I Was Excommunicated From the Holy Knights chapter 140
140 – My dear 7
“… .”
Cazeros returned to the guest room.
But at this moment, in her body and mind, there were still very clear traces of what had just happened.
Cazeros gave his first love to the man he loved.
In return… the seed of that person in her body at this moment.
It contained the white seed that Santana had given her.
I wasn’t sure if this would germinate well or not.
She had heard and knew that even if a man and a woman had s*x, the chances of having a baby were not very high.
Because of this, she also knew that in order to conceive, she had to continue to have multiple relationships.
However, despite this, at this moment, her heart was filled with the deepest happiness she felt for the first time in her life.
Just thinking about it once again made her heart pound.
The fact that he had intermingled with the person he loved was melting away the grievances of Cazeros, who had been suffering for so long since coming here.
‘Mr. Santana…’
Like that, I remembered the image of the man I longed to see again even though we had just broken up a few minutes ago. A deep smile began to form on Cazeros’ lips.
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“It took you quite a while.”
“..yes.. well.. that’s how it happened.”
I went in when the sun rose and left the room when it was almost sunset.
At the entrance, Polena was looking at me with a smirking smile, but I had no choice but to ignore it for now.
As she was quick-witted, it shouldn’t have been that difficult to figure out something from my disorganized appearance, unlike before.
Immediately after exchanging glances so briefly,
The two of us left the place and started heading to my office.
Although it was regrettable that Cazeros was not here where we were walking. I knew very well that I couldn’t do anything right now about that part.
It was Cazeros who had regained his original identity.
Now I was thinking of seriously pursuing marriage with her.
However, in order to do this, there was something that had to be finished first, and until then, it was necessary to keep Cazeros’ identity as secret as possible.
‘The expression I saw back then… If I recall Estelle’s face, I might try to harm Cazeros.’
Of course, since it was Cazeros, the princess of the empire and no one else, the possibility of Estelle committing a rash act was low.
The political burden is formidable, and in the worst case, there is a risk that the Rhapsody region itself will be erased from the map as it is marked as an enemy of the Dragona Empire.
However, this was a general case, and the story could be a little different in the case of a person blinded by the emotion of love.
Especially, the moment when she rejected her confession.
If I recall the expression Estelle showed me, full of soggy emotions.
I had the idea that there was a possibility that she could react wildly and not overcome the urge of the moment.
In order to prevent that fact, I had to put my hands on Estelle first.
It was the time when I was thinking about the complicated homework that came after such a sweet time with Cazeros.
“Then, what do you plan to do from now on?”
“yes?”
Watching me worrying, Polena asked a question in a calm voice.
“Miss Estelle. Even though Cazeros has returned, her status is no longer sufficient to bond with her master. Aside from that, shouldn’t you take care of your fiancee, Lady Estelle, first?”
As always, Polena speaks from the point of view of me.
Regarding this, I felt a bit surprised, but gradually got used to this and recognized the fact, and said with a slightly bitter smile on my lips.
“Actually, I was thinking about it. To be honest, I signed a contract for this job, but I think Estelle will be more resistant than I thought.”
To be honest, there was nothing I couldn’t do if I tried to force myself to do it.
Contract Engagement is not a contract for nothing, so I have written an agreement with her while working in advance.
As long as it was officially announced, no one would take legal issue with this incident.
The problem is, Estelle is against this..
And it was that the eyes of other family members would be quite severe.
‘If Estelle would give up on me, I wouldn’t have any problems with that either… but if she was so cooperative, I wouldn’t have to worry about it.’
like that.
As I remembered the way he clearly told me he loved me in front of me, I started to feel that things weren’t going to be easy.
‘Now that this has happened, I’ll have to use some method to pressure Estelle so that she can fulfill the contract smoothly…’
If you can’t put it into words, it’s only natural that you have to use your strength.
Just as I was thinking about that, Polena, who was standing next to me, looked at me with a smile on her lips and said,
“Certainly, it would not be easy to announce the termination of the contract with her in this politically intertwined situation. At least, the work with the Dragona Empire can reduce the impact as much as Cazeros exists, but the influence of the Rhapsody region within the Heretic Alliance cannot be ignored.”
“That’s right. Besides… honestly, I also thought it wouldn’t be right to completely ignore her feelings, no matter how one-sided they were.”
It was a position I was reluctant to take, but I was not very reluctant to kick out a woman who was enduringly interested in me.
Above all, if she hadn’t pushed ahead with the Dragona Empire this time, maybe my chance to reunite with Cazeros would have come later.
That’s how, when I was thinking about this issue for which I couldn’t find an answer in many ways…
Polena, who was constantly pointing out the difficulties of this job to me, said in a calm voice.
“It is unavoidable that this has happened. I just have to do it the way Santana usually does.”
“… yes? The way I used to do it? what is that…”
Polena momentarily speaks incomprehensible words.
I expressed my doubts about this, and Polena spoke in a clear voice about me.
“It’s a deal. If it’s hard to accept the other side and throw it away, wouldn’t it be better to ask for a deal again? In such a way, you take what you get and give up what you give up.”
“..umm..”
Certainly, I thought there was some truth in Polena’s words.
Anyway, now that Cazeros is back, it was just a waste of time to complicate the situation and plot things.
It was the right thing to meet her confidently and give and receive what she had to give, without having to wait while measuring something in vain.
‘This side is also quite dangerous, but… that side is also less hurt on her side as well as on me. Dealing with transactions is my specialty anyway…’
Of course, this carried the risk that, in some cases, Estelle might refuse the deal and turn her back on me completely.
However, depending on the situation, I thought this was also a necessary part.
As with Mansfeld before, clumsy allies were more dangerous than clear enemies.
If it’s fate that the two of us have no choice but to turn around because of this…
It was rather better to end the situation by turning one’s back firmly at this point.
Of course, if she agreed to negotiate with me, I would have to be willing to reciprocate.