I Was Confessed to by the Golden Sun

24 – 24. Room Cafe (3)

..I’m going crazy.

This phrase was the most suitable to explain the emotion I was feeling right now.

Finally achieving the purpose of bringing a blanket and touching Jack’s thigh, it was truly…

“I really like the feeling…!”

The soft fabric that enveloped his lower body and the sensation of the muscles underneath, firm yet uniquely elastic.

Not to mention the rugged curves and lines of the solid muscles that could be felt as I swept my hand over them.

Even when it wasn’t, just watching Jack, who shook and breathed heavily every time my hand roamed his thighs as I circled them, made me say, “This feels incredible.”

I also take pride in having exercised a lot, allowing me to freely wield my heavy weapon.

So, I thought my thighs, well-stimulated by the intense workout, were thicker than most men’s.

However, Jack, despite his knowledge of using magic, seemed to have even thicker thighs than mine, due to his training.

“hehehe…”

I couldn’t help but get closer to the dazed Jack, running my hand up his thigh a bit more actively.

I also gently explored the inner thigh and playfully tickled the inside of his knees.

“To me, this is an opportunity given by the gods…!”

In my eyes, this was undoubtedly a golden opportunity granted by the gods for me, who couldn’t resist wanting to tease Jack.

While I was chewing on my hotcakes, feeling disappointed that I couldn’t completely devour Jack, the atmosphere suddenly heated up with a peculiar scene in the movie that coincided perfectly.

It was almost as if the heavens were saying, “Enjoy your meal.”

“Hey, is this okay?”

I asked Jack in a hushed tone, and he looked at me with sleepy eyes, nodding his head.

It didn’t matter; I was going to continue either way!

With my shoulders pressed against his, I continued to caress his legs, and Jack shrank back, seemingly scared.

“I won’t devour you, so relax.”

I spoke with a bright smile, and it was true. Unless Jack did something as cheeky as before, like pushing his cheek into my hand, this wouldn’t happen again.

If he did such a cheeky thing again, it would be Jack who tempted me first, so I wouldn’t be guilty even if I pounced on him, would I?

“…Or would I?”

Oh, I don’t know. For now, I shouldn’t dwell on such complicated thoughts and should just enjoy this moment.

Since Jack had also relaxed his muscles, I freely explored his legs as much as I desired.

While savoring the pancakes I hadn’t finished yet and changing to a different movie that had just ended, I couldn’t help but think, “There’s no place like heaven…”

I began to feel as if I were truly in the midst of a sweet and romantic relationship with Jack.

Caressing Jack’s thigh, unable to resist the impulse, might be considered iNT*Rusive.

How can I help it if it feels good? Engaging in this level of physical contact is almost like being lovers, isn’t it?

“Furthermore, Jack might be enjoying this level of contact, isn’t he?”

If truly disliked, Jack could have firmly pushed my hand away from the start to express refusal.

Seeing him squirm and let out shallow moans in response to my touch doesn’t seem like he hates it so much.

Or perhaps he’s one of those types seen in somewhat inappropriate comics I came across before, where they say no with words but their body speaks honestly?

“Well, either way, it’s not too bad!”

If Jack quietly accepts my touch because he likes it, it couldn’t be better.

Even Jack’s silence due to enjoying the caress gives me a sense of conquest and feels quite acceptable.

At that moment, Jack, his face flushed, began to stutter as he opened his mouth.

“P-please… stop it…”

With a voice so pitiful, twisted tongue due to the distress caused by me.

For some reason, seeing him in such a pitiful state made me feel a sense of amusement even where there was none.

If he’s going to say that, he shouldn’t tremble, responding to each touch and only inciting a desire to torment more.

“In my heart, I want to touch elsewhere too…”

If I were to move from the thigh to, say, the stomach, that would surely provoke anger.

He might even sob and try to escape from this place.

…Hmm, that might actually be a good thing? Should I try?

“Your body speaks too honestly for me to let go.”

Anyway, my response to Jack’s plea was a polite refusal.

It’s better to shiver as if ashamed; then, I would let go reasonably.

Laughing as if in a good mood and putting on airs now seems ridiculous.

“This makes me feel like a character in an adult comic…”

The exhilarating sense of conquest filled me completely.

Corrupting an innocent man with just a few of my gestures left me both satisfied and speechless.

– Sigh!

At that moment, Jack grabbed my hand on his thigh tightly, preventing it from moving.

Concerned if he felt bad, I glanced at Jack, only to see him turn his head, his face deeply flushed. It seemed more like embarrassment rather than dislike.

As I waited for Jack’s response, a hesitant phrase finally escaped his lips.

“Touching my thigh, I did say that’s okay for today, but, um…”

Jack, who appeared to be hesitating and worrying about something, closed his eyes and tightly held my hand, pleading.

“If you’re going to keep touching, can you be a little gentler…”

In his own way, it was probably a way to calm down my violent touch.

The moment I heard those words, something in my head snapped.

“hehehehe…”

When I regained my senses, I found myself straddling Jack, holding his arms tightly, preventing them from moving.

Seeing Jack trembling beneath me gave me a sense of conquest, but there was a more pressing thought.

“This is a big problem.”

Earlier, whenever Jack behaved provocatively, similar to when he pressed his face into my hand, I had thoughts like, “I want to overpower him,” “I want to devour him,” but actually carrying out those desires was a different matter.

I had indulged in my sticky fantasies to some extent.

“This is a real disaster…”

Tears welled up in my eyes as I saw Jack trembling in fear, and I realized the seriousness of the situation.

What if he starts hating me because of this? No, did I already think of him as a s*xual offender?

My mind raced, and I quickly released the pressure on his arms and lowered my head in apology.

“I’m sorry! I must have lost coNT*Rol for a moment! I won’t do that again!”

It must have been terrifying, and there was no way to justify it, even if I were to be attacked right now.

If someone much stronger than me were to pin me down and render me helpless, I would be just as terrified.

I resented my past self, who had seduced first and now had to cover it up.

“hehehehe…”

As I apologized with my head down, I raised it to see Jack’s angry eyes, and I quickly lowered my head again.

Waiting anxiously, in the seemingly endless passage of time, I heard Jack’s sharp words.

“Did you like it when you forced yourself on me like that?”

I immediately had a gut feeling.

Saying the wrong thing here would not only undermine the trust I had painstakingly built but also mean that Jack would never come close to me again.

“That can’t happen.”

Unlike in the past, I couldn’t even imagine a world without Jack, especially now that I was aware of my infatuation.

It was so dreadful not even being able to look at someone who was so good to look at.

“No… I messed up, that was not right.”

So, with my head even more bowed and a humble posture, I left, but all that greeted me when I returned was Jack’s cold words.

“Answer the question. So, you liked it?”

I wish I had restrained myself a little, why did I act so impulsively a few minutes ago…

When I think about it, even touching his thigh without permission was harassment. It was a moment I grew to despise myself.

“Even if I liked it, it shouldn’t have been like this. It’s my fault. I’m really sorry…”

But I had to answer, and what I felt at that time was the truth.

I was genuinely sorry, so I answered with as much sincerity as I could, hoping that Jack would forgive me.

So I bowed my head with the hope of Jack forgiving me.

“Raise your head. Stop doing that.”

Jack’s soft voice reached my ear.

Upon hearing that voice, I lifted my head and looked at him with trembling eyes, as if he was embarrassed, he touched his chin.

“In the future, please ask for permission before doing such things…”

Blushing, he advised me.

I shouldn’t be having such thoughts in this situation.

He’s really cute.

“Ugh…”

But if I express my affection here, I’ll truly become trash who can’t coNT*Rol their desires.

I suppressed the rising embarrassment, fidgeting my hands, trying my best not to get entangled in the moment.

Seeing my hands like that, Jack sighed and stretched out his arms.

“If you want to touch me again or something, just come and hug me.”

It’s nice, but is it really okay?

As I glanced at him, Jack shrugged as if it didn’t matter.

Only then did I approach without hesitation and hugged him, feeling the warmth that radiated from him enveloping my entire body.

It felt like his warmth was as gentle as his heart, and it made me feel better.

“hehehe…”

I couldn’t help but laugh foolishly, and Jack, who was chuckling, appeared before me.

Ah, this is happiness.

It’s so good just to be like this, so why was I such a fool back then, only thinking about covering Jack up?

“..Mmm. It smells good.”

That aside, as I cuddled up to him, I couldn’t help but feel that a pleasant scent emanated from his body.

A scent that resembled the fragrance of soap and something from herbs.

It was an incredibly fragrant scent, almost unbelievable as a body odor, stimulating my nostrils.

“Um…”

In the end, I couldn’t resist my desire and clung tightly to Jack, burying my face in his chest, taking in the scent deeply.

-Snap!

“Ouch!”

Not long after, I received a swift blow to my head.

Nevertheless, the scent continued to envelop me.

hehehe, it really felt good.