My Reverse Life

I can't believe this.

"Irana, show your excitement!! Wohoooo!!"

I heard Kotori's voice beside me.

" Yup, the safety on this ride is passable. "

In front of me, Onii-chan is writing a note.

"Hey! Don't write something while we are on the ride!! Is dangerous!"

Shera scolded Onii-chan, who was taking notes. 

So why is she scolding Onii-chan? onii-chan is just taking note. What's wrong with that? Well, my friend, whoever you are who read this. You probably already know where we are just by the dialogue above.

We are already riding the roller coaster. Then, what part is that I can't believe?

I can't believe that I can't handle riding a roller coaster.

"Here's come the loop the loop!!" I heard someone say.

I can't take it anymore....

"Bueeeh...."

I throw up... At the loop the loop.

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Well, that was a disaster.

"Are you alright Irana?" Onii-chan ask.

"I am okay, just a bit dizzy." 

My head is fuzzy. I should not agree to ride that roller coaster. The only reason I agree is because of Onii-chan. 

"So Onii-chan where are we going next?" I ask

"I plan for us to eat together, but well you sit there for a while drink this water and recover." Said Onii-chan.

"Okay."

"Kotori-chan, please take care of Irana for a while. I need to see the shopping centre owner with Shera."

"Okay leave her to me?" Said Kotori with enthusiasm.

I want to complain about why Shera has to go with Onii-chan. But I have no energy to do so. Not long after Onii-chan left, Kotori said she wanted to go to the toilet for a bit. And now, I am alone sitting here. In the middle of the bustling crowd, I alone sitting on the bench. The sound of footsteps passing by is soothing to me. Surprisingly, I am quite comfortable to be alone here. For a few minutes, I just close my eyes. Is peaceful and helps me recover from dizziness. As my dizziness fades away, I suddenly discover something strange. The sound of a bustling crowd disappears.

"Irana."

When I heard someone call my name, I opened my eyes. But no one was there. No people, just nothing. Everywhere is pure white.

"What happened?" I said to myself, confused.

"Wake up."

I heard a mysterious voice urge me to wake up.

Is this a dream? Did I fall asleep on that bench?

"This is not your reality."

Not my reality? Because currently, I am in a dream?

"Wake up!! Irana wake up!!"

The voice becomes more and more desperate.

How do I wake up? Is not like I can force myself to wake up.

"If not everything will..."

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"You finally awake, Do you feel uncomfortable anywhere?" As I woke up, I heard Onii-chan.

I look at my surroundings. We are currently in the car. Onii-chan is driving, and only the two of us are in here.

"Huh? Why are we in the car?" I ask

"You fell asleep on the bench."

So that's it. Looking at the current situation, seems like Kotori and Shera are already at home.

" I am sorry Irana, I should have known that you are not good at riding roller coasters. I feel like I fail as a brother." Onii-chan said.

"Ah no... is not Onii-chan fault. I should have told you about it."

I look out the window and recall the weird dream I had.

"Everything will what?"

I guess I would never know.