Chapter 17
17. Seunggi Han’s Observation Diary (1)
1.
Han Seung-gi is the kindest person I’ve ever seen, and this is not a subjective assertion, but an objective fact.
It’s only been about two weeks since he transferred, but it’s clear when you think about what’s happened.
He always helps me move my luggage during gym class, and helped me even when I was in charge of cleaning by myself.
There are still people in my class who are uncomfortable with me, but Han Seung-gi has never judged me by my appearance.
Sometimes they say something to me, but it’s entirely my fault.
Didn’t they give me a lot of compliments after reading my writing during the club class the other day?
I also remember the time when he picked out books for me.
I don’t study normally, and I live listening to people say that I only fly during gym class.
… ….
The molestation I committed then and the molestation I committed over the weekend were also overlooked…….
A man does something unpleasant to a woman, and a woman does it to a man.
A person named Han Seung-gi is a person who comes up with the word face value.
To go back to PE class, there was something that really shocked me.
In the old gym class, someone sorted out all the gym supplies while I was enjoying my free time.
Han Seung-gi told me that Cheon Se-jun had organized everything, but when I listened to Cheon Se-jun, the relationship was actually different.
Chun Se-joon said that Han Seung-gi had organized the items, but looking at Han Seung-gi’s reaction, that was probably the truth.
How can a person be that kind?
I was proud that I had lived a moral life unlike what I was born with, but Han Seung-gi could be said to be an outsider in the moral world.
Anyway, Han Seung-gi is one of the most unusual people I’ve ever seen.
I need to see a little bit of the usual look.
You can tell just by looking at what I’m doing next to me right now.
“Seunggi, can you help me with this?”
“Huh? Which one? Oh, I’d rather have a different approach to this one, but wait…”
He was reputed to be the best student in the classroom just two weeks after he transferred.
If you listen to what the kids say, they say that no matter what you ask them, they will tell you very kindly.
Even now, with a smile on his face, he is talking with a sad expression and round tone.
According to my observations, Han Seung-gi shows such a kind side to most people.
By the way.
“Han Seung-gi.”
“Why?”
When you talk to me, this is different again…….
The goodness still oozes from his face, but his tone is stiff, he doesn’t make any facial expressions, and his eyes even look cloudy.
“Nothing.”
“Yes.”
You always look like that when no one talks to you.
… ….
Is this supposed to be discriminatory treatment only for friends?
I don’t know if it’s good or not.
According to my big data analysis, I think it’s probably because of tiredness.
Han Seung-gi spends most of his time studying.
He is a person who comes early in the morning and reads books all the time until he goes home.
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I don’t think it’ll be that different at home, but because of that, fatigue builds up, and because of that tiredness…….
… ….
That means you’ll be relaxed only in front of me.
Hmm.
Isn’t this too self-conscious? I’m finally going crazy
No, this is too embarrassing.
It is better to reject this hypothesis.
In common sense, isn’t there any reason for Han Seung-gi to consider me special?
For now, it’s better to think about this later.
Well, Han Seung-gi is originally a bad person who enjoys drinking and smoking, has a dark personality, and is full of stress on the inside, so he shows me that side of himself. Isn’t it like that?
There must be some reason.
Anyway, there is only one conclusion.
Han Seung-gi is a really good person.
Especially to me, he’s an even better person.
Just thinking about what I’ve received so far gives me a feeling of gratitude.
As I was thinking about that, I heard a voice from the side.
“Min Ah-rin, won’t you wake up? You should go to the music room.”
“Huh? Oh, is it music now?”
“…It’s performance evaluation day. Singing.”
“Oh.”
Was that today?
I had never paid attention to it, so I didn’t know.
“I wasn’t ready.”
“You’ll do well.”
“Huh?”
“You worked hard as usual.”
“Ah, that’s just a joke…”
“Originally, those who enjoy music are good at it. Those who are confident in it are good at it. No one in my class sang as hard as you in class.”
“Uh… is that so?”
“Yes.”
The sudden praise was quite embarrassing.
My friends always curse at me, and I was just playing around hoping for that kind of reaction.
Feeling that emotion, he slightly turned his head to Han Seung-gi’s side.
What caught my eye was the same man as usual, good-looking but somewhat blunt.
Hmm.
Looking at it like this, I don’t think I have a very ordinary appearance.
Even if he’s not very handsome, he seems to have another corner where he’s subtly handsome.
Somehow, I feel like I look more handsome today than usual.
Reminds me of what Min Su-rin said. It is said that Han Seung-gi looks handsome when he takes off his glasses.
It’s not once or twice that b*tch, but I don’t really believe it.
… ….
Perhaps Han Seung-gi has a decent appearance.
2.
The music performance evaluation wasn’t that bad.
Min Ah-rin sang passionately as usual, drawing laughter from her teacher, and I also sang it, it seems that it was not bad.
“Wow… Han Seunggi, are you good at singing?”
“Stop it.”
Something is too much praise.
It wasn’t even a song, it was a song full of educational content, but it’s hard to keep up with this kind of reaction.
“Did you practice separately? Did Konora go? No, Konoe doesn’t have that song…”
“What is Kono?”
“Eh.”
“Why?”
“Don’t you know Kono?”
“Is it Japanese?”
“Wow…”
When I heard about it, it was called coin karaoke.
You know that, I’m not someone who lives apart from society.
Why are kids making up abbreviations these days?
It is true that they are of the same generation as me, but it is an incomprehensible aspect of the times.
Anyway. Today, Min Ah-rin’s appearance was a little strange.
She keeps looking at me, or she talks to me and then cuts off saying it’s nothing.
Even earlier, when she went into music class, the anomaly got worse, and she kept glancing at me.
Well, it would be embarrassing to be self-conscious.
People’s notice is subtly superior, so even if you think you’re secretly looking at someone else, you’ll see everything from the point of view of being observed.
Even though I’m not very popular with the opposite s*x, when I walk around the streets of the reverse world, there are times when I get that kind of stare.
“By the way, what’s wrong with me today?”
“Huh? What?”
“Please keep looking at me today.”
“……!”
Min Ah-rin is the type to show all her emotions on her face. She
She’s a bad liar.
“No… Why am I looking at you?”
“Erase your facial expression first and lie.”
“Oh.”
She rolls her eyes wildly, whether she’s shy.
It’s kind of creepy that she behaves so violently.
Anyway, the answer that came back was unexpected.
“Han Seung-gi. That, maybe, that, that.”
“Tell me.”
“Can you take off your glasses just once?”
“What?”
What is it?
“Why glasses?”
“No, I don’t think I’ve ever seen that before, so I’m curious…”
“You look the same even if you take them off, so why?”
I’ve heard a lot about what it would be like to take off my glasses, but she knows that it’s a courtesy anyway.
If I became handsome just by taking off my glasses, would I have been a fool all along?
It’s all just a heinous white lie.
And when I finished speaking, the perpetrator of the white lie, who was sitting in front of me. Chun Se-jun turned around.
It’s almost as if Taesan is moving.
“Hey, Min Ah-rin. Didn’t you see Seung-gi take off his glasses?”
“Huh? Have you seen it?”
“Wow… I didn’t see that…”
“It’s the same even if you take it off, whether you see it or not.”
“Seunggi, do you really have to take off your glasses?”
“I can’t see it.”
“There’s even a lens!”
“Expensive.”
“How much…!”
Wouldn’t it be possible to buy cigarettes by carton and alcohol by box?
The price is enough to hold a few parties with Lina.
I don’t think I live in extreme poverty.
At least the money comes in and you can study, right?
That doesn’t mean it’s not an environment where you can just spend money. My financial situation is very tight.
Anyway, let’s stop talking about relative and absolute poverty.
Min Arin’s expression seems to contain a tremendous level of curiosity.
After the conversation with Sejun Cheon, his curiosity became much stronger.
“Can’t you really just show me one time? They said it doesn’t matter if you see it or not!”
“It means it doesn’t matter if you don’t look at it.”
“Ah…!”
It’s like elementary school.
Actually, I can show it off, but I’m doing this because I’m a bit reluctant to do it because I’m obsessed with it like that.
Because he acts like a high school boy with a female face, he feels rejected.
Adjustment to the reverse world has been completed, but there is a physiological reluctance.
Min Ah-rin’s curiosity didn’t seem to fade, and she honestly didn’t want to waste her time on something like this.
But, I didn’t want to show it again.
… ….
“Midterms.”
“What about the midterm exam?”
“I’ll show you if you get an average of 4 or higher.”
“Level 4 or higher? Hey, Sejun Cheon. Is it difficult to get a level 4 or higher?”
“It’s not that easy. Especially with you.”
“Because I’m not good at studying?”
“Yeah? That’s great. I didn’t know that.”
“What’s wrong with the way you talk?”
“Yeah. Great. I didn’t know.”
“Ah crazy.”
Min Ah-rin’s interest quickly faded.
“Okay. Seeing that you don’t like it, what are you going to do?”
I’m not the type to study just because of one pair of glasses.
It is said that writing is quite easy, and I have achieved some results, so I am doing it without saying anything, but studying is another thing.
And just because it’s 4th grade or higher doesn’t mean everyone can be beaten.
Anyway, the talk about glasses ended so blandly.