chapter 12
12 – Remaining Emotions (Modified later)
“It’s normal class from today!”
Flora couldn’t stand her excitement and pounding heart from the morning, so she quickly left the dormitory and went to the academy and stood in front of the classroom door.
After taking a deep breath, Flora grabbed the doorknob.
‘If I open the classroom door in front of me, what kind of person will I meet? What kind of life will begin?’
And what kind of teacher would you be?
Flora slowly opened the door with a smile on her face.
“Isn’t it……?”
In front of Flora’s eyes, several other students, three female students and two male students who looked bad by any measure, were sitting on her desk giggling.
‘Ugh… No matter how I look at it, I don’t think we’ll be able to get close… It’s awkward… But I don’t know them well, so I guess you shouldn’t judge them based on their first impression’
But unfortunately Flora, who was kind by nature, tried to talk to them.
At that time, one of the female students sitting on the desk hit the desk.
Boom!
“f*ck the kid. That bastard is f*cking annoying.”
“That’s why I really want to win sometime.”
“Honestly, I think that bastard is weak. Look, I thought I broke my arm, but it got better at some point. Isn’t it like illusion magic?”
“It must have been such a mean move because fighting is weak.”
“I think so too.”
‘What do you mean?’
The sound of their stories was enough to shock Flora as well as her first impression.
Although, of course, what Habir did to them was to break his arm and cast a Trigon healing spell on it.
Flora, hardened by her shock, heard their voices again.
“Leave it aside for now”
“We should start with the welcome ceremony for our professor.”
“Isn’t this our academy tradition that we did last year?”
“Of course it’s a tradition we’ve been making our own since last year!”
“Kiki Kiki Kiki”
‘What?’
Flora didn’t quite understand what they were saying, but she understood that she was trying to trick her professor anyway.
But no luck. Just then, I heard the professor open the door and lift it up.
“Hey, get ready!”
“Go go!”
“Keuk, regret yourself for being in charge of our class!”
“We’ll show you our magic!”
“Now!”
The so-called ‘Five Lucky Five’, made up of 3 female students and 2 male students, made a gun shape with their hands and began to memorize spells.
“””””[Sutan]”””””
‘And the magic I’ve never seen before…’
For a while, Flora couldn’t take her eyes off the mysterious phenomenon she had never seen before, realizing that it was headed for the professor, and tried to stop it, but it was already too late.
In their hands, the bullets had already started and fired, and the professor was still opening the door.
‘Dangerous!’
At that time, something very unbelievable happened in front of Flora’s eyes.
As soon as the professor saw the bullets fired, he moved quickly and evaded them all.
“Wow…”
An automatic exclamation came out of Flora’s mouth.
“Hey!”
“That person!”
“Was that the professor in charge here?”
I heard the voices of the lucky five who had been forgotten for a moment.
Hearing their voices, I felt that my mind, which had been dazed for a moment, came back.
‘Ah… Come to think of it, that professor is a new professor wearing a mask that I was afraid of. I begged that professor not to be the professor in charge!’
As expected
The professor seemed to be sighing a little.
Then he said.
“What kind of guy is that?”
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“What kind of guy is that?”
It’s something I’ve said before.
What kind of a guy it must be. Anyone can see that he’s the lucky five over there.
But… No answer?
I opened my mouth again.
“I asked who he was. Is he deaf?”
“Hey!”
One of the lucky 5 hiccups, probably because I was scared, but there was no answer in the end.
I sighed once more.
I activated [Intimidate], The magic I used last time.
With their level of mental strength and skills, it would seem like I’m exuding dark murderous or dark demonic energy.
You are probably feeling threatened for your life.
I have no intention of going that far.
I opened my mouth once again.
“I’ll ask you one last time. What kind of guy is he?”
The Lucky Five were now on the verge of shedding tears.
Yes, it must be scary.
But what? You were the first to cross the line.
“That’s… Us.”
One of the Five Unlucky Five raised his hand and confessed his crimes.
I released the intimidation.
“Pheh…Hah…Hah…Hah”
The 5 people, who were not breathing properly, seemed to be breathing in and out as soon as I relieved the coercion.
So why did you do that?
“Come with me.”
At my chilly voice, the Lucky Five were startled. He thought he would die if he didn’t come out of here, so he came out and stood in front of me.
When they hurt each other, they giggled and laughed, and when an opponent bigger than themselves appeared, they immediately stood up in fear.
I suddenly started to get annoyed when these guys, who were sitting far away and casting dynamics, came in front of me.
Those who see people as their toys, inflict pain, create trauma, and leave indelible scars in their hearts and minds.
It is not easy to heal the wounds in the heart. This is because human emotions are sometimes strong and sometimes weak and young.
When small cracks start to occur in such feelings, the initially very small fissure suddenly widens in an instant and gives lifelong pain.
Even if the wound heals, a rough and ugly scar will remain and will protect the spot until the end.
That’s why I hate these guys.
“Why did you do that?”
I’ve never said anything like this to Astria’s party members.
“Why the hell”
To those who gave me pain.
“Why did you do that?”
Maybe that’s why, although they are of different types, they are not far away, but they are standing right in front of me in a frightened state, doing things that can hurt the same heart.
“Do you not have a heart for people?”
My eyes started to look at the 5 people in front and Astria’s party members, and my head started to fill with anger.
“Have you thought about the feelings of the victim?”
As a result, the me of Astria and the me of now have fused.
“Do you know that I am also a person with feelings?”
“Do you know that there are people who want to die because of you?”
“Why did you do that?”
“For some reason”
“What’s wrong with me?”
“Did you know that every day was hell?”
“It was the first time I realized that human beings can be so blunted.”
“I wanted to die.”
“I wanted to go out.”
“I wanted to go back to where I lived”
The words that come out of my mouth are no longer the words of the lucky five.
From a simple rebuke I was going to give to the 5, it turned into an appeal to the girls in Astria, the S-class party where I existed and was active.
“What the hell…Why…!”
My emotions were at their peak, and this time, instead of magic fake intimidation, a huge and direct killing spewed out from my body.
After meeting Professor Agar and Freya, I felt the dark emotions such as hatred, contempt, and murder that had been dormant deep in my heart rise to the surface again.
“Ugh!”
“I’m sorry… I’m so sorry…”
“aaa…”
The lucky five seemed like they would faint because they couldn’t breathe.
Stop it, you madman! Why are you angry with the kids! Stop it right now!
That’s right, I knew.
This is just a way to vent my anger.
This is something you shouldn’t do.
So… Stop it please..!
As I was calling out to myself in my heart, I heard a familiar voice calling to me from the side.
“Professor Ichle!”
Guided by the voice I heard, I turned my head and looked to the right.
Kabry was standing where he looked.