Visualization
Poxitarium Planet
Poxitarium, a world still in its early stages of life, pulsed with the raw energy of creation. Nestled within Universe K37, it was a planet where the vibrancy of its existence could be felt in every breath of its atmosphere. Overhead, a sky rich with iridescent purple hues stretched infinitely, reflecting the alien waters that shimmered below. Lakes and rivers, saturated with a wealth of rare minerals, absorbed the light of the twin suns, casting the entire landscape in a soft violet glow that seemed to dance upon the surface of the world.
The terrain was alive with color and light, illuminated by vegetation that defied anything seen on other worlds. The flora radiated a luminescent glow, turning the night into a living, breathing mosaic of light and shadow. Vibrant, glowing fruits hung from trees like clusters of elongated orange gems, their shape resembling oversized beans, a striking contrast against the deep purples of the sky. These fruits, a delicacy of the planet’s inhabitants, offered not only a visual spectacle but also a taste that was equal parts sweet and tangy, their flavor celebrated in every corner of Poxitarium.
Despite its young age, Poxitarium had advanced rapidly toward high technology, a testament to the extraordinary resources found in its mineral-rich soils. The high quality of their mining operations had enabled them to craft cutting-edge technologies that harmonized with their natural surroundings. Towers of sleek, metallic structures dotted the landscape, seamlessly blending with the planet’s natural beauty.
The land itself was teeming with life, each species more exotic and unique than the last. Dominating the ecosystem were the Poxits, a multispecies society of beings that came in a spectrum of colors and forms. Female Poxits, in particular, were distinguished by their two elongated, sky-blue heads, each adorned with black polka dots, while the males bore yellow dots across their bodies. Slender and devoid of the sexual dimorphism familiar to humans, their torsos held their reproductive organs—small, practical lines for males and miniature openings for females. Mating was a swift, functional process, completed in a matter of two minutes, driven more by necessity than emotion. Yet, for all their physical differences, Poxits lived significantly longer than humans. Each Poxit lived for what equated to five Poxit years—250 Earth years. In their reckoning, however, time flowed much differently; for a human of 30 years, life on Poxitarium would end in just under ten months.
Among the planet’s fauna was a creature that commanded both fear and respect—a towering, bear-like beast with two massive heads, each head bearing a single, unblinking eye. Its dark, blackish-grey fur allowed it to melt into the planet’s shadows, while its tail, long and muscular, served as both a weapon and a balancing tool. Its claws, sharp as any blade, made it a formidable predator. The sight of this creature was a reminder of the dangers that lurked beyond the safety of the Poxitarium settlements. Despite its menacing appearance, the creature's meat was inedible,among with other creatures, leaving the inhabitants to rely on the surrounding flora for sustenance.
The rhythm of life on Poxitarium was a delicate balance between survival and advancement. The planet, in its youth, offered both incredible opportunity and imminent peril—a world where the echoes of the past and the promise of the future met under the iridescent glow of twin suns.
Awaiting Orders
Kaizu’s chest rose and fell with the effort of their escape, every breath straining the battered muscles that stretched across his broad torso. His skin, slick with sweat and dark slime from the eggs, glistened under the dim light of the ship’s corridor. Scars crisscrossed his chest—silent witnesses to the countless battles he’d fought and survived. Each movement he made caused the muscles in his abdomen to tighten, rippling with strength despite the exhaustion that tugged at him. The eerie glow of purple light from the ship’s broken systems cast an otherworldly sheen over his body, adding to the tension of the moment.
A sudden blaring alarm shattered the silence, reverberating through the ship like a cry of doom. The mechanical voice of the new Military General followed, calm yet commanding, piercing the tension in the air.
“18:00 PM. All personnel must retreat to base. The night is rising. Under no circumstances should anyone travel after dark unless absolutely necessary. Thank you for your hard work! Zhail Pox.”
Kaizu’s jaw clenched, the words fading into the background as his mind remained locked in the present, haunted by the close call they had just survived. The ticking clock of the explosives had nearly been their end—his failure nearly cost them everything. His eyes, usually sharp and vigilant, were clouded with frustration and something deeper he couldn’t yet name.
She walked beside him, her breath still coming in sharp gasps from their desperate sprint out of the wrecked ship. Her heart pounded in her chest, not just from exertion but from the lingering fear of what could’ve happened. She shot him a glance, noticing the tension radiating from him, his silence louder than the alarm still ringing in the distance.
“Kaizu… are you okay?” she asked softly, concern evident in her voice. She wasn’t used to seeing him like this—so consumed by something, his focus fractured.
His response came swift, his voice rough with frustration. “I never wanted it to be like this!” The anger in his tone startled her. Without warning, he swung his fist into a nearby tree trunk, the impact sending a shudder through the ground. The sound of cracking bark echoed like a gunshot through the empty forest surrounding them.
She flinched, instinctively stepping back, but then steadied herself. She couldn’t afford to be afraid of him—not now, not when he needed someone to ground him. “Kaizu, don’t… We’re okay. We made it. We need to stay strong—together.” Her voice was softer this time, her words laced with concern and understanding. She offered him a tentative smile, hoping to break through the storm brewing inside him.
He didn’t look at her. His eyes were distant, fixated on some point ahead, as if he couldn’t bear to be fully present. “We need to move. Now,” he muttered, quickening his pace.
She matched his speed, struggling to keep up with his long strides. Her eyes, however, couldn’t help but linger on the blood smeared across his chest, mixing with the sweat and grime of battle. Memories of their last mission flickered in her mind—the warmth of his skin, the fleeting touches they’d shared in the heat of combat. She blushed at the thought, quickly shaking it off. Now isn’t the time, she reminded herself, focusing her gaze back on the darkening path ahead.
The Base and the ZUB
The base loomed ahead, towering like a fortress against the darkening sky, its cold metal doors a welcome sight after the exhausting journey. Kaizu barely registered the guards as they scanned his Militia Pox insignia, his mind detached, spiraling in an emotional void. What was the point of any of it anymore? The weight of loss hung heavy on him—so much had been taken, so much had crumbled. He barely felt the respect that came with his reputation anymore, and every step into this new base felt like trudging through mud.
His former life had been reduced to ash, just like the base he once called home, destroyed in the blink of an eye. He couldn’t save it. He couldn’t save them. I couldn’t save him, he thought bitterly, his hand instinctively tightening around the strap of his weapon. And now? Now, he didn’t care. Not about the mission, not about the war, and definitely not about the bonds he had thought were unbreakable.
“Finally,” he muttered as he collapsed onto a couch in the base’s bar. His body felt like lead, heavy and numb, while his mind drifted into a fog. Two alien women flanked him, their exotic features unfamiliar and strange, but in the state he was in, they could have been anyone. He barely noticed them, even as their hands reached out to touch his shoulders, giggling softly. ~Good enough for now~, he thought. ~Maybe they’ll make me forget for a while.~
Across the room, she watched, the sight of him sprawled out between the alien women hitting her like a punch to the gut. Jealousy twisted inside her, a raw and bitter ache she couldn’t swallow down. She had fought beside him, shared in his struggles, his victories, and his losses. But this? This was unbearable.~Was I just another comrade to him?~ Her fingers tightened around the cup in her hand, trying to suppress the tears welling in her eyes. ~Does he even notice me anymore?~
Kaizu barely glanced her way, his eyes glazed over as he turned his attention back to the women beside him. His thoughts were already slipping into nothingness, a void he was eager to dive into. ~These girls are fine... whatever. It’s not like anything matters anymore. Just let me drown it out.~ Their soft giggles filled the air as they fawned over him, but he was only half-aware, lost in his detachment.
She lifted her Zub to her lips, the mild fizz tickling her tongue as the drink went down, but it didn’t soothe the storm brewing inside her. Every laugh, every touch she saw between Kaizu and those alien women felt like a knife twisting in her chest. ~Why does this bother me so much?~ She reminded herself they weren’t together, that he had never promised her anything beyond their duty. But it hurt. It hurt more than she cared to admit.
The tingling sensation coursed through her body again, a strange energy that made her skin prickle and her spine stiffen. She shifted uncomfortably in her seat, chalking it up to the cold outside and the tension in the air. ~Maybe it’s just the drink~. She forced herself to focus on something else—the light reflections of the glowing flowers of the Tree of Poxits outside in the distance, their luminescent colors flickering against the base’s windows. The colors—yellow, red, orange,blue, pink, white—shifted and pulsed like a living aura. It was a small comfort, a reminder of the planet's beauty, of renewal, as the blooming signaled the New Year and everyone's birthday, a fresh start soon to come in a few weeks. But it did little to quell the ache in her chest.
After a few more sips of her drink, the bubbling tension inside her became too much. She stood up abruptly, her gaze drifting back to Kaizu. He was drunk, barely coherent, his words slurring as he laughed with the women. She watched in disbelief as they slyly slipped shattered Lox glass—Poxit's currency, glittering like diamonds on the verge of collapse—into their pockets, robbing him blind without him even noticing. It made her sick to her stomach. ~Is this really what it’s come to for him?~ she thought bitterly. The man she had admired, the warrior she had fought beside, reduced to this.
Without a word, she decided to leave, her heart heavy as she made her way through the dimly lit corridors of the base. The cold metal walls closed in around her, the shadows stretching unnervingly long under the flickering lights. As she walked, her thoughts wouldn’t stop racing, bouncing between jealousy, anger, and concern for Kaizu. She couldn’t shake the image of him sitting there, so lost, so far from the man she once knew.
As she passed the General’s office, she noticed the light still on, a faint glow seeping from under the door. Her instincts told her to keep walking, but something made her pause. She wasn’t sure what tomorrow would bring, but whatever it was, she needed to be ready—for him, for herself, for whatever was left of their fragile bond.
4. The General’s Command
The clattering sound from within the General’s office stopped her cold. Her breath caught in her throat, fingers twitching against the smooth, chilled surface of the door handle. Her first instinct was to turn back, to pretend she hadn’t heard anything—but something gnawed at her, forcing her feet to remain rooted. ~Maybe he’s hurt. Or worse.~
She swallowed hard, the unease twisting in her stomach as she called out softly, “Mister, are you alright?” The words echoed back to her in the silence. No answer.
A chill swept through her, a premonition of something she couldn’t quite place. ~This is a mistake. I shouldn’t be here,~ she thought, heart pounding against her ribs. Yet, she couldn’t bring herself to walk away. The base was filled with danger, and her training told her that hesitation often led to regret.
“Mister, I’m going to enter to check if everything is okay, alright?” Her voice cracked, louder this time, but the boldness wasn’t real—it was a thin veneer barely masking the fear creeping up her spine.
As she stepped inside, the heavy scent of tobacco hit her first, thick and stifling. Her eyes quickly adjusted to the dim glow, immediately locking onto the General seated at his desk, his presence commanding and terrifying. Two guards flanked him, their faces unreadable, their gazes cold as steel, as though they had already sized her up and found her lacking. ~They don’t trust me~, she realized. Their stares were piercing, like wolves watching prey too weak to bother with but too dangerous to ignore.
She regretted stepping inside. ~What am I doing here?~ Her breath quickened. She shouldn’t have come, shouldn’t have called out. The air in the room felt suffocating, pressing in around her, and her pulse raced as the walls seemed to close in. Every instinct screamed at her to leave, to turn on her heel and run before something terrible unfolded, but her feet stayed glued to the polished marble floor, her limbs heavy with dread.
“Let her in.”
The General’s voice, cold and smooth as ice, cut through the silence like a blade. It sent a shiver through her bones, rooting her even deeper in place. She bowed instinctively, feeling the weight of his command.
“Zhail Pox,” she muttered, forcing a respectful greeting as she attempted to keep her voice steady. Her words felt hollow, fragile, beneath his intimidating gaze. “I... I’m sorry to disturb you, Sir. I thought maybe—” She paused, her heart racing as her gaze flickered briefly to his face. That was a mistake.
The flared purple energy in his eye crackled with raw power, so intense it left her frozen in place. The violet glow, sharp and unnatural, radiated an aura that sent a wave of dread coursing through her. ~What is that?~ It was the mark of his authority, a show of force that made her blood run cold. No one had ever seen him like this—not even her. She had heard the rumors, of course, but the reality of it, the sheer presence he commanded, was impossible to swallow. Her fear anchored her to the floor as she watched him.
The room was grand, yet oppressive, the floor-to-ceiling curtains in deep blue shimmering faintly behind him, as though even the fabric itself bent to his will. The desk before him, crafted from iridescent Pox Wood, gleamed under the soft light, its deep violet hues swirling like shadows in the woodgrain. The floor, a high-quality marble, stretched beneath him—a creamy white surface with subtle veins of gray and lavender running through it. A delicate silk runner in muted silver lay draped across the floor, accentuating the marble’s beauty, but none of that mattered now. Her mind was consumed with the looming presence of the General, the danger pulsing in the air.
“You think I need protection, girl?” His voice dripped with disdain, and it cut deeper than any blade. The words lashed at her, making her wince inwardly as her confidence shattered.
“I—no, Sir, I just—”
“Come closer,” he commanded, his tone leaving no room for argument. She didn’t even have a choice; his power pulled her forward like gravity, and her legs moved on their own, obeying him. Each step felt like walking into a trap, but she couldn’t stop. The guards remained unmoving, their eyes tracking her every movement like predators lying in wait.
As she neared the desk, something in the shadows beneath it caught her eye. Her heart skipped a beat, confusion flashing through her mind until the horror of what she was seeing fully sank in. The General’s hand moved subtly beneath the desk, guiding the head of a woman, her movements slow and deliberate, too disturbing to fully comprehend at first. ~Noo..~ Her stomach churned violently as her mind scrambled to process the obscene scene unfolding before her.
“Sir?” Her voice faltered asking innocently, her fear rising in her throat like bile. She didn’t know what to say, didn’t know what to do. The coldness in his gaze never wavered, as if he enjoyed watching her squirm under the weight of her revulsion.
“Don’t play dumb, girl,” the General sneered, his voice laced with cruelty. His power was suffocating, filling the room with an unbearable tension that made it hard to breathe. Her entire body locked up in fear, as if his presence alone had taken control of her, binding her to this horrific moment.
~What have I walked into?~ she thought, her mind screaming for her to flee, but her body refused to move. She was trapped. And it was too late to turn back now.
Before she could react, the cold press of a nightstick slammed against her lower spine, sending a jolt of fear and pain rocketing through her body. The harsh intrusion was immediate and unforgiving, its chill sinking into her flesh like a needle, driving a sharp, invasive sensation deep into her core. Her instincts flared in alarm, a flood of terror and confusion swirling as she tried to suppress the rising panic. What is happening? she thought, her mind scrambling to catch up with the brutal reality.
Her breath hitched as the nightstick pressed harder, its relentless metal dragging along her lower back with a biting cold that seemed to reach straight into her bones. The sensation was both foreign and deeply unsettling, mingling with a visceral dread that made her stomach churn. She clenched her teeth tightly, forcing her focus away from the sickening blend of fear and something primal—an instinctual response she tried desperately to ignore.
“Mmm…” she whimpered involuntarily, a sound escaping her lips despite her best efforts to remain silent. The General’s smirk widened at the sound, his eyes gleaming with a twisted satisfaction that made her blood run cold.
“You’re learning,” he mocked, his voice dripping with a sadistic pleasure that made her skin crawl. “You’ll be following orders soon enough.”
The guards closed in, their looming presence creating an oppressive atmosphere that seemed to swallow the air around her. Her body trembled uncontrollably, the chilling metal of the nightstick pressing relentlessly into her back, compounded by the oppressive heat of the guards’ bodies. It was an overwhelming, suffocating experience. Before she could resist, they shoved her forward, forcing her closer to the General’s desk. The nightstick dug deeper into her spine with a cruel persistence.
She was forced down, a muzzle clamped onto her face with a rough, finality, her knees hitting the floor with a painful, resonant thud. Her hands flailed instinctively, reaching out for something—anything—to steady herself, but the floor was unyielding, offering no solace. The General leaned back in his chair, his gaze a chilling mixture of disdain and cruel amusement as he looked down at her.
As she struggled to regain her composure, a deep, guttural groan escaped the General’s lips, his body tensing with the unmistakable finality of his release. “Agh~ damnit,” he muttered, his voice slurring slightly as he finished, his breath heavy and labored. He released the head beneath the desk, allowing it to slump lifelessly to the ground with a sickening thud. The grotesque finality of the scene was horrifying, the head's face distorted into a nightmarish mask of violence.
"I'm done. Come clean this up, Guard Fereyan,” the General commanded with a satisfied smirk, his eyes gleaming with twisted pleasure. One of the guards stepped forward, lifting the lifeless head with a chilling efficiency. The woman's face was grotesquely altered, exploded like, a horrific testament to the brutality that had just transpired.
~What did she even suck with?~ The girl’s mind raced, her eyes widening in horrified disbelief. She wanted to flee, to escape the nightmarish reality that had ensnared her, but her body was frozen, paralyzed by a terror that left her rooted to the spot.
The General rose from his seat with a disconcerting ease, adjusting his clothes as though the horrifying scene had been nothing more than a minor inconvenience. His fingers moved deliberately, pulling up his zipper with a calm precision that contrasted sharply with the chaos around him. He then turned his gaze toward her, his expression a mask of cold indifference.
"She was dead for a good ten minutes. Couldn't let it go to waste," he said casually, his tone as unaffected as if he were commenting on the weather. His words slithered through the room, sending a shiver down her spine and leaving her trembling with an all-encompassing dread.
The General took a menacing step closer, his presence expanding into the space, towering over her with an intimidating authority. His figure cast a long shadow across the room, emphasizing the oppressive weight of his control.
"Oh, don't worry! I didn't kill her intentionally... My energy is very strong... Atomic bomb even, hehehe..." he added with a cocky, unsettling laugh, clearly relishing the horror that flickered across her face like a cruel spotlight.
Her breaths came in short, ragged gasps, her chest heaving with the effort to process the monstrosity before her. The stark reality before her was far beyond her darkest imaginings of power and command. The scene was darker, more twisted than anything she had ever conceived, a cruel mockery of the strength she had once admired.
Unable to control the flood of tears any longer, they streamed down her face, mingling with the grim reality around her. As the tears touched the muzzle, a sharp jolt of electricity surged through her cheek, a painful reminder of her helplessness.
Zzaaap!
"Mmmh!!" she yelped, her back arching involuntarily as she clenched her eyes shut against the sudden pain. ~What the hell?! What is this supposed to be?~ she thought in bewildered confusion, her mind struggling to grasp the reality of her situation.
"I... did some little experiments on you today," the General continued, his tone almost conversational, as he leaned in closer. His fingers grazed her chin with a mockery of tenderness, a chilling contrast to his cruelty. "Have you noticed something tingling in your drinks?" he asked, his voice laced with a sinister anticipation that made her stomach churn.
She nodded slightly, her gaze downcast and filled with a mixture of submission and fear. A strange tingling had indeed plagued her, a faint, unsettling buzz she had dismissed as stress or the chill of the weather. Now, the horrifying truth that her body had been subjected to his experiments sent a fresh wave of terror crashing over her.
"Well, that means you passed my test, and you won’t end up like that slut over there. You can survive me," the General said, his fingers toying with a strand of her hair. The touch was both intimate and invasive, sending shivers racing down her spine. His left eye flared with an unnatural, violet energy that seemed to pulse with a dark intensity, making his stare almost unbearable.
She closed her eyes tightly, desperately wishing to wake from this nightmare, but the General’s presence loomed too heavily. ~Survive you?~ she thought to herself, her own mind voice shuddering at the hearing of that, what could it meant no one knew.
"I won’t keep you for long, honeypop," he murmured, his voice softening in a way that was disturbingly more unsettling than his earlier threats. "Just do what I say and... we’re gonna be good pals. Might even get a promotion," he added with a smirk that carried a sinister edge, clearly aware of how to twist her desires and fears.
The word "promotion" lingered in the air, a desperate lifeline amid her spiraling reality. Instinctively, like a cornered animal clinging to a chance for survival, she raised her head, her eyes meeting his with a mix of fear and a flickering, desperate hope.
The General’s smirk widened at the shift in her demeanor, a dark satisfaction in his eyes.
"You won’t get killed if you’re a good puppet. You don’t have to suck my cock if you don’t want to. But I have many quests for you," he said, his voice dripping with malevolence. He leaned in closer, his breath hot and heavy against her cheek. With a manic glee, he licked away the tears and zap marks from her skin, his actions a grotesque mockery of tenderness. His hand tightened around her neck, pressing down with a menacing firmness that cut off her air supply.
"If you don’t, the suffering you’ll go through will make you wish you were never born. Because death won’t come easily for you," he whispered harshly, his grip tightening further, each second stretching the boundary of her pain.
A strangled moan escaped her lips, a primal response to the overwhelming sensation of power and pain. Her eyes fluttered shut, her mind reeling from the intensity, thoughts a chaotic mix of fear, shame, and a twisted undercurrent of arousal.
The General’s eyes gleamed with a cold, calculating satisfaction as he observed her response.
"Let her go now," he commanded, and the guards, with brisk efficiency, released her from their hold and removed the muzzle from her mouth. She gasped for air, her lungs burning as she inhaled the stale, heavy air of the room, the relief almost overpowering in its intensity.
He grasped her chin, lifting it with an insistent pressure that forced her to meet his dead, unfeeling gaze. The cold, sterile light of the room cast sharp shadows on his face, accentuating the hardness of his expression. "Think hard on what I said, girl. We are watching you. For now, do your normal tasks, but… next time you encounter a spider creature that you love so much… ask Kaizu to help you and tell him you'd do anything for that. And everything we talk about is between us," he said, his breath hot and oppressive against her skin, his voice a sinister promise wrapped in chilling indifference.
Her eyes widened, the full weight of his threat crashing over her like a tidal wave. The blush on her cheeks deepened as he leaned in closer, the pungent musk of his breath mingling with the lingering, acrid energy on her skin. The overwhelming proximity made her head spin, each breath a painful reminder of her helplessness.
"Y-Yes, sir..." she stammered, her voice trembling, too paralyzed by fear to question the dire implications of his demands. The thought of defiance was swallowed by the terror gripping her heart.
With a final, condescending pat on her cheek, the General released her, stepping back with the detached ease of one dismissing a mere servant. His movements were deliberate, calculated, as if to reinforce his dominance.
"Now, run along. There’s work to be done. But remember…" His voice trailed off, his eyes narrowing as he delivered his final, ominous warning. "Don’t forget our little agreement. You keep this between us, and maybe… just maybe, you’ll survive this hellhole a little longer."
He released her with a dismissive wave, and the guards roughly shoved her out of the room. The door slammed shut with a final, resounding thud, sealing her fate in a silence that echoed with her desperation. She staggered down the hallway, each step a struggle as her mind raced and her body continued to tremble from the ordeal. The zap marks on her cheek throbbed painfully, a vivid reminder of her humiliation, while the cloying scent of the General’s cologne lingered on her skin, a dark, oppressive shadow that refused to dissipate.
She stumbled into her quarters in a daze, barely registering the dim, flickering lights or the oppressive silence that enveloped her. The reflection in a nearby window, distorted by her blurred vision, confronted her with a harsh reality. Her appearance was a chaotic mess: disheveled hair, tear-streaked cheeks, and angry red welts from the electric zaps marred her pale skin. The sight was a brutal reminder of her recent ordeal, and she quickly averted her gaze, unable to endure the reflection of her own degradation. With a heavy sigh, she murmured to herself.
~I hope Kaizu won’t notice the lingering energy… I wouldn’t know what to tell him...~
Just as she was about to slip into her room, the sound of heavy, uneven footsteps echoed down the hallway. Her heart lurched into her throat as Kaizu came into view, swaying precariously, a bottle of ZUB dangling loosely from his fingertips.
"Oh, hello there!" he slurred, his voice loud and boisterous, his movements erratic as he lurched towards her.
Her breath hitched as she instinctively shielded her chin, hoping to hide the lingering evidence of the General's cruel energy.
"Did you... get dirty with food? Let me... see..." Kaizu mumbled, his hand reaching out with surprising firmness despite his drunken state.
Panic surged through her as she braced for him to notice, but Kaizu merely chuckled, his glazed eyes too unfocused to detect the hidden marks with his untrained eyes to energy or higher frequencies. "What are you on about, weirdo? There's nothing there... Are you more drunk than me?" he teased, his words blurring together as he swayed on his feet.
Relief washed over her as Kaizu stumbled past, blissfully unaware of her distress. The tension in her body eased slightly, though her heart continued to race. He hadn’t seen the marks; he hadn’t noticed anything amiss. She let out a shaky breath, attempting to quell the tumult of emotions swirling within her.
Kaizu continued down the hallway goning past her, his steps uneven, the bottle of Zub sloshing dangerously with each lurch. Watching him, a mix of relief and resentment churned inside her. While she was grateful for his ignorance, a darker, more desperate part of her resented his carefree oblivion.
She hesitated at her door, her hand resting on the handle, struggling to compose herself. The night’s events had left her shaken, her mind reeling from the General’s cruelty. Fear and shame clung to her like a suffocating shroud. Facing Kaizu now, with the cracks in her composure glaringly visible, felt impossible.
Yet avoidance was not an option. She had to maintain her role, uphold appearances. Drawing a deep breath, she pushed open the door and stepped inside with deliberate, controlled movements.
The room was dimly lit, the soft glow of night-lights casting long, melancholy shadows across the walls. Kaizu was sprawled on his bed, boots still on, shirt half undone, the empty bottle of Zub discarded carelessly on the floor beside him.
She closed the door quietly, her movements careful to avoid drawing any attention. As she approached her own sleeping pod, she glimpsed her reflection in a small mirror mounted on the wall. The zap marks on her cheek had faded slightly but remained visible—angry red welts marring her pale skin. She frowned, fighting the urge to touch them, to trace the path of her own humiliation.
Kaizu muttered incoherently from his bed, shifting restlessly as if tormented by a dream. She watched him for a moment, emotions a tangled mix of anger, pity, and something darker—something she was unwilling to confront.
Turning away, she quickly undressed, the rough fabric of her clothes grating against her skin. She longed for the soothing comfort of a shower, to cleanse away the grime of the day, the lingering scent of the General’s cologne, and the oppressive fear that clung to her like a second skin. But the thought of being vulnerable, standing naked and exposed even in the privacy of the bathroom, felt too overwhelming to bear.
Visualization
She slipped into her bed, the sheets cool and soft against her skin, a fleeting sanctuary from the night’s torment. Pulling them up to her chin, she cocooned herself in their meager comfort, seeking refuge from the relentless assault of her memories. Yet, her mind raced uncontrollably, the horrifying details of the General’s office replaying with relentless clarity, each image more visceral than the last.
Desperation gripped her as she squeezed her eyes shut, attempting to banish the haunting recollections. But the General’s voice resonated in her mind—his cruel words and twisted promises melding into a dissonant symphony of fear and dread. Her body trembled, recalling the suffocating pressure of his hand around her neck, the cold pleasure he derived from her terror.
For so long, she had struggled, fighting for recognition and a chance to prove herself. The General had exploited her vulnerabilities, striking where it hurt the most, and she loathed him for it. Yet, amidst the hatred, a small, desperate part of her clung to the hope that maybe, just maybe, this was her chance. Perhaps if she played his game, if she complied with his demands, she could finally attain the status she had always yearned for. The thought churned her stomach, but it lingered, gnawing at her conscience.
She buried her face in the pillow, trying to shut out the world, but the vivid, twisted images continued to intrude, stirring an involuntary response of shameful desire. The lingering scent of the General’s cologne, the memory of his voice, and the echo of his touch were seared into her senses. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t escape their imprint.
Sleep was elusive, her mind too turbulent, consumed by the horrors and twisted pleasures of the night. When it did come, it was fitful and fraught with scorching nightmares, leaving her more drained than before. Even in sleep, the boundary between dream and reality blurred, her exhausted mind unable to escape the haunting memories.
Her dreams twisted the General’s image into something more intimate, more perilous. His cruel hands became instruments of forbidden pleasure, the pressure around her neck morphing from a threat into an intoxicating symbol of his dominance. In her dreams, she found herself yielding not out of fear, but from a perverse sense of desire—a need she was reluctant to confront.
She envisioned his touch, the way his fingers had traced her chin, his breath hot against her ear as he whispered sinister promises. In the safety of her dreams, those words transformed into a dark invitation to a world where pain and pleasure intertwined so intricately that they became indistinguishable.
Her body betrayed her, responding involuntarily to the imagined sensations of the General’s hands exploring her with a possessive hunger. The memory of his tongue on her cheek, once horrifying, now sparked a primal, uncontrollable desire that surged through her like liquid fire.
Yet, beneath the surface of this forbidden fantasy lay a deep well of shame. Even in her dreams, she recognized the wrongness of her pleasure—its origin rooted in fear and manipulation. Still, her body responded with a hunger that left her breathless, her mind ensnared in a storm of conflicting emotions.
As the dreamscape unfolded, she felt waves of guilt washing over her, the shame of desiring something so tainted mixing with the pleasure in a disorienting blend. The line between fantasy and reality blurred further, trapping her in a cycle of desire and revulsion. She saw herself through the General’s eyes—vulnerable and alluring in her submission. It was this torturous duality that plagued her, the knowledge that she could find pleasure in something so intrinsically vile. In the depths of her subconscious, she succumbed to his power, the brainwashing energy lingering like a dark, intoxicating force, pulling her deeper into the abyss of her own conflicted desires.