chapter 2
With Chaeyeon’s annoying voice behind her, Sihyeon left the park.
I’m afraid I’ll follow you
Worried that the woman who had followed him would see his weakness, he increased his pace.
He wiped away the tears while pretending to scratch his eyes, and lowered his head so that no one else could see him.
“……..”
As I looked down, a shabby outfit caught my eye. A plain white tee and ripped jeans. From bare feet to black three-wire slippers.
Even the wounds from the fall were staining the shin area red.
‘Somehow, it was terribly hot..’
Seeing his own miserable appearance, Si-hyeon smirked.
It was because he felt discouraged and skeptical about the fact that he could not maintain the relationship even if he struggled until he became a wreck.
‘I don’t know why. It didn’t change anything if I hung on it.’
It became clear from this incident that the relationship between the two was not going to improve.
If you really loved it, would it make sense to not even say a word to your lover who you’ve been dating for over a year?
Si-hyeon thought that Chae-yeon didn’t see herself as more than an easy-to-handle slave.
As long as she was already branded as the lowest in the class society, she would not be able to listen to anything she asked for.
Tuk. Tuk Tuk..
Water stains on the pure white T-shirt.
It started raining from the sky.
In the drama, it is said that raindrops hide tears, but when Shihyeon experienced it herself, it was only unpleasant.
“I’ve never had bad luck..”
He grunted softly and stood still. And I looked around.
“Idiot. Isn’t that what it is?”
A couple holding each other’s arms and joking around.
“I love you..”
A lover who leans on her chest and whispers her love.
Relationships that Shi-hyeon couldn’t achieve no matter how hard she tried were widespread around her.
Just one word to say I love you. I just wished that Chaeyeon would do it first, even if it was even a small touch.
In that case, Si-hyeon would have been able to have confidence in his love, but as he had never received any affection, he had no choice but to have doubts about his current relationship.
It piled up and piled up, and in the end, today’s parting was created.
“It’s really fucking cool..”
Si-hyeon laughed at himself and took a limp step.
The rain-drenched night wind was very cold and heavy.
***
on the way home. A street stall was spotted.
I’m not a big drinker, so Sihyeon ordered drinks after a few drinks when going with friends, but I’m particularly craving for alcohol today.
He wanted to evacuate the dark clouds in his chest with alcohol.
“welcome.”
As I pushed the red tent aside, I saw an old lady wearing a red apron.
The characteristic salty smell of fish cakes from the nose and the sweet sauce of chicken skewers.
Sihyeon, who swallowed his saliva, pulled out a chair and ordered.
“One fish cake soup and a bottle of soju.”
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My stomach was already burning to the limit, so even if alcohol was added to it, it wouldn’t change anything.
In Shihyeon’s heart, there was a baseless confidence that she would be fine even if she drank too much today.
“Great..”
I drank the bottle of soju that was handed to me. When about 3 cups of food went in, Shihyeon let out a refreshing exclamation.
to let u know that i been through a lot then i been going non stop with this practice for nothing
Normally, I would have frowned because my throat was hot, but now it feels good to be in that pain.
It was because he felt that his pain was not because of the breakup, but because of drunkenness.
“Bad b*tch, how good I was…”
Alcohol makes you numb. The emotions that were suppressed gradually leaked out.
Tears that I thought had been drained keep flowing, and sobbing comes up from my throat.
“What’s your pride? Can’t you just say you’re sorry..?”
What kind of man in the world would say that his girlfriend saw him on a blind date and would only say a word of apology?
If she cheated on her and forgive her for that, Shihyeon would be hundreds of apologies. I had the confidence to do it a thousand times.
“Ugh…”
He emptied the remaining alcohol and pounded his heated chest.
Then I ordered another bottle of soju and…
tock.
I connected to a dating community that I usually use with my smartphone.
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[Dating Consultation] [Dating Story] [Farewell] [19 Fri] etc.
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Since it was his first time dating a woman, Sihyeon used the dating counseling space of the community every day.
I wonder if there is any meaning in her reaction and reply.
What kind of behavior to be careful about when dating, how to treat you with manners, etc.
Si-hyeon, who flirts with trivial things, said it was cute, and users took his advice seriously.
‘They were really nice people…’
However, after we broke up, I couldn’t use dating counseling anymore.
The place he should go as a solo is not the dating counseling section..
[farewell]
because it was here
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[The 24th day of ex-boyfriend hair loss. – Love Witch Doctor]
[Meeting a woman that suits you better than the ex-girlfriend. what to do – Romance Bronze]
[My ex-girlfriend contacted me after 3 weeks to see if I was doing well, but is this a hurricane? – Farewell is instant]
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This is a space where people who can’t forget their separated lovers gather together to complain.
‘I expected that one day I might write it, but it will become a reality.’
Sihyeon posted a greeting on the farewell channel with a bitter feeling.
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[I broke up with my girlfriend.. – Chae Hyunbaragi]
A girlfriend who was going out with friends was having a blind date at a wine bar.
I found out about that fact by chance and went to the place to ask, but my girlfriend only filled the seats with her friends. He said that he did nothing wrong and came out with an attitude of antipathy.
Although he is a child who usually does not admit his faults, it seems that he was very disappointed because he did not know that this event would turn out like this.
That’s why, I easily agreed with my girlfriend’s advice to break up.
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Shihyeon, who posted the post, put the cooled fish cakes in her mouth.
After taking a sip of the soup and refreshing it, I could see that there were a lot of comments.
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[Yankee Family Doctor: Hahahaha You just filled up the seats with your friends? 100% gourmet. It seems like he got caught in an affair and sold his friend.]
[Pity Unicorn: It’s okay to end with an argument. If it were me, I think I would put my fist in my chin or anything.]
[Farewell Prophet: Step on shit and find another woman. A woman who has seen other men help her can’t change that habit even if she goes away for the rest of her life.]
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Sihyeon’s post soon became a popular post.
Users were furious together, saying, “What kind of women are all like that?”
Among them, there were also people who gave him dating advice. They knew what Shihyeon’s relationship was like, so they didn’t hesitate to use profanity to make them want to close their eyes.
‘Is it right to break up as well?’
People’s anger gave justification to his breakup.
If I hang around with Chaeyeon in the park, the relationship will only repeat itself.
In that case, wouldn’t it be right to meet a woman who can love you as written in the comments?
“Tzueup. Whoo..”
About half a bottle of soju was emptied.
Then, after replying to each comment, Shihyeon looked at other people’s posts.
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[Fuck.. I fell in love with my ex a week after my ex-boyfriend broke up]
[Jihoon-ah, try dating a girl who’s uglier than me once in a while ^^]
[Isn’t it too late to apologize now? I miss my ex so much..]
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Various episodes and concerns of people.
Seeing him say goodbye and lamenting about his situation, Shihyeon was afraid that she might become her future self.
While I was scrolling down while exhaling a long breath that came up again.
“uh?”
Si-hyeon found a post that caught the eye.
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[What should I do if my ex-girlfriend keeps obsessing me?]
Ande, whom we dated for about two years. I said coolly when I broke up with him, but I was in a relationship with another woman, so I was scared..
call nonstop. When they receive it, they say in a drunken voice that Ji made a mistake and insist that we reunite.
I really don’t know what to do..
—
As a vision that only clings to, the writing was incomprehensible.
To him, the writer’s anguish seemed to be nothing more than a satisfied worry.
‘What does it feel like to have an ex-girlfriend hanging on to you?’
Sihyeon, who read the article over and over again, began to substitute Chaeyeon and herself into the writings of concern.
If the arrogant and arrogant woman clings to her, what would she do?
Will you be happy with revenge or will you be angry that it is already too late? He couldn’t even predict his own reaction.
However, if Chaeyeon realizes her preciousness even later, if she sincerely apologizes and tells her that she loves her…
It seemed that he would be able to receive a reward for the hardship he had suffered so far.
‘I don’t think so.’
Sihyeon snorted and drank the remaining soju. A hot sensation flows down the esophagus.
“Whew..”
He exhaled the heat that filled his body with a sigh mixed with alcohol.
When I was about to fall into thoughts once again, tapping the leftover fish cake sticks with my fingers.
Tick!
A notification sounded on the cell phone.
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[Aloe Matte Bag: Chaeba-nim broke up with his girlfriend!?]
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Aloe flavored tea bag.
The time when Sihyeon was in the midst of dating counseling. It is the person who sent the link to the open chat room to provide one-on-one counseling.
This person, who called Si-hyeon’s nickname, Chae-hyeon-baragi, abbreviated as Chae-ba, is nothing less than a guide in his love life.
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[Me: Yes, it happened somehow..]
[Aloe matte bag: Ugh… I knew I was going to be like this. That’s why when I said break up, I didn’t break up long ago.]
—
The aloe matte bag viewed the romantic relationship between Si-hyeon and Chae-yeon negatively.
This is because, apart from being serious about counseling, he lived with the word to break up every time.
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[Me: I thought it would change if you keep doing well. But it seems that it was all my misunderstanding…]
[Aloe Matte Bag: I’m glad you know that now. What are you doing now?”
[Me: I’m drinking at a food stall near my house.]
[Aloe matte bag: with whom?]
[alone]
[Aloe matte bag: Huh. Instead, call your friends and have a drink together. Oh, maybe a friend…]
[Me: Is there? There is, but I don’t want to be a nuisance, so I don’t call it.]
[Aloe matte bag: Huh? why is that a bummer Normally, when we break up, we meet up with friends to be comforted, and we talk behind our ex-girlfriends.]
[Me: All right. It just itchs quietly.]
[Aloe Matte Bag: Okay.. Then drink in moderation and enter. Be strong!]
[Me: Thank you. Have a good night.]
[Aloe matte bag: Chaeba steals it!]
—
Si-hyeon, who finished the trick, pressed the back button without turning off the screen.
I tried to enter the chat window with Chaeyeon just in case, but only the number disappeared to indicate that I had confirmed it, and there was no reply.
‘I thought I would have sent you a swear word, but I’m surprised.’
Sihyeon also turned off the screen immediately because there was no message to send.
Then, looking at the half bottle of soju, I ordered chicken skewers as a snack to eat together.
When the ordered food comes out and you take a bite of a skewer that is well-drained in the sauce.
“Auntie, please give me a fish cake soup here.”
A familiar voice was heard in Shi-hyeon’s ear.
I looked up and saw a woman with wavy brown hair coming in while walking through the tent.
It was like taking a walk for a while, but he was dressed like he would wear at home. The beautiful appearance that seems to confirm the fact that the completion of fashion is the face once again attracts attention, regardless of gender.
However, as if she didn’t know that, the men’s gaze gradually cooled as she looked around and looked for a seat.
‘Everyone is looking at me, don’t you know?’
The woman sat at the table next to Shi-hyeon.
Shi-hyeon glanced at the woman whose face was hidden in her hair, and was silently about to empty her drink.
“Huh? Shihyeon, what are you doing there?”
Her name was heard from the woman sitting next to her.