People are in reality

Although Kurosaki Ichigo had already known part of the truth by peeking into the past.

However, the difference in observation angle also made Ichigo Kurosaki lose a sense of personal experience. It was only after seeing what was written on the first page of the diary that Ichigo Kurosaki had a stronger sense of reality.

The information recorded in the diary, in the first few lines, was written neatly and meticulously, showing Kudo Shinichi's character. However, the further down, the handwriting became more and more scrawled, especially when there was a series of"something wrong". Somewhat frantic.

Kudo Shinichi, who was imprisoned in Edogawa Conan's body, and what he saw, heard and felt was not real, perhaps he had vaguely sensed something.

However, his tenacious rationality made him subconsciously ignore these feelings that were not supported by any"evidence".

By the time Mouri Kogoro died, Kudo Shinichi's handwriting had gradually developed from frenzy to collapse.

Although Kudo Shinichi tried his best to stay rational and record useful and objective information in his diary, it was just a habit, and his handwriting revealed his true feelings.

Collapse, pain, regret, countless negative emotions intertwined, and finally turned into despair!

Kudo Shinichi used his usual tone of saying that there is only one truth. When he described the deduced truth in his diary, there was already a strong despair between the lines.

Kurosaki Ichigo can understand that when he realizes that all this has happened, it is already irreversible. Looking back suddenly, he finds that the culprit is himself. This kind of thing is not easy for anyone.

If it were an anti-social villain who was born without blood or tears, that might be okay, but Kudo Shinichi is not a villain. He was born to be a protagonist, and he is also a righteous and kind-hearted protagonist.

This kind of thing can no longer be described as a blow to him. It is simply a fatal blow to his mind and personality.

Kurosaki Ichigo felt that if in other worlds, those who had not embarked on the path of purity encountered this kind of thing, they would probably go completely crazy when they knew the truth.

But Kudo Shinichi was not crazy. In other words, he relied on great rationality and perseverance to suppress his despair.

Because he is the protagonist.

This protagonist does not refer to the God-given person, but to Kudo Shinichi who knows these situations and cannot just sit back and ignore all this. He still wants to save and make amends, even if it is too late.

But as long as there is still a glimmer of hope, he will never give up.

Everything he saw, heard, and felt was an illusion. Relying on the only weapon of"reasoning", Kudo Shinichi launched an attack.

Think, think constantly, rely on reason and knowledge to identify, reason, and fight!

It is a fight between trapped beasts and a desperate struggle!

The protagonist's battle is bound to lead to victory. In the end, Kudo Shinichi relied on reasoning to gradually bypass the confinement of hallucinations, auditory hallucinations, and hallucinations. Just like a computer understands everything about human beings, through the translation of"reasoning", he rebuilt Achieve real model perception.

But victory does not mean the end, because what awaits Kudo Shinichi is the abyss called the truth!

Because the real situation is far more terrifying than Kudo Shinichi expected.

But Kudo Shinichi has no way to turn back. Even if there is an abyss ahead, he must move forward.

The handwriting on the last line of the first page of the diary cannot be described as collapse or despair. It was extreme chaos, symbolizing Kudo Shinichi's mood at that time, but the chaotic handwriting was able to penetrate the back of the paper. There is no hesitation in duty, and it is deeply engraved in it.

Conan held the diary that belonged to him. His hands were trembling slightly, but his expression was quite calm. In other words, he tried his best to calm himself down, and then deeply read the information recorded in the diary. It is imprinted in my mind, and then I analyze it word by word, understand it, and...feel it!

He has no intention of escaping the sins and sins that belong to him. No matter how much despair and pain is hidden in them, he will bear them.

This effort must consume all of Conan's energy, but his efforts may not be very successful. His trembling hands are second to none. He tries to maintain a calm expression, but cannot hide the violently swollen veins on his face. His originally paused breathing became increasingly rapid, and the rationality in his eyes began to be in jeopardy.

Conan didn't hear Kurosaki Ichigo's question. He was just immersed in his own world. When Kurosaki Ichigo saw this, his ball body squirmed, and he stretched out a muscled arm and held it into a hand. Fist, hit Conan on the head hard:

"Okay, kid, come to your senses for a moment. If you continue to think about it more intently, I'm afraid there will really be some problems with your mind!"

Although the world of the God of Death is not a world of immortality and does not pay much attention to the clarification and cultivation of the soul, as a pure martial god, it can purify the heart and suppress demons, and protect the personality and mind. The spiritual protection methods are also at your fingertips. With one punch, the effect is extremely outstanding..

The despair and pain in Conan's mind that was about to burst out of reason were instantly blasted away by the powerful punch. Along with the blood, it spurted out from Conan's seven orifices, which was already on the verge of reaching its limit. The mental threshold was also hammered into the chest along with the head, becoming extremely stable!

Conan flopped and fell directly to the ground, struggled violently with his two short legs, and then stopped completely! After a long time, Conan slowly got up from the ground and said angrily:

"Although my rationality tells me that I should be grateful for your help in emergencies, but if you were a little gentler, I would be more grateful to you. After all, if there are no accidents in this world, detectives and cases should be the main style. In this world, my protagonist is a detective, not a funny fighting character. I can’t catch your murderous punch.……"

Kurosaki Ichigo smiled:"Okay, don't worry about these insignificant things. By the way, are you okay now!"

Conan took a deep breath:"Fortunately, the content in the diary is consistent with my previous reasoning. It's roughly the same, but the details are worse than I expected. On the first page of the diary, more than three million and close to four million cases were recorded. I can't imagine how long that time has passed.……"

Conan couldn't measure that period of time, because there was no conclusion on how many cases he experienced in a day.

Maybe a few times a day, maybe a few days together?

Moreover, it is unknown how long a case will last. Looking back on the past, Conan found that although there were many cases that he handled that were short and quick and could be solved in a few hours, there were also cases that required several days of work.

At this time, Kurosaki Ichigo gave an answer:"There is no need to think about it deliberately. From my observation and feeling, the total duration of these three to four million cases may be longer than you think. This is true." There is no evidence, just a hunch. Perhaps, a case is the real"day" for this world."？"

He said it was intuition, but Kurosaki Ichigo still ignored the insect arrow in Conan's arms, which was the small time axis organized by the hand of God.

The length of"time" inside is extremely terrifying!

Conan wanted to laugh, but his smile was unusually heavy:"Does one case equal one day? That fits the definition of this world very well. So, based on a rough calculation, three to four million cases is equivalent to almost ten thousand years."

Ten thousand years, this is the"time" defined by the world, and how long a day in the world is compared to the creatures living in it is an unpredictable number, maybe ten times. Maybe a hundred times, no one can say for sure, and more importantly, that was only the time recorded on the first page of the diary.

But no matter what, Conan has vaguely understood the key to the origin of everything.

The time that is so long that there is no end is the beginning of eternal calamity!

In this calamity, no one is spared.

Then, Conan continued his subconscious reasoning. This time, with the clues in the diary as an aid, his reasoning became smoother and more accurate.

In this endless time of nearly four million cases, everyone is constantly accompanied by the terrifying existence called"Edogawa Conan", and the endless drama of solving crimes is constantly staged in Yoneka Town. They have no way to escape. Even if he can't refuse, because as long as"Edogawa Conan" wants to, even if they hide,"Edogawa Conan" can still find them and pull them into the drama involuntarily...

In this case, the closer someone is to Edogawa Conan, the easier it is to collapse!

The first thing that went wrong was Xiao Ai in the diary, whom Conan didn't know yet, or Mao Lilan. It was difficult for Conan to know, but there was no point in knowing it, because the result had already been born, and they all gradually collapsed, and then Crazy!

After reasoning to this point, Conan felt that his rationality was shaky again, but this time, there was no need for Kurosaki Ichigo to take action. Conan took out a knife with his backhand and gestured to his neck, but found that his head was hit by Kurosaki Ichigo. The hammer penetrated his chest. It was inconvenient to cut his neck, so he inserted it into his own chest. Seeing the blood spurting out, his sanity seemed to have recovered a little.

"Conan, although you are not a funny character, your performance is getting closer and closer to this limit.……"

Kurosaki Ichigo lowered his eyes slightly, and watched Conan"backhand" take out a fruit knife from the empty place, and then gave himself a knife and inserted it into his heart. He was still beating alive, and he knew that, As Conan gets closer to the truth, he is gradually regaining his protagonist power.

The supreme eternal true god is gradually showing his proper posture

"Okay, I admit, I can’t die from being punched, kicked, stabbed or shot, but I do seem to have the talent to become a funny character. Maybe, I should change my name in the future and shouldn’t be called Detective Kudo Shinichi. Instead, he should be called Kudo Shinichi, the Evil God of Disaster."

The knife he gave himself just now was actually a gamble.

But the result made Conan unable to laugh at all.

His body was completely unpretentious, as if he was silently expressing...

You knife, you knife as you please, Anyway, I bleed, which gives some face to other laws, but if you want me to die, that's impossible!

The answer is so clear and cold.

In fact, Ichigo Kurosaki beat him and blasted him. When he was flying around, and even when Ichigo Kurosaki punched his head into his chest, Conan knew the answer. It was just that Conan still had a chance to kill himself. There may be some other situations, but the result is the same.

Reason tells Conan that there is no point in trying further. If he really died, he would not be alive until now.

"Forget it, no matter what my name is, there are some things I have to face……"

Conan picked up the diary that had fallen to the ground after being punched by Kurosaki Ichigo. He took a deep breath and opened it again, past the first page and looking directly at the second page. Kurosaki Ichigo also did it again. Coming closer:

【I must reason, I can only reason, I must find the truth……】

【I discovered a very bad thing. I was imprisoned in the body of"Edogawa Conan". The time for thinking and reasoning did not seem to be completely connected with the time of the outside world. Every time I thought and reasoned, how much time did it take? How much time passed, I can’t count……】

【This puzzle is unexpectedly simple. The answer has appeared early on. My perception of"time" has been wrong and missing from the beginning. I have no real concept of time perception. This is very bad. This means that, The real time represented by four million cases may be longer than I expected. After such a long time, is there really any room for me to do anything else?……】

【Worse things seem to have happened."Edogawa Conan" has walked out of Yoneka Town and appeared all over the world. More cases eventually appeared. Damn it, why can't I remember the time? It's been so long since Uncle Mori died. How long has it been since all this happened? ?! ?】

【I have gradually come into contact with the truth, but everything is worse and more desperate than I thought. According to reasoning, everyone is more or less crazy, and the culprit is me. Yoneka Town is like a magic cave, constantly creating cases, Just to provide for the evil god named"Edogawa Conan" and stage a never-ending detective crime drama……】

【In the hallucinations, I saw more and more contradictions. When they faced me, was it a"smile" on their faces? I really couldn't tell. If it was a"smile", why were they so desperate?……】

【Everyone can despair, but not you, Kudo Shinichi. Take action, continue to reason, you must find the truth, and then try... to do something!】

【I hate and curse my own rationality, because this rationality is not even willing to give me the escape of self-deception.

Today, I saw my father Yusaku Kudo and my mother Yukiko Kudo.

According to the information obtained through visual and auditory hallucinations, it is unprecedented today.

On the day of the release of the virtual reality game"Cocoon", and my father provided the script for this virtual reality game, Haiyuan, Xiaolan, Dr.

A Li and others were invited to attend this virtual game conference.

……】

【There is nothing like this moment. I sincerely hope that what I see, hear, and feel is real. Everything is just an unprecedented virtual game conference, but my hateful and pathetic Reason tells me that for all the people present, the"smiles" they showed when they looked at me were filled with endless hatred, and the"gentle" eyes they looked at me were full of murderous curses. Participate in this press conference Everyone, including my parents, wanted to... kill me!】

【Thanks to my rationality, it can always eliminate unnecessary emotional interference, allowing me to see clearly and make the most rational choice. If I can die here, maybe it will be a good thing for everyone. , So, everyone, come and kill me!】

【What's their plan? Where is their trap? When will their offensive begin? How should I cooperate with them? Detective Kudo Shinichi, you can do it, you can definitely do it, and then, reach the ending where everyone is fine and you are the only one who dies here.……】

【Why can't I die? Why, why, why……】

【The script written by my father is very exciting, but it is a pity that the soul buried in Baker Street is not me. But in the end, the ending reflected in the hallucinations and auditory hallucinations is that the"cocoon" is manipulated by artificial intelligence and appears. After a series of failures, it finally exploded. Many people at the press conference were killed, including my parents.……】

【All this is so ridiculous and absurd. The murderer is obviously me. It is me, Kudo Shinichi, who has harmed everyone. It is me. Can anyone come and bring me to justice? Who can come and kill me?……】

【I seemed to have collapsed, but I seemed to be pulled back by reason, but that didn't matter anymore. As I gradually built up a perception of reality through reasoning, what I had to do next became clear. , through the sacrifice of my father and mother, I already know that it is not that simple for me to die. I must deduce the necessary conditions for the death of"Kudo Shinichi"……】

【The conditions of Kudo Shinichi's death are more difficult to reason than imagined. There is too much necessary information missing. I need more time. But the absurd thing is that I don't lack time. On the contrary, I have too much time. There is too much time. No one can stand it anymore……】

【The detectives are here. Many detectives are just famous but have never met. Today, they are gathered together, laughing and talking. Are they discussing how to kill Kudo Shinichi? As a detective, I am also among them. Smile, smile happily, come on, you guys who are carrying detectives will definitely be able to do it……】

【Shit detectives, a bunch of low-life trash, I have been injured, I have bled, but I am still alive, I am still alive and well, how come you are all dead, how can you die, get up for me, in the future How can you stop here before killing the sinner Kudo Shinichi!!!】

【I was wrong. This was all more terrifying than I imagined. I didn't want them to die. As a result, the detectives stood up again. They smiled and said that they were just acting, but through reasoning, I knew what they looked like now. How terrifying and ferocious it was. In fact, there was no need to reason. I inadvertently glanced at it, as if I had penetrated the hallucination, and saw the bloody head of a certain detective being held in my hand, and then he raised it to talk to me.……】

【I understand, I finally understand, it’s not just me, other people want to die, it’s not that simple, but fortunately, their death conditions seem to be much simpler than mine……】

【I couldn't sit back and watch the detectives continue to live in such a sad posture. I forced the continuation of the unfinished story. The result was that the detectives died and rested in peace. If I had to give this scene a name, I think"Detectives' Requiem" would be more appropriate.……】

【Maybe, before the sinner named Kudo Shinichi reaches the reality of death, I should think about it and let others be freed first.……】

【If, in the visual and auditory hallucinations, I, the seemingly righteous detective, am the culprit of everything, then the Gin who has been chasing me should be a seemingly evil, but actually righteous hero, then , can he kill me?】

【I saw Gin again. This time, I tried it a little bit. He was indeed different. His attack made my hallucinations less severe, but in other words, I seemed to be waking up. , but is this good news? Even if I reason, I can't deduce what kind of horror I will see when I really open my eyes from the hallucination.……】

【After the detective died, I was always invited to participate in many activities. I gradually understood that the plan they prepared for this should be a"theatrical version" that was different from ordinary cases.……】

【I don’t know how long it took, but many people came. I expected them to free me. If they couldn’t, then I would let them free themselves.……】

【I don’t know how long it took, many people died, one after another……】

【That guy named Kyogoku really hit hard, and unlike others, his attacks were very effective. I was"injured" very badly. Even the world seemed to know this. These days, There have also been a lot fewer cases. Is this good news? No, just another innocent person, gone before me……】

【I met Suzuki Sonoko. She was crying and talking about how she was broken up in love again and why she couldn't find a good man. But I knew very well that these were all hallucinations.……】

【I felt Suzuki Sonoko's despair, and vaguely heard her desire. I even began to glimpse a corner of the real world.……】

【Standing in front of me, is that really Suzuki Sonoko, or is she a lonely ghost tortured by despair to the point of complete collapse?】

【I killed her with my own hands……】

【The desperate detective killed the desperate victim and brought this desperate case to an end that was no longer desperate. From now on, there will be no more detectives. Rest in peace, Sonoko.……】

【How long has passed? I don’t know, I didn’t reason about the date, and I never solved the case, but the world still seems to be like this?】

【How many people have I killed? I can't remember either……】

【Kill, kill, kill, kill... As a detective, I am imprisoned in the abyss of sin and can never be liberated. However, as a criminal, I can free everyone. This is really ridiculous.……】

【Am I desperate? Yes, my reason tells me that I am indeed desperate. The closer I get to the truth, the more desperate I become. Having said that, does the truth still mean anything to me now?】

【An immortal evil god, playing with everything in the world endlessly. Knowing all this, what can I do?】

【No, there is still hope. The man named Gin, I believe he will never give up killing Kudo Shinichi. Hope always exists, Gin, I'm waiting for you.……】

【I don’t know how long it took on this day, but I suddenly felt something. I remembered the past, and the flying cherry blossom trees of Didan High School. I seemed to hear the bells echoing on the school anniversary.……】

【So, today is indeed a good day. Fate tells me that today is a good day for... Go to hell!】

【At the anniversary dance of Didan High School, I saw everyone for the first time in a long time. Mao Lilan in a bloody red dress, Haihara Ai in a cute children's princess dress, and many others. They smiled happily, surrounded me, and talked... What are you doing? Invite me to the stage to dance……】

【I no longer care about these hallucinations, and I don’t want to reason anymore, because my despair will not change because of my reasoning. The dance started, and everyone danced very well, very well.……】

【Xiaolan's dancing skills are beyond expectations. How long has she been training for today?】

【Xiao Ai's singing voice is also very nice, but the song selection is too sad.……】

【Vodka actually came to join in the fun, and danced with his tall body, which was unexpectedly interesting. By the way, will I see Gin dancing awkwardly in front of me? If so, I may need to thank this person. Hallucination, let me see interesting pictures that I didn't expect……】

【The program performed by Dr. A Li is also very novel and interesting.……】

【The performance that everyone worked so hard on was so wonderful that I couldn’t help but sing, dance and admire it.……】

【Come on, in this final dance for all mankind, risk everything, put everything on the line, and completely kill Edogawa Conan and Kudo Shinichi!】

【When the performance reached its peak, I... finally woke up!!! ]

Conan kept flipping through the diary, and when he saw this, he suddenly discovered that the diary was gone after Kudo Shinichi woke up...