If You Raise Three Idols Well, They Will Confess Their Love

40 – That’s mine

Episode 40

Even when Ga Eul hurriedly slapped her hand and even raised her fingernails and scratched her, her father’s strangling hand did not stop.

He seemed to have completely lost his senses, driven mad by drunkenness and inferiority complex.

Gaeul, who was unable to breathe for a long time, felt beyond pain and felt as if her head was floating.

I felt it intuitively. That the limit is imminent.

Autumn thought in her fading mind.

‘… Sun Oppa. ‘Should I be sad?’

thud!

At that moment, with a dull hitting sound, my father’s hand lost its strength.

“… Mandible. crane.”

Ga Eul fell out of his hands and was breathing heavily.

As oxygen was supplied through my lungs, I felt like my blood had stopped flowing again.

Autumn’s blurred pupils returned to their original state. And then I came face to face with the tragedy before my eyes.

Gaeul’s father Yoo Dae-cheol was lying on the ground, bleeding from his head.

The blood that flowed out was scattered on the floor and even got on Ga Eul’s hands.

And Gahyeon was breathing heavily, holding a table with folded legs.

Blood was dripping from the edge of the table.

It was a catastrophe.

Ga Eul couldn’t handle that reality and lost her mind.

***

The lawyer who had been hired by Two Bear told Ga Eul.

“It is not easy as the victim’s condition is very critical. “But for now, I plan to do my best to lead the situation in self-defense.”

Ga Eul didn’t really hear those words.

It wasn’t just now.

Since that incident, Ga Eul has never been able to come to her senses.

I felt like I was lost in time and ended up here.

Still, Ga Eul gathered her wits as best she could and spoke.

“… What will happen to that Gahyeon?”

Autumn wanted Gahyeon to avoid serving a prison term.

The lawyer shook his head in pity.

“It is probably difficult. There is a high probability that the judges will not see it well now.”

she was scared I had a feeling that I would have to separate from Gahyeon.

And after a while, the trial began.

The judge looked down at Gahyeon and said.

“Are you reflecting on your sins?”

“… .”

In the slight silence, Gahyeon spoke with a determined expression.

“I am not reflecting.”

The lawyer let out a deep sigh.

Even without the lawyer saying anything, Ga Eul could easily understand.

At least those words will have an adverse effect on Gahyeon.

However, Gahyeon confidently spoke as if she did not consider such disadvantages.

“If that situation comes up again, I will act the same way.”

“… Gahyeon.”

Gaeul could understand Gahyeon saying that. Because that’s the kind of kid he was.

Gahyeon’s personality was that stubbornness and stubbornness that did not suit her age.

Ga-eul really cared about Ga-hyeon.

Still, Gaeul hoped Gahyeon would keep her head down for now.

“… Sorry. sister.”

The verdict has been made.

Gahyeon went to juvenile detention center.

She couldn’t prevent the outcome.

Her father was still unconscious after being hit on the head.

The family that Ga Eul worked so hard to protect collapsed so easily and in an instant.

Autumn walked aimlessly.

I just kept walking without knowing where I was going.

It wasn’t until she entered the building and boarded the elevator that Gaeul realized.

This was where my father was hospitalized in the fall.

Even though Ga Eul was aware of it, she trudged forward.

Even though I knew that the only person I could find there would be my father who had lost his mind… .

She passed through a wide hallway and entered a small hallway filled with private hospital rooms.

And then I found Seon Taeyang sitting in front of the hospital room, looking exhausted.

“… “Oppa Taeyang?”

“… “Autumn!”

The sun rose with joy and stood in front of autumn.

His suit and shirt, which were always well ironed, were soaked in sweat as if he had been running around for a while.

The pomaded hair, which was always neatly put up, was also tangled, forming bangs.

“are you okay? “I was worried because I didn’t receive any calls.”

He must have been wandering around looking for her.

Running around to look like that.

In autumn, the sun seemed to shine so brightly.

The light was so bright. So much for her.

Autumn was sure.

The sun was too precious to be tied down to a needy and sloppy person like her.

Because of that, Ga Eul just said the words that came to her mind in an instant.

“… Team leader Sun. sorry. “I don’t think I can become an idol.”

‘Is there anything else that makes Taeyang oppa more difficult? … Yes, down payment. There was a down payment.’

“I will definitely pay you back no matter how long it takes.”

Autumn decided to pay back the money he received, even if he had to work 4 part-time jobs a day.

Taeyang looked straight at her and said, as if he didn’t care about that kind of money at all.

“Is there anything I can do to change that mind?”

That voice and those eyes were so warm.

“I want you to become an idol.”

Autumn felt like it was overflowing with tears.

However, after holding back the tears, I spoke.

“I think it will be difficult. “This is simply a matter of my emotions.”

This was true. After that incident, Autumn could not sing,

“I feel repulsed by the idea of me laughing and singing in front of someone. “My hands are shaking and my head is dizzy, a little bit.”

Autumn’s hand that said that was still trembling.

Taeyang brushed Autumn’s hair as carefully as he could and said.

“… I see Then there is nothing you can do Let me know whenever you need me.”

Leaving those words behind, Suntaeyang disappeared.

In the hallway of the hospital where he was left alone, Ga-gul quietly burst out the tears he had been holding back.

And I quietly repeated what I wanted to say.

“… be happy. Taeyang’s brother.”

She didn’t call Sun Taeyang after that.

Not even once.

***

A year has passed.

The daily life of autumn was back as it was before meeting Sun-taeyang.

It was a life like a treadmill, working four part-time jobs a day and only turning around late at night.

So that life becomes okay and doesn’t feel like pain. Autumn became numb so as not to feel any emotions.

One year allowed for that.

But her life was not completely devoid of joy.

Ga Eul watched AllTube on her low-end smartphone on her way home from her part-time job.

The channel she watches most often these days was a channel opened by Two Bear Entertainment.

This was the only joy that sustained her life after losing Gahyeon and her father.

The channel’s video consisted of the daily life of the girl group that Taeyang debuted, music videos, and its own content.

Autumn felt vicarious satisfaction from watching that channel.

It was nice and fortunate to see Taeyang succeed without having to be confident.

Autumn cheered the sun.

Sometimes, he imagined himself in the girl group in the video.

Whenever that happened, Autumn shook her head and tried to forget the impressions she recalled.

It was the way autumn had already passed. It was a road that could never go back.

The four members in the video were all talented and charming children. Autumn liked them.

Except for one person.

“Team Leader Seon. I told you to eat that vanilla latte! Why can’t you remember what I said every time? Change me!”

That kid named Park Jin-ah didn’t seem to like it.

It’s because I really didn’t like the fact that it shoots a ticking reaction to the sun.

Taeyang did not deserve to be treated like that.

“No, you said you were eating a banana latte? Can you hear what I recorded?”

“Eh… , Are you going around recording my voice? It’s kind of creepy. that.”

“… It’s because you change your words every time, isn’t it?”

If it was simply because he didn’t like the person named Taeyang, it could have been understood as a lack of professionalism. But it was different.

I could tell it was autumn.

Jinah Park drew Taeyang’s attention through that reaction.

It was considered very poor quality.

“Oh, I don’t know. “I’m going to have a vanilla latte!”

Then Jin-ah Park took the cup from off-screen and drank the drink.

Although it wasn’t shown on camera, Autumn was sure that that was the drink that Taeyang drank.

She watched the video, unknowingly picking at her fingernails.

After the short skit, Jinah Park, who took on the role of MC, began explaining the content.

Today’s content seemed to feature Jinah Park singing a cover song.

Jinah Park, who was talking about the list of cover songs she would sing, cleared her throat once and started introducing the session.

“We gathered a special session for this cover song. Since I’m not the type of person to give you a big round of applause, I’ll welcome you with a small round of applause. “This is our team leader Seon!”

And Sun Taeyang, who appeared on the screen, bowed shyly and stood in front of the piano.

Taeyang holding the piano two steps behind,

Jinah Park holds a stand-up microphone and prepares to sing as MC.

It was a very familiar composition.

The moment Ga Eul saw that sight, it felt like her breath had stopped.

Park Jin-ah began to sing to the soft piano sound of Sun Taeyang.

Park Jin-ah glanced at Seon Tae-yang and sounded very happy.

I had an unbearable feeling of nausea.

Ga Eul skipped both breakfast and lunch, and even though she had nothing in her stomach, she poured out gastric juices.

Several people who were riding the same subway approached Ga Eul and asked how she was doing.

“Is the student okay?”

“for a moment. This guy is sweating a lot? “I’ll call the station attendant first.”

Even amidst the attention of those around her, Autumn’s eyes were glued to the video on her smartphone that she couldn’t let go of.

In the piling up melody, Park Jin-ah and Sun-taeyang had a smile that could not be hidden as if the time was so enjoyable.

ah…

ah…

that situation

that location is

the seat next to me

“… It’s mine.”

It had to be his own.

“… Heck, it’s mine.”

Even if the song wasn’t sung, even if your body shuddered just thinking about going up on stage, even if you were judged that you didn’t need it, you had to do it with all your might or force yourself to stay.

Autumn will regret not doing so for the rest of his life.

It was only when it was too late that she realized her true intentions.

***

[‘Memories of Possibilities’ has been used!]