ALL NOVEL Chapter 96 - all of all
Miao Xingyao stopped abruptly here.
Yu Jingxuan asked angrily, “He hit you?”
“Well, that’s why I was very afraid of Senior Qianhui.” Miao Xingyao recalled that day, it was a nightmare, but she continued to stick to Yuan Qianhui like crazy.
“It’s all right now.” Yu Jingxuan said distressedly. He didn’t expect Yuan Qianhui to beat a woman. Miao Xingyao and Yuan Qianhui’s physiques were very different, so she must have been scared at the time.
“I know.” Miao Xingyao nodded. In fact, after so long, she no longer felt scared when Yuan Qianhui was unhappy as before.
“What about that day? What happened again?” Yu Jingxuan asked.
“That was the day we first met…” Miao Xingyao smiled, she finally made up her mind to tell Yu Jingxuan all this.
“Well.” Yu Jingxuan knew which day Miao Xingyao was referring to.
Miao Xingyao continued: “I overheard someone on the basketball team talking about Qianhui-senpai going to study abroad, because I stayed with Qianhui-senpai almost every day, but Qianhui-senior never told me about this. I think my sanity was very unclear at the time, so I went to Chikki-senpai.”
On that day, Miao Xingyao went to Yuan Qianhui very unconsciously.
“Senior, are you going to study abroad?” Miao Xingyao looked at Yuan Qianhui expectantly, hoping that he would tell her it was fake.
Yuan Qianhui didn’t show any expression, just said: “Yes, I will go abroad at the beginning of next month, and the procedures have been completed.”
“Then what should I do?” Miao Xingyao asked in a hurry. She was more angry than shocked. Everyone knew that their relationship was very close, but she was the last to know.
Yuan Qianhui did not respond to Miao Xingyao.
Miao Xingyao cried at that time and said, “Senior, I like you.” She had never confessed to Yuan Qianhui, because Miao Xingyao’s love was so humble, how could she dare to speak so easily?
Yuan Qianhui was silent for a long time, and only said three words: “I’m sorry.” He would not let anyone disrupt his plans, not even the woman he liked.
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“Afterwards, I ran away, and I didn’t know what to do at all. To know that Qianhui-senpai is not just the person I liked, but the person I relied on most in high school, I suddenly didn’t know what to do in the future. Because my high school life revolves around him alone, I am different from him, his world is colorful, and I am the only one.” Miao Xingyao said sadly, at that time she felt the most dark hour. Yuan Qianhui had been imprisoning her by his side, building himself into the whole of Miao Xingyao, but suddenly left, because he was selfish, and he never thought about what would happen to Miao Xingyao.
But at this moment, Miao Xingyao thanked Yuan Qianhui. If it wasn’t for Yuan Qianhui’s sudden departure, she wouldn’t really be completely independent. This is what she yearns for. She doesn’t want to live at the mercy of others all her life.
“What happened later?” Yu Jingxuan frowned. He regretted his cold attitude towards Miao Xingyao these days. It must be very painful to uncover this past by himself.
Miao Xingyao put on a smile and said, “Fortunately, after that day, I never met Senior Qianhui again. He only left a note: Goodbye.”
“Sorry, I haven’t considered your mood at all these days.” Yu Jingxuan said regretfully. He couldn’t fully empathize with him, but he also knew that it was very painful. Miao Xingyao’s world was completely overturned and reconstructed. But now, he wants Miao Xingyao to open the scar again.
Maybe before Yu Jingxuan knew about Miao Xingyao, he would be very puzzled, how Miao Xingyao could completely treat a person as the whole world. But considering Miao Xingyao’s original family, Yu Jingxuan understood. The beginning of the story is that a girl who has no experience with the world runs away alone, but finds out the fact that she is incompetent, so she will rely on another person.
“I haven’t finished speaking yet.” Miao Xingyao said, “Actually, there are only two people I am most grateful for in high school, one is you and the other is Hanyu.”
“Why me?” Yu Jingxuan didn’t think he had done anything, except that day he and Miao Xingyao basically had zero interaction in high school.
Miao Xingyao raised her head, as if recalling, and said, “In that evening, you just acted unintentionally, but pulled me, whose world had just collapsed. I suddenly felt that the world was not that bad, and Hanyu was unreserved in high school. Help me to understand that my world should also be colorful, not revolving around just one person.”
“But, I didn’t do anything.” Yu Jingxuan didn’t finish his sentence. He didn’t care about Miao Xingyao at all at that time. He was not worthy of Miao Xingyao’s evaluation of himself at all.
Miao Xingyao shook her head gently and said with a smile, “Although there was only one person in your eyes at the time, and that person wasn’t me, I still look forward to you very much, and of course I envy senior sister for getting all your love, the two of you. The personal relationship was just right, not much, not much, not like the deformed relationship between me and Chikira-senpai.
Of course I don’t dare to hope for anything, I just keep staring at you silently, I know it will make you feel sick, but I don’t know what to do, and I can’t control my heart, because since that day, You have become my spiritual pillar, and as long as I think that there are people as perfect as you in the world, I will feel that the world may not be so bad. “
Ye Shaosi listened to everything silently. He found that many things he knew were wrong. For example, he did not know the reason why Miao Xingyao liked Yu Jingxuan, nor did he know that the relationship between Miao Xingyao and Yuan Qianhui was so deformed. Originally thought that only Yuan Qianhui left and hurt Miao Xingyao. He thought that the role Yu Jingxuan played in it was actually the same for him, but it was impossible. Yu Jingxuan was the one who pulled her. He thought it was just a simple unrequited love. It turned out that from the beginning, he lost It was given to Yu Jingxuan.
“I’m not as good as you think.” Yu Jingxuan said.
“I never thought about marrying you. When you mentioned it to me, I didn’t think about rejection at all. I admitted that it was because you helped me in the first place. But after contact, I discovered a lot of things I didn’t know. I didn’t feel disappointed.” Miao Xingyao said softly, she feels very relaxed now, it turns out that it will be so easy to make it clear in the future, she shouldn’t be thinking about what Yu Jingxuan will do, she should leave it to Yu Jingxuan to decide.
Yu Jingxuan hugged Miao Xingyao silently and tightly. He didn’t know how he could say that sometimes the strength of his body could convey his sincerity more than words.