of light soared and isolated Ren.

“I’ll go. I’m waiting.”

“No, no, don’t go!”

Ignoring Ren’s last jersey, Jain entered through the open door. Soon the door slammed shut again. In the empty hallway, there was only Ren, who was trapped in a pillar of light.

“ah…”

Ren muttered in embarrassment. Why I couldn’t dry it, I regretted it. There was no way I could win, but I didn’t like myself for expecting it. The man’s warmth still remained vivid on his forehead and cheeks.

Soon, a roar began to resound. The sound of lightning strikes, the sound of an exploding heat wave, screams, the sound of blades clashing, and all kinds of explosions erupted without distinction. It must have been the sound of a fight between the Succubus Queen and Jain. It was hard to die as I sat still and listened to the sound.

Bad thoughts kept coming up. I remembered the figure of Jain when he was beaten by Kwon Ma and nailed to the wall. I was afraid of what was going on inside. I kept imagining Jain piercing his heart or vomiting blood. It was so hard that I was short of breath. But now, all Ren could do was pray. Ren closed his eyes and prayed earnestly.

God,

‘Cause I’ve never had any regrets

Because I tried to live as a good child,

Please listen to my prayer just this one time.

There’s no need for such a mournful love.

Please let him live and get out of that door…

“I’m really doing a funny prayer.”

“uh?”

Ren slowly opened his eyes. Tears welled up in Ren’s blue eyes. My vision was drenched with tears, and I couldn’t see well. I stole it and blinked, and the face of the person in front of me came into my view clearly.

It was the face of someone who looked down at him with a grin.

In her hand, the essence extracted from the Succubus Queen was shining like a pink jewel.

*

It was a night with moonlight pouring down like a skirt.

A lake that receives the protection of a nameless god and restores the energy of those who put their feet in it.

Two people appeared in the lake on the last moon.

“Wow, it’s pretty.”

It was Ren and Zain. When absorbing the essence of the succubus queen, in order to prevent any possible side effects, he had found this place again. Ren exclaimed as he looked at the lake reflecting the moonlight like a mirror. The moonlight poured down her silver hair, coloring its outline with a faint blue light. Jain muttered indifferently.

“I’m back in a few days.”

“Again? Isn’t this the first time you’ve been here with me?”

“I came with that jjangguima.”

“Huh, yes, that’s right.”

Somehow, I felt a little bad. But Jain didn’t care and sat down on the shore of the lake. He even motioned for me to sit next to him.

“For now, sit here and dip your feet in the lake water.”

Ren obeyed. When he took off his shoes, his white legs stretched out like a crane. After confirming that her feet were completely submerged, Jain took out the essence of the Succubus Queen from her arms. It had the appearance of a pink diamond cut into a hexagon.

“Come on, open your mouth.”

Just like when he drank honey the other day, Ren closed his eyes and opened his mouth quietly. It felt like something was going into my mouth. The essence of the succubus queen that entered her mouth instantly turned into a liquid and flowed down her throat. It felt like swallowing a very strong drink. After a while, my heart suddenly became warm.

“Ugh.”

Ren grabbed her chest and moaned. There was a chest pain like a fire in my chest. As expected, Jain wrapped his arms around his shoulders and supported Ren.

“Hold on a little bit. The lake keeps energizing you, so you’ll be able to bear it. When this is over, you’re free.”

“Okay. Well, I’ll do it.”

The chest pain lasted about an hour. When all the chest pains finally subsided, Ren placed his hand on his chest and spoke quietly.

“With this, are you done?”

“It’s over. Your arthrosis is now cured.”

Zain made a cool declaration as always. Ren was still rubbing his chest and muttering.

“Somehow I can’t feel it. But, I did get that feeling. It felt like the ice in my chest had melted and was scattered.”

“Get a good rest. You might get sick just in case.”

Only then did Ren realize that he was almost in Jain’s arms, and blushed and took a step away from him. In other words, my heart was pounding so hard that it hurts.

The two were sitting side by side like that, looking at the old moon lake at night. The moonlight today was blue. The lake water fluttered with fireflies shimmered in a beautiful light like a decorative mirror. Ren, who was staring blankly at the lake, said as if he had suddenly remembered.

“Yeah, if this is what makes arthropathy better now.”

“Because it’s all good.”

“Can I try to nagging my husband too?”

“ok?”

Jain turned to this side at the wrong question. But Ren’s face was more serious. She was recalling fragments of the ordinary life she had seen in the farmhouse one by one. The things I watched from a distance because I thought it would never come into my hands for the rest of my life.

“When a child goes to school for the first time, pack a lunch and follow along, is it possible? Or, take a picture together, show it to others and brag about it, choose a present on the child’s birthday and throw a party. , do, can… is it possible?”

For some reason, tears flowed again. It looked like something that had been stagnant before had flowed out. Ren stole his eyes as if puzzled.

“It’s strange. I’m very happy right now, but I’m in tears.”

I tried to laugh, but it didn’t work. Zain stroked Ren’s head again.

“Look, you were lying.”

“Yeah, yeah… It was a lie.”

Tears streamed down my cheeks again. Words I’ve always had since I was seven years old, overhearing the bottle in that cold bed. Words that had never been said to anyone came out spontaneously.

“I was always, afraid of dying… I was very, very afraid… I also wanted to live. I wanted to be with everyone for a longer time. But, if I don’t make up my mind, everyone will be sad…”

“Don’t do that.”

Jain spoke briefly and turned his head.

“Thank you, really.”

Ren held Jain’s hand tightly with both hands. It’s big and hard, it’s a man’s hand. I felt that way. I thought that the expression I had to make now was a smile, not tears. She smiled as brightly as she could. Jain looked down at that face and muttered amusedly.

“Don’t make concessions like that, from now on.”

Anyway, now there’s something I don’t want to give up.

Swallowing the horse sticking out of his throat, Ren looked up at the sky.

It was early morning. The golden dawning sky seemed to be smiling at himself.

*

It was the next night.

“Hey there, maybe?”

The door to Jain’s tent opened, and a man came in.

It was Ren. As if she wasn’t shy, she was only wearing provocative black underwear that could see through.

“Are you already asleep?”

Ren knelt and sat down next to the sleeping bag.

As if he was already asleep, only a small breath could be heard from the sleeping bag.