I Only Play Villains

Would it suit you?(2)

The friendly killer, Private First Class Lee Jin-wook.

One of the drama’s semi-supporting roles.

A device that brings out the awakening of the main character Guo Gu-man, a lawyer, in the beginning, with only one episode appearing and exiting.

A young soldier who goes to a South Korean military base in the Middle East, thinking that he is simply dispatched overseas, witnesses a horrific war crime and his mind collapses.

When the senior officers and officers giggled and forced him to make him an accomplice, he lost his mind and shot them dead when he regained consciousness.

Local units are in a hurry to hide war crimes, saying it is for ‘relieving stress’, and soldiers are required to submit perjury.

However, the soldier who sees dozens of children’s corpses in his dreams every night ends up confessing everything to the main character’s lawyer and commits suicide.

It only appears in one episode, but it is a role that brings out the awakening of the main character lawyer in the beginning, so chemistry and acting skills were quite important.

Song Jeong-woo asked writer Kim Sang-hee to raise his age to become a noncommissioned officer or an officer rather than an ordinary soldier.

However, Kim Sang-hee always refused.

-The main strategy viewers are housewives. Housewives say that in order to extract juice, you really have to give the setting that my son is in such an unfair and difficult situation.

If it were this friend, wouldn’t it be a good match?

At least, the look, attitude, and movements he had seen until just now were not something that most actors could do.

It must be an unknown unknown actor.

It was then.

“sorry.”

Jeong Seo-hoon let go of Kim Hyeon-tae and lowered his head.

It felt like a long time had passed, but it was probably less than five seconds.

Jeong Seo-hun politely returned the bar.

“I was practicing acting for an audition, and I was so immersed in it that I ended up rude. I’m really sorry.”

Only then did Kim Hyun-tae’s blue expression slowly return to normal.

“Huh, hum. The young friend is very responsive. Still, it’s not like I just immerse myself in a role anywhere. A big accident can happen.”

“sorry.”

“Oh, Hyun-tae. It’s an audition today, but if you’re in a hurry, you can. So, did you come to audition for ＜Illegal＞?”

“Yes. I came for that.”

Jeong Seo-hoon lowered his head once again, and Song Jeong-woo carefully observed his face and physique.

If you’re here for an audition, you’ll be back in a few hours.

“I wish you good results.”

***

Instinct came first, so now it’s time for reason to take over.

Jeong Seo-hoon devised the most natural way to get out of this situation.

He had the experience of going through a more severe and gruesome, life-threatening limb with a short judgment in seconds.

‘audition.’

I just remembered that there was an open audition today.

Judging by the appearance of the other person, it must be a broadcasting person.

So Jeong Seo-hoon came up with the most natural and plausible excuse.

While practicing acting for the audition, he said that he made a mistake because he was too immersed in it.

The man who was subdued by himself had an expression of displeasure and trembling.

However, when the man who seemed to be a member of the party and a superior ended the situation with a friendly smile, he also had no choice but to accept the apology.

“So, did you come to audition for ＜Illegal＞? I wish you good results.”

A man who appeared to be a superior patted him on the shoulder and disappeared into the studio with his subordinates.

There was no pride or joy in overcoming a precarious situation.

On the battlefield, it is more urgent and dangerous than this, and comrades die right next to it.

Jeong Seo-hun, who had been looking at their backs indifferently, suddenly realized.

The sound of footsteps approaching from behind tells me to go back as far as I can.

He deliberately did not turn his head to check the expressions of the people behind him.

Instead, a book of scripts from the box that Jeong Su-ryun had put down for a while caught my eye.

[Illegal: Outlaws]

Jeong Su-ryun, who had been running over, took the box she had put down and spat out curses.

“X feet. It looks like a beggar.”

“…”

“Oh, I’m not talking about your face. You go home now.”

“at home?”

“I told my mother. Mom will give you a box this big, so bring it back. Hurry up because there is no time.”

“When you take it, take it a little at a time.”

“Shut up and go quickly. If you want a daily wage.”

There is still a thick sense of heterogeneity, like grains of soil stuck in the mouth.

I feel repulsed by the concept of family that comes to mind through Jung Soo-ryun.

From this small difference, he was able to realize that he was putting one foot on the soldier’s side.

I think the exact ratio would be around 3:7, not 5:5.

The soldier’s side is 7. No, maybe even more…

The proof is that he keeps looking at himself objectively as Seo-Hoon Jeong, not as ‘I’.

Jeong Seo-hoon drove the car and returned home.

After getting ready to go out, my mother grumbled.

“This girl is real. I heard that I had work in the afternoon, but I’m bothering people like this. I can’t even get out, what the hell are you doing?”

“Jeong Soo-ryun…why did you stop working as an actress and work as a production staff?”

I didn’t ask out of curiosity.

It was part of the training to reintegrate into Jeong Seo-hoon’s daily life.

Like repeating the motion of lifting and putting down a dumbbell to increase muscle strength.

It is a kind of rehabilitation training.

“If you quit being an actor, stop doing anything. Since when did he become an actor? You have to have done it before to have quit.”

“…?”

“I’ve never passed an audition for a minor role, so what? I finally came to my senses after chasing after the audition site and dreaming to my heart’s content.”

“Did you?”

Jeong Seo-hoon replied in an uninspiring tone.

This is also part of the training to melt into everyday life.

“You have to know your subject. Somewhere around me, I hear that I’m pretty, so I know that Ji is the prettiest in the world. Oh, anyone learning? Even at the top of a 100-ranked girl group on the charts, what can you learn with a face that barely stands on top?”

Jeong Seo-hoon was a little worried here.

Would it be right for him to giggle and laugh at this part?

But I don’t know how to burst into laughter.

‘I already missed the timing.’

“Still, it’s much better than being unable to function as a person because you got a celebrity disease. Seo Hoon: You must be frustrated too, but help me, noona. After all, it’s even better if you meet a popular PD and get married.”

Jeong Seo-hoon knew that his mother was more realistic than he thought.

“There is a box of water lilies on the desk, so you can take it and leave. It was so heavy that I couldn’t get it off.”

“Yes.”

thank god. My mother doesn’t look at me strangely.

Even so, he was not relieved, and constantly tried to figure out his condition.

‘I shouldn’t make the same mistake as before.’

Several times, through cross-examination of surrounding reactions, memories of the past, and records, one thing was definitely pointed out.

‘From the perspective of a third person, my current behavioral reaction is closer to Rashid than Jeong Seo-hoon. It’s just that he’s wearing Jeong Seo-hoon’s face.’

His way of thinking is much closer to soldier Rashid than Jeong Seo-hun.

It is not that Jeong Seo-hoon’s memory is opaque.

Perhaps because he spent the last three years on a dangerous battlefield as Rashid, his soldier’s identity was exerting a superior influence.

***

This peaceful room of Jung Soo-ryun is very unfamiliar.

I never thought I would be reminded of the crew’s bedroom in a narrow and uncomfortable battleship.

A feeling of suffocation looms.

‘I thought everything would be fine once the war was over and I was discharged.’

When the gunfire stopped for a while, I would always take advantage of the gap and talk about life after the war with my comrades.

I’m going to do business, I’m going to open a factory, I’m going to meet about a hundred women…

Rashid also longed for a life after the war.

He would never look at such a loathsome battlefield again, that he would go into hiding in the event of another war.

However, after being thrown here in an instant, I miss the smell of iron on the battle deck like a separation barrier.

This must be the feeling of a newbie pilot who was dropped from the squadron and is looking for a ship with dangerous oil.

– Tick-tick. tick tick tick. tick tick.

Suddenly, an unfamiliar sound came from the window, and before I could even think, my body reacted first.

When Jeong Seo-hoon turned his back and rushed at it, the pigeon sitting on the window flew up in surprise.

The flapping of the wings was too weak to quickly escape, and the next moment the pigeon’s leg was caught in my hand.

The nerve commands issued by the brain that had been smothered in the battlefield caused an overload that the muscles were not accustomed to.

It was too fast and forced to use the muscles of the whole body.

My muscles tingled from my fingertips to my toes, and I couldn’t overcome the pain and let go of the dove.

The frightened pigeon fluttered away, and he stared down at his hand, frozen stiff.

All five fingers tremble.

Raise the opposite hand and try to align them side by side. Ten fingers trembled.

It was just the sound of pigeons pecking at the windowsill.

But at that moment, he had returned to his task of searching the reed fields.

I heard a similar sound back then.

tick tick. tick tick tick. tick tick.

Resembling the sound of a small beak hitting a tree branch, it was the crackling sound of traps triggered by comrades.

Explosions from all directions, soldiers screaming and falling, the world turned upside down, and the empty pupils of dying comrades…

“Huh, uhhhhh.”

Don’t do this (1)