Marry First, Love Next- Falling in love with you

Seeing Miao Xingyao returning home on May 1, Dengman’s attitude softened a little. Although it was still cold, at least there was communication.

On the night of returning home, Miao Xingyao locked herself in her room and played with her mobile phone boredly.

Miao Xingyao was definitely still a little angry, but she no longer had the urge that day. She already wanted to ease the relationship with Dengman, but she didn’t know how to speak. Sometimes she wanted to say something, but was persuaded by Dengman’s attitude.

In fact, she didn’t feel that she had done much wrong at all. On the contrary, it was because Dengman had been controlling her that she always wanted to resist her.

“Knock knock knock.” There was a knock on the door, followed by Miao Qingyong’s voice, “Xiao Yao, are you asleep?”

“Not yet.” Miao Xingyao sat up from the bed, straightened her hair, and said, “Dad, what’s the matter with you?”

“I want to chat with you.” Miao Qingyong opened the door and walked in.

“Well, what are you talking about?” Miao Xingyao pretended to be stupid, she knew that she would definitely talk about Deng Man and Yu Jingxuan.

Miao Qingyong sat next to Miao Xingyao and asked, “Xiaoyao, are you still blaming your mother?”

“Strange? I don’t.” Miao Xingyao thought to herself, how dare she blame her.

“Actually, Dad has always known that you have worked hard for so many years.” Miao Qingyong said gently, “You are a child with many ideas and strong opinions, but you can only suppress your true thoughts, which also leads to your current character. For this, Dad, I’m sorry.”

“It’s not your fault.” Miao Xingyao said, grabbing her other arm.

Miao Qingyong shook his head gently and said with a smile, “Dad is also at fault.”

“I didn’t blame you.” Miao Xingyao replied.

Miao Qingyong suddenly looked at the ceiling and said, “Xiaoyao, can you forgive your mother? After your mother gave birth to you, she wanted to go to work, but at that time you had a serious illness, so she quit her job and devoted herself to it. take care of you, she just loves you so much.”

“But…” Miao Xingyao didn’t know what to refute. She knew that Dengman loved her, but she couldn’t interfere excessively with her life and decisions in the name of love. This was her life.

“Xiaoyao, there is a reason for this. Because your mother lost her original life, she can only revolve around you. Her world seems to be only you. Do you remember? Me and your mother We have never traveled alone, we will take you wherever we go. When you went to study Jinshi before, your mother missed you all day and all night, often woke up in the middle of the night, dreaming that you were being bullied in the dormitory, so every time She and I will visit you this weekend.” Miao Qingyong recalled that Dengman really loved Miao Xingyao so much that he always thought that arranging everything for her would make her suffer a little less, “You know, your mother and your aunt, She has never experienced maternal love since she was a child. She is also a mother for the first time, and she doesn’t know what to do, so she always wants to arrange your life, and always wants to give you the best, just to make you more happiness.”

Miao Xingyao was silent for a long time before she said: “Dad, I know that my mother loves me, and I have never questioned it. But… I am bound by this deformed love, I can’t feel happiness at all, and I also I want to be like a normal mother-daughter relationship with my mother, everything is negotiable and peaceful, rather than unilateral efforts.”

“Moreover, she can’t just revolve around me. Mom has her own life, and she can’t live for me alone.” Miao Xingyao added, these words have been buried in her heart, she always wanted to shout but became Squib.

“It’s my father’s fault that it has become like this.” Miao Qingyong blamed himself, “It’s my father who didn’t stop this deformed love.”

“Well.” Miao Xingyao bowed her head, it was just as painful for her not to love her father, so she chose not to say it, seeing her father blaming herself, she felt very uncomfortable.

“I have been communicating with your mother, she has always regretted it, she is trying to change the relationship between you little by little, she is also trying to let you grow by yourself, but suddenly she lost everything she had, she I can’t hold back my uncontrollable emotions.” Miao Qingyong touched Miao Xingyao’s head and said, “Then can you forgive your mother? Forgive her for her willfulness this time, she doesn’t want to be like this with you, and she doesn’t want to change. become like this.”

“But I won’t compromise.” Miao Xingyao looked at Miao Qingyong firmly and said, “I just want to be with the senior, and I don’t want anyone but him.”

“I didn’t ask you to compromise.” Miao Qingyong said, “I just hope that the two of you can reconcile.”

Miao Xingyao asked excitedly: “Then what about me and the senior? If I apologize, she must think that I followed her arrangement, I don’t want it, I apologize not because I feel that I am wrong in this matter. .”

Miao Qingyong wiped the corners of Miao Xingyao’s eyes distressedly, and said, “Silly boy, what’s there to cry about? In fact, Xiaoxuan has been visiting all the time, you probably don’t know, obviously he has to go to work the next day, he still Come often and ask our forgiveness.”

“Has the senior still done these things?” Miao Xingyao asked in surprise.

“Well. Actually, your mother and I were moved by his sincerity. Your mother was shaken, but she couldn’t hold her face.” Miao Qingyong said patiently, “Can you give your mother a step down?”

“Then will she agree to the marriage between me and the senior?” Miao Xingyao asked worriedly, it was not Deng Man’s character to change the day and night, she was just a muscle.

Miao Qingyong said frankly: “It’s not yet, but it has already achieved results. Are you not confident in your marriage with Xiaoxuan?”

Miao Xingyao shook her head desperately and said, “Of course I am confident.”

“Then it’s alright.” Miao Qingyong smiled, “your mother will definitely compromise in the end, because we are the people who love you the most in the world, and there is nothing more important than your happiness.”

“I will have a good talk with my mother.” Miao Xingyao finally gave in.

“Well, then I wish you a good dream.” Miao Qingyong said.

“Well, good night.” Miao Xingyao watched Miao Qingyong leave his room.

Miao Xingyao wanted to take out her phone and talk to Yu Jingxuan, but she didn’t know what to say.

By the time she found out, she had already made a phone call.

“Hello? Yaoyao, what’s wrong?” Yu Jingxuan answered the phone quickly.

“It’s okay.” Miao Xingyao sniffed and said, “I just want to hear your voice.”

“Huh?” Yu Jingxuan asked immediately, “Do you have a cold?”

“No, no.” Miao Xingyao denied.

“Then you must be crying, you little crying bag.” Yu Jingxuan said.