Chapter 190
Chapter 156: (Two)
The only bottom line for Gu Yixue who grew up is to not destroy other people’s marriages.
She doesn’t know what step she can do for Shen Fenghe.
But at least now, she feels that she has to keep the last line of the bottom line.
She won’t get involved in a marriage, because they made a contract, no matter how unfortunate the marriage is, and how bad Shen Fenghe’s partner is.
Maybe a long time later, Gu Yixue will give up the bottom line for Shen Fenghe.
She thought that a lonely ghost like her might not be born with a bottom line.
Gu Yixue was in awe.
Liang Shi’s voice was very soft, “Some south walls still have to be hit by themselves. You call me and I will pick you up.”
This is a unique way of comforting friends.
Gu Yixue chuckled, “Thanks.”
//
Liang Shi makes video calls to Xu Qingzhu every day, but because the scenes have been compressed together and filmed together recently, there is very little time to make calls.
But Xu Qingzhu lost weight at a speed visible to the naked eye.
Liang Shi would tell her to eat more every time, and even gave her some delicious food near her home at night, but she still failed to gain weight.
Looks like she’s in a trance.
The feeling of powerlessness is getting more and more tormenting.
The more it came to an end, the more excited Gu Yixue became.
Maybe there is hope.
Liang Shi also saw Gu Yixue’s wedding dress, which was beautiful and personal, very suitable for Gu Yixue.
If Gu Yixue was the bride that day, she must be a bride who will be admired when they see it.
But Liang Shi was always worried that she would come back in vain.
So she was vaccinated again and again in advance, but one night she and Gu Yixue drank too much.
Gu Yixue smiled with red eyes: “Do you think I don’t know? Shen Fenghe, she loves her family so much, she loves her parents and younger siblings more than anyone else, yes It’s not bad for her to marry anyone.”
Gu Yixue said: “Then why can’t it be me?”
Liang Shi replied, “But she’s engaged.”
“Then grab it.” Gu Yixue said: “Even if there is only a 1% probability, I still have to try, otherwise my life will be too boring.”
“What is life without Shen Fenghe?” Gu Yixue chuckled: “I have to try.”
Liang Shi cried because of Gu Yixue that day, and he cried too.
He buried his head in his knees and curled up.
It seems that she finally realizes her powerlessness.
Gu Yixue asked her, “Why are you crying?”
Liang Shi said: “My wife is dying.”
Gu Yixue: “…you are sick, why are you cursing your wife?”
Liang Shi closed her eyes, “If she stays with me again, she will die.”
Gu Yixue paused: “What nonsense are you talking about?”
Liang Shi asked her: “If Shen Fenghe will die with you, or it will be very painful, will you still be with her?”
Gu Yixue was half sober after hearing the words, and was silent for a long time.
For a long time, Liang Shi had already started to doze off, and Gu Yixue said, “Then I’ll die.”
Gu Yixue said: “I can die, but Shen Fenghe can’t.”
Liang Shi burst into tears and asked, “Why?”
Gu Yixue rubbed her head, and suddenly she looked like a big sister, “Silly sister, why don’t you know?”
“Shen Fenghe, it’s my life.” Gu Yixue said, “I’m dead, she can still live and have a better life.”
“But if she dies, I won’t live.” Gu Yixue propped her chin up, and a bleak smile appeared on the corner of her lips: “My life is meaningless.”
A life without meaning is nothing.
Liang Yi cried all day and night until her eyes were swollen, and she didn’t even hear the phone ring.
//
The night when “The Way of the Heart” was completed, Liang Shi drank a lot of wine with everyone at the closing banquet.
She also received flowers ordered by Xu Qingzhu during the day, wish her a happy ending.
There are even two little girls, Qi Tang and Tang Zui.
In the etiquette of the crew, Xu Qingzhu did a better job than Liang Shi.
Afraid of people’s gossip, even Liang Shi’s least favorite Sun Chengcheng has flowers sent by Xu Qingzhu, but it is obviously not the same level as theirs.
Liang Shi drank until almost twelve o’clock in the evening and was torn between going home and not going home.
In the end, I found a chauffeur to send me back.
The car was parked downstairs, and she sat in the car and kept slapping her face, making herself smile.
Liang Shi did not go upstairs until he recovered almost.
Xu Qingzhu has already woken up, and the nightmares he has been repeating these days have not stopped.
Because of insomnia and dreams, her memory is also getting worse, the assistant brought her the medicine and put it in the drawer of her office, but she forgot to bring it when she came home every day.
So I haven’t slept well for several days.
She was still lying on the sofa waiting for Liang Shi to come back, but when she waited and waited, she could not see Liang Shi, and sent her a message asking when she would come back.
Call her again and find that it is turned off.
Maybe she drank too much at the killing banquet and the phone was out of power.
Xu Qingzhu was alone at home, so quiet that she could hear the needle falling on the ground, and became more and more restless.
Just take out a bottle of wine from the cabinet and wake up. Today is Liang Shi’s final banquet. If she comes back, it should be a celebration for her.
Even if Liang Shi doesn’t come back, he should be able to sleep well after drinking this bottle of wine by himself.
The strong smell of wine diffused in the room, Xu Qing bamboo nested on the sofa.
If it were normal, she should have the energy to read books again, but recently she has always been unable to do anything.
Even more sensitive.
Because she swiped a short video that day, it only took tens of seconds, and she actually cried.
And crying too much.
There was a problem with her menstrual period. The aunt should have come that day, but only a little blood came out.
Never since.
But the rest of the two days after that is okay.
Only two days later, that nightmare came back, and Xu Qingzhu had nothing to do with it.
She even went to hang up the number of psychiatry, found the most professional psychiatrist for consultation, and went to her former psychiatrist Dr. Gu.
It’s all right, she’s been under too much mental stress recently.
It’s not small.
The company needs new financing, needs to acquire small companies, determine the future development direction, cooperate with the Lu family, and join forces with Haiwei. She has to do it herself.
She was just a student for a long time before that.
She doesn’t seem to have such a strong ability to take over these things.
Even in the cooperation with Lu Jiayi, Lu Jiayi contributed a lot and basically helped her get the most complicated part.
Xu Qingzhu appreciates such a partner, but for some reason, in getting along with Lu Jiayi, she always feels that she should like Lu Jiayi.
She was very puzzled by this feeling.
You know, she never felt this way before.
Later she remembered that Liang Shi once said that she should have someone she likes more.
That person should be Lu Jiayi.
Things that should have been sharp in her life now take a long time to digest.
Occasionally it doesn’t even respond at all.
Because of insomnia, Xu Qingzhu also felt that his body became heavier and heavier.
After eating at noon that day, because the elevator was crowded, she tried to take the stairs, and after climbing two floors, she was out of breath, and finally took the elevator.
Xu Qingzhu felt that his life was bleak and not the same as before.
But now she has developed a habit of writing a diary every night.
The diary is monotonous and boring, with only two frequently repeated sentences:
【Remember to tell Liang Shi that I love you today.
Stupid sister, I love you so much. 】
Xu Qingzhu didn’t wait for Liang Shi to come to Liang Shi, so he took a sip first, and then felt that the taste was good, took another sip, and finally drank a cup.
The moment the door rang, she got up immediately and almost trotted to the entrance.
Just in time to collide with Liang Shi who entered the door.
Xu Qingzhu sniffed her body greedily, but only smelled the lingering smell of wine.
She frowned and said, “How much wine did you drink?”
Liang Shi chuckled lightly and scratched her nose, “The banquet, drink a little too much.”
“Can you still drink with me?” Xu Qingzhu asked, “I’m sober too.”
“Yes.” Liang Shi said, “I can drink really well now.”
Xu Qingzhu: “…”
She took Liang Shi’s hand to the house, and the two sat side by side on the sofa.
No one said a word, omitting those greetings.
Just drinking, but Xu Qingzhu drank it in Liang Shi’s arms.
She sat on Liang Shi’s lap, occasionally turning her head and kissing her, wine stains on her lips.
The lights in the living room are dim, and the downstairs is full of traffic. The lights of the whole city and the lights in the living room complement each other, and the atmosphere is full.
Xu Qingzhu then sat on Liang Shi’s lap and received a long and warm kiss.
Xu Qingzhu was kissed to tears.
Liang Shi smiled and wiped away her tears, “Crying bag.”
Xu Qingzhu pouted and whispered in her ear, “Your kissing skills have improved.”
Liang Shi’s ears itch, and immediately followed by fire.
Almost half of a bottle of wine was drank by Xu Qingzhu.
Liang Shi only condones her mischief, and sometimes cooperates.
Xu Qingzhu even “accidentally” spilled the wine on her collarbone, and then drank it clean.
Liang Shi’s body was placed on the sofa at will, afraid of her injury, she could only raise her neck.
In order to look good, I bought a necklace to wear, and finally took it off and threw it on the coffee table.
Xu Qingzhu also asked her, “You won’t be filming tomorrow, right?”
Liang Shi nodded.
Xu Qingzhu bit out an imprint on her collarbone.
The teeth were sharp, and Liang Shi, who was biting, sucked in a breath of cold air, and he could only grasp the sofa with his hands, and did not dare to touch her.
Xu Qingzhu is bullying.
Liang Shi was helpless, pinched her waist, but found that the pajamas were empty, and her waist was smaller than before.
I don’t know how I feel for a while.
Suddenly, she didn’t want to pinch, she just rubbed the small piece of skin around her waist, making her red.
Xu Qingzhu clapped her hand, “Why?”
Liang Shi said: “You bullied me.”
Xu Qingzhu’s eyes rolled and provocatively said, “Then you will bully me too.”
Liang Shi was helpless: “You are reluctant to rely on me.”
“Then I’m reluctant to bully you.” Xu Qingzhu was close to her ear: “Sister~”
Her tone was beautiful and long, and the heart was trembling when she heard it.
The warmth of Xu Qingzhu’s words was all revealed in her ears, making her ears itchy.
Xu Qingzhu said: “Bullying in bed is not bullying.”
Liang Shi’s face was like a burning cloud in the sky, covering the sky in an instant.
She raised her hand and slapped Xu Qingzhu’s ass, “There is no formality.”
“Who did you learn this from?” Liang Shi asked her through gritted teeth.
Xu Qingzhu was a little drunk, she lay lazily on Liang Shi’s shoulder, and said almost every word: “No, teacher, self, pass.”
Xu Qingzhu said, “Because I love you so much, I want to give you the best.”
Xu Qingzhu hugged her neck and stared at her with red eyes, like a poor little rabbit.
“If you don’t take the initiative, I will learn everything.” Xu Qingzhu said: “Just follow my pace. I will teach you…”
After drinking too much, Xu Qingzhu was not ashamed, but he also knew that some words should not be said too loudly, so he stuck to Liang Shi’s ear and said almost in an angry voice: “How can I eat and dry me? , wipe, clean.”
Liang Shi slipped her hand and almost dropped her.
Fortunately, Xu Qingzhu held her tightly.
This made Xu Qingzhu giggle, buried in her arms and laughed non-stop.
Liang Shi was helpless, she raised her hand and patted Xu Qingzhu’s back, “Learn less of those who are not serious, I will learn it myself.”
“Who did you learn from?” Xu Qingzhu asked.
Liang Shi: “…”
“About the bed.” Xu Qingzhu rubbed her like a cat, “Naturally, it’s better to learn from me.”
Liang Shi: “…”
Stop drinking!
Really!
//
Liang Shi was overwhelmed by her provocation, but he just wanted to chat with her instead of making trouble.
Fortunately, Xu Qingzhu began to feel sleepy after drinking, and asked Liang Shi to carry her back to the room, and then wanted to sleep in Liang Shi’s arms.
Liang Shi waited for her to fall asleep and got up to get honey water, then he drank a glass first, and then put a glass on the bedside, fearing that she would get a headache after a hangover.
The room was quiet, even the moonlight was hidden in the clouds, leaving only a hazy layer.
Xu Qingzhu frowned, a thin layer of sweat soaked on his forehead.
It was like sinking into a deep sea, her eyes were full of blood, and people kept pulling her down.
It is clear that she can float up, her arms are trying to go up, but it is inevitable to sink.
After a while, the scene changed, she was thrown into the maze, and the fog in front of her was stained with blood, which seemed to arouse the most terrible desire in the heart.
Xu Qingzhu wanted to escape in fear, but was pulled back by his feet, and then the sound of a knife slicing across his skin.
Sting—
It was like the sound of a knife ripping through expensive silk fabrics.
But the pain was real, and her flesh seemed to split in an instant.
She could only watch the other person walking towards her in fear, and then raised the knife in her hand, the sharp blade reflected a dazzling light.
In just a moment, the knife pierced into her lower abdomen, and the pain made her cry.
She wanted to say, “I’m Xu Qingzhu.”
But he couldn’t say anything, he could only watch Liang Shi keep swinging the knife.
It’s like facing your own death and feeling the pain before dying.
No, that’s not Liang Shi.
Liang Shi said that if there is a knife in her hand, the blade will definitely be aimed at herself.
Xu Qingzhu kept hypnotizing himself, but… the one standing there was Liang Shi.
The knife pierced through her bones and skin, dyeing the mist blood red.
Xu Qingzhu could not make a sound.
Then the scene changed, it was in the villa where they lived before.
Xu Qingzhu’s body was not injured, but the pain was still deep in her memory, and she dared not move where she was stabbed.
It was pitch black.
The sound of cicadas is incessant outside, as if to signal the end of summer.
Xu Qingzhu curled up in the corner, not daring to make any sound, but her hair was suddenly pulled, and the knife was aimed at her face again.
Then the knife slashed across her face, across her shoulders, across her lower abdomen… The blood spread.
It hurts everywhere.
Xu Qingzhu told herself that it was a dream.
None of them are true.
She wanted to wake up from the dream, but she couldn’t wake up, and a voice said in her ear: “This is the real thing… What you see is fake.”
Xu Qingzhu was in pain all over her body, and she felt that her blood was about to run out.
She opened her mouth, but couldn’t say a word.
Not as good as the dying cicada.
Xu Qingzhu lay on the ground, and then saw Liang Shi’s face expanding in front of her eyes, she opened her mouth wide, wanting to say to her: “wife…”
But she couldn’t tell, she could only watch the face keep getting bigger and bigger, and then the sharp knife pierced her heart.
It’s like the dull pain I’ve experienced countless times in a nightmare.
“Hmm!” Xu Qingzhu suddenly opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling.
Tears and sweat flowed down.
Another different scene.
But this time she was lying beside her.
Xu Qingzhu looked at Liang Shi beside him, who was fast asleep.
The place where she was stabbed by the knife just now was still in labor, and she didn’t dare to give him another chance, so she took out the fruit knife from under the pillow.
The sharp blade aimed at Liang Shi’s glands, but tears fell on Liang Shi’s face disobediently.
At that moment, Liang Shi opened his eyes and saw this scene.
Xu Qingzhu sat beside her with disheveled hair, holding a knife in both hands, the blade was aimed at her glands, her eyes were red.
She seems to be in great pain.
Liang Shi called her in astonishment: “Wife.”
Xu Qingzhu was stunned for a moment, and the blade in his hand only scratched the back of Liang Shi’s neck lightly.
Liang Shi called her again: “Baby…”
Xu Qingzhu opened his mouth, but still couldn’t speak, but the tears didn’t stop.
She suddenly pointed the blade at herself.
When she stabbed the blade into her abdomen, Liang Shi reached out and grabbed her hand.
“Wife, give me the knife.” Liang Shi didn’t dare to let go of his strength, so he still coaxed her in a low voice.
Xu Qingzhu looked at her dumbly, her eyes blank.
She asked, “Won’t you kill me?”
Liang Shi was dumbfounded for a while, shook his head and smiled bitterly, “I love you, how could I kill you?”
“But don’t you want to kill me?” Xu Qingzhu asked.
“No.” Liang Shi said warmly, and took the knife in her hand.
There is blood on the tip of the knife, which is the blood on the back of Liang Shi’s neck.
But only a little.
Xu Qingzhu frowned, looking painful, “Who is the one who wants to kill me?”
Liang Shi pursed his lips, not knowing what to say, after a while he could only answer: “It’s your dream, it’s fake, no one wants to kill you.”
She took the knife in Xu Qingzhu’s hand, threw the knife, and hit the floor with a “clang” sound.
Extraordinary in the darkness and silence.
Xu Qingzhu still looked at her in confusion: “Then who are you?”
“I’m Liang Shi.” Liang Shi said.
Xu Qingzhu bit her lower lip, looked at her, and suddenly said, “It’s Liang Shi I love.”
Liang Shi nodded with tears in his eyes: “Well, it’s your love.”
“Then do you love me?” Xu Qingzhu asked.
Liang Shi burst into tears, “Love.”
Xu Qingzhu rushed into her arms and kissed her throat, “Sister, don’t cry, okay?”
Xu Qingzhu grabbed her hand and put it in his heart, “It hurts so much here.”
Liang Shi hugged her.
For a long time, Xu Qingzhu fell asleep in her arms.
Xu Qingzhu just now seemed to be just a dream of Liang Shi.
But Liang Shi looked at the knife lying quietly on the ground, still reflecting the light, and knew that it was not a dream.
It is the influence of the laws of the world running on Xu Qingzhu during the revision process.
At present, she and Lu Jiayi are fine.
So Xu Qingzhu suffered the damage of this big event.
I don’t know how long it will take to balance out the changes of this major event.
So…it seems…just follow the plot line.
Liang Shi was drowsy.
After Xu Qingzhu fell asleep, Liang Shi lay there and kissed her forehead, then tiptoed out of bed.
There is a divorce agreement that the lawyer has just drawn up on her mobile phone. She goes to another room to get a printer to print the document.
The sound of the printer clacking and clacking the paper was especially abrupt in the silent room.
Liang Shi read those terms one by one, she didn’t want anything, she chose to leave the house.
Even if he has no assets, he will give Xu Qingzhu half of it.
Liang Shi pressed the ballpoint pen in his hand and kept pressing.
I finally signed my name on the divorce agreement.
Moonlight refracted into the room, casting a silver glow on the ground.
The blade that just landed on her gland still had her blood on it.
Xu Qingzhu was still asleep, obviously no more nightmares.
Liang Shi kissed her on the side of the face, then tightened the curtains and closed the door.
Take the suitcase and leave.
//
This is Xu Qingzhu’s rare good dream in recent days.
She dreamed of holding a wedding with Liang Shi, and the wedding was simple and sloppy, and it was that person.
Xu Qingzhu married her with a vision.
But later she found out that she was not the one she wanted to marry.
But last night she dreamed that she and Liang Shi had a wedding at a mountain villa and threw the bouquet to Lin Luoxi.
Because Lin Luoxi is pregnant.
It’s a bit of a joke, but it’s a sweet dream.
Xu Qingzhu stretched after waking up, and looked at the time it was 9:30 in the morning.
She drank too much last night, and her memory seemed to stop when she and Liang Shi were sitting on the sofa kissing.
No matter how much she remembers, she can’t remember anything after that.
She touched her side, already cold.
As if no one had ever lied down.
Having enough sleep, her mental state is better than before. She lifted the quilt and got up and saw the honey water on the bedside. Although it was a little cold, she still held it and drank half of it.
Then opened the curtains, the sun poured in, she shouted: “Mr. Liang!”
No one answered.
Xu Qingzhu walked out holding the cup, and muttered to herself, “Did you go shopping?”
Going out the door, the house is empty.
Xu Qingzhu pouted and looked in the kitchen. There was stewed porridge on the cooking table, and it was still warm in the pot.
There is a post-it note on the refrigerator: [Baby, be sure to eat well! 】
Xu Qingzhu tore it down, looked at it, and posted it again.
She didn’t want to eat at the moment, so she went to the bathroom to wash, but when she passed another room, she found that the door was open, she thought it was Liang Shi secretly playing the piano, but she pushed it open The door, the room was empty, not even the sheets were wrinkled.
Xu Qingzhu was a little disappointed.
But she saw the A4 paper on the table, which was not originally in this room.
There are only two people in the family, if she didn’t let it go, it must be Liang Shi’s.
Curiosity drove her to walk over, and then she saw the top five characters – Divorce Agreement.
The document has three pages, which have been stapled and neatly arranged.
It is a binding that makes Xu Qingzhu, an obsessive-compulsive boss, unable to find fault.
And in duplicate.
Liang Shi’s handprint was pressed on it, and Liang Shi’s name was signed.
There is also a post-it note on the table: [Let’s get a divorce, after you sign it, put the other copy in the express box downstairs, I will come and pick it up. As for the reason… no reason, I’ll be shutting down these days, you don’t have to find me. By the way, don’t cry either. If you still want us all to be fine, sign it. 】
Xu Qingzhu: “…”
The cup in her hand suddenly fell to the ground and cracked.
Icy honey water spilled all over the place.