Marvel's I am a saber-toothed tiger

Chapter 3 Will
Victor once thought that he would not be able to survive and go crazy, but he underestimated the adaptability and endurance of human beings.

"Damn old thing! I'm not a demon! You'll regret it!"

Although he yelled fiercely, the actual situation was that Victor was completely abused by Old Creed, and he was pressed to the ground and beaten violently. Although his strength was already comparable to that of an ordinary adult, Old Creed was obviously far superior to that of an ordinary adult. .

It has been more than a month since Victor traveled to this world, and Victor's daily routine is still to fight against Old Creed.It's just that every time the ending ends with him failing.

Facing veterans who have experienced many battles, Victor, who was only a child, was still beaten despite his rapid progress.

While fighting old Creed physically, Victor was still fighting mentally with the wild animality brought about by his mutant ability.

It is not for nothing that Victor Creed is called the "saber-toothed tiger". In addition to his super-long upper fangs and sharp claws, his bloodthirsty personality and powerful beast instincts also fully demonstrate that only by taking Wrong name, no wrong nickname.

At this time, Victor was struggling with this deadly bloodthirsty instinct. At first, Victor didn't notice the influence of this bloodthirsty instinct on him.

However, he discovered that his five senses had become extraordinarily sharp. In the face of old Creed's attacks, he could often detect the direction of the attack and the location of the hit.

If it wasn't for being restricted by the iron chain, it would not be a trivial matter for Old Creed to defeat him.

But because of the existence of the iron chain, Victor can only try his best to avoid the vital point when he has a premonition of the position to be hit (although the existence of the self-healing factor makes this behavior unnecessary).

However, as the injuries worsened, another instinct began to emerge, which was the most primitive and wild killing instinct.

When it appeared, Victor felt that all the cells in his body were excited, and the self-healing factor repaired the wound faster.

And my feeling of pain no longer exists, my mind is filled with the desire to kill and destroy, I just want to crush all living and moving objects in front of me.

This situation became worse after being attacked by Old Creed. At first, Victor thought it was just an act of anger.

But soon Victor, who had another mature, complete and normal adult personality from another world, noticed something was wrong, although he was tortured and fused with the memory of the young Victor.

But the idea of ​​wanting to kill and tear up a person like this shouldn't appear in his mind, even if he hated the old Creed's torture and beating of him.

But at most, he wanted revenge and tortured him back. Even if he wanted to kill him, it was not to the extent of killing and whipping the corpse. After all, he was still the biological father of this body or this life.

Feeling that something was wrong, Victor began to recall his changes and behaviors in more detail, and found that after time travel, his behavior and character became more like a beast than a person as time went by.

"Ha, that old man is really right, his second son is about to be taken away by wild beasts."

Victor, who realized that he had a big problem, smiled bitterly and said to himself, although the problem has been discovered, it is not so simple to solve the problem.

This question involves one thing that all of us are struggling with: self-control, we make mistakes every day, all kinds of big or small mistakes.

Many times, we are not ignorant that what we are doing is wrong, but we will be controlled by our own desires and instincts, knowing that it is wrong, we still do it that way.

The situation Victor faced was even worse than that. Even his cognition was eroded by animal instinct. In addition to distinguishing right from wrong, he also needed to distinguish whether it was his own will or the will of 'it' .

This is not a simple matter, but now that something has been discovered, there is a direction to work hard, which is much better than the previous state of ignorance.

But things are not that simple. Whenever he tries to control his animal nature, he falls into anxiety and mania, and finally loses control.

In this regard, Victor dubbed this situation an "ironic rebound", but when he tried to respond in a different way, such as ignoring it, he would be subtly affected.

It is precisely because of this that Victor will become the later saber-toothed tiger. He was just a child. After killing his brother, he has never been trained in a normal world view.

In addition to the comfort and care from the mother, there is only endless abuse and violence from the father.And all this eventually led to the birth of the "saber-toothed tiger".

When old Creed tried to use violence to drive the beast out of his son's body, of course only violence and increasing bestiality responded to him.

In fact, Old Creed and Victor have fallen into a vicious circle at this time. The more Victor responds with violence and animalism, the more Old Creed tortures and beats him.

The end result was that as soon as old Creed entered the basement, Victor fell into a 'beast' state, roaring to rip his throat out.

But after the "passionate hand-to-hand combat" with old Creed, he will enter a "sage state" again, that animal nature will enter a latent state, as if it never existed.

Victor felt that he had found some inspiration to solve the problem, but having a "passionate hand-to-hand fight" with old Creed like this every day was not a long-term solution.

But for now, he has no better way, but this has also improved his relationship with Mrs. Creed a lot.

Victor, who had lost his wildness, looked like an ordinary boy next door, which made Mrs. Creed feel that her son had returned, and the blood on his body made Mrs. Creed feel even more distressed.

"Victor, why did this happen? He is your father after all."

Mrs. Creed said sadly while helping Victor change out of his blood-stained clothes.Seeing her husband and son hurt each other every day made her feel very painful. Although her son's good attitude towards her made her feel relieved, it reminded her of another son who died.

"I am also his son, but he doesn't seem to think so. In his eyes, I am a devil and a beast, but I am not his son."

And Victor's answer to her question made her feel sad and helpless as always.

Although Victor knew that his answer would make Mrs. Creed sad, he had no better way. He couldn't tell her that he had to engage in a "passionate hand-to-hand fight" with Old Creed to release his animal nature, otherwise your son It will turn into a beast and tear you apart.

However, except for the "hand-to-hand time" with old Creed, Victor behaved like a normal teenager at other times. He began to ask Mrs. Creed for books, and began to learn knowledge and understand the world.

And Mrs. Creed saw that Victor began to behave like a normal teenager, and tried to persuade old Creed not to torture him anymore.

However, once Old Creed appeared in front of Victor, Victor immediately fell into a state of rage. He couldn't control himself, and the wound on Victor's body that quickly disappeared without scars also convinced Old Creed that the devil Didn't leave his son's body, he just learned to hide and disguise.

(Actually, in a sense, he guessed right)

But he didn't stop Mrs. Creed from taking the book to read to Victor in the basement, but he asked to add a Bible to it.

Therefore, when Mrs. Creed went to take care of Victor, she would bring a Bible and some middle school textbooks.

However, Victor's learning ability is obviously beyond her imagination, and he can always quickly grasp and understand the knowledge in the books she brought.

As for the Bible that Old Creed asked her to bring with her, Victor would occasionally read it when he was bored, and there was no such thing as 'the devil was chased away by the Bible' or 'the Bible was torn by the devil' that Old Creed expected. Such a plot development.

After learning the knowledge of ordinary middle school students, Victor began to study astronomy, geography, history, philosophy, physics, and even natural science.

Victor found that his learning ability after time travel is simply a genius. No matter what kind of knowledge, as long as he memorizes and studies seriously, he can quickly understand and master it, and there is no problem of forgetting.

"Perhaps the self-healing factor ensures the recovery of brain cells, so there is no need for amnestic protection? So there is no memory and no fatigue?"

Victor just made a simple guess about this, and didn't delve into it, because he thought it was a good thing anyway, and if he had time to study this, he might as well think about how to solve the "beast" in his body.

And he did start to try to solve this problem, he chose a way that seems to be different from the style of this book, a slightly fantasy way: meditation.

In fact, whether it is in his previous life memory or in the psychology books he read after time travel, it is mentioned that the most basic way to focus his attention and achieve self-control is to do simple meditation.

And the easiest way to meditate is to sit cross-legged on a mat. Well, there is no mat in this damn place, so Victor chose to sit cross-legged on the stone bed.

Then close your eyes and focus all your attention on your breath, focusing on the breath itself, feeling the air pass through your nose into your lungs and out again.

As the meditation progressed, Victor felt a kind of tranquility and harmony, but this world is not as simple as he thought. After all, this is the Marvel world, where even God and Mickey Mouse exist.

So not surprisingly, Victor came to his conscious world, and not far from him, a saber-toothed tiger was roaring at him, as if it was ready to pounce at any time.
(End of this chapter)