I Want To Become a Beautiful Girl, Be Pampered, and Live Life on Easy Mode!

While singing, they stare at you and listen to you, and they might be thinking about how off-key you are. It’s a mortifying experience.

I want to loudly declare that speaking isn’t the only weak point of introverts!

Wait, I was talking about how to invite people, but now I’m ranting about karaoke?

“Now that we’ve deepened our understanding of the mysteries of extroverts, let’s move on.”

Comments:

Akailukman: The collaboration topic is still unresolved, lol.

Vina: Someone, please invite her.

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Marshmallow:

Nyassu!

Talk about your kinks!

“You guys, seriously, you send way too many of these kinds of Marshmallows. I don’t mind, but when you send stuff like this to other streamers, make sure they’ll take it as a joke, okay? Especially don’t send it to Yui-mama just because she looks a bit… you know, provocative. I won’t forgive you!”

Comments:

Akailukman: You’re the one being inappropriate!

Aha: The biggest victim here is Yui-san.

Natsunami Yui: Kuroneko San?

“Eeek—”

Why does Natsunami Yui always know what’s happening in my streams? Well, it’s a simple answer—she’s always watching.

I say “apparently” because I haven’t heard it directly from her, but it’s pretty obvious.

“Uh, um! Kinks, right? Kinks… let’s see… time stop, hypnosis, brainwashing, mindbroken, and then—”

Comments:

Akailukman: All of those are way too much!

GEOM: Stop! Calm down for a moment!

Slaanesh: Huh, Kuroneko San is an M I see.

AhmadDali: Perhaps this Vtuber thing she has going on is to search for her dom?

Khorne: Say, rather than a girl, Kuroneko San is more like a perverted fat old man.

“Who’s an old man!? I’m a real high school girl!”

Comments:

It’s because you are a high school girl that it’s such a big problem….

I see!

I only answered because I got so many Marshmallows asking about it, but the response is brutal.

“Okay, let’s move on.”

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Marshmallow:

Why don’t you just retire?

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Marshmallow:

Do you have so much free time to read these Marshmallows? How about retiring?

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Marshmallow:

Your constant talk about being a shut-in is annoying. Just retire.

“Yeah, I get a lot of these. A lot.”

Comments:

Akailukman: You don’t have to pick those on a celebratory stream.

Aha: Debut every second!

“When I read them, honestly, some make me feel like crying. But when I’m feeling anxious, reading these Marshmallows helps me calm down.”

I always say I want to be pampered, but if I keep reading only positive comments and see things going well with everyone’s help, sometimes an indescribable anxiety takes over. It’s probably the pressure, like the fear of suddenly falling and crashing one day.

But during those times, reading harsh comments balances out the positive ones and stabilizes my mind. Maybe introverts find dark things more soothing than bright ones…

“So, thank you. I’d prefer less extreme content, but a bit of harsh criticism feels like a splash of cold water, keeping me grounded.”

Comments:

Akailukman: Is this the same streamer who was just talking about her kinks?

Burgesh69: I’ll be harsher, then…

“If all the feedback becomes harsh, I’ll just get depressed, so don’t do that! Next!”

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Marshmallow:

My encounter with Kuroneko San—

One day, I found a kitten. A sleek black cat. Seeing the kitten in a cardboard box, Nyaing faintly, made me feel I had to protect it, despite living in a no-pets apartment.

I approached quietly and picked it up.

It must have been a pet, abandoned in the box. It wasn’t very friendly, struggling in my arms. Claws and teeth scratched my skin through my shirt, but I didn’t hold it tighter.

“It’s okay…”

I spoke softly.

Eventually, the kitten calmed down, perhaps from exhaustion or understanding my intention. Its face seemed to show a mix of resignation and relief. I spontaneously named the kitten.

“From today, you’re Kuroneko San.”

The black fur shining in the sunlight suited the name perfectly.

San responded with a short “Nya” and began to sleep peacefully in my arms, looking satisfied, I thought.

“That’s long!!! Don’t send SS in a Marshmallow!!!”

Comments:

Akailukman: LOL

Venussgaming: LOL

Aha: Give us more!

I thought it was a long-winded fan praise, but it’s just an SS!

Sure, they’re a passionate fan, but this is not what I was looking for—!

“Let’s make the next one the last. I’ll pick the top new one.”

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Marshmallow:

Have you finalized the collaboration details?

“No, I haven’t!!!!!!!”