ALL NOVEL Chapter 43 - that night
Miao Xingyao had no idea how she got home.
Muddleheadedly, Miao Xingyao just lay on the bed.
Yu Jingxuan still hadn’t come back. For the first time, Miao Xingyao felt that this home was so big and empty.
Miao Xingyao recalled the maple leaf pendant. It turned out that the name of Yu Jingxuan’s company was because of Ning Ruoxin, and Ning Ruoxin also used an orange bag.
“Feng Cheng?” Miao Xingyao murmured, she didn’t think about the name, but now that she knew it, she felt moved.
A person hides the disease in order not to worry the other party and endures the pain by himself. Although a person is puzzled but still waits silently and uses the other person’s favorite thing to name his company, how romantic it is, if there is no her If so, two people who love each other will meet again after many years, and they will come together again.
What Miao Xingyao had been worried about did not happen. She said that Ning Ruoxin was selfish, but in fact the most selfish person was her. She was unwilling to think about the possibility of Ning Ruoxin and Yu Jingxuan, so she didn’t ask anything. She wanted to play stupid like this for the rest of her life, and she didn’t want to leave Yu Jingxuan.
But she had to admit that the love between Yu Jingxuan and Ning Ruoxin was touching.
Miao Xingyao originally maliciously speculated that Ning Ruoxin silently had an affair with Yu Jingxuan behind her back. Maybe Yu Jingxuan spent Valentine’s Day with Ning Ruoxin. There was no basis. Miao Xingyao felt that way. She is at least the “original match” now. Although she is not as good as Ning Ruoxin, at least Ning Ruoxin lost to her in this regard.
But she was wrong. Ning Ruoxin is not a despicable villain at all, who is behind the scenes. On the contrary, although she has her own intentions, she came to Miao Xingyao directly and directly to explain her thoughts. Although she was somewhat suspected of cheating, But it is much nobler than Miao Xingyao imagined.
Moreover, Miao Xingyao couldn’t really hate the figure of Ning Ruoxin who dared to pursue love, even if this relationship was premised on her taking the initiative to leave.
Miao Xingyao sat up, hugged her knees, and said to herself, “Senior, where is he now? He must be very guilty of Senior Sister, so he kept saying sorry that night. Is he still in love? What about Senior Sister? Because he couldn’t file for a divorce because he was responsible for me, so he was in pain. Then… what about him?”
Miao Xingyao really had no confidence, she couldn’t confirm Yu Jingxuan’s feelings for her, whether he would like her, she thought about it, but she couldn’t tell the possibility, although he did a lot for himself, but those things It was due to his responsible attitude towards his wife. It turned out that Miao Xingyao had always been able to rely on the two red books, which were only his wife’s identity.
Miao Xingyao was in a daze for several days. Ever since she heard the name Ning Ruoxin, she always thought that she was afraid that Ning Ruoxin would **** Yu Jingxuan. Only now did I know that she couldn’t believe her relationship with Yu Jingxuan, even if the relationship was protected by law.
“But, it’s not fair to me.” Miao Xingyao muttered, “Sister and senior are not wrong, so am I wrong? It’s not me who insisted on marrying the senior, but the senior who wants to marry. Now that I’m talking about divorce, I somehow put on the name of a divorced woman.”
Although Miao Xingyao knew that what she really cared about was not this name at all, she never dared to touch love. In fact, she didn’t have any confidence in whether she could meet someone who truly loved her earlier. She enjoys life very much now. , although she didn’t spend much time with Yu Jingxuan.
Miao Xingyao suddenly lowered his head and murmured: “Actually, the most unfair thing is the two of them. The two people who love each other are interfered with by an outsider like me. They are all magnanimous people, so I am a fisherman who benefits, if I If I don’t want to get a divorce, the senior will definitely not force me.”
As long as Miao Xingyao imagined that Ning Ruoxin endured illness abroad and missed Yu Jingxuan alone, perhaps it was this belief that supported her through the most painful period. Miao Xingyao felt heartache, and Ning Ruoxin did nothing wrong, but she was ill, and she was going to leave alone. When she finally recovered, she saw that the man she was in love with had married another woman, and It was a loveless marriage. Just thinking about it, Miao Xingyao felt that Ning Ruoxin was great, and she couldn’t compare with Ning Ruoxin at all.
“Why is Senior Sister so great and noble!” Miao Xingyao said angrily, tears flashing in her beautiful eyes, “In this way, wouldn’t I be the most embarrassing person? Wouldn’t I be a clown? Yet?”
“No, senior sister who left without saying a word, this is the reality she should accept.” Because Ning Ruoxin didn’t say it, she couldn’t make a decision to bear it with Yu Jingxuan, maybe she couldn’t accept her weakness when she was sick Yu Jingxuan’s appearance was seen by Yu Jingxuan, or maybe she was afraid that Yu Jingxuan would abandon her because of this, or maybe Ning Ruoxin was afraid that she would die, which would make Yu Jingxuan heartbroken… These are just speculations of Miao Xingyao, she is neither Ning Ruoxin nor not Having experienced this kind of situation, it is impossible for her to know Ning Ruoxin’s state of mind at the time. Of course, it doesn’t matter what state of mind she is in. In the end, she did so, so she should be prepared to accept that Yu Jingxuan would fall in love with another person. possibility.
Miao Xingyao raised her head, she suddenly remembered the scene where she met Yu Jingxuan in Su Hanyu’s cafe, the day Yu Jingxuan was poured coffee, when Yu Jingxuan asked her for marriage, she was more of a surprise, she couldn’t imagine what she was looking forward to The person who will choose herself, so she will be carried away by joy and agree.
Thinking about it now, Miao Xingyao said in a self-deprecating manner: “At that time, the senior said that he could marry anyone, but it doesn’t matter to anyone other than senior sister.”
After the party that day, Yu Jingxuan was hiding from himself, no matter how many excuses Miao Xingyao made for Yu Jingxuan, it was useless.
“Senior must be very distressed now…” Miao Xingyao dragged the end sound for a long time.
“I love him.” Miao Xingyao desperately wiped away her tears when she said this. This is the first time she has said it. She didn’t expect to admit it for the first time, but it hurts so much. She once thought she would never like it again. Anyone, just like what Su Hanyu said, she should admit it, she is not as simple as looking forward to Yu Jingxuan, what a pure liking it is, she has only liked Yu Jingxuan for so many years, she remembers Yu Jingxuan’s face, Remembering his preferences and even his monthly test results, she might be jealous of Ning Ruoxin, but she always wanted to pretend that she was noble.
Miao Xingyao didn’t speak again, she already knew the answer. To love someone is to let go, to fulfill, and to hope that he will live better and be happier than anyone else.