ALL NOVEL Chapter 93 - silent war
That night, Bai Wanyun and Yu Huairen finally reconciled, and left after packing up.
In an instant, the whole house became icy cold, Yu Jingxuan kept his face silent, and Miao Xingyao was too worried and did not take the initiative to say a word.
Miao Xingyao was entangled in her heart, she really couldn’t take the initiative to explain this matter, although she had no intention of saying it at all, but Yu Jingxuan’s attitude was very clear, she must take the initiative to tell him.
But Yu Jingxuan was not as “dictatorial” as Miao Xingyao thought, he was really angry, he was angry with himself. He didn’t understand Miao Xingyao’s past at all, but Yuan Qianhui always held on to the past, and obviously shook Miao Xingyao.
Yu Jingxuan knew that there was a reason why Miao Xingyao kept his mouth shut. He didn’t want to force Miao Xingyao, and he always believed that the present was more important than the past. But when the past clearly affected the present, Yu Jingxuan didn’t know it either.
He was angry that he couldn’t get Miao Xingyao’s support, obviously he was Miao Xingyao’s husband, but Miao Xingyao never told himself what was on his mind. He was angry that he was very sure that he liked the current Miao Xingyao, but he still cared too much about the past, and his unknown past not only shook her, but also himself.
That night, Yu Jingxuan didn’t say a word to Miao Xingyao.
In fact, the two of them hadn’t talked for a long time, and when Bai Wanyun was at home, the two of them would still act like they did, and they didn’t want Bai Wanyun to find out that the two were abnormal.
But now that Bai Wanyun had left, Miao Xingyao and Yu Jingxuan didn’t put on false masks anymore, and they didn’t even bother to chat.
Mingming was sleeping on the same bed, but Miao Xingyao felt that Yu Jingxuan was so far away from him.
Miao Xingyao lay on the bed and glanced at her husband who turned her back to her. She was not used to Yu Jingxuan’s embrace, but now she is a little eager.
Habits are a terrible thing. Miao Xingyao lay flat and stared at the dark ceiling. For so many years, Miao Xingyao has worked hard to live independently, just to escape the shadows of the past and not repeat the same mistakes… But now, she feels that she Without enough strength to face the past that she didn’t want to think too much about, would she yearn for Yu Jingxuan’s embrace because she needed support? Or is it the same as before, hiding in someone’s arms and waiting for someone to solve it for you?
Miao Xingyao couldn’t speak, it was precisely because she felt shameless that she wanted to be strong and face it alone, she couldn’t live under the protection of others all her life.
Like Miao Xingyao, Yu Jingxuan did not fall asleep this night. He wants to rely on Miao Xingyao, he doesn’t care how riddled Miao Xingyao’s past is, he is willing to protect Miao Xingyao and help Miao Xingyao lick his wounds, but Miao Xingyao takes the initiative to push him away, He couldn’t figure out why.
He thought that Miao Xingyao had changed somewhat, and was willing to let go of his guard and accept him completely, but he didn’t.
The appearance of Yuan Qianhui is actually a red light for the marriage of the two people. The two people have been working hard but they are full of bumps. Any change, his appearance is inevitable, even if there is no Yuan Qianhui, two people will eventually have a crack due to this problem one day, Yuan Qianhui just accelerated the process.
The sky slowly turned white, and Yu Jingxuan didn’t sleep peacefully, so he woke up early.
He got up slowly, not wanting to wake up Miao Xingyao who was sleeping.
Yu Jingxuan sat beside the bed in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking, then glanced at Miao Xingyao and left the room.
The door was gently closed by Yu Jingxuan, but Miao Xingyao suddenly opened her eyes. Unlike Yu Jingxuan, she really stayed up all night, she just pretended to be asleep when Yu Jingxuan woke up.
Miao Xingyao felt very excited, she was obviously insomnia, but she had no sleepiness.
“What should I do?” Miao Xingyao said silently while lying on the bed. She hadn’t had insomnia for a long time. The second day of insomnia was very uncomfortable. She had to go to work today.
Miao Xingyao got up with difficulty, suddenly the door lock slowly turned, Miao Xingyao immediately lay down again and continued to pretend to be asleep.
Yu Jingxuan came in just to get his clothes. Seeing that Miao Xingyao was not awake, Yu Jingxuan simply changed into the room directly.
Miao Xingyao closed her eyes tightly and listened to this movement. Could it be that Yu Jingxuan was changing clothes? Thinking of this, Miao Xingyao’s face suddenly turned red, and she unconsciously came up with the situation in her mind that she helped Yu Jingxuan take a bath in the bathroom that day. Although she didn’t see all of it, Yu Jingxuan’s figure should be very good, with wide shoulders and narrow waist, Yu Jingxuan Her skin was still a healthy wheat color, which Miao Xingyao felt very good.
No, what are you thinking about? Miao Xingyao really wanted to slap herself, but the two of them didn’t say a word now, but she was like a little girl… Miao Xingyao, Miao Xingyao! When did you become so carnivorous?
Fortunately, Yu Jingxuan left after changing his clothes, and Miao Xingyao could hear him go out.
Miao Xingyao breathed a sigh of relief and complained, “No, why did he just change his clothes here, not afraid that I would wake up suddenly and see?”
Wait, Yu Jingxuan doesn’t seem to be afraid… Anyway, if she sees it, she will pretend not to see it. Yu Jingxuan doesn’t mind being seen by her at all… On the contrary, Miao Xingyao will become very shy and embarrassed…
“Now is not the time to think about this.” Miao Xingyao patted her cheek vigorously and said, “I have to go to work.”
For several days in a row, Yu Jingxuan returned late, without even notifying Miao Xingyao. This has never happened before. Even when the two were not familiar with each other, Yu Jingxuan would inform him of his itinerary.
The two of them didn’t deliberately sleep in separate rooms, but they didn’t communicate at all, which was much worse than sleeping in separate rooms before.
Miao Xingyao wanted to break the ice with Yu Jingxuan, but Yu Jingxuan didn’t give her a chance at all. Yu Jingxuan went out very early in the morning, and even if he came back early at night, he would be locked in the study, and only went to the bedroom to sleep directly at night.
In a week, Miao Xingyao didn’t even see Yu Jingxuan’s face a few times.
And these are Yu Jingxuan’s usual tricks. When he doesn’t know how to do it, he will increase his workload and let these complicated tasks make him have no time to think about other things.
Because as long as he is free, Yu Jingxuan will become upset, why doesn’t he want to change the status quo? But when he saw Miao Xingyao, he ran away, because he had tried hard, and many times, it was Miao Xingyao who was unwilling to come out, it was Miao Xingyao who was unwilling to rely on him, and it was Miao Xingyao who was unwilling to open his heart . He didn’t know what to do, and he was tired.