ALL NOVEL Chapter 47 - is a thing of the past
Yu Jingxuan contacted Ning Ruoxin through Ye Shaosi and asked her out to talk.
“Xuan, you are finally willing to see me.” Ning Ruoxin said first as soon as she sat down.
After that meeting, Ning Ruoxin kept trying to contact Yu Jingxuan, but Yu Jingxuan kept saying that she was unavailable. Of course she understood that Yu Jingxuan was deliberately avoiding her.
Ning Ruoxin is not as noble as Miao Xingyao thought…
“I’m very happy to see you again.” Yu Jingxuan said directly.
“Me too.” Ning Ruoxin smiled.
Yu Jingxuan was silent for a while, then said, “We have passed.”
“I know.” Ning Ruoxin shrugged indifferently and said, “Those are all over, now that I’m reborn, we should start over.”
Yu Jingxuan shook his head and said, “Ruoxin, you should understand what I’m talking about.”
Ning Ruoxin smiled and said, “I don’t think I want to understand.”
“I’m very sorry for everything you’ve done. I didn’t have the ability to be by your side when you were in the most pain.” Yu Jingxuan lowered his head and said slowly, “However, no matter what happened in the past, I think it’s just the past, we You should learn to accept everything in the present, because everything has changed and it is impossible to go back to the past.”
“I don’t want to understand this!” Ning Ruoxin said suddenly excitedly, “Xuan, do you know how I survived all these years? I recall your face time and time again, I believe you will wait for me, I believe you still Love me, of course you will fall in love with someone else I have also thought about it.”
“Then you should accept the status quo.” Yu Jingxuan said.
Ning Ruoxin said, “But you don’t love her, why do you want to spend your whole life with someone you don’t love? For those responsibilities?”
“Yes.” Yu Jingxuan admitted.
Ning Ruoxin was overjoyed and wanted to say something, Yu Jingxuan said, “I thought so at first, but now I find that it is not the case, I don’t want to divorce Xingyao, not just because of the constraints of marriage, I think it is I was so attracted to her that I couldn’t live without her.”
“Then what am I? What are we?” Ning Ruoxin smiled bitterly.
“Forget it.” Yu Jingxuan glanced at Ning Ruoxin and said calmly, “I loved you, but that is the past, I already have a new life and someone I want to protect, so I’m sorry for you I’m still waiting for me, and I feel very guilty about what happened to you.”
“Since you are ashamed of me, it does not prove that you still have feelings for me.” Ning Ruoxin said.
“I still have feelings for you, but it’s not the same feelings it used to be.” Yu Jingxuan exclaimed, “Ruoxin, you should understand that time has passed for so long, and I have been living my life with the misunderstanding of you. I have suffered, struggled, worked hard, and cheered up. Gradually I understand that you don’t seem to be so important to me. I will often think of you, but it is just a memory of the sincere relationship in the past. After so many years, I mistakenly thought I still loved you, but when you suddenly appeared, I was very calm, and I was shaken because I heard your secret.”
“Then why did you call me out?” Ning Ruoxin asked.
Yu Jingxuan said lightly: “Because I want to say goodbye to the past and tell you my feelings for you clearly, I don’t want to do anything that Xing Yao misunderstood. I also hope that you can open a new chapter, no longer Clinging to the past.”
Ning Ruoxin clenched her fists and said, “What about the junior girl? Does she really love you?”
“I don’t know.” Yu Jingxuan said.
“Then why did you choose her? You clearly know that if it were me, I could give you a lot of help, and our social status is more compatible.” Ning Ruoxin was a little anxious.
“You clearly know, I don’t care about that at all.” Yu Jingxuan said.
“Of course I know.” Ning Ruoxin said in a low voice, “But apart from this, I can’t think of any way to convince you.”
“Ruoxin, although I’m not sure about Xingyao’s feelings for me.” Yu Jingxuan thought of Miao Xingyao, his tone involuntarily softened, “But the person I really want to hold for my life is her. Maybe that person was you in the past. , but that was only the past. I have started a new life, those memories are beautiful, but they cannot restrain me. I have let go, and you have to learn to accept and go out. “
“Are you letting go?” Ning Ruoxin said, “You know me very well. I can’t let go of my self-esteem for anything, but I did this for you.” Ning Ruoxin has probably never been so humble in her life. However, she has her own self-esteem and arrogance. She can only do things freely and beautifully, but the torment of the disease has changed her, maybe not so much, but now she will soften a little for love, which is already huge. changed.
You must know that the big reason why Ning Ruoxin chose to say goodbye in this way was that she couldn’t abandon her self-esteem. She would rather leave beautifully than Yu Jingxuan took pity on her.
“If only we were willing to give in to our relationship back then.” Of course Yu Jingxuan also thought about it. For a person like Ning Ruoxin, she would choose to leave in this way because the relationship between the two at the time was more important than a couple. It’s more like a competitor, it seems to be a good way to get along, but both of them know that although their love is hot, they can’t last long.
“You’re right.” Ning Ruoxin suddenly figured it out. She actually knew the answer early in the morning, but she wanted to try again. It was really painful to know the answer directly from her own mouth. Now she should pick up her own Self-esteem, walking beautifully, this is what she was originally, all this has become a thing of the past.
“I want to apologize for one thing.” Ning Ruoxin said, “I met your wife, and I said some bad things. She might be shaken badly. I’m sorry to cause you trouble.”
“I know, I’ll fix it.” Yu Jingxuan didn’t blame Ning Ruoxin, because he knew her, and she wasn’t someone who would deliberately do bad things.
“I hope you all can be happy this time.” Ning Ruoxin sent her blessings without hesitation.
“All? Did you know Xingyao before?” Yu Jingxuan was wondering how Ning Ruoxin found Miao Xingyao.
“Ah, didn’t Junior Sister tell you?” Ning Ruoxin was a little surprised.
“What?” Yu Jingxuan frowned.
Ning Ruoxin smiled and said, “Then you can wait until the junior girl wants to tell you.”
“What the **** is going on?” Yu Jingxuan was a little irritable, why Ye Shaosi and Ning Ruoxin knew more than he did, and it was clear that Miao Xingyao was his wife, but now that he thinks about it, he really doesn’t understand Miao Xingyao.
“How do you say it?” Ning Ruoxin tapped her chin with her fingertips and said, “She looks a bit like you, in this matter.”
In the end, Yu Jingxuan still didn’t ask for an answer. Ning Ruoxin was not the type to talk behind her back, and she felt that this was a hurdle that the two of them had to overcome together.