Chapter 35: Fear Of Losing Her Loved One
And that was when Samantha decided to be a florist as she was not interested in having a serious career and only wanted to focus on killing people.
Although Bill was disappointed with her decision, he didn't force her against it as she went through a lot in her life and he just wanted her to be happy at the end of the day.
Sometime later, the two presentations were over and it was Chance's turn to go on the stage.
Samantha who was lost in her own world, subconsciously turned attentive when Chance took over the Dias.
She was noticing every action of his, the way he walked towards the stage, how he introduced himself with a smile on his face, and the way he started his presentation.
Surprisingly, Samantha didn't get bored when he was talking and she heard every word he said, she was even able to understand his points although real estate is not something she is into.
Chance was wearing a grey colored suite and it was looking perfect on his hot body, Samantha wondered how he might look if he was shirtless, then she was surprised with her own thoughts and quickly diverted her attention from Chance and looked around when her gaze fell on Carol, who was sitting right next to her.
Carol was looking at Chance in awe and it was evident from her expressions that she is really into him and probably even likes him.
Something pinched Samantha when she looked at Carol, she didn't like the way she was looking at Chance, Samantha in that moment didn't want anyone else to drool over him, she frowned at her thought process and she realized she is turning possessive about Chance.
Samantha has a lot of self-realization about herself, she knows what she wants and what she doesn't.
She also knows how she behaves if she suddenly starts liking someone, first she turns very possessive about that person, then she won't like it if the person she likes gives importance to anyone else other than her.
If the person she likes, equally likes her back and accepts her the way she is, then Samantha would love that person to death, so much that she can die or kill anyone for that person.
Her love and her hatred towards anyone are both very extreme.
There was one person, who adored Samantha and accepted her wholeheartedly. That person loved Samantha the way she was, even her flaws were loved by that one person but that person was killed and their death is what turned Samantha into a deadly assassin.
After that Samantha was scared of loving anyone, the fear of losing her loved one was stuck very hard with her and she decided to spend the rest of her life alone having no emotional baggage in life but Chance was forcing himself in her heart and was breaking the walls she built around herself.
Samantha decided to be conscious about her feelings and wanted to ensure she doesn't develop any other feelings for Chance.
'Once this target dies, I will leave today itself' She thought to herself.