Kiss the Ground

A fleeting expression of pain crossed Chahyun’s face. It was so brief it could have been a figment of the imagination. However, taking a deep breath, he began to lower his weight, swallowing Misha’s penis into his body.“Ugh, uh….”But one man’s worth of semen was not nearly enough to ease the way inside. As Chahyun’s lips clamped shut and his movements froze, his waist trembled, suspended in the air. His forehead furrowed in pain. A near-sobbing sound escaped through his clenched teeth, and Misha grasped Chahyun’s thighs tightly.Fearing another rejection, Chahyun placed his hands on either side of Misha’s head and straightened his body. Then, he forcefully pressed his weight down, beginning to open the tight hole above. Sweat beaded on his forehead.“Ah! Ah, ugh.”The sharp pain invaded his senses, clouding his mind. With each wriggle of his hips, something large split him open, causing a dull, stabbing ache deep inside. It was only natural, given he was trying to swallow something that wouldn’t even fit in his mouth.The hard penis eventually reached deep inside, pressing against his innards and stopping. His hips hit Misha’s pelvis, causing his lower abdomen to contract in pain. Chahyun sat with his legs spread wide, trembling violently.“Ah….”The pressure of being impaled by a large pillar made his body collapse forward. Misha noticed Chahyun’s hands trembling beside his face. With his bandaged hand pressed against the bed, Chahyun endured or perhaps even heightened the pain.“Yuan, I don’t want to hurt you.”“Ah, it doesn’t hurt. I, I feel… good, it feels good.”It’s too good…. Despite the pain making his thighs twitch, Chahyun lied. A cold sensation sliced through Misha’s chest. A confession escaped Chahyun’s parted lips like a wind-up doll unwinding.“I love you… Misha.”Chahyun hugged Misha’s neck and began to move his hips slowly. The tight space grudgingly opened, starting a laborious back-and-forth, though his breath shuddered painfully against Misha’s neck.“I, I don’t need anything else as long as I have you.”“…….”“I like you, I really… like you.”It couldn’t feel good to be forced open like that. Yet, despite the tearing pain, Chahyun suppressed the moans slipping through his clenched teeth and poured out his pitiful affection. Holding Chahyun’s waist, Misha looked up at the ceiling. The beautiful body trembling with pain in his arms was horrifying.It was finally becoming clear. Everything that had been vague was now in sharp focus. This was Chahyun’s defense mechanism. At the end of his limits, he was driving himself over the edge. He wanted to break completely, to throw himself against the one who could make him most vulnerable.A hot lump rose in Misha’s throat. Standing on the edge of a sharp cliff, the last thing Chahyun reached for was him. He always accepted everything Misha gave with humble affection, never knowing what terrible thoughts crossed Misha’s mind when he saw him crying in fear.And now, he was desperately trying to forget the harsh reality looming before him with nothing but the pain, pleasure, ecstasy, climax, and pure love Misha gave him.“Misha… Mi, Misha.”At the pitiful call of his name, Misha finally grasped Chahyun’s waist. The moment Chahyun’s dazed, pain-soaked gaze turned to confusion, Misha drove his hips sharply, slicing through Chahyun’s insides.“Ah! Huh?”His head snapped back, and he arched onto Misha’s chest like a puppet with its strings cut. His pupils, wide with shock, stared at Misha as if to question his actions.But Misha was the only one who knew how to break him. Pressing up into his lower abdomen, Misha rapidly struck that spot. Chahyun’s mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water. His head tipped back, his firm jaw quivering. The sounds of pain disappeared, replaced by gasping moans that gradually filled the room.“…Huh, ah….”The heat inside his body rose, making the narrow path slick with an unknown fluid. It was proof he was beginning to feel pleasure. Holding his waist firmly, Misha thrust into the spot he knew so well.Chahyun liked it both shallow and deep. As the inner walls tightened with each deep thrust, sweat dripped from his hot body. When Misha continued to strike the same spot, Chahyun’s eyebrows finally twisted. His mouth fell open, and a plea broke through the previously absent cries.“Stop… Misha, stop this.”“Yuan.”“No, no more. Please, no more….”With the mask of pleasure cracking, Chahyun’s true feelings spilled out. Ignoring his desperate pleas, Misha pressed harder against the spot Chahyun was trying to avoid. The firm place deep in his abdomen clenched around the intrusion, pulling it in. As the thrusts became more fragmented, Chahyun finally began to sob continuously.“Ah, ah, ah….”Sticky saliva trailed from his open mouth. His penis, now hard against Misha’s stomach, jerked upwards. The previously tortured expression on his face melted into a sugary moan.“Ah… yes, uh, uh….”Pleasure surged through his body, causing his hips to buck in an attempt to escape. But Misha’s firm grip kept him in place. With each thrust, Chahyun’s body arched, forcing his chest out. It was a self-inflicted torment. Despite the falsehoods spilling from his lips, he begged for the very thing causing his pain.“Ah, it hurts, it hurts, stop, I, I can’t….”“Yuan.”Despite his protests, his inner walls welcomed the intrusion, clenching around it. His body convulsed with pleasure as he approached his climax. Misha held his arms tightly, thrusting slowly into the spot he knew would break him. As Chahyun’s body shuddered with the peak of pleasure, white semen spurted from his penis.“Ah… Misha….”The ending was vulgar. Yoon Chahyun shuddered violently, climaxing again and contracting his body. His body collapsed onto Misha’s neck.Misha caught his flushed body in his arms. The lingering sensation wrapped around both of them, and their damp breaths filled the air of the bedroom. However, immediately after, Chahyun, who was lying on top of Misha, was suddenly lifted and flipped to the other side.“Ah…”The position was reversed in an instant. With his wet legs spread wide, Chahyun blinked his eyes in confusion. He truly had no idea what was happening.Misha, holding his own member, which had slipped out of Chahyun’s body, positioned the tip at the reddened entrance again. Chahyun weakly placed his hands on Misha’s shoulders. Despite having been so fervent earlier, now he looked desperate. Meeting Chahyun’s pleading eyes, Misha began the second penetration.The sensation rising inside wasn’t as painful as before. After climaxing once, Chahyun’s body was hot and slick, welcoming Misha’s member. Misha pressed his hips tightly between Chahyun’s legs, securing his trembling waist.“Ah!”Sweat droplets scattered in the air. The force was incomparable to when Chahyun had moved on his own, mercilessly penetrating inside him.“Ugh…”He couldn’t breathe. Without moving his hips, Misha pressed his body fully against Chahyun’s. The hard, rounded tip tingled somewhere deep inside. As Misha applied weight to Chahyun’s lower abdomen, a shockwave of pleasure struck Chahyun’s core. His body jolted violently on the sheets.Clenching Misha’s arms, Chahyun tried to push him away, but the intruding flesh didn’t relent. The plea that escaped his lips was helpless and desperate.“Stop, stop…”When Misha thrust upward with intervals, Chahyun could endure it. But relentless pressure without a break was torturous. The near-climax feeling burned his legs, and suddenly the sharp sensation would retreat, only to surge back again. His partner wasn’t moving, but Chahyun felt like he was spiraling somewhere alone.His lower abdomen twitched, and his legs kicked awkwardly. Like a fish out of water, he flailed while Misha watched, gripping Chahyun’s thighs and pulling him closer every time his head hit the bed’s edge. Every thrust, hitting deep, pierced through Chahyun’s core.“Aagh…!”His body moved upward, slamming against the bed frame. Misha pulled Chahyun’s thighs back forcefully, driving deep thrusts that penetrated to Chahyun’s soul. His inner walls clenched and moved with Misha’s every motion.Chahyun screamed, pressing his face into the bed. The sensation of being soaked from head to toe differed from the earlier fear. He felt like his bones, muscles, and whole body were melting away. His remaining sanity was now like scattered dust, consumed by crude, base pleasure.As the movements became smaller, Chahyun knew another climax was near. His legs shook as he wrapped his arms around Misha’s neck, finding his place. The upcoming climax would be intensely painful, the white-hot release that Chahyun had craved to overshadow reality. It might be unbearable.“Misha…”Chahyun started to let out a cry that sounded almost like a sob, and Misha leaned in, giving himself to Chahyun.Gentle kisses like butterfly wings touched Chahyun’s cheeks, nose, and lips. His eyebrows arched and then furrowed quickly. Misha didn’t miss his changing expressions, watching intently.“Yuan. It’s okay now.”Do whatever you want. The permissive whisper in his ear made Chahyun’s expression soften faintly. At the same time, deep inside, tremors started, slowly spreading outward. Afraid of the impending ecstasy that felt like death, Chahyun dug his short nails into Misha’s back.“Ah… ugh.”Misha thrust a few more times, and a thin stream of semen finally spurted from Chahyun’s shaft, spilling over Misha’s abs and the sheets. Simultaneously, hot liquid touched Misha’s neck. The distinct scent among the mingled bodily fluids was unmistakable. Misha realized it was Yoon Chahyun’s tears.Yoon Chahyun was weeping in Misha’s arms.“Ugh…”A belated sob escaped, tears flowing down Chahyun’s cheeks and onto the sheets. Tears streamed continuously, followed by an explosive wail. Misha cupped the back of Chahyun’s neck with a warm hand.“Ah, ugh…”Their chests touched. The heartbeat of his beloved shattered the last remnants of resistance. Chahyun, crying sorrowfully, curled up in Misha’s arms. Misha couldn’t bear the trembling chest beneath him, so he grabbed Chahyun’s chin and lifted it. He pried open his tear-streaked lips and slid his tongue inside.The kiss felt like an eternity. It was so hot that it could melt the tongue and so sweet that it could rot the teeth. As their tongues tangled and bit into the flesh of each other’s mouths, their breaths collapsed together. When their lips parted briefly to breathe, Chahyun finally gave up on defending himself.“M… I’m sorry, Misha.”Chahyun looked up at him with the most vulnerable expression. His eyes, wet and red, sparkled dimly.“What are you sorry for?”“I ruined everything. I… I did wrong.”“No.”“I shouldn’t have done it. I should have ignored it. I should have held back, somehow…”Seeing him speak so desperately, Misha couldn’t bring himself to say anything. Chahyun was blaming himself for everything that had happened. It was painful to see clear tears continuously falling from his reddened eyes.“I told you we would go through this together… I told you to endure it… I said that.”“No, Yuan, that’s…”“I really wanted to stay with you… but now…”Chahyun clung to Misha like a child. The shoulders that had always stood strong in front of him now slumped weakly. Misha pulled Chahyun’s body tightly into his embrace, pressing his cheek against Chahyun’s hair. As their skin touched without a gap, Chahyun’s most honest feelings poured out.“I want to be with you, Misha… I don’t want to be alone.”“Yuan.”“It’s too hard now. I can’t… It’s too much. I’m, I’m scared…”Scared. The pain filling his body made Misha’s eyes widen. It was a heart-wrenching sensation he had never felt before. He would rather break his bones and tear his muscles than see Chahyun cry. Misha lowered his head and pressed his lips to Chahyun’s wet ear.“Yuan, it’s okay. I…”What he was about to say, he wasn’t even sure of himself. It was something he had never thought of in his short life, never said to anyone. But the feeling shaking him to his core was more intense and hotter than anything else. It was a feeling that could burn his reason and shake his future.“I’ll protect you.”Chahyun trembled and cried. Unsure if his words were understood, Misha repeated himself.“I’ll protect you. Don’t be afraid.”Holding the sobbing body, Misha thought. He sincerely wanted Yoon Chahyun. Even if Chahyun didn’t want him, it was enough to know that Chahyun was perfect and beautiful, always happy and shining. That would make everything in his own life fall into place.It felt suffocating. If this was love, it was terrifying and frightening. Feeling his chest ache at Chahyun’s pain and his heart twist at Chahyun’s sorrow was an uncontrollable, horrifying emotion beyond his grasp.But at the same time, Misha felt a faint sense of déjà vu. Occupying a corner of his darkened mind was a memory of a long time ago, when he had discovered Yoon Chahyun crying alone on a screen. In the cold, indifferent drawing room of his childhood home, Misha had first seen Yoon Chahyun. That day, seeing him suffering from an unknown, faraway place, it had been the same as now, with hot tears that had saved his younger self, and…“…”Remembering the faded memory, his heart constricted deeply and then burst with realization. If young Misha had found the crying Yoon Chahyun on that day just for this moment. If he had lived his whole life just to see his tears now, just to find and hold him in his agony now…“Yuan.”Holding Chahyun in his arms, his vision sparkled. His soul shattered into pieces and reassembled. The empty hollow in his chest was filled to bursting with infinite emotion.“I really love you.”Their tangled warmth rose endlessly, and their skin, losing its boundaries, melted together chaotically. As their whole bodies soaked in sweat, Misha continued to hold Chahyun, spending the pitch-black night together.