chapter 129
129 – Stockholm Syndrome
Morning has arrived.
The scenery outside the window wasn’t real, but seeing the round sun, I don’t know if I know it, but the time outside seems to be morning.
That’s why I’m showing you this kind of scenery.
Until now, I didn’t know how many days had passed since I came to this house. But still, wouldn’t it have flowed for about a week..?
What about military leave? If I can’t return to the base within 14 nights and 15 days, will I be treated as a deserter…?
I’ve been thinking about that problem. Because there is no problem that I can solve now no matter what I do.
I don’t remember well, but I remembered that the president said he would help with the military service issue.
It’s going to be a headache if problems like desertion happen even as the president. I’ll take care of that part without any fuss.
That happened yesterday, but nothing has changed.
I was lying on the sofa, and the door where Lee Jin-ah was in was closed.
Nothing has changed between when I fell asleep and now. I looked down at my feet and saw that my hair had fallen off.
Observed holding it with her fingers. Incredibly long hair. A color I can’t get out of my head.
That was telling me one thing.
It taught me that everything that happened yesterday was not my imagination, but an unavoidable reality.
-Kikkik….
The door opened, Jinah Lee came out and her eyes met.
Crubbly hair, half-sleepy eyes widened and flickered as if frozen.
As if she didn’t even expect me to be up at this time, she stands there as if frozen.
She rushed into the bathroom as if her hair was on fire.
When I wake up in the morning, my body will be sluggish due to low blood pressure, but I move quickly.
-Shoot…
As soon as Lee Jin-ah woke up, she was brushing her teeth right away.
If she leaves the bathroom door open anyway, does it make sense to jump in there..?
That happened yesterday, and it was a strangely peaceful day.
Suddenly, I felt that way.
Since that happened, Lee Jin-ah said she was stuck in her room and didn’t think of coming out…
Wouldn’t she have a bad mouth because she couldn’t wash properly all night?
The image of Lee Jin-ah brushing her teeth with toothpaste on her toothbrush naturally caught my eye.
– Chika Chika.
Did you sleep well last night? Lee Jin-ah, whose eyes were heavily shaded, was brushing her teeth with a tired expression.
…When I saw Jin-ah, I could feel Lee Jin-ah’s gaze looking this way as well. It’s obvious, but Lee Jin-ah was looking at me.
Did I get stabbed?
Why… Why… Did this happen?
What on earth was she thinking?
If I had been Jinah Lee, she wouldn’t have thought of doing this.
In the event of a crisis right now, there is no one to stop him, he had a grudge when he was young, and he still lives in the same house with a man who has a lot of resentments. Did not go
What if I do something bad?
And secondly, it’s a woman. …Is it okay for a woman to do that to a man she hasn’t even dated yet?
– Chika Chika…
White foam rises from Lee Jin-ah’s mouth.
Just in my mouth. That.. I put mine in.. Ha… I think I’ll feel weird if I think about it any more.
To be honest, my heart is pounding even now, and the events of yesterday began to play naturally in my head.
I don’t know what I was thinking either.
…At some point, like a loosed colt… I wanted to push Jinah Lee deep inside… I wanted to hold her head with my arms so she wouldn’t run away…
I hate to admit it, but… Lee Jin-ah felt good inside.
It’s warm, moist, and narrow… First of all, because it’s small, so putting a big thing in a small hole- Is the pressure to tighten it stronger?
“…Hey”
“..?”
After finishing brushing her teeth, I grabbed Lee Jin-ah’s wrist as she was about to enter her room again and sat down next to me.
Perhaps it was unexpected that I would call it this way, the brown eyes widened instantly.
The wrist she grasped was light. And it was thin.
“Wait… Wait… Don’t hold…”
Struggling –
Jinah Lee was making her efforts to somehow shake off my hand as she struggled and pushed me away with her one free hand.
This is unexpected.
She had never been like this to me in her life.
It was the first time they tried to push me away like this.
“..Why are you doing this all of a sudden? Let’s talk…”
Since she suddenly reacted in this way, did I twist her wrist and grab it..?
Or did you squeeze it too hard?
The physical gap between men and women was much bigger than I thought.
I had played arm wrestling with Yoo-jung a few times in the past, and at that time, Yoo-jeong was much weaker than I thought.
Come to think of it, Lee Jin-ah has a smaller physique than Yoo-jeong and belongs to her slender side.
The fact that I’m holding on like this could be painful for Lee Jin-ah.
“…”
A look you’ve never seen before.
A thrill! I felt brown eyes staring at me.
Lee Jin-ah was holding onto her wrist.
Like you don’t want to show me your wrist. Maybe I’m being hated?
“I don’t want you to hold my wrist… I don’t want you to hold it… You can hold my hand… You can do anything else… A little bit on your wrist…”
“…Why?”
Did it really hurt?
“No, there was just a problem in the past. Do I have to explain it to Yoo Seon?”
“…No, there’s no reason…”
This is a sharp reaction unlike Lee Jin-ah.
It seems to be very wary, and the distance between me and Lee Jin-ah has widened slightly.
“So what’s going on? Do you have something to say?”
“…”
Uh … I had to say something to Jinah Lee sitting next to her. She forgot what to say.
“..I can’t remember… I’m sorry. I caught you all of a sudden”
“..I don’t have anything to say, right…? If I don’t have anything to say… Can I go into my room now..? I’ll eat my own food. I’ll make it myself, and then… Again… I couldn’t sleep well last night, so I need to sleep. I hope you don’t come into my room…”
“…Huh? Uh…”
If it was like usual, she had to spin around me like a satellite all day, but she didn’t do anything.
I don’t know if I’m really sleeping or not.
You looked tired, but maybe you didn’t sleep well last night…?
Actually, I also lost my sleep… But since I’m tired- I wish I could get away from it.
It’s okay for me to say that, but I never imagined that Lee Jin-ah would say that first.
But she said, I don’t think she was sleeping just because Lee Jin-ah went into her room.
Maybe I’ve been too rude up until now, and Lee Jin-ah is protesting against me?
I guessed that, but considering what happened yesterday, she… I don’t know.
Rather than really hating me, it’s because I feel like this. I wish I could soothe you. I think this is the most suitable situation in the current situation.
Are you mad?
I don’t have much experience with women either.
At least now, Jina Lee is her rather than open the door and try to have a conversation.
Wouldn’t it be possible to have a sincere conversation with each other after having a little alone time?
After making the calculations in my head, I spent a moderate amount of time alone as Lee Jin-ah wanted.
I eat rice, and then I do squats and push-ups. After taking a cool shower.
I noticed that the clothes I was wearing were all covered with sweat.
I want to change into new clothes, but all the clothes I can wear were in Lee Jin-ah’s room, and a lot of time has passed. I have to go to her room to get a change of clothes.
-Smart… Smart…
I knocked lightly, but there was no response from inside.
There was no answer when I called his name, so… I opened the door.
A sweet scent began to fill my nose.
When I slept here, there was no scent like this. The smell of shampoo and light lemon scent.
Because this smells good,
Involuntarily, I was sniffing and sniffing the scent.
Like a pervert.
If Lee Jin-ah sees me like this, what will she think? You weren’t even dressed properly?
Although it was unintentional, I realized that my actions could be misleading.
However, Lee Jin-ah was sleeping on the bed and did not see me like this.
So there was no problem.
I learned that my guess was spectacularly wrong.
I’m not mad at you. Lee Jin-ah was really tired.
Come to think of it, she had never seen Lee Jin-ah sleep.
Lee Jin-ah’s face looked calm as she slept with her body hugging a pillow much bigger than her.
After opening her closet and taking all her clothes, I observed Jinah Lee sleeping.
She was wearing her usual ivory nightgown, and all the buttons on her button were fastened from top to bottom. Wouldn’t it be frustrating?
“…?”
While sleeping, the sleeves of her nightgown were slightly rolled up. His gaze naturally went to her wrist.
Something bracelet on her wrist..? Or a tattoo..? I couldn’t see anything from a distance. I was curious, so I wanted to take a closer look.
But in order for me to do that, I have to lift up her arm a little bit more.
-Umm…
I had no choice but to stop when I saw her furrowing her eyebrows as she wrapped herself around the blanket like a dorongi.
There seemed to be something on Lee Jin-ah’s wrist that I didn’t know about.
Since I grabbed her wrist earlier, she was very angry and annoyed. Could it be that it has something to do with it?
And again… Now that I look at it, I can’t even turn off the light while I’m sleeping. Is it possible to sleep well when the surroundings are bright?
It may be out of place, but without much thought, I turn off the light in the room. I quietly closed the door.
…I left the room and sat down on the sofa.
I have nothing to do. I’m bored and I think I need to do something. I’m looking through various things.
Controls that allow you to exercise while playing video games.
It is said that it was made by Japanese company N, so I plan to spend some time with it.
Personally, I don’t like sitting still and watching TV… Come to think of it, I just took a bath.
I’ve been thinking about it, but I’ll do anything but this. I thought I would do it again because it didn’t really seem like it.
Because the more you exercise, the better.
After connecting the game machine, learn how to operate it.
I moved my body exactly as it appears on the screen, in an effort to warm up.
Then, when it felt a bit easy, I started playing the game by slowly raising the difficulty…
How many hours have passed? That moment when you’re moderately hungry and want to take a bath again because you’re all soaked.
-Udangtang
The door opened as the room where Lee Jin-ah was staying moved.
-…Heeep!
…I don’t know why.
Lee Jin-ah was crying.
That’s great too.
My eyes are red and swollen, and my hair is scattered. It seemed that her body, which had not been properly dressed, had jumped out.
“I… I… Told you not to put out anything like fire-!”
Kicking her front door with her bare feet, she started screaming at the person outside the door.