I’m Not Your Dad, I’m a Villain

EP.97 EP4. Will Of Fortune(1)

A heart pounding towards someone is a sign of love, but as a human being, the mind is also greatly affected by the state of the body.

Even when you are afraid of someone, your heart beats violently, and it is perfectly possible to confuse such fear with love.

If you have never felt fear before, you may be mistaken for your own feelings.

“Anatomy.”

So maybe.

Perhaps what he feels for him is not love, but fear.

The truth is, will he be hated by those he wants to watch?

I’m afraid that I won’t be able to protect him, so just thinking of him makes my heart race so much, isn’t it?

“I am not as great as you think.”

I hate myself for not being sure of even that.

It was a feeling I had never felt when I lived as pure evil.

Such self-indulgence eventually went beyond his companion and led to a confession to his former subordinate who still remained loyal to him.

“You make me

I was held up like a god, but unfortunately, I am not able to become such a grand existence. In spite of all your mighty service,

Foreseeing my limitations, I tried to give up everything out of self-righteousness.”

As the life that should have ended with resignation continued to this moment, it was approaching with regret that could no longer be undone.

If I had realized this feeling even a little sooner… … .

However, I regret that the results would not have been different.

“Are you still going to serve me like this?”

But how can a weak self change the past?

So all you can do is prepare yourself so that it doesn’t happen again.

That’s why I carefully recommended that I leave my side and go my own way.

“You’re going to start all over again.”

In fact, he just speaks quietly as if it’s not a big deal.

“Starting again… … .”

Were you not expecting that? The girl’s gaze looking down at my hand gradually turned towards him.

To the man who was smiling as if he wasn’t just talking.

“Well, even if you lead your daily life, it’s just a disguise. Someday, when the time is right, we plan to rebuild the organization again.”

“It is not my will.”

“What if he wants it?”

“…….”

Silent Transcendent.

As if that was enough, Anatomy burst out laughing.

“… Yes, it is your will to stand by his side.”

No, I was more than satisfied.

Although she is weak now, she has even a sense of guilt that may diminish her dignity as a monarch.

Still, there was something called ‘passion’ that I didn’t feel at the time.

“When you were in the organization, you were practically a non-arbitrary person. Even though I had a mission to destroy mankind, I didn’t know what to do, so I just followed what others told me to do.”

His mission is to be called evil by mankind.

So, in order to understand evil, she stands by the side of the wicked, reviving their expectations and acting as the lord of evil.

He understands evil, but in the end it is only to revive the expectations of those around him.

At that time, although she would become everyone’s idol, she never tried to do anything on her own.

“But unlike then, you are trying to do something on your own now. Comparing the past with the present… … . Rather, I think this is better.”

Wouldn’t it be better to plant a person who understands what he is doing and has solid convictions rather than a monarch who is merely strong?

“You didn’t hate Bread, did you?”

But as if that was not enough, the Transcendent asked as if he could not understand him.

“I hate it. That feeling will not change in the future.”

Anatomy who does not deny that question.

Still, his expression was much better than before.

“Still a little… … . I think you can see why I called him a friend.”

Shadow, Sulwharando, Maestro and Bathory too.

Even Beastbuster found his own way and left.

No matter how much he stays by her side, unless it leads to a sure opportunity in the end, it will end up being regarded as insurance.

But he… … .

Didn’t even such executives give up and support the dead body of a god alone?

‘The hatred I have is insignificant compared to the organization’s grand aspirations. Isn’t that the same for you?’

‘What does that matter?’

‘It’s called consensus. Yes, this guy will never betray the boss just like me. that.’

Even if her status has fallen.

His loyalty is not tied to position or strength.

“Don’t worry, boss. At least I have no intention of serving anyone in this world except you.”

“Even if I betrayed you?”

“What if I am cowardly and selfish? First of all, we are villains.”

They leave society and have no place to depend.

That’s why they don’t hesitate to do dirty and frivolous things, but nonetheless, they each had their own ambitions.

A grand ideal that cannot be achieved alone.

She will be the only one who can bring them back and make their wishes come true.

“And you don’t have to worry about him. He’s one of the most greedy guys I know. Even though he is weak, he is dead and waking up, he is not a hero.”

Even though they hate each other, such a sense of camaraderie spreads into strong trust.

The present statement is based on such conviction.

“So if.”

Even though he knew he was weak, wasn’t he really happy to see the hopes of this era grow?

He is the one who crushes that hope with his own hands and looks forward to the moment that makes this era despairing more than anyone else.

I couldn’t even think of anything that would break my heart now.

So, if there really is a possibility that he doesn’t know about, and if he takes this opportunity to prove it… … .

“If at least one of those guys comes back alive this time, then I’ll trust you and entrust this one life to him.”

Even betting on the future on such a guy might not be a bad choice for you now.

***

… … and.

– Boouk.

I picked up the book that had fallen on the floor and put my strength into both hands.

The book that was called my destiny.

to tear it apart with this hand.

“… … what.”

Was my behavior unexpected?

Laplace, who had been quietly encouraging before, began to tremble as if in embarrassment.

“What are you doing now? It’s your destiny… … .”

“Stop the bullshit.”

The words that came out of his mouth sounded like the same thing.

“What is fate? What is the set path?”

“You will only suffer for yourself if you deny it. You didn’t ask for power… … .”

“What is it that my life has been turned upside down because of him!!”

– Duk Duk!!

The more you spur the action, the more it hurts as if your whole body is going to be torn apart.

It’s not about squeezing the flesh.

I feel a nerve, something smaller than that, trying to break away from my body.

Yes, it was a black line.

A record of myself that was hardened by the power that transcends recognition that its existence is a gift, but cannot be read by the human eye.

It is the result of the materialization of ‘fate’, which is commonly referred to in the world.

“… … Even the cause of her weakness, her you, did not break her allegiance to her?”

Looking at me like that, Laplace continues to talk as if sympathizing with me.

“But it’s not good to lose your own destiny for that reason.”

– Puddy Duk!

The accelerating disintegration of the body.

At this moment, everything that stimulated my five senses was speaking.

Put the book in your hand right away, or something irreversible will happen.

“Losing fate

It’s not something that humans or anything else in the universe can handle. No one knows what will happen after that.

Your body can’t even take a form, and your spirit may become a lost child in this vast universe. Even its existence disappears, and no one in this world

I may not be able to remember you.”

No one can predict what will happen to the lost.

That can certainly be terrifying.

Even at this moment, at this moment when I was about to destroy what I would call my destiny, my whole body was hurting like it was going to tear.

“Oh yeah… … . Now I know.”

But the more I felt the pain, the more I realized something.

The fact that there is a being who has heard of this space before me and has twisted fate over and over again, repeating what would be called a miracle.

“He’s always been like this.”

The cost of twisting fate is the disappearance of existence.

The form was made by the decline of age, but that is only a visible result to the last.

What I felt in the process of paying such a price was more excruciatingly painful than anything I had ever felt.

More than anything I’ve ever felt.

“The boss.”

Did she bear such suffering all the time for her followers?

“I will serve only him, after all.”

The moment I think of that person, I feel strength again at the tips of my hesitant hands.

I could feel the pain in my body as if torn apart, gradually subsiding.

As if proving that it was not an illusion, it was felt that the black thread that was about to be decomposed from the body returned to its original state.

Did he realize something by looking at that quiet body?

“… … That’s right, is it faith?”

Laplace, who looked at me with his chin crossed, said quietly.

“Towards a being that transcends cognition… … . Because she serves her as her god, her you must have set her own limits according to her, not hers.”

– Duck!

The disintegration of the body that occurs as soon as it is given strength again.

No matter how hard you try and persevere, it is equally painful.

“But even if you maintain yourself like that, you are only going on a more painful path in the end. Gingerbread, do you want to follow her even though you know she is the one who ruined her own life?”

“… shut up.”

Isn’t that already over?

Losing allegiance to her to seek power.

The premise is wrong.

It takes strength to sustain her, but what does it mean to give up her to gain it?

“You should know.”

Nevertheless, Laplace spoke as if persuading me.

“She is just

Compared to the vast universe, the existence of only one small star… … . It can never be said to be an omnipotent being like a god. Knowing that, you

Wasn’t it that I couldn’t borrow any more power from her?”

God is a being who must be perfect and noble.

So she, who proves powerlessness and imperfection in front of me, may be a far cry from the god that people often say.

“…Certainly, she may not be a god as you say.”

“then… … .”

“Still, seeing her gave me hope.”

I have already gained a lot by serving her, and I can look forward to this future.

“I’ve seen a lot of people who, like me, feel hope for her.”

That alone is considered the most precious treasure in my life, but what does it mean to be not a god?

“Is it your purpose to spread that awareness throughout the world…if not a god, then make her a god?”

“Yeah, I’m going to make the whole world recognize her!”

– Dude!

Moreover, the power that is carried on the tip of the hand.

With him, the gap between the books began to open, and the seams began to fall off conspicuously.

The collapse of the body, which had been silent at that moment, accelerated again, but in the end it was only for a moment.

“… It will be a difficult road.”

The words that came out of his mouth were not relief, but more of a concern for me.

“It’s a promise. If I don’t walk that road, I won’t be able to achieve what I want.”

“Isn’t it okay to negotiate?”

“What does it mean to make a compromise and eat well and live a good life?”

“At least you alone can achieve what you want.”

“What I want to do is change the world. And he is the only one who can change the world.”

As he said, it may be easy to change a bad fate from the start.

But it changes the wrong era from the start… … . It’s not something I can do alone.

What I can achieve here is that I don’t know my own success, but it doesn’t do anything to change the world.

“If I want to support the person who supports the world, I can’t do anything but my destiny!!”

– Chow!!

A book that completely rips with a shout.

He endured even the collapse of his body with vigor and spread his arms, and the pages scattered in all directions disappeared like ashes.

But even as all of that turned to ashes and disappeared, the reaction that struck at that moment was silent.

“… … what.”

No, recoil is definitely there.

“What drove you so far?”

The whole space, not me.

– Kurreung!

As if to prove it, the bookshelf that almost filled the entire space began to shake violently with a strong vibrating sound.

“No, that must also come from the aspect of your hero. Whether you are a hero or a villain, the roots of your path will not be different.”

One by one the bookshelves are falling apart.

The moment you realize that you have caused the irreversible belatedly.

However, Laplace was taking steps towards the collapsed library.

“Don’t worry

it works The order of the universe is a very delicate thing. If only one person’s fate is distorted, it will not be destroyed. change if you change

As it is, all fates are only being modified gradually.”

– Clap clap.

A small applause echoes through the collapsing space.

“Congratulations, Gingerbread. You have succeeded in destroying and re-creating the order of this universe with only your tenacity.”

Perhaps there is something greater than the person I serve.

This moment is paying tribute to me.

As if what happened at this moment proves that it is my own achievement that no one else has achieved.

“So from now on

What will unfold is an endless unknown. It is a future that even the masters you serve cannot see. Even the journal of your life and its future

In this moment torn by hand, the fate of this world is completely out of order.”

– Kwarreung!

The collapse of space that is gradually accelerating.

My body began to sink with him, but I didn’t feel any confusion.

It’s just a process to get you back to your original place.

As if to prove it, everything that stems from my notion is gradually getting distorted and disappearing as if melting into darkness.

“But it is also your story in the end. As always, I’m just watching from here.”

Facing me that was getting farther away, he finally took off the fedora he wore on his head and lowered his head gently.

As if to see me off with a gentlemanly greeting.

“You are born with the destiny of a hero. But you who choose to forsake that fate! Since I, Laplace, have acknowledged your existence, let me once again twist the motion of the stars at your will!”

Transcendent Laplace.

He was faithful to the image projected in my eyes until the very end.

and… … .

***

-Kooh!!!!

The moment the hammer in his hand tapped and pressed the ground.

The ground where the power had spread was cracked, and the cracks began to extend throughout the space where I was located.

At that moment, the movement of the black thread wriggling all over the body also subsided.

If it were all about ‘fate’ that ran wild with my death, it would mean that everything has entered a stable state now.

directly with my own hands.

In spite of destroying what I would call my destiny.

“… Reason.”

And I wasn’t the only one who noticed it.

“Have you finally regained your sanity?”

The moment he woke up, he saw a man in a white mask whose whole body was in a mess.

Seeing through the broken lenses was definitely an emotion that could be called bewilderment.

Perhaps, it means that while I was in that space, he suffered in his own way.

“okay.”

But it won’t take long to realize.

Even if the runaway has subsided, on the contrary, since consciousness has arisen, the malice will also become clearer.

“I came back from hell. 이 개새끼야.”

“The bullshit!!!”

A hero who realizes that and rushes forward.

But the hammer in my hand struck him first.

A hammer loaded with power that has never been shown before.

– Kwaang!!

I break the uppers of those who rush towards me.

Then the body was blown backwards.