Chapter 134 - right now we
Miao Xingyao did not look for a seat to sit, but stood at the door anxiously and waited.
The door opened, and Miao Xingyao immediately greeted him.
Yu Jingxuan smiled and said, “I knew you would definitely not be obedient.”
“How’s it going?” Miao Xingyao asked.
Yu Jingxuan teased: “Why are you like a husband waiting for his wife to give birth.”
“Why are you still in the mood to joke anytime!” Miao Xingyao said angrily.
Yu Jingxuan pointed to the private room and said, “Yuan Qianhui said he wanted to speak to you alone.”
“Then I’ll go in.” Miao Xingyao was about to open the door after saying that.
Yu Jingxuan pulled Miao Xingyao and said, “You must protect yourself.”
“Don’t worry, if something happens, I’ll shout loudly, you rush in for a long time.” Miao Xingyao smiled.
Yu Jingxuan just let go.
Seeing Miao Xingyao coming in, Yuan Qianhui said, “Actually, I thought you didn’t want to see me again.”
“I really don’t want to see you.” Miao Xingyao said angrily and sat opposite Yuan Qianhui.
“Then I’m quite honored.” Yuan Qianhui smiled.
Miao Xingyao said: “I just don’t want you to come back to ruin our lives, so I want to see you and make it clear.”
Yuan Qianhui spread his hands and said, “I’ve already guessed it. Only in this way can you possibly want to see me.”
Miao Xingyao said seriously: “You don’t have to be me, don’t you?”
“Probably.” Yuan Qianhui replied.
Miao Xingyao said: “You just can’t give up the items you can’t get. Your character has always been like this, but I’m not an item.”
“Maybe.” Yuan Qianhui chuckled lightly, “But why haven’t you thought of another possibility?”
“What possibility?” Miao Xingyao wondered.
Yuan Qianhui looked directly into Miao Xingyao’s eyes and said, “I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you. I can’t give up on you because I don’t want anyone but you.”
“So what?” Miao Xingyao also looked at Yuan Qianhui, “love is unreasonable, if it was in the past, I would definitely be happy, but now I’m completely different, I’ve loved it for a long time. When I get on him, I don’t want anyone but him.”
“What if I hadn’t left?” Yuan Qianhui asked suddenly.
“Who knows. No one can tell what hasn’t happened. We should live in the moment.” Miao Xingyao paused and said, “But I am very grateful for your leaving now, so that I can meet him, and in love with him.”
Yuan Qianhui laughed at himself: “So I’m still the matchmaker for the two of you?”
Miao Xingyao shook her head and said, “Senior, even if I didn’t meet Senior Jing Xuan, it would be impossible for me and you. At that time, I was stupid and would suppress myself in order not to let you abandon me, but sooner or later I will It’s unbearable. The two of us are not a good fit, I’m just not good at expressing my thoughts, but I’m not a person without opinions.”
“I know, I know all of this. But I am for your own good. I am too assertive, and the final outcome is not necessarily good.” Yuan Qianhui said.
“Don’t use this excuse to cover up your selfishness, senior, you are not for me at all, you are for yourself.” Miao Xingyao said, “I have been thinking for so many years, you don’t love me at all. , you just love yourself.”
“Why can you say exactly the same thing as Yu Jingxuan?” Yuan Qianhui laughed.
“Because everyone thinks that way.”
“Not at all.” Yuan Qianhui strongly denied, “I love you, I know very well, I just want you to be happy and don’t repeat the tragedy of my family.”
“Senior, whether you love me or not is not important to me now.” Miao Xingyao said, “I don’t know if I can get anything if I continue like that, but one thing I can be sure of is that it is like that. I must be unhappy.”
Yuan Qianhui smiled bitterly: “I thought that was happiness.”
“Senior, you should find your own happiness instead of entangled in my affairs, because no matter what, we will never be able to look back.” Miao Xingyao said bitterly.
Yuan Qianhui smiled and said, “You have really changed, Yaoyao. You are no longer the one who could only rely on me before.”
Miao Xingyao looked at Yuan Qianhui and said, “Senior, we will all grow up, just like after you came back, you became more capable, and I met more people and got different growth.”
“…” Yuan Qianhui was silent for a moment, then said, “I don’t want this kind of change, I just let myself accept these things that I have to accept in a different way, so that it becomes logical.”
“This is the difference in mentality.” Miao Xingyao guessed, “Because of this, you are as strong as ever. And people like me who can’t keep up will be left behind.”
Yuan Qianhui explained: “I didn’t leave you behind, Yaoyao, I just had to…”
Miao Xingyao shook her head gently and said with a smile: “Senior, no matter how immature our minds were back then, we all need to pay for our actions, of course I’m not blaming you. It’s just that you have already done this. If something happens, then you should also accept the subsequent changes.”
“No matter how active I am, will this result in the end?” Yuan Qianhui laughed at himself and said, “Is it necessary…”
Miao Xingyao was a little moved, how much she understood Yuan Qianhui’s family, the environment in which he grew up was not very good, and it may have created his distorted character.
“Okay, I accept it.” Yuan Qianhui looked at Miao Xingyao and said, “I won’t bless you, but I won’t pester you again.”
“Thank you, senior.” Miao Xingyao lowered her head, why did she feel guilty.
“It’s me who apologized to you, I almost ruined your new life.” Yuan Qianhui looked at Miao Xingyao with tenderness in his eyes, he really liked her. Although Miao Xingyao no longer belongs to him, their memories will stay at the most beautiful age. Mo Qiangqiu has always understood this truth, but he is unwilling to accept it. Now, all he can do is to watch the woman he loves get his own happiness.
“Senior, I once wanted to resent you, but I couldn’t.” Miao Xingyao said to Yuan Qianhui with a smile, “I only hope that you can also reap your own happiness, and I don’t want our parting to be sentimental again.”
“Well, I will.” Yuan Qianhui made up his mind and said, “I will probably leave the city for a while. I apologize to you again for my previous actions.”