Idol’s Childhood Friend

36 – How to take responsibility

So that’s it.

Should I say that I suddenly felt unfair and annoyed?

The boy I said I liked was making me angry without even knowing how deep inside I was, so I became frustrated and depressed, so I took the plunge.

I can count on one hand the number of times in my life where I got angry and acted on my emotions.

Of course. Know.

Even though I know very well that the guy who farted got angry, and that I hugged him out of a selfish desire to try to waste as much emotion as I did……

Okay, whatever. Likes.

I am you. Kang Yu-min plays Han Chae-won.

You wanted it too. I just did that.

If this happens, what are you going to do? What should I do……

“That’s what you told me to do.”

———Wow, am I not crazy?

One hand on your waist and the other hand on your back and over your shoulder.

“… “Is it warm?”

I pretend to be as calm as possible and hug him while muttering.

I can feel my heart pounding. It’s my heart, not anyone else’s.

I realize that my heart is beating as I hug you.

I couldn’t have imagined that having your heart beat for someone and feeling alive because of someone else would be such a stimulating and ecstatic feeling.

It is weak, but gives more strength.

“Is it still cold?”

I want to feel this heartbeat for a longer time.

“…… Uh? Oh, no. But this.”

“I am working hard. “If you weren’t sick, I wouldn’t have bent down to my knees to hug you.”

Your hand, which was floating in the air, falls down helplessly.

In a way, it was a natural reaction.

When you play pranks, I get the blame. Our 15 years have been consistent and one-sided.

I also felt like my emotions were bursting out at every word, as if I was causing a rejection reaction as I was doing something I had never done in my life……

I wanted to be faithful to that feeling at least for this moment.

“I’ll make you worry again, Han Chae-won.”

I just want to do that.

“I do most of what you ask me to do, but you’re always like this.”

“… ….”

“I can’t just suffer because it’s unfair.”

Relax and fall slightly. This time, I was in a situation where my knees were on the ground and my gaze was looking from bottom to top……

“Hey, try it too.”

I smile and leisurely look at your dazed face.

I wasn’t being bullied because I didn’t know it was me who was playing a prank. I just stayed quiet because I liked the way you smiled.

That’s it. Aren’t you the one who smiles anyway?

‘If you feel frustrated, try going crazy.’

It’s not something you would do to a sick child, but you’re in real trouble. If I appeal to you like this and don’t confess, what can you do?

I was feeling a sense of victory as I counted the days to see if it would collapse in just a few days.

“… “Do you think your face is particularly red?”

A face that is getting hotter without end.

I realized that something was very, very terribly wrong, and I quickly touched your forehead with the back of my hand.

“———Nyahat?!”

Ji Ji-bae is startled and says something strange.

“… “It’s a fireball, right?”

In the meantime, I feel like my fever has gotten higher than before……

“Now, wait a minute. Hey, why are you falling down? Han Chae-won. It’s you… ?!”

Sharp-. You fall forward and fall on me.

… Is this my fault?

“Scenes like this don’t appear in animations these days….”

At this absurd situation, I quickly hug you and run straight to the car.

+++

When I opened my eyes, I wondered how many people in the world would experience the experience of being in a hospital.

Of course there should be a lot, but the problem is this.

“Crazy.”

Am I so infatuated that I fainted?

Does that make sense?

I couldn’t help but laugh out loud because I thought this kind of material wasn’t used even during the Boys Over Flowers era, but that was only for a moment.

“It’s unfair… ?”

I was so full of spirit that a bitter smile replaced my expression.

When a child suddenly hugs you when you are in a vulnerable state with a high fever, oh my god……

“It could be possible.”

Is there a child who faints because of a high fever just because they are hugged in the first place?

It is clear that I am the only one among existing human beings.

… Thinking like that really drives me crazy.

“Oh, I don’t know. Kang Yu-min I couldn’t even film properly because of that guy like Fox…… “

That’s also because I failed to manage my condition, yes. I can’t blame you for this either.

I looked blankly at the ceiling and wondered what to blame, but there was nothing to blame.

The fever was because I couldn’t manage my condition, and I only did it because I asked for it to be hugged.

“After all, being handsome is the problem.”

He has a good-looking appearance with flaws that he worked so hard to get rid of. As fans often say, I suffered a heart attack.

“… But thinking that way makes me feel even more ashamed.”

I mutter and look back on that dizzying time.

aaah!!!

I can’t shout loudly because it’s a hospital, so I scream internally.

I am the type of person who reacts coolly to most dark events and ignores them, but with this one, I have no choice but to raise the white flag before even fighting.

I can’t believe I fainted just because Han Chae-won of all worlds hugged me. There will never be a greater humiliation than this in my life.

What should I do?!?!?!

Another internal cry.

I kicked the blanket in anger, but I couldn’t do much even with my strength.

Exhale lightly and turn your head to check the amount of IV administered.

Looking at the remaining amount, it seemed like it had been quite a while since he had received an IV.

Just as she was looking around for her cell phone, the manager appeared, opening her curtains.

He looks down at me with an expression that is half worried and half sarcastic.

“… “Hello, sister?”

“Are you saying hello? It’s a shame I don’t have any schedules until next week, otherwise you…….”

“I’m really sorry…. “Is this going to be an article?”

Looking at her, she secretly looked at her sister, and her sister shook her head.

“I’m not going out. “As you can see, it’s private here.”

I take a quick look beyond the invisible curtain.

Just as her sister said, there was nothing in the four or so spaces visible through the curtain except my bed.

“Yumin guided me here. I received help from someone I know, so it wouldn’t be leaked to the outside world. “I saw you saying hello to the person who helped you outside.”

“… Okay?”

“I know I’m lucky. “No one can say anything about being sick, but if it wasn’t for me, I would have been stuck and would have been covered in the news.”

My sister is snorting and staring at me.

“How about now? Are you okay?”

Then he asks indifferently with a worried look in his eyes. She smiles slightly and nods her head.

“Yes. Does your sister have a cell phone? “She needs to call the crew and let them know it’s okay.”

“Yoo-min finished talking about that himself. “I even neatly explained that my fever suddenly rose and I collapsed, and that I am fine now and that I will get better after a few days of recuperation.”

“… “Is that also Yumin?”

“At this level, you are not a childhood friend, but a guardian or guardian. Anyway, just text me today and call me tomorrow. “It’s already 7 o’clock.”

“… “7 O’clock?”

My eyes widened when I heard the word 7 o’clock.

6Th period ended at exactly 3:10 PM, so 4 hours have already passed since then.

When I thought of the people who had been anxious all this time, I couldn’t help but feel sorry.

“… “I’m sorry, sister.”

“I’ve been very busy these days. Other than you, other kids were having a hard time too. I don’t have any plans until I get better, so get some rest. “I’ll go and get the doctor.”

“Yes.”

My sister handed over her cell phone and left with a smile.

She looked at the back and moved her body to sit down with difficulty.

When she used her right hand, which did not have a needle stuck in it, to operate her cell phone and send messages to her production crew.

“I woke up.”

“Surprise-?!”

I guess I turned on the stealth function, but I was startled by your voice coming in silently and dropped my phone on the blanket.

You are laughing while looking at my surprised face.

“Did you sleep well, Misty Gomtaeng?”

“… What a foolish thing. Don’t you want me to tell you that I did my best with all my being… ?”

“Well, I guess so.”

“You don’t know about idols, but I heard that there are secretly people who collapse after performing?”

“Yes, I guess so.”

“… You get king? “Who is this because of———.”

The scene in question passed quickly in my mind.

I succeeded in hesitating and stopping the blaming others that I was reflexively trying to do, but there was no way I would let you go since you were the one in charge.

“What? “Are you trying to tell me what’s right and wrong now?”

You smile mischievously with an expression that makes you think it’s right.

“… “No, I’m not trying to cover it up.”

Why do you want to play a game where you lose 100%? She immediately put down her tail and turned her head……

“However! “I have to take responsibility!”

Special bonus. Fight back and win.

I want to overcome the shame that suddenly comes upon me, so I make a loud noise.

You tilt your head and make eye contact.

“Responsibility?”

“You fell because of yourself… !!”

“Because of me? “What does that mean~?”

“…… Oh my goodness?”

Belatedly, I understand the words that came out of my mind and quickly cover my gaping mouth.

If I had a heart rate monitor, my eyes would wander aimlessly at a situation where 160 would have been ridiculous.

“Ah, anyway, take responsibility… !!”

Now there is no place to retreat.

He shouts recklessly, telling people to do whatever they want.

Of course, I am the one who knows best that he looks like a fat person. However, there is only one reason for saying this.

One of the things Kang Yu-min hates is contextless, no-frills nonsense.

The likely answer is ‘Stop talking nonsense and get some sleep.’ Or ‘Are you still going crazy?’

Having made the best of the worst situation, I reserved a pat and waited for the answer with an inquisitive expression.

“How should we take responsibility?”

I was dumbfounded to see you answering so casually.

Hey, Mr. Kang Yu-min. This is different from the curriculum we have built over the past 15 years.

“… Uh?”

“Okay, whatever. He said he fainted because of me, so what can I say? I’ll take responsibility. “You just lose.”

You approach while shrugging your shoulders.

I could feel it from the moment he spoke, but it was obvious when I saw the strange smile on his lips, his slightly raised eyebrows, and his slightly excited voice.

He is having fun right now.

‘… ‘I’m being bullied by Kang Yu-min?’

My mind went blank due to a shift in offense and defense that I had never thought about in my entire life.

When I see Yumin like that, I can no longer deny that she likes me, but this is definitely not the development I wanted.

It may be a bit selfish, but you have to be embarrassed by me for the rest of your life!!

A victory with only scars? It is an absolute refusal.

“Tell me. “How should I take responsibility?”

The pride of being confident of victory.

If I were a cat, the look on my face that made me want to raise my claws and scratch with all my might made me feel sad for some reason.

No. This must somehow set the tone for future leadership.

I tried my best to find a divine move to avoid the crisis……

“Take care of me.”

“… Huh?”

“At your house, continue until you get better.”

This is bullsh*t that makes me laugh out loud.

But I, Han Chae-won. She is an actress who won the Rookie Award at the Baeksang Awards.

He is trying to protect the honoree’s dignity by appropriately mixing the tone of asking “What’s the problem” With the expression of not paying attention, and he kicks the blanket with his toes out of unbearable shame.

“… “What, what, what?”

Your face immediately turns red.

Still, the effect was amazing… !

“Huh? You’re not trying to backtrack after saying you’ll take responsibility, are you? “That’s so special.”

Is being ashamed a big deal? He reacts in such a funny way.

‘Yes, Minah. ‘You’re the cutest when you’re shy like that.’

As soon as he thinks he has an opportunity, he puts on a triumphant expression.

The point here is to smile with a feeling of ‘that’s easy hahahaha’ so that you can be a little king.

‘How are you? You can’t handle it, right? ‘I won, right?’

No matter how much you fly or crawl, you are in the palm of my hand for the rest of your life.

I was proud and snorted at the prospect of a thrilling comeback victory.

“Well, that’s right…” ? What am I, uh. I don’t think I can… ?! My nickname in the military was Guardian Angel, Yamma… !”

Noticeably shaking eyes and trembling voice.

What is happening? He accepted it.

“Oh, well. You can’t just do a little thing. Ha, if you do… ?!”

Hey, do you think this will be done in an evil spirit? Can you handle it?!

I was shocked to see you so arrogant and trying to defeat the patient at all costs.

“… Call. Thank you… ?!”

Oh, I stopped him too.