Kiss the Ground

“You are not in your right mind. We have arrived at your friend’s house.”With that, he gently pushed Chahyun, who was rubbing his eyes like a child, through the door. Luckily, Chahyun was able to maintain his balance and took a few steps into the hallway. As he slowly took in his unfamiliar surroundings, he let out a small sound of realization.“Jung-ah… thanks.”“If you’re grateful, win tomorrow. Now go inside and get some rest.”“Hehe.”It was a foreboding laugh. When drunk, Yoon Chahyun tended to become unpleasantly honest. Normally calm and composed, he reached out to grab Park Jung’s hand with a disarmingly straightforward gesture. Park Jung found it both amusing and a bit pitiful, so he awkwardly grasped Chahyun’s outstretched hand. Suddenly, Misha Asplundt grabbed Chahyun from behind. Misha’s long arms wrapped around Chahyun’s upper body, pulling him close in one swift motion.‘What the hell is going on?’Misha’s intense gaze was fixed on Park Jung. Holding Yoon Chahyun as if he were a precious relic, Misha’s eyes gleamed with a strange intensity. Yet, the most amusing part was Chahyun’s reaction. After losing his balance momentarily, Chahyun turned to see who was holding him and, without any resistance, leaned against Misha.Having seen enough, Park Jung quickly raised his hand in farewell.“See you tomorrow.”He had done all he could. He turned and walked quickly down the garden path, chuckling to himself. Even as he left the property, he could feel the unnerving gaze following him. He didn’t need to turn around to know it was there.Cute and kind, my foot… That’s a guard dog. No, a fighting dog. Sirens of warning blared in his head. As he walked briskly, Park Jung was filled with a single certainty.Let’s just pretend I didn’t see anything. Avoiding this is the smart move.He was quick to pick up on things.“Yuan, did you drink?”“Ah… a little.”Clinging to Misha’s arm, Chahyun stumbled into the hallway. Misha’s cool touch felt pleasantly refreshing against his flushed cheek, making him lean in closer. Misha’s voice was slightly stern as he asked,“You never drink before a match. You haven’t touched alcohol since the league started.”“Yeah, but…”Realizing he had drunk alcohol too late to do anything about it, Chahyun had tried to mitigate it by drinking lots of water. However, the alcohol, absorbed into his training-weary body, hit him faster than expected. He thought he had been holding it together until he reached the hotel, but arriving at Misha’s house within minutes suggested otherwise.Misha firmly supported Chahyun as he led him to the bedroom. Still in disarray, Chahyun sat on the edge of the bed, looking around in a daze before asking,“Where’s Hong Sami?”“Sleeping in the room.”“Oh, she’s always a heavy sleeper…”Mumbling incoherently, Chahyun was visibly tipsy. Misha’s voice softened a bit as he asked,“It was those people, wasn’t it? They made you drink, right?”“Huh?”“I’m asking if those people made you drink. You never drink now.”Those people likely referred to Choi Namwoo and Park Jung. Misha seemed upset. Trying to figure out where to start explaining, Chahyun reached out to reassure him.“No… I drank it by mistake. I thought it was water.”Chahyun gave a strange laugh at how absurd it sounded even to himself. Watching Chahyun’s reddened hands, Misha slowly took one into his own. When Chahyun playfully tugged on his hand, Misha reluctantly sat down next to him. Chahyun gently wrapped his arms around Misha’s broad shoulders.“Did Jung leave?”Chahyun vaguely remembered being brought to Misha’s house but wasn’t clear on how they parted. His question, slightly slurred, was quickly answered by Misha.“I saw him off.”“Ah… that’s nice of you.”Misha had even been nice to Chahyun’s friends. He had greeted them so well earlier. Normally reserved and not the type to make small talk, Misha had worried Chahyun about meeting new people, but it seemed all that worry was for nothing.Chahyun rested his chin on Misha’s shoulder while Misha sorted his team bag. Even in his hazy state, Misha’s handsomeness was clear. His onyx-like eyes blinked slowly before looking at Chahyun. The slightly pouty expression made Chahyun’s heart race. Normally, he could control such feelings, but now…“Misha… let’s just kiss.”“……”When Chahyun whispered, Misha surprisingly shook his head and pulled back. Rejected, a stubbornness rose within Chahyun. He caressed Misha’s shoulder softly.“We agreed not to do this now.”“Just a kiss… please?”“You’re drunk.”“You’re too cute.”Ignoring Misha’s objections, Chahyun pressed a loud kiss to his cheek. Misha’s eyebrows furrowed, his eyes showing a slight wavering before softening. Seizing the moment, Chahyun pressed his lips to Misha’s, slipping his tongue between Misha’s parted lips.“Mmm…”The pleasant scent filled his nose. Had Misha already showered? The thought of Misha getting ready for bed as he had told him to was strangely endearing and arousing. Chahyun couldn’t help but make a noise as he sucked on Misha’s lips. As he licked Misha’s upper teeth with his tongue, his heart pounded and his mind heated up. All thoughts of restraint melted away like candy.His self-control gone with just one drink, Chahyun’s hot hands slid under Misha’s shirt, feeling the firm chest beneath. Misha’s lips trembled slightly as Chahyun’s fingers roamed his skin. As Chahyun continued to explore Misha’s body, he saw Misha’s eyes close slowly, surrendering to the sensation.“You’re so cute, I really want to do something… hug you, touch you.” Overwhelmed by the intense desire, Cha-hyun furrowed his brows and roughly stroked Misha’s well-sculpted shoulder blades and muscles. However, while being mesmerized by his beautiful body, Cha-hyun’s hands momentarily fumbled over his back, trying to remove nonexistent underwear, which was a brief lapse of judgement.“Oh.”Suddenly, Cha-hyun inadvertently pulled back his lips. Misha was staring directly into Cha-hyun’s eyes, their gazes locked in an unbroken line.“Yuan.”“Mi… Misha.”You could tell by looking at the unreadable expression on his face. He knew what Cha-hyun’s actions meant.“I made a mistake…”Reason returned as if hit on the back of the head. Cha-hyun’s hand had unconsciously moved in a familiar direction due to past experiences and complacent habits. Unsure of what to say, Cha-hyun hesitated, and Misha spoke first.“Yuan, I thought about it since the quarterfinals away game at the hotel.”“…”“You seem to really like chests.”It was an unexpected and blunt remark. Cha-hyun’s eyes darted around. The atmosphere now was clearly different from when Misha had bared himself in front of Cha-hyun at the hotel that day. Back then and now, it was always Yoon Cha-hyun who initiated things… Hesitating and unable to respond, Misha narrowed his eyes suddenly.“You said it was a mistake that time too.”“Ah…”“Why make excuses? If you like it, just say you like it.”In an instant, Cha-hyun was pinned down on the bed. Misha’s eyes were dark as he firmly held Cha-hyun’s shoulders and unzipped his outer clothing. Someone’s warning about what could happen if you provoke him resurfaced in Cha-hyun’s mind, sending a chill down his spine.“Misha… are you angry?”“No, not at all.”It was a lie. The force he exerted, unlike when he had been quietly nestled in Cha-hyun’s arms, proved it. With rough hands, Misha stripped Cha-hyun’s top. Feeling desperate, Cha-hyun twisted his waist and struggled, but Misha’s firm grip on Cha-hyun’s left chest abruptly stopped his resistance.“Wait, wait… Misha. This… I…”“I like what you like.”There was no reasoning with him. The sensation of Misha’s hand grasping and kneading his chest was foreign and sent a chill through him. It wasn’t entirely unpleasant, just strange. Since Cha-hyun had refused the first time, Misha hadn’t forced anything, but now, acting so recklessly showed he was indeed very angry.Misha’s hand repeatedly pressed and pulled Cha-hyun’s pectoral muscle. When Cha-hyun grabbed Misha’s arm, trying to stop him from massaging his chest, Misha instead squeezed the flesh harder and brought his mouth down, sucking strongly on the nipple.“Ah! No…”Shaking his head and inadvertently clutching Misha’s hair, Cha-hyun could not deter his relentless sucking. Misha’s tongue felt like a needle pricking the tip of the nipple, licking and circling it insistently. Each time the tongue flicked or circled, an electric current seemed to run through Cha-hyun’s entire body. As his upper body twisted in discomfort and strange pleasure, Misha followed every move, never letting go of his lips. Finally, a weak voice escaped from Cha-hyun’s mouth.“Mi… Misha. I’m really sorry, it was a mistake earlier… okay?”“…”“It was my fault. Please, stop, I don’t like this…”Apologies and refusals came out simultaneously. Misha, ignoring the pleas, kept his eyes locked on Cha-hyun’s face. Just as Cha-hyun desperately pushed Misha’s shoulder, Misha bit down hard on the tip of the nipple.“Ah!”The indescribable sensation made Cha-hyun’s eyes widen. The sharp, cutting pain arching his back upwards, his expression twisted in desperate agony as he glanced up at the ceiling.“Ah… Ah, please…”A thin whimper escaped his throat. Cha-hyun had never been so forcefully dominated, even in his most aggressive desires. Unable to blame Misha’s brutal behavior, as it was all rooted in his own foolish mistake. The excruciating sensations climbing his back made Cha-hyun’s chest tremble.Trying to catch his breath with squinted eyes, Cha-hyun noticed Misha not letting go of his grip. The pressure of the teeth gnawing at the nipple sent unusual and sharp sensations shooting up Cha-hyun’s spine. The thought of a foreign object clamped around his nipple flooded him with a hot wave of fear.“It hurts, Misha… I’m hurt.”Begging as he clutched Misha’s clothing, Cha-hyun’s chest trembled. What if he bites down, makes it hurt more… However, Misha then used his tongue to gently lick the bitten area. The soothing licks over the painful spot created a bizarre sensation that Cha-hyun had never experienced. Feeling drained, Cha-hyun’s body went limp under Misha’s relentless sucking.It was strange and dizzying. Flattened on the bed, he relaxed his body, and Misha, seemingly more at ease, began licking Cha-hyun’s chest again. When the sharp, painful stimuli became unbearable, Misha’s other hand moved to Cha-hyun’s other chest. The hand’s fingers slowly traced over the skin before suddenly pinching the nipple hard.“Ah! Wait, ah…”Cha-hyun’s vision flashed. The thin skin stretched upwards and was rubbed mercilessly, making his entire chest feel like it was floating. Something was definitely wrong. Despite the pain, it wasn’t just pain.The sensation of an unacknowledged part of his body being stimulated felt like torture, making Cha-hyun break out in a hot sweat. Stuttering out weak refusals, Misha silenced him by pulling the tip of the nipple hard.“Ah… Ah! Ah… Uh…”With blood rushing to his nipples, his voice stretched endlessly. The shameful, explicit act sent his heart plummeting. He wanted to cover his ears to block out the squelching sounds coming from his chest. He realized his legs were tightening as he felt an undeniable excitement, filling Cha-hyun with sudden fear.Misha had Cha Hyun pinned down, his face buried in Cha Hyun’s chest. He was the first to notice the slight curve starting to rise near Cha Hyun’s stomach. Cha Hyun anxiously looked down at Misha, who slowly raised his head to meet his eyes. Then came the teasing question that wouldn’t allow for ignorance.“Does this feel good?”“No…”“Be honest.”“It really doesn’t feel good…”Cha Hyun shook his head vigorously in denial, causing Misha to fall silent abruptly. Cha Hyun, feeling a surge of fear, weakly placed his hand on Misha’s shoulder, but it was futile. Misha’s mouth slowly opened, revealing his sharp canines before sinking them into the entirety of Cha Hyun’s areola like biting into a large apple.“……!”The feeling was more of despair than pain. Looking down, Cha Hyun saw the clear bite marks forming a circle around his nipple. The impression, deep enough to see the teeth marks, quickly reddened and prepared to leave a lasting bruise.“Oh no… what do I do…”Anyone could see the bite marks. It was a tenacious mark, a possessive seal that wouldn’t heal by tomorrow evening. Despite Cha Hyun’s protests, Misha hadn’t forgiven him. With a single glance, Misha then left identical marks on the other side, causing Cha Hyun to gasp in pain.“Don’t take off your uniform tomorrow.”A string of clear saliva stretched from Cha Hyun’s now swollen nipple to Misha’s wet lips. When Cha Hyun didn’t respond, Misha swiftly removed the remaining clothing from Cha Hyun and tossed it aside. In an instant, he was naked. Whenever he was with Misha, he always ended up stripped bare, pathetically exposed. Even in his dazed, drunken state, Cha Hyun knew this was a dangerous sign. Misha’s anger hadn’t fully subsided.“Misha, I’m sorry. I’ll never…”“Yes, you must never do that again, Yuan.”Misha spoke as if granting forgiveness, sliding his hand between Cha Hyun’s trembling legs. He pried his thighs apart, his hand gripping one thigh like a lever. Cha Hyun’s trembling words escaped as he opened his legs under Misha’s intense gaze.“Today, we shouldn’t…”Hoping for a glimmer of reason in Misha, Cha Hyun trembled as he voiced his refusal. Misha, however, was straightforward.“You’re really selfish, Yuan. When I said I didn’t like it earlier, you didn’t listen. And now you’re saying no?”“I… I just wanted to kiss… Really.”“Alright, then.”Cha Hyun’s legs were spread wide and firmly held by Misha’s hands. Misha positioned himself between Cha Hyun’s legs, leaning down low.“I’ll just kiss too.”A hot breath brushed over Cha Hyun’s sensitive skin. Despite squirming, Misha kept his focus, staring intently at Cha Hyun’s erect member. He was going to put it in his mouth. If it were Misha, he certainly would. There was no escape. Cha Hyun bit his lip and looked down desperately. But then, the hot breath touched the perineum below his member.“Ah… huh?”Before Cha Hyun could comprehend the terrifying act, Misha placed his lips there.“Ah! Ah! …No…!”Receiving kisses on skin he’d never considered sensitive before, Cha Hyun’s head fell back. His whole body tensed and then relaxed. It was torturous, strange, pleasurable, and overwhelming. His lower belly quivered, and Misha’s tongue darted out, enveloping the sensitive area, sucking it gently.“Hah!”A high-pitched moan escaped as the tender flesh was engulfed by someone else’s mouth. Overwhelmed by the strange mix of pleasure and guilt, Cha Hyun’s head spun. Misha’s tongue moved lower, persistently kissing every inch of sensitive skin. Finally, it reached the tightly closed entrance below. The realization of where Misha’s kisses were heading made Cha Hyun’s vision blur.Kissing there meant that Misha was going to…“……! …….”Frightened by the thought, Cha Hyun’s hips bucked, but Misha firmly gripped his hips, looking up at him with an inscrutable expression. Cha Hyun scratched at Misha’s hair, babbling incoherently.“It’s dirty… that’s dirty.”“…You took a shower before coming home.”“It’s not about that, it’s…”“It’s fine. It’s clean.”As Misha spoke, his breath moved over Cha Hyun’s sensitive areas, making his arousal twitch. It was ludicrous and embarrassing, but nothing could overcome this intense, primal pleasure. Misha’s hair brushed his thigh, and his nose pressed against the perineum, making Cha Hyun gasp. He couldn’t tell if he was clenching or relaxing as he pressed his head into the blanket. When Misha’s slow, hot tongue finally circled the sensitive entrance, Cha Hyun’s desperate denial spilled out.“No! No, no… No…”A sharp tongue pressed against the tight ring of muscles, combined with hot saliva, pushing in. As Cha Hyun instinctively relaxed, the intrusion slid inside, leaving him feeling powerless and overwhelmed. His vision blurred, and a deep sense of helplessness washed over him.The tongue pried open the intimate space. It felt deeper than any previous penetration. The hot, slick sensation in and out of his body was overwhelming. Everything felt slippery and intense.Misha shouldn’t be doing this. The one who was once pure and innocent was now performing such acts because of his own mistakes. Consumed by a sense of sinful pleasure, Cha Hyun placed his hands on Misha’s head, like praying. The sensation of being licked inside, both his body and soul, made his vision go white.“Sobs, uh… sobs…”Without any touch, his penis stood erect. Misha gently nodded his head back and forth, his tongue moving in and out. The hard and slippery muscle entered and exited without resistance, making his toes curl each time. Every movement felt like a bad punishment. When the overflowing saliva ran down the groove of his buttocks, Chahyun could no longer endure it.“Ah… Yuan.”Chahyun pushed Misha’s shoulder with his foot and turned his body to the side, collapsing onto the blanket. He tried to crawl away on all fours, but Misha quickly grabbed his ankle. Pulling Chahyun back, Misha also moved to the center of the bed. His lower body was embraced from behind, and soon, even in his prone position, Misha’s tongue thrust deep inside.“No… Misha, ah! Ah, stop…!”He felt like he wanted to die. He was on the verge of climaxing without even being touched. Just Misha’s licking from behind made him feel like he would ejaculate. He had never climaxed in such a way before, and it scared him. He wasn’t sure if he could handle it… but the pleasure was relentlessly building up.“Ugh… Ahh… Ah, Misha, I…”Chahyun reached back and desperately grabbed Misha’s hair. There was nothing else to cling to but the one causing this terrifying sensation. As if falling from a high place, his hips instinctively pushed back. He was practically offering himself to Misha. Realizing his embarrassing posture, tears dripped onto the sheet. Dark spots formed on the blanket, mirroring the darkness in his heart.“Please… please…”As Chahyun begged, Misha pressed his hot tongue firmly against his inner walls. The sharp tip of his tongue stabbed deep inside. The peak of his pleasure reached its climax and shattered within seconds.“Please… ah… no… please, ah…! Ah, aah…”Unaware of the sounds he was making, Chahyun spilled his semen all over Misha’s bed. The white, thick fluid overflowed from the tip of his urethra. His vision flashed brightly before turning pitch black. Overwhelmed by the pleasure, his head slumped onto the bed. Only then did Misha reach underneath to grasp his penis. The long-awaited sensation made his lower back arch upwards.Misha stroked Chahyun’s penis up and down, squeezing out the remaining fluids onto the blanket. His rhythmic hand movements slowed down, causing Chahyun to release the remaining moans from within. Eventually, his lower back collapsed as the last few spurts of semen were expelled.He had really climaxed without being touched.His mind was foggy. The unprecedented pleasure had erased any sense of drunkenness. Chahyun unconsciously reached down to stroke his tingling penis, but Misha’s hand was still there. Just when he thought Misha’s hand was relishing the afterglow, Misha grasped it again and began to circle his glans with his thumb and forefinger.“Ah… Mi…sha.”Chahyun lifted his heavy jaw in disbelief. He propped himself up on his elbows and knees. The fact that his wet body was fully exposed was no longer important.The sensitivity of being touched immediately after climax was excruciating. Was it a mistake or a cruel joke? As he twisted to look back, his young lover gazed down at him with flushed eyes.Misha was serious and intentional. He had no intention of stopping. Feeling uneasy, Chahyun reached out his wet hand to weakly grab Misha’s arm.“Ah, wait… I just… Misha, I just came…”“I know.”“No, I can’t… not again right now.”“I know…”Before he could finish speaking, Misha pressed on his wet urethral opening, teasing it relentlessly. It was pure, unadulterated torment. The pleasure, mingled with betrayal, tingled sharply in his lower abdomen. The overwhelming sensation made him discard his pride, his body convulsing as his hips jerked uncontrollably.“I said… I can’t… not again, not now, ah…!”“Yuan, you can do it.”“No! No… ah, ah, Misha…”“You can do it. It’s okay.”Misha pressed his short nails firmly under the reddened glans. His body jolted as if electrocuted. After a brief surge of excitement, a second climax, which he didn’t think was possible, hit him like a current.“Ah, me…? Ah, again… ah… ugh…”His expression softened. As he shook his head and reached forward, his unsupported body slumped onto the blanket. Misha quickly grabbed his arm and flipped him onto his back. The intermittent spurts of thin semen were fully exposed to Misha’s eyes.“… …”Chahyun, unable to properly fold his freed legs, was in the midst of an intense climax. Possibly in a horrifically destructive ecstasy… Misha inserted his middle and ring fingers deeply inside him. There was no friction to hinder the penetration, as he was already wet.As something long entered him, Chahyun blinked, unable to breathe. His insides were convulsing from the climax. Misha looked directly into his unfocused, shaking eyes and hooked his fingers inside, pressing firmly on the small, round spot just behind his lower abdomen.It was a spot Yuan liked and Misha loved. It was hard to find and unknown even to himself. No matter how much he tried, his tongue couldn’t reach it.“…Mi…”“Yuan, here.”“…”Misha gently rolled the faintly firm spot between his fingers, pressing it repeatedly from outside to inside. The small area deep inside his inner wall was toyed with like a plaything. Chahyun scratched Misha’s arm weakly.“Ah… ah, ah… ah…”“Does it feel good?”“…Yes, it feels… good, good, good.”Chahyun mumbled like someone under the influence. He seemed to have trouble breathing, his eyelids trembling as if about to faint whenever Misha pressed inside. His flushed, wet face showed an unguarded expression unimaginable under normal circumstances. Seeing the pleasure-filled face, Misha felt a surge of anger, realizing he wasn’t thinking of him at all.Everyone they met today was already known to Misha.Having watched Yoon Chahyun since childhood, it was natural for Misha to be aware of all the miscellaneous things clinging to him. They were born effortlessly by Chahyun’s side, grew by his side, and played by his side. And even now, they remain by his side as if it were the most natural thing in the world. It was something Misha had to endure with indifference.But now, he couldn’t forgive any of it. He couldn’t forgive those who were born before him. He couldn’t forgive those with countless experiences he didn’t know. He couldn’t forgive those who grew up in places he couldn’t reach. He couldn’t forgive the irreplaceable times… As he continued to rub Chahyun’s penis, pressing down as if to burst a point inside him, a sudden gush of clear fluid erupted from his tightly clenched urethral opening.“……”Yoon Chahyun made no sound. The liquid sprayed like a fountain, drenching Misha’s chin and cheeks as he bent over him. Each spurt, like a broken hose, caused Chahyun’s hips to lift awkwardly. His bruised chest heaved up and down, and his black hair spread out over the sheets. Misha took in every detail of the beautiful convulsions of the body beneath him.The transparent fluid wasn’t semen. He didn’t know what it was, but it didn’t matter. Misha caught the intermittent spurts in his mouth, bowing his head to lap up the fluid pooled on Chahyun’s abdomen.“……”Chahyun’s unfocused eyes gazed down through his curtain of black hair. He lay sprawled on the sheets, not stopping Misha’s actions. Misha licked up every droplet on his body, then moved up to take the swollen nipple into his mouth. Only then did a sweet, almost breaking sigh reach his ears.At times like this, Misha wanted to destroy everything. If he decided to break Yoon Chahyun, he could. He could ignore tomorrow and etch himself into Chahyun completely. Doing so might make him meaningful to Chahyun. Exposing his raw desires and acting as he pleased could make Chahyun entirely his…But if he did that, Chahyun would never forgive him. He would never love him.The fear and torment made his chest feel like it would burst. As he breathed in the trembling scent of Chahyun’s chest, a sudden touch grazed his ear. The once energetic touch was now as light as paper, slowly caressing Misha’s cheek. When he lifted his head, a voice, fragile as if it would break, reached his ears.“Misha.”“……”“I… like you.”His eyes were melting with warmth. On the surface, Chahyun’s eyes appeared black, but up close, the deep inside of his irises had a brown hue. The gaze, soaked with the afterglow of pleasure, wavered with Misha’s face as its sole focus.“I like you… Misha. I only like you.”Chahyun wrapped his arms around Misha’s neck, pulling his face closer. Struggling to lift his arm, he pressed his lips against Misha’s damp ones.It was a soft, moist kiss, almost like liquid. “I love you,” he whispered faintly like a breath, pulling Misha’s head into a tight embrace with both arms. Feeling Chahyun’s sweat and the fluid soaking into his clothes, Misha lay wide-eyed, clinging to the unconscious Chahyun’s chest.